Hey, at least we’re all alone *together* though. It’s messed up and yet so beautiful at the same time. Keep on keeping’ on brother 🤙

I've also had the same feelings of loneliness during my acid trips.

Had an intense dmt trip last night where I had the connection I’ve always wanted to have in other people, one where I was totally understood and I totally understood the entities I was communicating with, assuming the entities we encounter on these drugs are just an figment of our imagination we have the greatest relationship with ourselves, if they are not a mere figment of our relationship that proves it is possible to have the purest possible connection with someone else, either possibly is a positive possibility in my opinion.

First learn who you really are (your soul minus the cultural conditioning/programming of society) then love that person with all of your being. You will inevitably attract a person into your life who matches you, it is a universal law. When I learned to truly love myself I began to love spending time alone and I ironically attracted my perfect soul mate match. If you are looking to be with someone like you then it's possible that you have a twin flame incarnated here with you...worth looking into!

@@Tfunkallstarjohnson How am I supposed to go about learning who I "really am"?

Ying and yang

Try Ajahn Sumedho.

@@tulliodesantis4290 sadhguru is a con artist

dulcinea del toboso elabórate

I’m right there with you baby. No limit to the voices of enlightenment ✌🏾☮️

Become Terence

We are all Terrance

This is so true!

Here he is

His voice will be heard hundred of years into the future. Eventually it will get swallowed from time. But im glad i dont live that long to see. And im glad i existed as the same time as him. R.I.P Terence

Your image is really beautiful. A black maple leaf on a red field.

@@rr7firefly it represents the syndicalist Canada that I want to see.

@@clarke4552 I learn something every day. Thank you for your reply. Now I also know what syndicalism is.

ur Canadian flag looks like the flag of Albania 🇦🇱

Same as Allen Watts.

This is Dylan's secret. ( One of them)

Please does anyone know where I can get them? I put so much on my plate and it really affects my stress and anxiety levels, I would love to try shrooms

Psychedelics saved me from vears of uncontrollable depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction. imagine carving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone. Believe it or not in a couple years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues.

Is he on instagram?

#He’s on telegram channel as#####

Morelife_tripstore🔥🔥🖍️🖍️

Meditation is surrender, correct? I did it my first time around with lsd when I thought my brain and heart would explode. I meditated for what seemed like many hours with an oxymeter beside me and watched my heart rate return back to normalcy.

@@thetallbackpacker in a way i think yea it is surrender,almost like feeling the waves of existence hold you,as you breathe

@@unkn0wnmortaL interesting, that's how I feel about it too!

What's a heroic dose?

@@psykoaddict 5 grams.

We should run this by Jordon Peterson. I don’t have his phone number.

@@dr.paulj.watson4582 why? That dudes a hack.

@@apophenic_ We’re all hacks.

@@dr.paulj.watson4582 we are all hacks, but some are more hacked up than others

@@0tmrrw no

So true. I suffer from this as many I guess. Constant inner turmoil and peace on surface. Always trying to find outward validation that does not last. It hurts so much.

@@Raina430 thank you so much! I really appreciate it! 🙏❤

Migena Nikdhima You’re welcome! I hope it helps you! 💕

Alive from the side of spirit. RIP Terence 🍃❤️🍃🙏🏼

Thanks

lmao

Neighborwave- and Timewave~ both good albums respectively. MeaningWaves of Akira theDon

That's without a doubt, the best description of Terence I've ever read.

a billion times better than mr. rogers.

@@freyrik I would say they are both amazing, in their own ways. Fred Rogers dedicated most of his life to helping children understand the importance of kindness, compassion and understanding. While Terence Mckenna dedicated his entire life to promoting language and understanding of the intelligent plants we share this planet with. Although I see your point and would be inclined to agree that Terence continues to influence people long after his departure from this world, which is a sign of true greatness, in my opinion anyway. Have a good one, brother.

who

i thought jordan peterson said that

@@imjdog Actually I said it first

@@stollinroned5090 nice

Applies now more than ever

What's the relationship between smoking and quitting?

