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When Hoseok and Jin cry you know that BTS is at their most vulnerable. They are our sunshines so this video always hits hard.

This speech kills me. Hobi and Jin don't cry often and when they do, you know that it's serious. I feel like ARMY who were watching this live knew that something happened the moment Hobi got so emotional he couldn't speak. It's not like they're normally ungrateful or emotionless during these speeches, but it's not usually to this extent. I'm not sure if this was the first time they spoke publically about nearly disbanding that year, but I think it might have been. It definitely hit them so hard to recieve this award after such a bad year.

2017-2018 were really harsh for them, they were reaching heights there never ever imagined they would, they were doing things no-one else had done before, and there was no-one to guide them, no senior to ask advice from etc only them seven, also all of the pressure and responsibility to be a good representation and make everyone proud, it was all very overwhelming, suga has even said how after their first us performance at ama's he cried in the shower, it was all just too much

I just really really want to appreciate Max's professionalism here. You've learned their names and their faces so fast, for sure you've done some deep and precisive research to make sure you know about them enough to make video about them and not only rely on your impression. Also in first videos about them, even when you didn't know them this much yet, you still get their characters right, your analysing skills are so impressive! I can see that you didn't pick their topic only because it will boost the views (which is totally fine) but you genuelly enjoy their content and respect them. Thank you!

If you’re interested in Jin’s speech, you can also check out his famous speech of him openly calling out chart manipulation in a very eloquent and polite manner!💜💜

Jimin checking up on everyone, hugging them, smiling at them to help them calm down, and then going to a corner away from the camera's main focus to cry by himself never fails to get me extra teary.

Theres a compilation called "BTS are literal soulmates, try not to cry" which is a really cool collection of all the guys being very emotionally vulnerable with each other, or just moments that prove how close they are to each other... Its be great if you could check that out sometime

BTS at this point were in territory that no other Korean or foreign artist had ever been in so they only had each other with nobody else to follow or seek advice from. They were worried that this would be their peak, having sold out converts worldwide and broken into the American music scene. They as artists, were stressed about how far they could go and whether or not they should stop whilst they were ahead. Thankfully, they decided to continue on as BTS and continue to make and break records with ARMY right behind them 💜

There’s a reason BTS has one of the most loyal, adoring and fiercely protective fandoms. They are equally devoted to their fans. They acknowledge the love and support they receive from their fans every time they get a chance to speak publicly. A lot of artists thank their fans but mostly it’s a closing statement or as an afterthought - no other artist or band puts the entire focus on their fans. No other artist or bands bares themselves so much to their fans. There’s nothing rehearsed or constructed to please anyone. And you are right - there is a honest mix of humility, vulnerability and incredulity in their acceptance speeches. Despite them being the biggest band today, they are almost always honestly surprised at receiving a major award. And hence their sense of gratitude is believable and makes them all the more endearing. I have been consistently falling in love with them since I started following them. What started as appreciation of their immense skill and craft has slowly turned into absolute love for who they are as people.

In Festa 2018 Dinner party, Suga actually talked about the difference between him as a person and as a performer. And he said that even if he wanted, he couldn't put on an act and pretend to be happy. RM then also added that he recived the advice of: "even if RM fails, that doesn't mean Kim Namjoon failed" and then they had a conversation about that and how scared they are to fail as a perfermers. They also talked as a group how their growth in 2017/18 was actually really scary for them and how lost they felt because they have realized the dreams they didnt even dare to dream and then they didnt know what else they could work towards.

Jin doesn't show his vulnerable side often, but when he does open up or break down, it's in such a controlled way. He's so eloquent even when he's super emotional. He doesn't do the whole "serious sentimental speech" thing often, but when he does, he makes a POINT, and he makes sure you remember. a good example of this would be the time he called out chart manipulation on stage while receiving an award.

