I just want you to know. I read all your comments. Please speak out, write about your problems, people will always listen to you here. I love everyone💗

( 4:09) How is being assaulted cringe?!?!? Wtf?!? Remember those people aren't your friends and the sooner they're out of your life the better. It means you have room for true ones.

3:52 I don’t ever think I actually got to be a child. I never got invited to sleepovers, or play dates, only birthday parties but that was with everyone in the whole class. But I was a very weird and unlikeable child. I could get why they bullied me, and why they bully me now. I keep telling myself to push through it, that it will all be worth it. But I’m starting to not believe that it’ll get better. I’m just guessing it’ll just continue to get worse the more that I push forward. :/

UM. ACKALLY ITS 2 HOURS AND 49 MINUTES🤓☝️

tw: vent, sh, ed i’ve gone without food for a good 2 days, just lying to my mom. i don’t know if i can even call it s.h, but i dig my nails into my arm sometimes, not to the point of blood, but it breaks the skin. my mom saw one of my scratches before and freaked out. i told her it’s hard to “just not do it” and she was screaming at me that it’s easy and i’m trying to be different. my friend suggested an idea that made me realize something. i’m scared to say no and say my opinions to people because my mom always shuts down all my ideas and thoughts and makes me feel bad. i hate her. i hate my dad. i hate my brother for other reasons, horrible reasons that i can’t even type, i hate my house, i hate my school, i hate my life, i hate myself, i hate every little thing about me. before i tried telling my mom i may be autistic or something because i’ve shown a lot of signs and my mom looked me in the eye and said “your nod special. stop trying to be different. it costs money to get tested and it obviously doesn’t affect you.” and she basically said the same thing when i said anything about the possibility of me having social anxiety, when it’s clear that i do. she makes me pay for anything i want, and makes a big deal if she buys anything for me. i’m a fucking teenager too young to get a job. when i tell her i have no money and im too young to get a job, she tells me to do work around the house. i always do and she always says i shouldn’t get paid for it since it’s a job i should do without being asked. the few times i get paid for doing work aroujd my house, usually being an hour at the least, i get 5 bucks. that’s if i can convince my mom to give me anything.

This popped up on my home page, and I don’t normally comment on these types of videos, but omg these compilations have helped me through so much. As someone who has fought with their own mental health for a few years, I always find myself here when things get to be too much. Knowing that I’m not alone is really helpful, knowing that having the feelings I do is normal helps so much. I don’t have any diagnosis by anyone and that comes along with feeling like I’m overreacting even though I don’t tell anyone how I feel, but thank you so much for making me feel seen in the minefield that is my own head, sorry for rambling on, though I do appreciate you taking the time to read what I wrote. I hope anyone reading this is doing alright, and know that you deserve all the good that comes too you! Thank you so much for being here, I’m really grateful that you stick around even when things are difficult, cause even if it seems that way, hard times are not permanent and you can make it through to the other side :)

You know it's gonna be heavy when you hear Mitski

3:29 that was really good art that person shouldn't wreck other peoples art because they are furries nor emo unless it was some very innapropriate art then they shouldnt have done that. me personally do not hate nor love furries i dont mind them just saying.

The way 8 minutes in and I’ve already cried 3 times

im proud of you. i dont care that i don't know you, im still so proud of you. even if you think its your fault, its okay. its going to be okay. you're doing amazing, im so, so proud of you. please keep on going. i love you so very much. i love you even if you think nobody else does. i love you even if you know so many other people love you. i love you even if you dont love yourself. please, take care. eat any food you like, drink water, stay rested. i love you.

I broke up with the boy who protected me during my lowest, to be honest I’m not sure why I did. But part of me still misses him. He would comfort me, and hold my hand if I wasn’t feeling up to anything. And now he hates me, I’m sorry to him. I’ve said it many of times. But I still don’t understand why I did that. All he did in return was block me and date my classmate instead. Apparently she was waiting for him. I still beat myself up over it, even tho it was about 2 years ago

This is just a lovely message for those who are struggling. Someone out there WILL love you, Someone out there WILL hear your voice, someone WILL speak to you, Someone WILL talk to you. Never think you're never worth it when you are! You are worth it, you can do it. you're almost there!

