Thank you so so much

thank you so much

I’m not exactly sad, but I am not happy either. I miss my ex dearly. I still want him even though he didn’t want me. It’s been 5 months. I still haven’t moved on. Damn.

Crying about techno blade right now

I was at a party with my “mates”, through secondary school no one really liked me and people had me as the prime target of being made fun of. I was an entertainment for everyone, anyways when I was with my only friend at the party bunch of my bullies showed up and started to make fun of me and throw stuff at me. I got mad and isolated myself from them but my friend didn’t he ended up talk to them and probably befriended them. I feel as if no one is left that likes me, I have no one but my ability to fight as I have been through out most my life just training hoping to achieve my dreams. But it is just so hard, everything is miserable, I just want someone who can support me.

I am sad

Love u bro, I feel way better because of you ❤

Ok ! Why should we live? We get happy Sad Angry... Then death. Why??????

The “I’m proud of you” made me cry Thank you, I needed this

i watched this crying but this made me cry even harder hearing things i havent heard before

I'm not sad, I can't feel. I'm numb. The only time I feel emotion is when I fake it so well I trick myself. I'm lonely but not alone. I have friends, people I trust, I just don't love anyone. I hate that. Not being able to love, just like. Its like having a bullet wound in my soul. I wanted to love so bad I forced myself to have crushes and fantasize. I'm not gay, but I don't feel straight. I don't want to be asexual/aromantic, because I want to feel connection, (sry if I offended anyone, I'm not the smartest with the lgbtq+ community,) but I don't feel anything anyway. I thought of not existing. Not death, just not existing. To vanish out of nowhere, never be born. Suicide isn't worth it. Not for myself, but others. The pain people close to me will feel. I know I am loved, my family and friends make sure I do, but I don't feel it. I feel so empty. I hate myself. The way I sound or look. I wish I had someone to comfort me. Fill the hole in my heart. I've tried. But I feel like I'm never going to gain people's romantic attraction. I feel worthless. I feel bad for myself. I wish I could comfort myself, but I only hurt me. I don't know how to love myself. I learned what love is, but not how to use it. I wish myself a good future, but I don't believe in wishes. I want a better life, but I don't even know what that would look like. Besides the whole relationship thing. I never asked my crushes out. Literally none. The fear of judgement and rejection dragged me back by my ankles. I want someone to love me. I'm sick of my habits. Won't go into detail, just know I wish I never started. Addiction never made sense to me until I got addicted to something. Feeling the few seconds of pleasure just to cough it up and feel like shit that I started this mess? I wish I could stop but It's one of the extreme few pleasures I get. I'm not scared of death. It's my heaven. I won't feel anything. I wont remember anything. But, that's peaceful to me. Finally not being able to stress about living. After all, I didn't even choose to be here. Death'll be the one time being empty will feel good. You can't think. You can't stress about what you're missing. I do like things, though. Some escapes from reality, like games, videos, conversations, music. You can't do anything to change my mind, just so you know. Replying, things'll get better never satisfied me, other than being noticed. I'm so deep in darkness just the thought of light brings me joy. I feel nothing. I don't want to exist. I hate myself. I wish for things I can't achieve. I'm sick of being an addict. Death is my only paradise.

I needed this, it’s hard being the one with the infectious smile especially when it becomes fatal, thanks to you, I’ve seen it’s okay to cry and i appreciate that you shone that side of me, thank you and I’ll keep this information safe in my heart

Rav Shalom Arush - Why are you sad? kzfaq.info/get/bejne/ldCnrLGkpt-RZ2w.html

3 years later and this found me 🥲 you're here for a reason and you matter ❤

I may have needed to hear this. Thanks

Oml ty I'm crying

Thank you❤

I searched this video I was about end my self Because KZfaq suspended I made new channel but I know I can't monitize and worst thing is my family hates me this the time where God should help if not I might end this journey because I hate myself everything I tried failed I'm tired now only this week if nothing works , thanks for everything everyone I just hate me I happy that it now ending with me

I'm suffering anxiety again right now, I don't know what to do 🥺😭

ilavu 😭😭

I am crying, i need friends, everyone dumped me, please be my friend if ur reading this😢😢😢

hi im crying:)..

Thank you!

Hey today is my 21st birthday and i was feeling so lonely and crying my eyes out. I keep trying but sometimes it just seems like it wouldn’t get better.Really needed these words to keep me going, thank you

I really enjoyed your video, it's really comforting to hear you felt like floating too :) I am on my gap year and the feeling you get it's like... you are responsable for you and there are moments where you feel confident and independent, but I feel like the majority of time you feel a bit lost, alone, wondering how you should manage your time or if you are doing the right things. It's a very interesting sensation... floating :D I really couldn't have expressed the feeling better 🌸

I couldn't hear it.. my problems louder than the voice in this video... 😮‍💨

10/10. Made me cry more

Very short and sweet thing that was too deep

My purse is making people smile i hope i can make people smile i been trough rough journey myself and i am still here today i believe there is always reason smile and be greatful everyday i am alive and i believe in myself and i hope everyone believes in themselves much love and hugs and peace

With Mommy and Daddy’s money

This video really gave me hope.

I don't why and what caused me but, the moment you said I'm proud of you, I sobbed so much. It felt really genuine to me and I never thought a statement would make me so emotional. I felt like my bottled feelings were slowly cracking and leaking out, thank you, thank you so so much. <33

I love you more than my mom

That's wholesome both for me and my down friend That's pretty wholesome :)

You saved me

M frm India and i can relate whatever you say . I am having the same crazy thoughts and experience . I too wanna live like u . Sometimes just wanna go out and spend some time like a fool. Bt here in villages we re not allowed to roam around alone or in late night. Bt luved ur vid and i really got me kind of vibe with u. May b u having ur own troubles bt u re living a life which i could only dream of currently.❤❤

P-Proud of me?.. i didn't hear that beautiful word like years ago, i instantly started to cry

My god I've had a hard life its a long story but i was abused,used,bullied,Sa, got my hair cut off by my stupid ass aunt,etc all i wanted was to be happy and at peace but its so hard thank u for this your literally the very few person in my life who is kind too me😊❤.

i’m def ending it after i graduate high school

I feel you

What is my purpose

Fuck everything

60 now, 20 was the best time of my life, but then again ,that was 1983. 80s-90s were a whole different world. I can see why so many young people are depressed now. The world is a toilet.

To hear these words being spoken is just crazy to hear. It feels like I've been deep down needing one person to say this to me.... It made me tear up, but in the good way. I feel better cry after this. Ty ❤

Why do tweens always under-use capital letters and over-use periods?

I’m not gonna lie, I skipped like half the video to look briefly through all the songs, but even still only hearing this side of paradise, and a few others, this video still made me feel so alive, and I’m thankful for that.

Ngl had a tough arguement with my family and was literally on the edge of jumping..and well, another day wouldnt hurt right?

My asian brotha! You need to reunite with Natalie again! You both have amazing chemistry!

I love your mentality and videos bro <3 Greetings from Poland

love you brother