Visuals are fine because you don't have to look at them but yes, thank you for no cheesy music.

Yes we can "ruin" it with visuals ourselves pretty fine,thank you

I agree completely. If one is truly listening the extra visuals and music are not required anyway.

What that's a still image? Can't tell these days lmao

I agree, also its nice to have the original to sample and add your own ambient soundtrack.

"Find what you love, and let it kill you"

Also Manly P Hall

True. Unfortunately, clickbaiters chop up their work and put lame music behind it for attempts at advertisement money--and completely miss and mislead the point.

I’ll refer you to this dude online where I bought few grams of N-N Dmt Lsd mushrooms shrooms adderrall and other psychedelic products and they ship descreetly to any location

Morelife_tripstore📝🖍️🖍️🖍️

👉👉*He’s on telegram channel as

no one likes being alone, we just think we do because of our bad experiences with people (all i have to do is remember the last few yrs with my ex-wife and I sigh with relief that Im alone) but it's not supposed to be this way, we're not supposed to want or choose to be alone.

Exactly the same for me. And the idea of tripping with over people present seems to me to be a really strange one.

Ram Das is my favorite example. Man was a legit professor his life was made. He decided to give it all up and move across the world and dedicate himself to whatever. I read an original copy of be here now or whatever it was cool as fuck and it was my intro to ram das

The Sound of Silence

@@MaynardOwns Rammed Ass, his brother used to give him shit.

There are no gurus, no Gods, there is the brilliant diamond mind of YOU.Through great pressure YOU who are a lump of coal can become diamond.

Krishnamurti said this thanks for sharing

Spot on! Break free ...

Escape the loop

@@GlobetrotterGary Hallelujah Brother!

I agree.. but breaking a matrix of our daily life can be perverted and used negatively. We must preach love and ethics within the facts of our reality that there is evil no matter what we try. It’s an existential topic about the yin and the yang of our reality

@@hellomoto4906 Absolutely friend!

Terrence and Aesop Rock are the human apex of linguistics and you of course

Aesop rock knows his way around a sentence.@@kerrodconnolly5338

You should listen Alan Watts then.

@@MrGilRoland right! was about to say have you listened to Alan Watts? :)

I’ll be the next watch Julian De Leon Gonzalez

MrGilRoland , I’m familiar with his work, Terence is just from another planet...

@@The_Wave Yeah Watts is a great speaker and funny but Terrence - substance wise - is off the charts.

Take it easy dude... but take it! Terrence McKenna

@@sergiolazaromartinez491 Fantastic! Thank you my friend.

People meet him all the time 🧬🍄🕯

its not about the messenger, is the message! even terrance said so

@@diegofrancofioravante97 ..Yes I agree, but it certainly helps when the message is coming from somebody who speaks with clarity & intelligence. That’s my opinion anyway.

@@christophebonhoefferofbelg9846 i agree tho, it feels nice also.

The more you listen to him the more you realize he truly was a genius. After doing psychedelics the things he says make even more sense somehow.

I envy you. I have to assume that mescaline with the cactus emoji

@@justinakers3196 yes sir. It's a great learning experience,from growing them through to consumption. Listening to Terrance and rekindling my love of psychedelics has been a massive help in dealing with my anger and depression issues 👍👍🤗🌵🌵🌵🌵

@Google is Facism You cared enough to reply...

Wow what a nice guy look everybody he cares so much he came all the way over here to KZfaq and tell us that he doesn't care. You need to work on your logic kid.

@Google is Facism You are a sad, sad little boy. This is a place for grown ups.

Just remember to surrender! 👍

@Google is Facism dafuq are you talking about? Lol

I did 3.5 for my first time, alone(no sitter) i was depressed and suicidal. So i didn't fear death, only the experience, but even then, something was gained.