I told myself earlier today “why should people care about you, especially when you’re a background character in your own life” and my instant response was “because the silly background characters are always the favorites”

Yall I’ve been clean of SH for 2 months almost 3 🎉🎉🎉

“You don’t know how lucky u have it. People would die to have me as a mom.” I hate u with all my soul but I also live u with all my heart. Whenever I’m around you I feel uneasy and distant, like I don’t want to be around you because I know how quick you will switch up. Worst part of it is I’m only 13 but I have to take it all just so my sister doesn’t get the worst of it. I don’t fvcking if I mess up u don’t get to hurt ur kids emotionally like that. No mom should threaten to beat the sh!t out of there kids because we told I we didn’t like the camera in the living room. Why can’t u just be a normal parent.

It’s night and I cried hours watching this. I’m working on my mental healt, alright? I’m.. im fine.. do not worry about me.

i love (not rlly love) how everyone is talking abt how they started self harming in their teen years but i started at 8 years old and kept going until 13. i now have puffy scars, over 200 scars, more trauma from my mother finding out abt it from the school, i fucked up and can no longer talk to my favorite person for who knows how long (we still talk but without anyone knowing), i only got clean cause i was forced to and now i dont feel like i have a reason to be sad even though my 10 year old bsf would be 13 rn if she WASNT FUCKING DEAD and my uncle KILLED HIMSELF EVEN THOUGH HE WAS THE ONLY PERSON WHO TREATED ME AS A PERSON WHEN I WAS LIKE 5 and im the therapist friend, whenever i tried to tell people that i could "fix it myself" and "i dont want help" they forced it on me and now i hate people even more, my school counselor cant stay out of other business, i've already tried to unalive myself 3 times in the span of 2 years, i have extremely bad PTSD, a good amount of my old friends hate me now bc of how badly i fucked up with my favorite person, and i am on the verge of screaming at everyone in school, getting up of a table, and just ending it right there and then. IM FUCKIGN 14 I SHOULDNT BE HAVING TO GO THROUGH THIS. life is fun right :)

THANK YOU FOR POSTING!❤

I'm a middle child, I hate my mom but love my dad, my moms always so demanding and wants me to get stuff done (I know, sounds like a usual mom) she would threaten to throw my stuff away if I didn't clean my room fast enough, yell at me if my grades weren't good enough, never asked if I was ok, never checks if I'm safe going out so I have to make sure I'm safe myself around everyone and everything, I'd always trip or accidentally dropped something on myself and she'd brush it off like she just saw a child laugh though I was never laughing around her. while she was at school I was so supportive. She got everything I didn't. Good grades, loving parents, good siblings, no gender dysphoria, actually had good friends and a good relationship, had someone there for her. She always posted on our family GC about her good grades and I always said "ok mom, you go girl!" But whenever I say I got a 60 (which is a accomplishment for me) in her eyes it's a 20. I want to impress her and make her love me, my dad works a lot but I can tell he loves me decently, he's a bit overprotective but never pays attention to me because he's so busy. One morning while she was gone at school I was on the counter waiting for my brother to get done with packing for school and I just randomly started crying, I tried to stop but I couldn't and my dad saw, he immediately hugged me and comforted me, my mom always does puzzles instead of hanging out with me and paying attention to me I know she likes my other siblings and one of my older brothers girlfriends and she views her as a daughter, it hurts me because I feel like I'm being replaced by her. I just want to be good, I want to get away from her but I can't. I'm not in a good mental space either which sucks but I've been clean for a year because I use dye instead of a knife or any blade over my arms and legs, I hope they don't notice but I hope my friends do because they care for me more than my parents. I love my friends because they care so so much for me but my parents don't as much

This video needs more recognition!! Definitely subscribing💖💖

3:25 are they just making fun of someone??

