My son took his own life a month ago. He tried three times before. He was handsome, witty , clever . I miss him so much

"If love was enough to stop suicide, suicides would very rarely happen.But love isn't enough and suicides are prevalent." So very true. I've lost two brothers to suicide. Love, unfortunately, wasn't enough to save them.

My son Adam just died by suicide. He jumped in front of train on my birthday. I’m completely broken...I loved him so much...it’s heart wrenching.

I lost my older sister to suicide in 73, lost my mom to suicide four years after my sister. Lost both my sister's kids to suicide. The pain never goes away.

I lost my mother to suicide in May of 2018, the day before Mother’s Day. She was genuinely my bestfriend, there wasn’t a thing in the world I felt like I couldn’t tell her. Two weeks before she took her own life, she climbed Machu Picchu, one of the 7 wonders of the world. It still blows my mind she did that, and I still struggle to understand how someone can go from literally being on top of the world, to underneath it so quickly. Her name was Jennifer Chamberlain and she was an amazing, loving mother. Carrying on with her death has not been easy, but I refuse to allow myself to become just another statistic. ❤️

I lost my baby brother 6 days ago We are heartbroken 💔 His name was Travis Patterson and he was the kindest, smartest and strongest man I will ever know. I love him so deeply.

I lost my husband of 24 years 2 weeks ago. He suffered the majority of his life from Major Depressive Disorder. I miss him terribly 😭The pain comes in waves along with the guilt that I couldn't help him this time. I know in my head that there was nothing i could have done but my heart hasn't accepted this yet.

I just lost my 16 year old son only 26 days ago. I'm not sure how to do life without my precious baby boy. The pain is so heavy and debilitating. If it wasn't for my 2 remaining children, I would have taken my own life already.

My brother died by suicide 4 months ago. I feel different from the rest of the world now. Separate. Like no one can understand how much this changed my family and who we are. I miss my brother. I miss my brother.

My sweet baby girl brought me here. She was so smart, witty and beautiful. She had goals and direction. She was going to graduate high school at least one year early and was trying to finish even two years early. But she was never pushed to do it by me or her mother. It was her own drive. She was hard on herself. If she didn't get a 100% on a test shed say she failed. She was her toughest critic. My baby girl was 15 years, 9 months and 20 days old. I just miss my sweet baby girl so so much. I took for granted that she'd just be here my whole life, and I just feel so empty. Thank you so much for making this video for us. I don't know if it will actually help, but thank you for trying

My boyfriend died by suicide …. We were in college. It was 39 years ago, and I still haven’t really ever talked about him. He was such a wonderful guy……

Last week I lost my friend Andy to suicide. He struggled with depression his whole life. He was brilliant and well-loved by his family and friends. In spite of promising his sister, brother, parents and friends that he would not commit suicide, he lost his battle eight days ago and took his own life at his parents' house. Very traumatic for all involved. Despite tons of counseling and reading and researching everything he could about depression and love and support from his family and friends, he was tortured with dark thoughts that he couldn't escape from. He was 49. Rest in peace Andy. 💙

I lost my husband to suicide in 2014 and I still haven't gotten over it. Some days are harder than others and there are still days that I still blame myself.

I lost my 15yr old son to suicide in 2021. Everything in life has become trivial. Everything!

My only child, my son died by suicide when he was just 23 years old...I died that day also and Ive been dying every day since....

The concept that death by suicide rather than age, accident, or illness has been on my mind since my son’s death two and a half years ago. When death comes from suicide it’s unrelateable, I get that. The invasion by way of insensitive questions and comments has been extremely hurtful. I’m done taking on these challenges. I’m walking away mentally and physically from other’s fear. My son died, bottom line. I grieve as any other. I’m not on a soap box. I have learned that the only way through the death of my son is like anyone else who grieves. There is no blame on me from me, and I refuse to be shamed by anyone else! Jeff, Forever 40 ❤ Mom

My brother and I are 16 and 20. Our mom killed herself a month ago. I fought with her so much. I regret every second, every fight over a silly little thing. I shouldn't have left her alone that day. I miss her so much. I want my mommy back.

