where's Dylan? where's Dylan? nobody ever asks *how's* Dylan...

This summer is hitting so hard for so many people. Im glad you're taking care of yourself. Best of luck!

From one trans person in recovery to another, best of luck

Please take care of yourself. Be safe. Come back when you're ready. We will be here. 💜

I'm so happy that you're getting help and don't even worry about posting videos. As long as you are okay. Also happy birthday!

As someone that's been through hell with his own eating disorder .. I can tell ya'll its very tough thing to deal with but I'm happy you're getting professional help ... I wish you the best..take all the time you need your health comes first and we will be here to watch whatever you upload when you come back!

best of luck dylan we're all rooting for you and omg 48 hour birthday REVOLUTIONARY happy birthday!!!!

There is no wrong way to recover, it's a lifelong process (i'm sure you know that just wanna reaffirm). Please take all the time you need.

I did a PHP program a few years back and it definitely saved me. I hope you find this experience helpful. Hang in there!

good luck dylan we'll be here when you come back

It's good to see that you're getting help! Happy (early) birthday Dylan! I've dealt with other mental illness and just want to wish you the best with your recovery. I'm a fairly new subscriber, and want to thank you for introducing me to Dorian Electra

stay strong dylan. were rooting for you :)

good to know you're getting the help you need! don't sweat about posting a vid, and have an early happy birthday! :)

Hey Dylan, I just wanna say, your videos are great, and you seem like an awesome person. You give this platform a much-needed voice on transmasculinity, and it's one that I personally really needed to hear, as a trans man very early in his transition. Thank you for that. Take care of yourself, friend 🙏

Thank you for sharing your story. It's always so inspiring to hear from people who are doing the hard work necessary to look after themselves. Please don't feel pressured to make content before you're ready to. Your health is more important than any video essay!

Thank you for sharing. Stay strong, brother.

Stay safe and look after yourself Xx

Take all the time in the world. Thank you for sharing. Take care and sending you much love.

Take care and good luck to you. Congratulations on 10k!

As someone that has a subscription on patreon, I'm happy to also pay your sick leave ;) But seriously tho, I'm glad you're taking care of yourself, these are hard times we live in 💕

Glad to know you're taking care of yourself!

Good to hear from you, Dylan! 💖 Glad you're okay.

health is always a priority, don't worry about videos, please take care

Absolutely it’s been a hard year, it’s good to see you and all!

Hey. I can't relate at all to what you're going to but I wish you all the best and please do not rush this recovery. We are here for you! 💛

glad to hear you’re safe and working on recovery! will support you no matter what, you just work on being healthy & happy

Happy birthday! Hope you feel better soon. Good luck with everything!!!!

glad youre getting help and taking the necessary steps to be healthy

Hope you feel better soon!

Congratulations on 10k! Stay safe, get healthy, and take good care of yourself! I'll be here when you get back. ❤

What a dreadful time this year has been:( You're the third of my "bells" (meaning the ones whose notifications are set to all, lol) to post bad news this week. Sending you well wishes as you make your way out of this rough patch. You are being super brave to ask for help but you've done the right thing; prioritizing your health and well-being. I really admire your decision reduce the extraneous things in life to give healing your full energy and attention. We'll be all here for you when you're ready, or if you need us 💜💜

Very glad you're getting the care you need! Looking forward to future vids whenever they come out (:

Take care! We'll be here waiting for you

Just wanted to be another supportive comment! I wish the absolute best for you & think you should just claim the the whole month of July as your birthday! So happy birthday now and in 2 weeks too!

I’m also working through the same thing! We got this! I’ll be rooting for you bud

Get well!!! You can do this- Take Care!!!

💛 Best wishes! Take care of yourself

Good luck Dylan! Happy 25th!

I love that struggles are not as much taboo as in previous decades and we ppl can share our trauma and build community around it. Cool that you seeked for therapy. Go for it boy, we'll be here

Sending love from one clinic to another. Take care of yourself, I hope you can get better :)

Happy birthday Dylan! Please take your time to heal, thank you for your openness and vulnerability.

Take care of yourself, and I will wait however long you need until you come back ❤

you're awesome & I'm thankful you're getting help & that you're able to get help. peace & love be with you

glad to hear you're taking the step to properly caring for yourself, Dylan

Just focus on getting well Dylan. We'll be here when you get back. And if you need to stop for your mental health, we'll support that, too. I'm really glad you're taking a break to get help. I have disordered eating, too, and that shit is hard to deal with. I'm bipolar so I either binge or starve in cycles. Just get well, man and good luck

Recovery is so hard and a life long journey but worth it. I'm glad that you're taking time to care for you.

hope your recovery is quick!

Happy preemptive birthday dude :) I'm really glad you're getting the care you need, I hope you can take care of yourself while in an unfamiliar place too. parasociality be damned, I know I don't know you, and even less in the inverse, but I've really appreciated your views and videos on here, and I hope you can get to a healthier place & person outside of that. Take care of yourself, we'll be here if/when you drop in again, just do right by you first

I’m sorry you’ve had to struggle with this Dylan. I think it’s brave and healthy of you to get care. I hope you can focus on getting better. 💚

I really hope you're doing okay, I'm sorry you have to go through it all like this.

Lots of Love Dylan!!❤️❤️

I haven't been a subscriber very long but I can already tell how much you work towards putting out quality content so don't feel guilty about putting yourself first! This summer has been nightmare-ish but it takes a special type of strength to back away from it all and say "okay, I need help". Strength that you're showing you have. I'm terrified of twitter and don't have one so I'll say my happy birthday here: Happy Birthday Dylan! While this may not be where you want to celebrate being there shows immense courage and a desire to get better, which is the best birthday gift you could possibly give yourself.