Someone called me selfish, which hurt. A lot. Because I care abt myself less than anyone else.😶 and I feel I can’t talk abt it to my friends or anyone because I’m usually just funny.

3:23 WHY

Used this to feel better, but instead now I’m mad bc this is 2 hours and 49 minutes, not 2 hours and 50 minutes All seriousness though this really helped me see I’m not alone, thank you.

OMG TYSM FOR THIS ❤❤❤

55:43 this is low-key very good I can watch and listen to this for hours

"hey, at least any 'abuse' you think i did to you made you stronger, right?" FUCKING NO, SARAH. I WAS 9. I JUST WANTED TO BE MYSELF. WAS IT REALLY SO HARD TO LOVE YOUR 'DAUGHTER' AS A SON? YOU SAID YOU WISHED I WASN'T BORN. THE ONLY THING THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN MAKING ME 'STRONGER' WAS VEGETABLES AND MILK.

People who think that people with mental problems or mental illnesses are faking it but also say they have a mental problem is trying to get attention for something they don't have and hate and yet every time I write inspirational things like this for people I always remember but never live up to it so word of advice if you ever like tell someone about something then end up having a different opinion on that topic later in life its ok to do that and no one should tell you its not because if they do they should apologize because everyone I've ever met has done that to me before and never apologized and look how I turned out! A person suffering from so much trauma I can't sleep because I dream of those past experiences.

I’m going to vent here since I’m pretty sure no one else cares about what I’m going through(except for very few). So basically I grew up with no father. I had an uncle who was my father figure though, he’d comfort me, protect me from my grandpa(his dad, my grandpa is the worst), we had the best movie nights ever, we’d wake up early in the morning so we could do workouts, there were so many things that he did for me. But now he’s not the same anymore, he had a heart attack(I think) in 2020 and now he’s bed rest and can’t talk. He’s he changed so much it hurts to see him like that. Asides from that I just really need a father in my life, all my other friends have amazing dads but I don’t have one. If I’m being honest I’m more of a physical touch person(I respect others space but I love hugs and cuddles from certain people, oh and forehead kisses!!), and I just really want a nice comforting hug but no one will give one to me. I also see all these other people(my friends specifically) have such nice families but my family is just loud arguments that never seem to end. I’m a big sister by the way and I just found out(when I came back from school) that my sister almost died and I didn’t know anything about it, I was just laughing all day and smiling while my sister almost died. And if I’m being honest with you all…I really just want a big brother or a older sibling so they could give me some attention…I see my cousins(they live with me now) have such good relationships with my aunt and uncle(their mom and dad, but I’m mostly sad about the great father relationship between my uncle and his kids) and it makes me so mad that I don’t have that. I really just want someone to hold me and comfort me…

I just don't understand why I am this way, my parents are fine, and honestly I should be the one to blame to anyone's trauma. I was always the violent child, and I still am. I don't understand why I am like this, why I cut myself, why I do anything at all really. Though I wish my father actually tried to understand when I'm trying to open up about my emotions. I try to tell him that everyday feels the same, and all he tells me is "go into some after school thing". That's not going to help, I barely want to get up in the morning, what makes him think I have the energy after school to do that? I'd just wish he'd try to listen, but instead I'm the one comforting him after he's the one who made mom mad, comforting him when he's sad that I feel these things about myself, I don't think that's a child's job.

7:51 there was a time that I was getting pretty bad and my parents found out, my mom asks me if I wanna go to my brothers football game that night and I say no, she then drags me with her Because she doesn’t want me to do anything stupid while being home alone. Thanks mom. Love you too.

The best time i spent in my life was with people i wish i never met online. im 12. i cut my fingers with scissors. i dont even know why. i cant trust my friends with my crush and i know it sounds so stupid compared to what you guys are going thru but i just can't tell anyone anything anymore. i actually didn't think i'd make it this far. I'M 12. I SPEND MY ENTIRE DAY DOING STUPID CRAP ON MY COMPUTER. i have eating problems. i hate my body, the only people i can vent to i can't even see anymore i don't think moving schools was the best idea. i hate everyone thinking that just because ii go to a private school means im snotty and stuck-up. i hate all my friends, i hate sitting in a classroom the 2 days i go to school. im just a kid...