Diana, 67, died by hanging 1st November 2023. My friend. R.I.P. 🕯🌹

My wife and I lost our only son to suicide. He was living with us in our apartment and shot himself thru the head while my wife and I were home. I worked for many years at a hospital and have seen a lot of death but nothing can prepare you for this kind of trauma. This happened a little over a year ago and we still have tough days.

Our couple’s therapist committed suicide 2 days after we last saw her. She just disappeared, and we found out 2 weeks after the fact - I came across a tribute page and reached out to the author. None of her clients had a way to say goodbye. I felt she was the only therapist that truly understood my traumatic childhood. We were very similar and had similar experiences, and now she’s just….gone.

The police found my brother yesterday in a lonely motel room with a single gunshot wound to the head I am utterly shattered and I’m so grateful for this video. He had been struggling with mental health issues for many many years and he was just ready to go home

I lost my husband by suicide 9 years ago.. I went thru something I never went thru before. I really didn't think I'd make it. I did.. Barely. Not I've lost my sister by suicide, my best friend by a brain aneurism and it was sudden. Then my second husband by murder and recently my mother by natural causes followed by my grandmother 41 days later. I'm grieving and some days I feel like I'm grieving for them all.

I lost my mom to suicide just over a year ago. March 21st 2021. It was tragic. I was away in the mountains with friends with no phone signal but boy did i know it was happening. I felt it. On the night she did it I was wide awake praying for her soul and I just knew. Every cell in my body could feel her pain and I cried, I cried all night. When I got signal two days later, my brother in law called me with the news. I hope her soul is at peace now. I relate to everything said in this video.

Thank you. I am suicidal. But i love my family. ❤

My mother took her life last week. There was emotional abuse and neglect, she abandoned me all my life but she was my mother and I love her unconditionally. I struggle to see my future and wonder if I will even feel true happiness again.

My wife ended her life 2 days ago. I had known for a long time that this was a possibility but nothing can really prepare you for it. Now I keep thinking of things I want to say to her and then immediately realize I can't and the pain hits me so hard. Part of me wants the pain to end, but another part of me wants to hang on to it because it feels like that would be a betrayal of her memory.

In 2016 I met this girl, she came into the store I was working in and I happened to serve her. Instantly, we had a spark in those few minutes and when I got off my shift I was amazed to see that she had friended me on facebook. She took my name from my tag. We chatted for weeks, met up a couple of times and we just clicked. I thought she was far too beautiful for me, and how lucky I was that she had noticed me... that just doesn't happen to guys like me. Sadly though, her mother passed and we sort of lost touch because she needed that space. I then got back together with an ex, and she moved away. I have thought about her every year since then, but my texts weren't sending and I couldn't find a trace of her online. I finally found out last night that she took her own life 4 years ago in 2020. I'am beyond devastated and I almost like I don't have the right to be....

Lost my wife by suicide. 32 years old. We we’re going through difficult times and she has dealt with heavy depression, her whole life. Two weeks before she took her life she quit taking her antidepressants. The night of she started drinking heavily and fighting with me. This happened just two months ago. I I still don’t know how to deal with the reality of it. Nothing is going to make it better. All we can do now is just live our life best we can. I don’t think there is a worse feeling in the world.

❤️ my brother died by suicide 28 years ago, when I was a child. I still think about him every day, and about the man he would be today, and what he would think about who I am, someone 17 years older than he was when he ended his life. I regret that I never had the chance to know him as an equal due to the difference in our age.