MAX I THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO HAVE A MIX OF FUN AND DEEP THOUGHTS WITH FESTA 2018 NOT CREATING A RIVER OUT OF TEARS WITH MAMA SPEECH 2018

V was the most affected when Jin mentioned about them thought about disbanding coz V always say that he can’t live without the members and that BTS will stay forever. So I guess, realizing again about disbanding BTS really hits him hard. Even after the awards night when they were thanking the ARMYs for the awards they received, Jungkook was still consoling him coz he was still very emotional and still crying. V really couldn’t even think of living a life without his BTS brothers. BTS are the most genuine, grateful, respectful and humble superstars living today or may even be the only ones ever existed that’s why us ARMYs are very loyal, overly protective, beyond supportive and loves BTS unconditionally. BTS is the best! There’s nothing like BTS! BTSxARMYs forever! Also, almost all the idols that night were tearing up because most of them looks up to BTS and seeing the emotions and hearing every member said hits them as well.

I love watching them comfort each other, whether it’s Jimin’s chin on J-Hope’s shoulder or Jungkook pulling V in for a hug. They truly care about each other

"They are real"! This is one of the reasons why i became an ARMY. Honestly speaking, among all groups of kpop i found them the realest.

As someone who has a soft corner for Taehyung (V), all I can tell you is that the guy is a gem. He is extremely sensitive and values small things a lot. Among all of them, I feel that fame has impacted him the most, because unlike other members he didn't plan to be in a band or famous, it was by accident but he has worked very hard to prove time and again that he deserves to be loved. He has suffered through a lot of loss(close family members) and I feel that the pressure of idol life has impacted his mental health. He is perhaps if not The most, One of The Most Honest Kpop idols. He is a free spirit and hates to be tamed. He is "This is me, take it or leave it" kind of guy but is EXTREMELY vulnerable when it comes to his loved ones. All that matters to him is his family, band members, friends and his dedicated fans. Shallow things like fame have never been his priority and this comes from a person who has never really followed or rather trusted a celebrity enough to support them. All I can assure is that he is unique, talented, honest and untainted from the dust of stardom.

What you were saying about SUGA reminded me about what he wrote in letter to ARMY around 2015: "My father said to take a look around you when there's something to be happy about. Be calm and make rationale decisions when happy. Every minute I'm happy, I acted as if I'm not. When I'm sad I acted as if I'm not. Even if I like it, I acted as if I don't like it. I pretended to be cold-hearted and pretended to be strong. If a joy is shared, it will be doubled but if a sadness is shared, it won't get smaller. That's what I thought. I know I'm a person who's bad at expressing my emotions but I've been living that way and I thought it's right." I don't think in 2018 he thought the same way, but he is actually very emotional. It's just he tries not to show it. If he cries, he will try to cry somewhere where he is not seen. That's why music was always his way of therapy and helped him to release emotions. He said other members reached him it's okay to feel and express feelings. Nowadays he is definitely expressing his feelings easier, he is a lot happier now

I love how Yoongi was quiet the whole time, but right after the speeches were done, he was the one to bring all the boys together for a hug, really shows the way he cares for them in the smallest ways.

You are actually on point with SUGA, he said in an interview before that he does not want to be famous, he really just want to earn money (he came from a very poor household) so he came to Seoul in hopes of being a producer and songwriter. During the early years, he had trouble expressing his emotions and is very closed off even to his members. But now we can see how much he had improved.

when Hobi cries, everyone cries. that's just how it is, because he's literally their (and our) moodmaker and tries very hard to always put on a happy face for the fans and I feel like the boys are extremely attuned to his moods specifically... jungkook even said he was in a happy mood before going up on stage that day, but the moment he saw jhope cry he "synced with him" and immediately started crying too... it just hurts a little more when it's hobi breaking down because we don't usually see him like that...

The more impactful thing is that neither Hobi nor Jin like to cry in public. Jin literally has made himself not cry at concerts bc he cant sing well crying and bc he dislikes showing sadness to fans (he is a trained actor so he can do that). So seeing them cry was socking, thats why the army in the audience screamed

I think while for many people V is hard to read, the genuine truth is - he usually wears his heart on his sleeves. Id say that if he is not in the mood, he is not gonna engage at all, if he is in the mood he will be very visible and present. I think many people forget that BTS has a horrid schedule , many times with just a few hours of sleep on stage , interview or Run episodes...so of course on sb like V or even Suga (tho he is generally more quiet so it will be less of a contrast), you will be easily able to spot if they are just not in the mood for filiming, since they are generally no BS kinda ppl...they will be quiet, less invovled and generally not present. ON the other hand if V is in the mood to film,or has something to say...you will know XD I d say his myteriosness actually mostly stems from his unpredictability caused by being too real, he is the type to start palying with a cat in the middle of a shoot, coz he wants to...he is very free spirited, and from what we were told he was also very rebellious as a youngster in BTS.