I was 7 when lockdown happened. After that whole thing ended, I realized that I'd completely forgotten everything about younger me. The young, innocent child that had to deal with all that shit. I barely remember what I looked like. What my personality was. It makes me feel so awful thinking about it. It's like I remember everything but 7-8 year old me is just.. Erased from that memory. I'm working with my my therapist on inner child work and I honestly feel like it might help me. I feel really uncomfy when I watch old videos or pictures of me, and I think part of that came from the trauma Covid caused me.

0:45 idk why but i laughed at the vegetables and milk-

2:05/2:06 AHH I LOVE THIS ONE THE PALLET VIBES COLORS ETCCHEJEJE

Ok lol but the video where it says I'm clean because I'm too lazy to do self harm i relate to this sm 😭

(Vent Warning) I know I've commented on this video before but I keep digging my nails into my arms and I feel like I shouldn't but I can't do anything else to really express my anger and I used pinch my wrists with my fingernails which was somewhat worse. One time I lashed out at a ( sorta friend ) and my mom found out and I scratched my arms until they were red and sobbed angrily until she calmed me down. I know I shouldn't do any of the things I've mentioned but I'm seen as a weirdo almost every where I go and almost socially exiled unless I couldn't be avoided and my friends are questioning our friendship and I feel horrible because one is because of my ADHD or ADD I'm not sure what to call it. I don't do my work and I fidget with whatever I can get my hands on sometimes including noisy things making her annoyed. I feel like everyone looks at me with disgust and wishes I never existed but can't do anything about it. I yell at my friend almost every interaction I have with her due to other things frustrating me and I wish I could just not be involved with anyone so they don't have to deal with me yelling at them or being annoying due to hyper fixation on games or other stuff.

I feel bad for venting but here I've been more depressed than usual ig, I've always been upset and mad and I always isolated myself from people if I wasn't being "forced" to be around them. I recently found out that there's a high chance I have depression (I'm not that surprised honestly), and with my mom being bipolar and gaving depression she might've been able to see the signs better than I did, but she didn't, all I got told was it's hormones and that I was just lazy (btw I love my parents they're awsome and I think they're really nicebut this stuck with me). Everything has sucked this year, I've started hating myself more, I can't find the urge to do what I love, I can't find an urge to watch movies or play with my family, or two do basic things everyone can do such as showering and other stuff. I say I'm fine but the truth is I don't want to burden my friends with my feelings, I mean why burden them when they need me, why burden them when they have things going on that could be worse than me? My parents also always fought but it's gotten better, but now I'm extremely anxious and constantly upset, I've always gotten good grades so when I saw them slip I cried, I don't have motivation to do homework anymore or class work and I was told it was because I was being lazy! I also got curious randomly today and slapped my arm with a rubber band, I got a mark and freaked out, it's slowly going now though. I need help but I don't know what to do, I don't know who to talk to or if I even want to, I don't want people to think I'm weird or a freak or whatever. I don't want people to be worried because I'm fine. If I say I'm fine than no one will be burdened with my feelings and no one will be worried. Sorry for this long rant.

The fact is that when I see vents I don't say, "I feel bad" I say "this is so relatable"....

Home is my escape from school, school is my escape from home

VENT: sh, ed, I just recently opened up to my doctor and mom about unwanted touch (not sa) that I experienced on the third day of my freshman year in high school where a guy came up behind me, grabbed my shoulders and ran his hands down my back, then proceeded to walk away and blow my a kiss. I opened up about how ive been extremely paranoid since then and i get flashbacks and panic attacks whenever i see someone wearing gray behind me or if anyone touches my back. My mom said it was all just “normal teenage things”. I haven’t sh in a few days but the urge is back. I can’t look at food without wanting to puke. My body is so used to not eating and i just don’t get hungry anymore. Ive been going between staying up all night and day to getting a maximum of 2 hours. I hate it but ive gotten so used to everything that its normal for me. I barely even get tired anymore either. I hate it when people say im thin.. like i know im thin like you don’t have to point it out.