Lost my husband 5 months ago. These videos and this community help me to feel less alone and validate my feelings so thank you and sending love to everyone ❤

I lost my son. He was everything to me

I returned to this video over and over when I think I can’t take it anymore. It’s been almost 15 months since she took her life. And everything has fallen apart including her. I can’t hardly walk my vertigo is terrible. I was the one helping other people and not accustomed to asking for help or accepting it. People have restored my faith in the I kindness of strangers I had took care of my myself right then and there The pistol was on the floor and I did pick it up and pressed against my temple but she was breathing albeit, very irregular. I thought she is.going to be ok. We had a pact we would go out together. I couldn’t do it. In that blinding moment our lives changed. I blame myself. I was so depressed for so long and talked openly to her that I didn’t want to be here anymore. I feel it was my fault.

Guilt was the most traumatizing part of the grieving. I sat for months after each person passed on and tried to see if I missed any signs. The guilt definitely invoked nightmares whereby I couldn't save my cousin. Thankfully my mom seen the signs of depression I was displaying, she made me speak about what I felt and I spoke to a counselor at my university. It helped because I was able to let go of the fact that none of us were able to answer the questions we all had.

My sweet husband completed suicide on June 12, 2022. I fear my future is gone and if I hear one more person say, "you still have a future, it's just not going to look like you thought it was going to look," I might lose it. Everything that you said, is spot on.

This past Friday morning, a friend of mine I've known for 7 years took his own life. He had been suffering for a very long time and tried to alienate and push away everyone he ever knew, everyone who ever cared about him. He tried to make all of us hate him but all it did was make us want to help more. I'm glad he's finally done fighting but it still hurts to know that he's gone. He didn't leave a note, he never told anyone of us why, he never told anyone of us how he was feeling, how he was crumbling to pieces...I just wish we could've done something. He took his own life in a car I sold him that I had some of my most treasured memories in...this car is being returned to me and it fucks me up even more to know that I have to drive it now because I just got into a car accident that totaled my car...I need it but I just don't want to look at it. It has a name "Solace" which I guess...it certainly was for him in the end. He loved that car as much as I did and it seems like it loved him back enough to be those open arms and that comfort he needed in the end to finally...stop fighting. I don't know how to feel or what to do. The only other thing for some reason I feel is rage that nobody in this situation can be allowed time to grieve amidst all the police bullshit, this legal bullshit, the funeral arrangements and the liquidation of the possessions of that lovedone...why does this have to be the first step after someone dies? Even if they took their own life? It's monstrous and I know this is just the stage of anger in the scale of grief but...knowing that doesn't do anything but make me angrier because I, just like he is...am now a statistic. The pain is just so wrong..he failed in his mission to push us all away...we are all broken. I miss you Nick, we all miss you Nick. Nick Dodge 1993-2023

❤ my fiance died from suicide and its been 6 months now,i can’t get over it,it feels like yesterday

I lost the love of my life when he had was in his first week of medication. I was so happy that he was finally taking the steps to get better. I only later found out that sometimes medication for depression can make suicidal thoughts worse in the first few weeks. I wish I had known. I’m devastated. I thought everything was getting better. We had our whole future planned

I lost my fiancée to suicide on May 19th, 2022. I came home from work to find her in our bed. I have been in therapy since it happened. There is not a day that goes by where I do not miss her dearly. I will admit that I had some thoughts about following her due to the level of pain I was feeling. But I would never follow through as I do not want anyone else to go through the pain I am going through.

My girlfriend of 4 years died by suicide in June. I love you Janell❤

I lost my husband 3days after Christmas 2022. Finding him is a traumatic experience that I can’t get over. I mad at him, however I miss him so much. ❤❤

my father and 3 siblings took their lives from 1981 to 1995, I now work in suicide prevention and postvention as a social worker. Their deaths made me more determined to advocate on behalf of people who feel suicide will end their pain.

I lost my son, he was an alcoholic, he started drinking heavily in college. He tried to commit suicide by drinking heavily in a motel room. He had second thoughts & called grandma but by the time he was found he was resuscitated. He was on life support for a short time, he had brain damage. It's devastating, my son had so much going for him, he was only 33 years old.