Taehyung could not stop crying after their speech too. They do backstage interviews of artists after they receive daesang & even then he was still openly sobbing. The mere thought of them disbanding made him (all of the members honestly) cry so much. To truly understand these speeches you'd need to know all that happened to them during those years. Yes, the hard work as you mentioned a few times, would have been overwhelming, but it was far more than that. The pressure didn't just come from their new responsibilities to their status but also from the constant barrage of attacks they suffered during that time (and still to this day tbh). 2015-2018 were the worst for them in this regard. The hate they were subjected to is indescribable & came at them from all sides. It was this that made ARMY so protective & our bond with our Tannies so unique & strong. It had to in order to survive. I'm so happy they were able to work through all that horribleness & mentally exhausting times together until they were able to find stability & happiness again as a group. Even without knowing the specifics, ARMY saw this shift in them. On stage & off. Like they had finally found themselves & had settled into their true selves. It showed in their performances & behind scenes interactions. It was wonderful to see. I hope going forward they continue to hold onto each other & ARMY.

Yeah, their song TEAR was going to be their last. It's a song about how they felt towards eachother and their mental conflict that occurred as they discussed disbanding. If you take a closer look at the lyrics and pronunciation, you'll find it. Suga said "tear" as in the tear in paper or to tear a heart. There is to tear, tear as in crying, and fear as in fear of the unknown. It's a beautiful song and I think you would actually love it and the meanings behind it

If I'm not mistaken the other members said that V arrange all their schedules that time so that they can all sit and think again about the disbanding issue.. Maybe that's why V is so emotional during this speech I can imagine how scared he was losing this brother's of him

Taehyung/V is super sensitive as a person. If you remember, when he and Jin fought, he was crying when they were resolving the issue. And for a little personal information, Taehyung is a big family type of person, he always said his band mates are his family, so imagine them thinking about breaking up, might feel like his family falling apart. V went through some real rough time with his grand parents death. So any idea of losing a family in any way might feel like a horrible thing for him. V is very social person, he loves to hang out with his friends, go out with his family, plan small vacation with BTS members, he plays games with ARMY, spend hours talking to ARMYs in social media. He is hard to read, because his personality does not come off strong, there are small pieces here and there, you have to gather them to understand him.

This is the one speech that will make ARMYs cry no matter what

really famous at this point, they had already performed at us tv shows at that point and had #1 albums, had world tours

RM didn’t speak during this acceptance because in recent years he’s really tried to allow the other members to take these chances to express their gratitude and love for ARMY. He’s very well known for his wonderful speeches so ARMYs look forward to what he has to say but in that he realized he was the one giving the speeches most of the time and started to take a bit of a step back so the other members would be able to relay their thoughts and emotions as well.

This hit tae hard Even after the speech in interview tae still so emotional😢

love what you say about Jin, he's so smart, good person, sensitive and elegant ... a very good exemple for the rest of the members.

Taehyung is quite a sensitive person to be fair. I don’t think he’s super good at pretending, and when he’s moved, he just shows it. This one time, in a show called Bon Voyage, they read letters to each other. It was a pretty emotional moment, and the most emotional members did a good job at keeping it together, but Tae ended up crying while reading his letter to Jimin. He also once mentioned that he cried for 10 minutes after getting a text from Yoongi (suga) telling him he loved him. He seems like someone who’s pretty in touch with his emotions :)

One sentiment that suga said during his speech that I didn’t see in this clip but that I love is when he thanked their families “for giving birth to us seven brothers”. 💜💜💜💜

Yoongi thoughts when he entered the company was only to be a producer. But he ended up being in a forming group ( it was not his idea). Just saying it because he didn't desired this kind of spotlight in the beggining, but he's fine with it as you said

MAMA 2018 speech really hit V (taehyung) hard! After the speech he kept crying a lot, they had an interview backstage and he couldn't speak because he was still crying/choked up from crying

At the end of 2018 hearts of millions of ARMYs stopped for a second when Jin said about disbanding... We realized that we can lose them at any time, and realized what hardships they went through

Namjoon said that when J-Hope cries, everyone cries. JK is crying because the hyungs cry. V is very sensitive. And by Jin's eyes, you can guess when something goes wrong.