I feel as if my mother doesnt like me sometimes. But thats alright. Ill still love her no matter how she feels about me.

I’m here if anyone ends to vent I do it a lot just let it out

My scars turning white… my father being glad that their turning white..

i never comment on this but i just wanted to say that your compilations helped me through a very hard time in my life, helped me get clean, and i want you to know i am eternally grateful

All I could think while watching this was, “I can’t believe people go through this!” and “Why am I relating to this?”

I wish i saw some of these b4 i started SH bc now the scars wont leave😢

I was joking around with my friends at school, just talking in group-work time. And I was in mid-reply to one of their jokes and then one said, "Can you actually shut up, I'm trying to work." And no one else disagreed with them. The thing is, that was weeks ago, and I'm up at 4:29 am writing this because I couldn't sleep 5 hours ago because of what they said.

I have never actually believed I would make it this far in life or long enough to be an adult because of my extensive medical history and now I don’t really want too and I just realized this so this year’s gonna suck

My friend has recently started asking if she could vent to me about basic crush drama and I think about it and think about how she would respond if I could ever get some of my problems out.

Pov: your severely depressed and out watch these tiktoks to know you're not the only one struggling with life

Two weeks clean from cutting… my friend got sent away to a hospital and I miss her so much.. I found old notes and drawings she’s made for me.. and now I’m crying…

7:23 that is me no literally once I get called annoying my whole personality changes I don’t talk a lot after that …

I’m so thankful that i have a low pain tolerance or else I would’ve fallen off the deep end a long time ago…….

3:24 I took that personally. That was a rlly good drawing :(((

I put this on, drew a bird yelling at a toddler and happy stemmed to it the entire time.

I don’t know if I can keep going like this- I’m staying up until 3 and sleeping until 1 in the afternoon- the only thing that brings me joy is my unpopular interests- my “friend” did a prank on me where she pretended to be a guy on Snapchat and tried to g wet me to date the fake guy and I rejected “him” and “he” (my fake friend) made the fake account act like they were going to kill my self and I had a panic attack sense I can’t deal with being the reason someone died and they were just like “Haha Jk it was just a prank!” And that same person called me a caked up Barbie when I decided to wear makeup for once- they stole something that brought me joy and made me have a mental breakdown- my parents are divorced and my mom is a meth addict that I haven’t seen in months and I just want a good mother figure in my life but my stepmom will say “use your brain! You’re supposed to be smart!” And I legit couldn’t breath when she said that sense she also punished me (took my phone for no reason) i cried so hard today- my cousin is dealing with some tough shit that breaks my heart to see him go through- my grandma recently passed away and I feel like my art isn’t turning out how I want it to- i don’t know how I can keep going sende my step mom sees me as lazy and messy and the one that can never pay attention. This was long and I still have more but I’m not going to bombard you guys.

11:12 Dawg that shit is the most depressing thing I’ll ever experience.

Too many repeats ngl

I feel hurt by my family but it’s not there fault they don’t know that there hurting me but I don’t really like my family I hate how I feel stressed but there’s nothing to stress about I hate feeling sad and stressed

1 minute in and i actually cried like 4 times or 3 lol-..

3:22 Excuse me sir/ma'am/other but wtaf

26:58 … why does this hit so close to home..?

Everyone can vent here

Wassup! I don’t have it as bad as some, but I feel somewhat like an outsider in my household sometimes and today I was basically just told I wouldn’t make it anywhere in life because I’m too disorganized

2:16 gos i really relate to this...

ngl i wrote a whole think on how I'm feeling for a good 20 minutes (I'm dyslexic so I'm slow at trying to type) then suddenly remembered that my opinion doesn't matter and that ill never be anything to anyone even if my best friends tell me otherwise.... guess that's what i get for growing up without being allowed to have an opinion, i useless humans

3:24 oh.

