I feel like these compilations are like the one place you can go to get comfort from people who actually get you

My dog got put down today. I love her so much, she is a chocolate Labrador. 15 and a half, she lived such a long and happy life. Now she’s no longer suffering but it hurts, so so much. I really hope she’s happy now. ❤

I have an issue where i cant remember what emotions feel like until i feel them but then once the emotion is over i just feel empty and cant ever sympathise with people so i watch these to try and see if i can remember what sadness feels like this time, so far nothing has happened and it just makes me feel broken and like im nott even human because people ive talked to have said that it is emotions that make you human Sorry if i overshared but i just want to see if others have the same issue or im just the issue

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Daily reminder. Your skin isn't paper so don't cut it Your body isn't a book so don't judge it Your body isn't damaged so don't hate it Finally Your life isn't a movie so please don't end it. Remeber you are loved and please don't hurt yourself. Love you!!

I see these comments where they say stuff like “love yourself!” Or “you’re loved” I know it makes some people better and stuff. But Im sure there are people out there like me where words mean nothing. If you love me so much why don’t you care about me? If you love me so much why aren’t you there when I needed you? If you loved me so much why don’t you look supportive of my way of life? Love is not words it’s their actions I can tell when you’re putting effort but no one puts effort not even family they don’t know me. they asume things about me! Why would they do that huh? I honestly don’t know! But it’s ok I just smile and everything is fine right? So if you loved me so much you would be able to see I’m not interested or don’t want to talk a certain subject. I wish I could say this to the multiple people I want to tell this to but what ever Anywho you just can’t say people care about someone when your not them you don’t see from their point of view. Just saying “you’re loved”works for some. But I happen to know a lot of things about mental health. But then again say what you want to say if saying nice things makes you feel better for yourself go nuts. (No hate to those positive comment whatsoever just wanted to rant a little)

Sorry to vent I just need to vent a bit- Everyone gets mad at me when I’m not the problem I do everything I can do to be right but it’s never enough, they keep getting mad and yelling at me, they always pick others over me what did I do? I do my best I hold back but when I get upset from them pestering me over and over im in the wrong! And when I get overwhelmed or when I’m fidgety which I can’t help they get mad and upset! So what get overwhelmed by lots of noises, so what I like headphones, so what I rock while standing bounce my leg shake my hands, so what? It makes me feel better! Stop saying I’m dramatic stop saying “YoUr NoT aUtIsTic” I KNOW THAT! I JUST DO THAT BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER AND IT IS HOW I FEEL! AND STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HAVE A BAD MEMORY OR YOU WVEN CARE! I TELL YOU SOMETHING AND YOU FORGET IT! STOP LOOKING THROUGH STUFF AND STOP JUST DOING ANYTHING ABOUT ME! STOP TALKING ABOUT ME TALK ABOUT YOURSELF! STOP THREATENING ME! I ONLY WANTED A REGULAR LIFE IN A REGULAR FAMILY! IM SORRY I ENTERED THE WEBSITE THAAT GIRL GAVE ME! IM SORRY I SHOWED MY BROTHER! IM SORRY I RUINED MY SISTER, IM SORRY IT’S MY FAULT! IM SORRY I SH-ED FOR THE MOST PATHETIC REASON! IM SORRY I CRY! I WAS 8 OKAY? IM SORRY I HAVE EMETOPHOBIA IM SORRY I GET PANIC ATTACKS IM SORRY I FIGHT BBACK WHEN OTHERS HURT ME FIRST! Erm wow that was a lot im sorry bout that :3

I love your stuff but “no random music” is a lie lmao

You are loved, if you feel the need to vent, you can. I’m here for you ❤

I’m the therapist friend but currently I don’t have any friends and no all my problems just became worse because I already didn’t open up but now I don’t even have the option to and I don’t know what to everyone excludes me and I just feel so drained I feel no emotions but I feel all of them at once I’m so emotionally drained and I feel guilty every time I talk about my issues

Me saying im the non sensitive one in my friend group: 😂 Also me:cries after making a big mistake and they actually notice and get mad at me and pretend that i dont care but the feelings are burning and it hurts: (Sorry for any typo's)

Vent I can't deal with shit anymore. I just can't stop hating myself for everything that isn't my fault, this is an issue of mine, thinking i must solve every problem and if i don't, i failed. Like when my sister and father are fighting, i try to make everyone happy by not leaning to any side and trying to resolve every argument, but recently, they just got so upset with eachother that my sister decided to just stop visiting my father for good, and i feel like it's my fault for not doing better. Maybe i have this issue from my childhood, where i blamed myself for my parents breaking up, that i didn't stop them. And now, i just want peace. I want for everyone to stop manipulating me and using me and just stop wrenching my heart, i want my father to be less of a jerk he is, i want my toxic bestfriend to finally acknowledge my feelings and see how fucked up i am, so she could understand that people, especially people like me, the happy friends, struggle, sometimes more than others. This all just makes me ask, why is the world so mean? Why can't one thing work out for me? Why can't that one person i love love me back? I mean, i get it, cause people have a lot of reasons to hate me, but i still yearn for love. And i also want to know what's wrong with me so i can get rid of it and people would like me more. Anyway. That was long, sorry about that...

Um- there is random music. Compilation is nice tho

Todays a shitty day, it's even worse then my bad days. My mom wanted a movie night yesterday but I was on my phone for so long we ended up not doing it. She got mad at me and now everyone is mad at me because she's mad at all of us. My brother had practice today so we're at home but before she told us "just stay on your gadgets and let the dog bark" which hurt me because she's basically saying that we're useless and incapable of doing anything right and I know that but it hurts when my mother is saying it to my face please make me feel better

Name of Music at 1:02 if anyone knows

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Tw self harm I’m so desperate for a sh tool better than a kitchen knife, but I doubt my parents would let me get a razor blade lol. Especially considering they found out I cut a year ago. They think I quit lol. I’m never gonna quit. Maybe I can trick them into thinking it’s to shave or something, but they’d catch on when I come to them with the same amount of hair. And plus: I already have a shaving thing, but it’s too small to really cut. I guess I could hide it in my room and use it, but having 4 cuts from it feels too unsafe for my taste. Either way, I hate myself so imma cut.

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