When j-hope started crying I bawled. J-hope is always showing us his happy side and he loves to spread joy to other people, sometimes even at his own expense. The members have said he’s completely selfless and thoughtful and that he gives so much more than he receives. So when he cries it really breaks my heart, same with all the boys :(

This really hit Tae hard..so hard that even on back stage he is still crying and sobbing during the interview, he couldn’t speak.

My heart breaks and I tear up everytime I see V in this video🥺🥺

I came to realize the mindset of Jin and the realization I've had is that we as fans don't really know Jin. as in Jin has always found a way to tell us stuff about him but the stuff he tells us his stuff that you look back on and realize that it's nothing so he's really found a way to be very private which is a good thing but now that thought has popped into my head and it's like damn out of all the members Jin is the least we know about. Edit: so to cut it short what I'm saying is Jin to us seems like the member who shares the most yet when you look back at what he's had said in the past you realize you still don't know him. It's just fascinating to me because I've been an army for 7 years now and throughout all that time Jin has always been a mystery to me.

No one knew they were thinking of disbanding. This was one of the biggest years for BTS as they were steadily growing in popularity world wide. They proved they weren't just seeking western validation (many accused them of having no pride in being Korean) by releasing Idol and having some showstopping year end performances. 2018 was the end of the love yourself era which was the time frame where BTS really set themselves apart from the rest. They did their first BBMA performance with Fake Love and really started making steps not only as kpop idols but just Asian artists. They had a lot of eyes on them, a lot of expectations. In their movies and documentaries they talk about how it's scary to assume they'll be successful, to rent bigger venues and expect all the seats to be filled. I could see how the pressure of it all could get to be too much too quickly. I'm glad they have each other and were able to stay together even in tough times

Thank you, Max! The most startling visual for me during this speech is Jungkook’s face when Jin starts to talk about their struggles in early 2018. He looks absolutely devastated and heartbroken before he pulls V in. That face said it all. They almost left it all. I think it was a hard decision to keep going.

they had an interview after that and taehyung was still crying ... he literally didn’t stop crying for like 30 minutes

remember this moment...v keep crying till the backstage..they taking photo but still tears are coming to him....

When Hobi breaks, I break…I knew this one would be hard because it started with Hobi crying 😢 We all knew they were flying so high and that the stress and pressure must be difficult, but we had no idea that they considered disbanding, until Jin mentioned it here. Army were stunned, and we all cried right through this. We are very grateful that they decided to keep going, and we are very happy that they feel love and support from Army, and glad it gives them strength too, as they inspire us, give us hope, and the world would lose a real force for good if BTS disbanded. Thank you for a great reaction 🙏💜

Yea V didn't stop crying for a long while, even backstage he was still crying

"Millions and millions of armies" YES 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 BTS

suga really doesn't want to be in the spotlight eversince. he talked about it many times that he just wanted to be a producer that's why he joined the agency and he didn't expect he will debut as an idol. but he loves his job now and his thoughts about being an idol completely changed. suga is introverted but he's not afraid to speak on a crowd. he speaks so intelligently and is great on controlling his emotions, often times you can see him as the most composed one in every type of situation. he's so deep with his words, just knows everything, and got natural leadership aura that everyone even rm consult with him behind the scenes. i think that's the key reason why he's called the 'grandpa' of the group

2018, that year was a painful and yet a amazing to BTS and also Army. The moment of Jhope, Jin and V also Jungkook cried and showing their vulnerability in front of thousands people and idols speak a lot to me and also a turning point to Army cos tht year BTS did a wonderful job and achieved so many things but Jin spoke abt how thy want to quit and disband.

TBH, I find Jin very mysterious not only because he’s my bias , there is a lot of him he doesn’t show on camera… the fact that he hides his vulnerable side just because he thinks that people should only be happy when they see him breaks my heart 💔😢 That’s why his solos hit me more, because there he shows a side he normally doesn’t, the vulnerable and dark side to him …

While we can never know fully, they do put a lot of their emotions into their songs. For V specifically, ‘Blue and Grey’ from their album ‘Be’ released in 2020 went into a lot of detail about his inner struggle. It’s a very emotionally vulnerable song written by V and one of his friends and originally planned to be on his own mixtape.