Why did I put this on at 6:45 in the morning it’s too early to have another breakdown

Some of this stuff I relate to, like the I have a loving family but My mental health is crap, and I am clean aka never self harmed in the classical sense because I'm too scared, but holy cow, I love everyone in these videos, I may never know any of them, I want you to know, everything I see In these videos is seen by someone who loves you for you... even though I don't know you (I also related to the gifted kid ones)

Hete i go watching these,I don't think i can do this whole living thing anymore

I know I've commented in the comment section like, 20 times but I just remembered a time when I was on a bus.. A school bus and idk what happened but i got in an arguement with a little boy. Yes, a middle schooler fighting a little boy. (WITH WORDS) But he said, "ATLEAST I DONT HAVE SO MUCH CUTS" ... I started crying. He doesnt know what my home life is, but then again idk his. But that hurt..

Did you know? You can be abused by your friends. One time they told me they wouldn’t be my friends anymore if I didn’t go in to the bathroom where. They made me take my clothes off. I felt really sick at the time. Whenever I brought it up they just laughed it off like it was just a funny thing to “just embarrass me a bit”.

7:26 I GET CALLED “ANNOYING” EVERYDAY HUH?? 😭😭

mmmnhh... cant i just... stop crying? stop.. stop doing anything? stop hurting? stop healing? stop hating? stop hiding? stop hitting? stop loving? stop feeling? stop sobbing? stop talking? stop yelling? stop screaming? stop kicking? stop walking? stop running? stop sprinting? stop sitting? stop standing? stop laying? stop eating? stop drinking? stop digesting? stop pumping blood? stop *breathing?*

12:41 is so real like my parents can be so nice then are so mean and so short tempered and treat me like sh!t 😅

when i was at my lowest i watched these and im so very happy

On one of the videos it said "being an adult", and portrayed being stressed and older, but then " being a kid", and portrayed how most kids had time with their friends and had fun. Well where's my fun childhood, hm? Where's my child predator free, safe, no stress childhood, hm? Literally got sexually harassed, had to go through art this questioning, EVEN IN SCHOOL, and I was so sensitive, I became this insensitive traumatized girl with friends who said "fr", " same", and "Oh, dont worry, that happens to everyone" when I vent to them about it, and the funny thing is i'm still a kid. All that trauma happened when I was seven. SEVEN. AND I STILL HAVE TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCES *TO. THIS. DAY.* why is my life so messed up.. Why did I have to be born to a schizophrenic alcoholic.. Why couldn't I be born to my aunt..

woah that's my video in there yippee

Hi (please don't judge me) about 3 years ago i start studying to figure out what was wrong with me...be i always Felt different since as a kid and i got to the conclussion that i might have autism, adhd and MAYBE borderline and i tried to talk to my parents about It...and my dad supports me but my mom she was already abusive before but now she got alot worst and she make me doubt If should get an neurologist appointment or not...

If anyone wants to vent here in these comments or under mine if they just feel awkward making a whole new comment feel free to comment your vent under mine! I may not know you in person, but i love you no matter what you've gone threw, what religion you're from, and all if that stuff. You ARE loved, there are people that care for you! Keep going, you CAN do it! I believe in you!❤️

5:17 …I accidentally let it out shouting this during my time with my "therapist"

havent showered or brushed my teeth in like a week. disgusting ik but i have no courage to take care of myself. im 13 and an alcoholic who has a sh addiction and i basically live off vodka and painkillers. i have been wearing the same outfit for 2 weeks and i have barely been eating to the point my mom begs me to eat atleast smth small. my mom begs me to get out of bed bc i am too drained to move, she begs me to drink water bc im so dehydrated i have heat strokes in normal weather. idk i just gave up.

ALR HERES SOME ADVICE, IF SOMEBODY VENTS TO U AND RELATE TO IT, SAY SMTH LIKE "i completely understand what your going through." OR SMTH LIKE THAT BE RESPECTFUL DONT SAY "same" OR SOMETHING DUMB LIKE THAT IF SOMEONE VENTS TO U THAT MEANS THEY TRUST YOU, DONT BLOW THAT BOND ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

Man I hate not having a blanket on but it cannot touch my neck or else I will have a mental breakdown and kms istfg

I don’t want people to understand how I’m feeling before I do. And I still don’t understand.