I watched my person commit suicide after a argument with her brother. I was so close to her that day but I couldn’t stop it. She suffered from BPD and depression. I watched her body go lifeless and held her for the last time. Ever since that day Feb 27th 2023 2:30pm… I’ve been in this autopilot I can’t get out of. My person is gone.. I’ll never see their smile again. I’ll never hug and kiss her again. She will never have known what could have been. She was so… tired and struggling for so long. I thought we had more time. I thought we had all the time in the world. And now my heart will never forgive me

The pain you’re all expressing resonates in me so fiercely. My eldest daughter took her own life on 22/10/23, and she was 26 years old. She’d been experiencing depression and anxiety for the past eight years. I don’t think my guilt and self loathing will ever go, as we had an argument the night she left the house. Two days later the police knocked on the door. Our whole world was devastated. I don’t think I can ever forgive myself. My heart aches for her daily.

I lost a friend to suicide in September. Thank you for explaining why this hurts differently from other grief experiences I’ve had 💔

i just lost a dear friend to suicide this past weekend. no one saw it coming, and it is hard to imagine that it is real. it's so heartbreaking, he seemed so happy and excited for the future. it just doesn't make sense, and it's hard to cope with the loss.

Just lost my baby 14 yr old son to suicide on Oct 4th. I found him hanging from his loft bed after a small argument about him sneaking on his phone I didn't even think he could unlock or find. An argument we've had multiple times over multiple things the past few years at varying degrees amd arguments or issues that had been much worse were worked through and we always were okay. He had cut his arms once but he swore he wasn't suicidal. He said it was just out of anger and to show us how much he cared about his girlfriend. He swore he would never commit suicide because he knew how impactful and traumatic and painful it would be for me and our whole family (he has 3 younger brothers) the argument was short I finally just said go to your room and calm down please take some accountability for your lying and actions for once please stop yelling excuses and tale a break ill be down in a minute when I calm down. About 20 minutes later after a few texts with my husband and trying on a new costume I thought I might wear for halloween.. I felt bad like I always did. It was homecoming Friday and his first since starting highschool. I was gonna give him a hug and tell him he could go to the dance if he just stopped lying to me please.. and he was hanging by one of his neck ties from his loft bed on his knees. It didn't feel real at first I told him to stop faking I shook him quickly realized I needed to cut him down ran up stairs got scissors cut him down called 911 and he flopped down on his back. I started chest compressions until EMS arrived. All my kids were home and up stairs but thankfully for some reason and through all the commotion none of them came down during this. Ems got a pulse he was life flighted to a children's hospital and stayed on life support until the morning of the 5th day when his body couldn't hold on anymore because of his complete brain death/lack of oxygen. It still doesn't feel real. I function I take care of my sons. We had a beautiful service. My husband has returned to work all of my family has flown back home accross the country and I just... I journal.. I take my medicine. I cry a couple times a day. When I actually feel the reality in brief moments. I want to hug his urn. But most of the time even though I was with him as his ventilator was removed he took his last breath his heart stopped all of these things... I'm still waiting for him to come home.

Lost my mother and my brother to suicide, I think about it every single day, ruminating about it,I also have severe depression,it is horrible 😢

My wife of 30 years committed suicide 6 months ago. She left behind our beautiful talented daughter and a 6 year old beautiful grandson who loved her . I'm not sure I will survive this. The pain and loneliness is unbearable. I have struggled with her mental illness over the past 3 years but I never could imagine she would kill herself.

💜 My husband of 23½ years took his life this past Sunday with no sign that anything was wrong. It was the early morning after my birthday (Saturday). He was a military veteran with PTSD and related depression, but he had been participating in a veterans program for therapy. He seemed to be doing good. The kids and I had no clue. Thank you for sharing this video 💔

Thank you so much for your compassion. As a suicide survivor it is a great relief to know I’m not alone. 💜

I lost my son 3 weeks ago. He struggled with addiction and had moved home right before Christmas to try and create a better life for himself. I was right in the next room and was the one who found him. In his suicide note he said he was tired of being pulled between two worlds and feeling like a burden. The grief is overwhelming and the constant arguing with myself inside my head is exhausting . Yours is the first video I've watched that I was able to relate to at all. Thank you so much ❤