SUGA was born to be a performer and musician. He owns the stage when he raps

I think you havent really caught to V yet lol. He is such a unique human being, one in a million. It took me two years of stanning them to really understand him and even then, he still surprises me and caught me off guard a lot. BTS said he is pure at heart and innocent. He has a very child-like aura around him and that makes ppl reflect on themselves

V is perhaps the most emotional in the team, alongside Jungkook and Jimin. Jungkook is a lot more guarded though, and Jimin is composed unless he's with people he trusts. So V's emotional nature is a LOT more apparent as compared to everyone else's. He bottles it up though, so when he breaks down, it's sudden and extremely emotional.

Taehyung has been very genuine and real with us, about his emotions, feelings or his opinions and thoughts. I always look at taehyung as someone who knows what he wants, and nothing would stop him from doing them. Suga too, yes youre right. Suga often only speaks when he thinks necessary. Whatever he said just felt real. Same goes to his music. I would say his personality is reflected in his work ethics of making music, and as fans, i can also sense that when consuming his music. Jin is the sweetest, true, and very emphatic. we rarely see that side of Jin but it wasnt really surprising for armys who knows what kind of person he is. 2017-2018 was difficult for bts and armys. We felt it too. But who knows what goes through the members' minds, they mustve had it hard. I also just got to know that they consider disbanding during this speech. Heartbreaking to see them being emotional and cry, but we also see they are ready to thrive even harder, and that their conflicts are sort of resolved. Jimin actually talked about this during his livestream. He said him and the members are having such a hard time and trying so hard to get out of it. It also emotionally challenging for them. Jimin talked how he find ways to get out of it himself. I love that vlive, he really went to us and talk about his process of healing himself to us. This speech still breaks my heart everytime i watch it. God knows what they went through, it pains me to discover that people i love were having such hard times. But im glad they have each other, such strong people, vulnerable but strong individuals.

Everyone gives you suggestions so I just want to remind you that we love you and your reactions. I always look forward to your viewpoints. 💜

Their music, the lyrics, their passion, Hardwork, humbleness, Cuteness, fun lives, behind the stage bondings, their love, and care for each other. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM💜

I saw BTS at the end of the tour, right before they went through their big crisis early 2019. Seeing them live back then, omg it was brutal. They had had an overly tight concert schedule across US and Europe for 2 months, with lots of press and activities in between the shows as well so almost no time for them to recover and relax properly. When I saw them in Berlin, Jungkook had injured his foot and couldn't dance, Tae's throat was acting up so much he even cried on stage, and the rest of the members looked so EXHAUSTED. I felt really bad for them, and I felt bad as an army. I didn't want to be the reason for them to push them to such an extreme state. They all did their best during the show, but you could tell that they actually had nothing more to give. I just wanted them to stop dancing and singing, just to sit on stage - have a little chat with army's and then send them home to rest. Soon after they took their first "hiatus" EVER. Just for a few weeks, but they got to go home and spend time with their families and friends. It was obvious how badly they needed just that. And through this speech, Jin revealed how bad it actually had gotten for them, that they even considered disbanding. Which was a huge chock to the fandom, but for me it was 100% understandable and would never blame them if that's what they would decide to do. Now a few years later, and with them hacing started their "chapter 2" I am so happy to see them all live their best lives, make more healthy boundaries and schedules and prioritize their personal growth and development. They seeem to have a new resolve as well to move forward as a band and that makes me so joyful. But all I know is that I as a fan NEVER will want to be the reason for them pushing themselves beyond their limits.

No matter how many times I see this speech, the second J-Hope starts talking I'm crying. They deserve THE best!

7:35 V is so popular esp in Japan and china they're nicknamed as "taetae land" and they were in china that's why the cheers were loud for him .

13:00 we did not know either, it was the first time they mentioned it

one reason why it hit Taehyung (V) this hard can be because of how much importance he puts in family & he has said numerous times that bts is an irreplaceable part & family for him. he went through the loss of his grandparent whom he loved very much so even thinking of bts disbanding must have been like his family breaking apart.

V is the biggest ot7 and he loves his fellow members so much like a family.