Hey man, really awesome to see you getting help, take as much time as you need to get better, we'll all be waiting here till you're back. Lots of love.

You’re videos have shown me a lot. Thanks for making them and thanks for taking care of yourself.

Thank you so much for sharing! Take all the time you need to recover and don't pressure yourself to produce new content. Please take care

Good luck Dylan! I'm sorry you have to spend your birthday in a strange place, this year has been tough. I hope your recovery goes smoothly and you'll be back home as soon as you're ready.

Take all the time you need Dylan! You're awesome! and Happy birthday! Congratulations on 10k !!

🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡 wishing you all the best

So glad I found your channel Dylan. I hope you are receiving the care that you need and make a fast recovery. You are very brave and I know you can get through this x

i can definitely relate to your recent struggles to some degree, hope things get better for ya :)

I just started watching your videos and want to say definitely work on getting better first, and I'm so happy for you that you're able to do this!

I'm really glad you are getting help and focusing on recovery! I've only experienced the beginnings of disordered eating myself and it was scary enough, so I'm very sorry that you have to deal with this. Take your time, we will still be here when you are doing better :)

Happy early birthday!!! I'm glad you were able to recognize that you needed help and were able to get it :) We are here for you

take all the time you need will be here, thanks so much for sharing this!

Happy Early 25th Dylan!

I am so happy you are getting help! Please stay strong, I know you can do it!

Oh my goodness- I came to you channel because I had a video idea for you. I completely forgot about this. I’m not in a place I’m myself can watch it again. But from one trans boy struggling with food to another I’ll be rooting for you and... I mean I’ll still be subscribed when you get back. Your videos have helped me come to terms with my gender fluidity and how my childhood distorted my understanding of myself. You’ve caused so much introspection and gender euphoria - relief in realizing and understanding an experience I had not context for as a child... Thank you. Get well. If you’re ever able to come back and you want some good trans boy rep to talk about- The Last of Us 2. I won’t spoil more than they only adress his trans-ness in so much as some douche bags dead name him- a confused person asks and the rest of the story they are protected and treated as the person they are. It- broke my heart in horrible and wonderful ways. I recommend it highly.

Happy birthday in advance and all the best with your health situation!❤️❤️❤️

Thank you for letting us know what's going on! I have big faith in you, you got this!! ^-^

Big love to you Dylan. It's definitely been a tough time for everyone, but has definitely made dealing with a lot of mental illnesses so much harder. 24-27 is a huge time of growth and change for a lot of folks so I wish you healing and good vibes from Australia xx (Charlie- They/them)

wishing you all the best of luck Dyl ❤️ It’s great to hear from you and to know that you’re okay - don’t push yourself, recover at your own pace and look after yourself 😊

I'm happy to hear you're doing what's best for yourself, Dylan :) you always make such inspiring stuff and you deserve to work through what you must without worrying about producing content. Best of luck and I'll definitely tweet you on your birthday!

We love you! Get better and feel your best, King

Good luck on your recovery!!! 💜💜 Coronavirus has taken a toll on so many of us mental health... Much love to you!!

Happy early birthday!! So glad you're still here; we'll wait as long as it takes!

Thank you for taking care of yourself and getting the help you need. We'll be ready when you are.

I'm glad you're getting help, take all the time you need!

Good luck with the recovery

get well soon Dylan!! Be strong!!

I'm glad you're getting the care you need. We'll be here when you're ready to come back!

Take as long as you need dude good luck wishing you well

I hope you get better!!! Please take care. Can't wait to see you again

Take the time to take care of yourself! Your content has been a huge aid to me as I continue through my transition, and while I would love to be able to keep seeing content from you, please take care of yourself. I have been in IOP for several weeks, and it sucks. You have to keep making time for yourself to get better.

I'm sorry to hear about your struggles, I'll be keeping you in my thoughts. It's going to be tough but I know you've got the strength to recover and heal 💗 Also I want to say thank you for sharing. I know it's hard to open up and be vulnerable about something so painful, but I think it's important to shine more light on disordered eating in men, which gets largely ignored by society. I've known a few men personally that have had unhealthy relationships with food and eating and I've never known how to address it in a way that's helpful. The few times I've tried I was met with laughter and downplaying the situation and acting like the whole thing is a big joke, or getting yelled at for insinuating they had a "girl's problem". I still don't know how to help... Anyways, I'm sending love your way. Take care of yourself! We'll be here when you're ready to come back 💝

take care and i really hope you are getting good help! sending all the love~

Wishing you good health brother!

i hope u feel better soon :(

take care, love from chile

You are the sweetest

I'm glad your taking care of yourself

Happy birthday!

It's good that you are focusing on your health. Stay safe!

thank you for letting us know you're taking care of yourself 🥰 i'm a trans person struggling with my mental health during quarantine as well and i'm also seeking professional help. subscribers aren't a reliable or intimate support system so you don't really owe us anything, so i'm grateful for your honesty!

Oof I just got done with a presentation for a summer class about eating disorders and how they disproportionately affect the trans community. I hope you have a good recovery and I look forward to hearing you talk more about this issue in the future.

Sending much love 💓

big love!

We love you, take care of yourself

TAKE CARE BABY, WE LOVE YOU

Take your time bud, if you can't get better than you couldn't make content anyways health is number 1 physical or mental. I'll be here waiting for your triumph return when you win your battle because I know you will.