My daughter Desiree died last month by possible suicide, but I also can't rule out homicide. She was 22, and she was amazing. I love you, Desi ❤️❤️❤️

I’ve lost my partner of 5 years to suicide 2 months ago. I’ve been so lost, thank you for this video ❤️

I’ve lost 3 people to suicide. One was my coworker I worked side by side with. This happened just 8 days ago. She left behind 3 grown daughters and 8 grandchildren, one of which is only 7 months old. Her 12 yr old grandson whom she raised found her. She’s the reason I’m here trying to cope once again.

I lost my son Jason by suicide from gunshot to the head 9 years ago it hurts so deeply but I try to honor him by living my best life but sometimes it very hard 💙🙏

In the Netherlands they translate this bij self killing and that word hurts so much If you know the person ( our son of 23) as a social designer and a lovely person. I can say that because I am his mother who felt a soulmate as I never felt before. He was in a master year and had a relationship he felt unsure about. The strange thing for a lot of people but for me clear is that he wrote that he did not wanted to hurt somebody. I saw his eyes changing, going insite, talking leds and less. My love for him let me survive but it feels lonely. I wish more people in the Netherlands would be more open. I am very open since more than 8 year.

This is grief on a whole different level. My love took her own life days ago after appearing so happy. I feel like I missed signs that wouldve indicated trouble. I'm torn

My 27 year old beautiful daughter named Karis took her life 12/23/2023. I found her and cannot or will not ever forget that image. Thank you for this video and the comments on here as well. I am in the deepest pain imaginable. I saw the signs and we were addressing them. She suffered from depression and turned to a deadly drug that made her psychotic. She was scheduled for rehab but not until the day after Christmas. She just could not live in her pain anymore. I am broken and know I will never be the same. I miss and love her until we meet again in heaven my sweet angel.......

My dad took his life last November when he was 57 and I was 18... I don't know how I managed to pass the final year of school with this pain on my back. I miss him everyday and I hope to see him again somewhere. Thank you for your video.

I lost my mom in July 2023. I live with so much regret. I hope she's found peace and healing and that she's resting ❤. I love you mama and I'm so sorry

❤ my closest friend at college. It’s been two months and these last two weeks have been the hardest so far. Dealing with my own intrusive thoughts at this point and a consuming depression. I miss her. I miss my own mental health being in tact. I miss a time before it was affirmed to me that I can and will lose people.

My boyfriend of 18 years killed himself on 09- 14- 22. He had Parkinsons and was put on a medication that made him very anxious and severely depressed. He was started on Zoloft but saw no hope for his condition of depression to improve. He was a professor for 33 years. He hadn't to take a semester off. His Parkinsons symptom was only slight trembling in one hand.He was already on a medication that was working but Dr. added that one that destroyed him.I am devastated.

Both of my parents committed suicide. My Dad last year. I feel so much guilt, I found him and I loved my Dad more than anything . May 23rd will be a year. I cry everyday.

❤ I just lost a friend to suicide! 💔 I was already dealing with thoughts of suicide, and this has made my battle more real. I thought it would just subside. I was feeling like what I was doing to heal was helping. I feel like I'm back at rock bottom right now. I don't know why I'm saying all this. I just really don't want my pain transferred to anyone else. I want to find the help I need and conquer this. I've been a survivor of multiple injustices, and I can't give up now.

It’s almost been 3 years (November 8th 2019) since my older brother died from suicide. He was about to turn 21 and I was 15 years old… Hes my bestfriend. I love him so much. I think about it every day and it’s hard because it’s such an insensitive topic to talk about and unfortunately I will never understand. It’s been the hardest years of my life and now I’m just trying to find my answers through god. 💜

One of my friends died by suicide 2 months ago and she was one of the best people I have ever met and I miss her so much💔

My sweet son took his life June 28/22. He was high risk, but I never thought he’d go through it. Thank you for sharing this.❤

I lost my ex boyfriend to suicide last month. he was only 24. I have so many questions and feel so much guilt and anger. I will never blame him for this. I only hope that he’s better now. I miss him every day and I will love him forever.