@@TheJbiz84 what did you learn

@@dylantierney9362 I'm not sure what he learned, but on some level I can guess what he gained. He said he *was* depressed and suicidal. I think he found a reason for living.

good advice. did 3 grams and it was the most terrifying experience of my life and it lasted 8 hours. i had ptsd for a while after. there were 3 very significant things i gained from the experience. but if i could go back i most certainly would not have done it. i highly advise people to start with a low dose. our system can only handle so much. i’m sure the experience is also dependent on how much fear a person is harboring in their life before going into it. i am someone who is more fear-based than adventure-based. while terence was clearly someone who was more adventuresome.

If you don’t die it’s not a trip

Thank you for adding "at" ... "Go it alone" just grinds my gears.

It doesn't have to be suffering

If you think ignorant people are happy you're wrong. They are content, emotionless, autopilot cruise control, walking zombies. There's no spectrum of feeling and experencing and realizing and witnessing and studying...the knowledgeable are actually alive and living.

I wish DMT would work on me...

@@stefanfun you must not be smoking enough

@@realnoahbanx hes probably burning it and not smoking enough. Vaporize not smoke

@@leeroy5665 probably so, I tried it once sandwiched between some weed in a bowl and got a little something but once I used that rose bowl man oh man. I always say no amount of acid or shrooms can really prepare you for being sucked out of this realm in an instant.

@@realnoahbanxNa, from what I can tell I did everything right. My friend took the same dose and had a full-blown trip. Either I need a REALLY high dose, or hallucinogenics just don't work on me. They don't seem to in general.

whew...thanks. I can understand better now.

Thank you!

@Realrotin nah, been listening to Terrance for years and years. This is how he speaks.

​@Realrotin Since the slowed down audio effectively increases the length of the entire video, perhaps it also increases the revenues coming from view playback, which would justify the playback speed meddling from a financial perspective. For me, 1.25x speed is better, and even 1.5x is quite listenable.

That's amazing

Jack D felt the same first time, lots of lessons to learn

Jack D what did you see?

@@Tdtsnowflake himself

Marco mateo Coronado yeah you r so right..but I wanna see how he expresses this

holy shit....this really hit me....very well said...

So, if I understand correctly, you are saying that true exploration and true creativity should be avoided because they are "dangerous"? In that case, evolution itself should be avoided because, by essence, it is "dangerous"; whatever this word means to you; or do you mean something else that escapes me?

The East Man psychedelics are dangerous in the same way that exploring the Amazon is dangerous: it’s unmarked territory. This is Walmart, and there are no signposts. Being under the influence is like being dumped in the middle of the rain forest and told to start walking.

Mitch Gilbert I have no idea of your experience with psychedelics my friend but I'll tell you about mine. I'm 73 years old, married three times, college and university teacher for twenty years, I have two brilliant children and a loving wife and, on top of it all I have been using psychedelics for fifty years or just about. Im just as sound of mind as anyone and I can tell you that I have explored states of awareness and spaces of knowledge most people have no Idea exist. This psycho-exploration has made me more peaceful, more loving and more appreciative of everybody in this world; I have met with powerful spirits, magical spaces and I have contemplated the infinite majesty of the Divine in His (or Her's) creation. So when you tell me that using psychedelics is like traveling the Amazon, you make me smile as I have traveled much wilder places and I'm grateful for what was taught to me. I don't have much time left on this wonderful earth but I live every instant in delight and gratitude, thanks to the help of psychedelics. The little mushrooms have been particularly generous with me and I recommend you make their acquaintance if you want your life to really become something worthwhile. Bless you and keep searching.

​@@theeastman9136 that was such beautiful comment man...i'm 17, just graduated high school, & throughout my senior year i've really been diving deep into psychedelics and have been fascinated with the potential use of psychedelics and the massive unknown potential it has... i'm majoring in nursing at csusb, though i've always had a passionate love for music, & lately iv'e been thinking of possibly pursuing music...from my understanding of psychedelics it's only proper for you to ingest them if ur in need for inspiration, guidance, or insight. so i'm planning on taking shrooms for the first time next month in hopes of receiving a sign of some sort, me and my homie are taking 3.5 g's with my homie which is a pretty damn solid dose lol. i have intentions to continue this journey with psychedelics and contribute to it's understanding for the public throughout my life after i take these shrooms...anyways i'm very very curious as to what type of knowledge you've obtained from these profound encounters and i was wondering if you would think bringing more awareness to psychedelics is a good thing for the public ?