Im not sure if its just me but sometimes i just really hate my friends and want to leave them then like 10 minutes late i never want them to leave and hate when they start being friends with other people cuz i feel like they are going to leave me for them 😅

I feel like I’m not alone anymore…

7:24 is how people think of me when I talk about what happened over the weekend

1:05 that's what school did to me i think. Im in the 12th grade in arts, and im thinking of going to asian studies next year (a complete different thing). I think that school for me, took out the joy of drawing what i want when i want because of all the works and then I start to see all the small details when i draw something in my free time that i didnt see before because of the teacher :/ do you know what i mean?

I watch these making vent art. Figure I’ll vent here. I have Suicide letters written in my google docs. Seven. One to each family member. I first attempted when I was six and they still think my first try was at 8. I am diagnosed with depression but meds make me numb and dead. Just nothing, radio static. I love my family. They ask how I am. I lie. I don’t know or understand why I do it. I just do. I make people hate me at school so when I distance myself nobody cares. I have one friend that tolerates me. Tolerates. We can’t joke together, my humour is just off. Like mouldy milk. I can’t drink it, it tastes weird, but if I put it back in the fridge it’ll stink it up. My brain is just hurting. I’m trying so hard but it feels like someone has chained me to my self loathing. I’m miserable but if I feel miserable at least I feel something, right? I’d rather feel something than just. Numb. Depression is something people joke about too much. Emo = depressed. Goth = depressed. Me? Nah, she’s just annoying. Leave her alone. She just does it to upset teachers. I have Tourette’s. Sometimes things I think way too often come out as tics, or say often, or even hear often. Some are just there. No real reason. People have learned to trigger my tics so life is even worse. For example, one is where I just freeze in place. I physically cannot move for up to 10 - 15 seconds. I just sit there, pen in hand, eyes wide. Blinking makes the tic restart. Breathing makes it restart. I can’t do it anymore. I have one where I violently smack my chest. Around three people do it at once, to the point I’ve physically stabbed myself with a pen and had to go to hospital for stitches. A head twitch. Almost dislocated my neck because someone kept shouting the trigger. I’ve moved school three times. Nothing works. Life is shit. Some people are just cruel.

I’m leaving Panamá rn and I’m crying bc I have to leave all the memories and my cousins behind here for probably the rest of 2024 😀

idk why im saything this but i was explaining i got sa by someone and my friend started making jokes about it. long story short they replaced me and they make fun of me now and take everyone i love from me and they make them hate me ;D

dont take out the artist's usernames

2:40 is my fav and most relatable for me ngl 😭, Only as a girl. I act and dress too "bummy" and "boy-like" for my parents.

9:47 my mother thought that reverse psychology was the only way to succeed, she told my i wasnt good enough to go to grades i dreamed about she told me i should get held back and that im not smart enough to get to the next grade she has done this every time leap comes around and every time she does i have a panic attack and she just shrugs it off saying she wont do it againbut she has done it every year and telling me that i just barley made it to the next grade she has done this since 3rd grade and it doesn’t help me

my mum pulled up my sleeve and started asking what i used to do it and all i could think of was just why? why would she do that why would she pull up my hoodie sleeve and start asking questions about it when i hid it for a reason....

vent* ye know it hurts when someone plays you maybe even by accident my own bff that i was besties with for four years straight got so mad at me over a swing that she said she hated me (first fight we ever had) so i just walked away she didn’t say sorry just went to someone else to talk to so now i know that i don’t have any true friends my cuz is just to busy she was my other friend so now i don’t want to do anything at all but I’m still here wishing i wasn’t knowing that I’ll be alone for years most likely

when i tried to tell my friends abt my cocsa experience they said that they would do it to me again

8:56 THIS. THIS RIGHT HERE.