I like your videos. I found my husband Aug 1st, 3-4 mos ago. There are no more words, everything has been said. I feel all the emotions you mention and I struggle every single day. I listen to you over again and it's kind words for me

I’ve never thought I’d end on this side of KZfaq..commenting on suicide video because I feel so helpless in the loss of the mother of my 3 yr old daughter via suicide 2 days ago . I’ am broken! I cannnot find the strength everyone tells me to have. Please please please check up on ur loved ones going thru a hard time in life BEFORE YOURE TOOO LATE…loneliness is detrimental to the human spirit..god bless alll. may god bless and have mercy on your soul babygirl I love you Lali

My daughter’s best friend took his life 35 days ago. He was 23, and was about to graduate from college. The grief and heartache is unbelievable. Worse than anything I’ve experienced, except for the loss of my mom. Feeling the heartache of his parents and is heart wrenching. As well as worrying about my daughter. There is no way to make sense of this. 💔🙏 My heart breaks for all of those who have lost family members, and to those who think this is the only way for life to get better.

We lost my husband's son Adam to suicide last week. My husband found him. He will never un see that image. We loved Adam so much and tried to help in any way that we could. His birthday is June 5th and he would of been 42 years old. He had mental illness and was on a decline the last few years. We miss him so much. We know he can finally rest and be free from his demons. It's so difficult. We had so many more times we wanted to say we loved him no matter what. We are trying to process and to remember happier times.

I lost my two cousins five months apart. Brothers. Our family was forever changed by this loss.

❤ my youngest son, Garrett relinquished his earthly life on Nov 3,2020. Everyday , it feels like yesterday.

I lost my dear brother to suicide, only a few months ago. He was my friend, my best friend. Even when far away from each other, I still felt him beside me. He was in the US Marine Core, we had a special funeral for him, but I just felt so lonely, so lost, like I can't ever live normal or happy again. Its given me horrible depression, beyond thought, that I don't feel like I can handle life anymore. I was just a normal teenag girl, that got scarred for life.

Thanks for this video.. just lost my one and only brother to suicide 11 days ago. Today is his funeral. Our hearts are so broken. 😢…

My youngest daughter took her life March 25th 2020 after going into a suicide site, ordering sodium nitrite from Amazon, 3 months prior to her death at the home she shared with her husband. I'm stuck, I'm seeing a therapist for 2 years and I just dont want to accept shes gone. She has 3 older siblings, and we are all trying our best. She left 7 notes to her husband, we found out she had been struggling for over a year prior, neither of them let us know.

I just lost my brother to suicide a few days ago. He was struggling to overcome some addictive behavior. We thought he was OK but he wasn’t. We are so shocked the grief the guilt is real. ❤

I lost two friends this way, and friends of mine have lost children. It definitely felt different than my many other losses, especially the most recent loss of a friend. I felt guilt at not having been in touch for about a year, and not even knowing they were struggling. It seemed impossible that it happened. I kept visualizing multiple ways it could have happened which was making me more frantic. I then did the faux pas of asking her Dad if he would be willing or comfortable to tell me how it happened because I felt at the time that knowing would at least narrow down the many horrific scenarios in my head. But of course, once I knew (only the most basic info) that is what I visualized over and over (I am a visual and highly sensitive person). My sessions with you Jo, helped a lot to validate what I was feeling as well as my need to take care of myself. Reading about someone's experience of losing a loved one to suicide in their published book, was actually NOT helpful as their coping mechanisms also triggered me into feeling like I wasn't being strong enough. I did a few things that helped me to connect with my friend - wrote a letter "to" her, for instance - in a symbolic way to help deal with the guilt. Thanks for bringing up this topic. I really appreciate your insights into the differences between grief for this kind of loss and other kinds of grief.