I tried DMT for the very first time a few months ago. I was out in a boat on the ocean at night time in pitch black, and the man I was with introduced me to DMT….. WOW what a trip. I don’t know if I enjoyed it or not, it was just so intense and It’s like my higher self commanded me to breath. Probably didn’t help that I was on a rocking boat. As this was all happening I was trying to release the fear that gripped me in a vice around my chest, but I so just wanted to enjoy the light show that was getting put on for me. As it started to wear off, I was so thankful to come out of it. Not sure I’ll ever try it again, but if I ever do, I’ll make sure I’m on solid ground 😂

Spot on Davyd Alejandro.There is no fighting what is being shown and told to you in a unspoken language regardless of how frightening it is..My first DMT breakthrough my ego fought in the beginning until I was told there is nothing but love enjoy the experience how terrifying it may seem it is shown to you for a reason and you will survive.. IAM a changed man from breakthroughs..GOD IS GREAT🙏

@@mattroom4264im a Christian and believe i should only surrender to Christ. Shouldn't Believers be ae to get these messages and awakenings from the Holy Spirit? If God wanted us to feel these things or go thru ego death, wouldn't He provide the way? He told us to lean not on our own understanding but in Him alone.

@@carolsaylor6151 Carol Saylor each to their own higher power yours is Christ mine is God/mother nature..God does lets us experience this in death.if it wasn't meant to be injested our bodies which God created wouldn't produce DMT in all living creatures.. a Higher Power of each individuals understanding is exactly that,its personal and sacred belief..

@@carolsaylor6151 many religions but only the one GOD 🙏🙏🙏

What I like most about this thread is the number of thumbs-up for the original message to the number for the cramped little response.

The fact that you have awareness around that speaks volumes. Keep on that path. May we both get to 91 and still say the same thing. 🙏🙏

I'm turning 50 in a few days and I'm here to tell you that you're on a good path here. Terrence makes as much or more sense than anyone I've encountered so far.

well now you do.

@@jasonstock5554 check out the works of John Vervaeke

i’m 27 good stuffs man🙏🏽💪🏽

Me too. Have you found some good ones?

How much gram is this trip and what kind of mushroom ????

1 dose of acid was a 12 hr journey it was beautiful I rode the wave of life up and down learned expectance and to let go and move on it’s going to be ok and that love is not external it’s truely within one’s self the tears I cried that night as I wiped them from my face as I looked at them on my hand they were like the stars in the night sky at that moment I realized we are the universe and we are connected to everything and with that when you find some one to share love with can be truely an amazing experience I broke threw the wall of limits danced with the spirit of life itself watched the I could see thepaintings come to life the sun rise was the most beautiful thing ever I felt the rays showered me with love and grace as I was breathing I seen the trees breathing my breath then I was breathing from them it was the most beautiful life cycle we were dependent on each other I truly felt unconditional love from the trees across the road that day they were my lungs I was there’s🫶❤️

I'm right there with you Adam. That's exactly how I feel too.

Bro, quit spamming

Pooyan ,I think it was “the flight of the alone to the alone”. In other words spirits or individual psychic denizens come to you only in this alone state.

@@sophieoshaughnessy9469 thanks Sophie

I agree 100%. Well said.

Agreed. Seasoned tripper here. It's the most powerful thing and should be respected as such.

Agreed... processing, integrating...

Stimulant? WTF?!