Five years after my loss, plus hundreds of hours on the internet, I came to realize my partner was AUTISTIC (“neurodivergent”) and it explains everything.

My Twin Sister just jumped from a 5 story building. She has struggled with her mental Health for years and I have always lived in fear for her. She is currently in intensive care 😢 I’m broken I couldn’t save her 😢

I lost my boyfriend through suicide. I found him and it was painful to see him that way. I miss him alot and I loved him with all my heart. This video has helped me understand a bit of what am goin through. Thank u.

I miss you, Robert. I really really miss you.

I just lost my father 8/21/23 to suicide. He was 62 and my best friend. I can’t tell you how abandoned I feel. I was the last person he text and did a wellness check but it was too late. I love you dad and miss you every day❤

My mother was 37 I was 11 - my father in 2019 at 80 yo, I was 55. I was his sounding board & caretaker from a distance. I mistakenly thought because of his age and fear of failing to do so - we, he was safe. I was wrong. It happened at home in both cases. He left a audio message and all his files medical and written from the last 40 years. His “note” was transcribed by me. So his messages contained within could be given to those he wished. The day NY shut down due to pandemic was the day I received all his personal effects. I’ve yet beyond the audio transcription have been able to go through his things. He wanted me to tell his stories. To help researchers have information so he could be “of greater use after life than he was in it”.

My boyfriend killed himself almost 4 years ago. I forgive him now, but I was very sad for a long time. Mostly because I’ll never know why he did it. I also blame myself for not recognizing the warning signs. I miss him every single day.

I just lost my fiancé to sucide. He was fighting a drug addiction for two years along with his mental health being unstable and he just couldn’t stop.I blame myself all the time that I could have down something different that day and he still might be here. This Is the hardest thing that I have ever had to deal with. 💙💙

My Uncle Steve whom I love very much just took his own life. I'm going through this pain now, all the emotions. I'm glad I found your video. You have a very peaceful voice. I love you Steve forever....thank you for your kindness to me in my life, I miss you 💙💙😭

It’s just mind boggling to see how many die by this tragedy. I lost my son one year ago, he felt stuck and overwhelmed working in Ca. Corrections toxic environment. He thought he would be a peace officer. Yes all these feelings are big, from shock, processing ,numbness, guilt, and anger its cycles continues a year later, it’s becoming more real. I miss my bear!!!!

My 35 year old son, Larry died by hanging himself on 11/10/23. I am stuck on a loop on that day. All I can think of is joining him. He was my only child. Only another mother can begin to understand.

My twin sister killed heralded. I wrote a book to help survivors of not just suicide but narcissistic abuse . So tragic. Even today I grieve deeply for the injustice. ❤

I just lost my best friend. I can deal with a regular death but I can’t deal with this. It’s so much harder ❤

Thank you for this video , I lost my husband of 33 years to suicide in 2015 , I found him 💔and 9 years on im am still struggling , my heart goes out to all of you here ❤️💐

I met Indie a year ago. I wanted to see her smile. We both had the best year of our life together. She shot herself in the chest with my pistol.💔 Thank you for this video. The guilt haunts me.

My godson/ nephew just committed suicide 2 weeks ago . Devastated for my sister, myself and family we love him so much! ❤

💙 My 19 year old son lost his best friend from suicide last week. I'm here hoping to learn how to help him through his pain.

My fiancé took his own life 3 days ago. I am completely devastated, full of sorrow and regret. I blame myself for it. It is a tragedy.

Is it strange to feel protective of my brother after he took his life? I don’t want him remembered for that one final act? I somehow think that it is a very private death. I had no idea he was thinking of suicide so since I found him I feel it should be kept private except for those closest to me. Who knows how he would have wanted me to handle it.

❤ Lost my brother 3 weeks ago from suicide 😭😭please pray for my family especially my mom, she blames herself n believe if she was home he wouldn't have done it, how do I help her to know that there was nothing for her to stop him, 😢😢 Digma rest in perfect peace my brother I will miss you forever n ever I LOVE YOU