Just take the mushroom my friend, everybody goes through tough times even if you think that what you are going through is the worst. There is always someone in a worse position, only try to live in truth and harmony and everything will get better . Much love from Argentina

Same here, currently dont have a single person that i can talk to about the stuff i wanna talk about. Wish you good luck :)

@@birddog0 thanks, yeah i would like that

@@birddog0 i feel like i am in some sort of weird limbo stage because i can wrap around my head about most of the things he talks about and it makes sense to me at least conceptually, for example it makes sense to me that the same force that grows grass grows my hair and how i'm just the universe experiencing itself but I've never really experienced it I've never just let go and seen the world as it is so i still live in this state of constant need of gratification and this need to be in competition with other people but in the back of my head i know it's just futile and i'm swimming upstream or against the current and always in my head living in a world of illusion so to speak. So i basically just end up calling myself out on my own bullshit all the time but i still do it over and over. when i try and meditate and just ''be'' and let thoughts just pass by i will have some success and once i feel like i'm getting into a meditative state ill get all exited and lose it. i feel like the reason i cant let go is because i go into the meditation with a goal in the back of my head which is to let go or whatever and this actually has the opposite effect because i have the desire to not desire/ just let go of everything but i cant really just let go of desiring not to desire if that makes sense. It probably just seems silly to most people reading this but this is the predicament i find myself in. I feel caught between two worlds. idk if i explained this too well, the explanation probably doesn't do justice to what i'm experiencing and sounds like nonsense but if anyone finds themselves in at-least somewhat of a similar predicament or understands what i'm trying to articulate i would appreciate a reply.

@@birddog0 Yeah i'll make sure to try those vitamins and also, i do find myself appreciating the small things around me pretty often i'm not like depressed all the time or angry or anything like that i just get a little frustrated from time to time but on the whole i feel pretty good most of the time, i may have put my point across to seem like i'm really lost or something but that's not the case. thank you for your advice brotha appreciate it :)

No question about it. According to Terence it is what put our monkey ancestors on the path to becoming human.

Very possible.

@@vprice509 That is a very interesting theory.

NamelessNick97 that’s a very smart observation.. I always thought it was the first cannibis plant

All seems correct, besides of "I think" part.

Exactly. At the end we're walking the line perfectly... 12:21, time so subtlety mirrors for us.

Thought the whole thing was

Self liberation though self illumination of primordial awareness using the gateway of psychedelics is something the institutions do not want . " we can't handle the truth," i imagine they(power) must whisper in illuminati halls . Out of god' s compassion the transmission will occur regardless . I believe shrooms are a " bodhisattva vehicle. "

Thats when i started to not understand what he means and the point he is trying to convey.

That's interesting. Can you tell me exactly what you mean by that please?. Im so interested. I'm going through a struggle Iife, and listening and learning is what I feel I should do strangly. .

@@keepsafeandsound6722 solitude and nature is my path. I never fit in with "normal" people, took 2 failed marriages and 3 kids to figure out i wasn't meant to be part of the game of society.now I just let life unfold as it decides to. And life finally feels right, Sold my restoration company in 2009, moved to Vancouver Island Work on my terms,but spend most of my time in the mountains or the beach enjoying life. Vancouver Island and the gulf islands in b.c. are unique, you can live without money. I trade my carpentry skills and farming skills or for wh for whatever I need. Barter system works

@@elancaster3989 omg that's how I'm literally dreaming of living. Strangly I was drawn to your comment, and that's why. I'm literally lost for words. I love your attitude. Life is real hard for me at the moment. I have no purpose. I love nature and natural things, really good to chat with you sir. And I honestly thank you for your message. Truly .

@@keepsafeandsound6722 after my kids grew up and started their own lives..I knew I needed to get back to a spiritual life. In my teens I went on a couple year wander and had the epiphany that reality is a game. We can choose to participate and destroy our souls or walk away and cultivate our spiritual self and make our soul strong. Doing everything wrong for 25 plus years ,made me realize my teenage self was right all along.. Shame I lost so many years chasing false goals..but glad I found my way back to the right path

@@elancaster3989 fair play to you mate. I honestly admire you I really do. Here's hoping I can find my path. Good luck to you. Can I ask what do you think of this vaccine that we are being asked to take?

Oh so I'm not the only one that realized the whole universe nodes thing

@@hemphoeather5504 yeah if you start looking around in your daily life it’ll come up more often.