This moment always makes me cry. They work so hard and 2018 was def really hard year for them especially emotionaly. V lost a few people from his family and close friends and it he was very sad and depresed during that year. All of them deserve respect and love. Thank you for your reaction.

i think the only moment that I saw Suga cry so hard was when they receive their very first Aritist of the year in 2016. it was at that moment they set a record for being the first group that got the award considering all the groups that got that award came from big companies.

Jungkook is unique person with really strong personality. He is persistent, hardworking and a perfectionist, he keep doing something until it is perfect. This is really amazing about him. Also his personality is very lovely, polite and he is patient and understanding with everything do or with anyone.

Not going too much into the weeds, yoongi's body language coming off as closed off isn't too surprising. He has been very open about his social anxiety, depression, and the struggles he has had. I think, when we get to these larger settings, while he is able to do it, it's hard for him still. Something I can sympathize with. Thank you for all of your thoughtful insight and reactions. It's so enjoyable and I learn a lot.

I've never recovered from that 2018 speech, it broke my heart. It'll surprise you but SUGA did cry once, during the acceptance speech of their 1st MAMA daesang (=grand prize) in 2016. It was their 2nd overall, but 1st at MAMA.

11:20 Wow, this is exact! Yoongi didn't want to be an idol at first, he is an introvert and wanted to write music for others

I remember watching this acceptance speech when it was first uploaded. I still remember seeing Hobi cry and me starting to bawl my eyes out with him. To see him smiling and laughing all the time and then now crying just made me so emotional.. BTS have come a long way through so much hardships, I’m honestly glad they never decided to disband

When I was a baby ARMY, I noticed that in this award shows, they mention things like we'll work hard so we can receive this reward again, where as the ordinary reaction would be "now that I've achieved this, off to the next higher goal" which, shows they're truly honored to have that reward, and they end up getting that achievement and achieving higher goals 🤯

Have you seen BTS recent speech at the UN? They all did so well. Jimin didn't want to look at his notecards during his parts so he memorized his speech but forgot one part and couldn't find it in on the notecards but he recovered from it so well. It was such a human moment, he said those few seconds felt like forever.

in the behind the scenes footage you can really see that v still cried when they arived at the red carpet to be interviewed & take pictures after receiving the award

Yeah tae became a bit reserved as he grew but he is still a child at heart who is really sensitive and emotional

Oh no. This video always breaks me. I simply cannot when JHope started to pause and trying to hold in his emotion. That always makes me bawl.

i cried SO hard when V started crying because he loves the band so much i mean all of them do but i feel like V thinks he just cant live without bts, he is ALWAYS saying how much he relies on them, he needs them more than anyone thats why the idea of disband hurts him so much

I found myself binging your kpop related videos so far and all I have to say is your content is really like no other here on youtube. you're always so in-depth and respectful, I'll 10/10 be binging your other content :)

Max, these beautiful boys taught me so many things. They even taught me how to love myself. I'm still learning to love myself, but to know that they also have insecurities, fears and that they can show us the real themselves, is the many reasons why I love them. BTS also saved my life. When I find out that Suga have depression just like me and didn't hide it, I was so grateful to know that he is honest. Also we (ARMY) always say "BTS came into our lives when we needed it the most to know we loved". Enjoy your weekend.

As you said Jin can be quite a goofy guy but he can be very eloquent and profound when he wants to be. In another award show for example he adressed the industry manipulations by in short saying/hoping that music would be made in good faith in the future. He's also not afraid to speak up in defense of others, especially the other members, and has done so several times. He can be rather blunt while still expressing it very diplomatically, if that makes sense. 😅 While visiting Malta for their travel show Bon Voyage he and RM had a rather heartfelt conversation where Jin said that he was actually being selfish when making others laugh because he was using their happiness to make himself happy. That's a really deep level of self-scrutiny. RM was so inspired by it he used it in a speech he gave during a concert, urging ARMY to use them for comfort and happiness just like they used ARMY.

tae is the sweetest person on earth . the most honest in my opinion too

tae kept crying this hard for such a long time even after they left the stage. this was such a hard time for the members and I am so proud to see how far they've come and how strong their will is.

Sincerity, Sincerity, Sincerity in everything they do. Grateful, Grateful, Grateful and so much humility 🙏 is what made this 73 years old music 🎶 loving great grandmother fall in love with these young men. Unique talents, personalities, but a common bond of Sincerity is what makes their chemistry explosive. There are so many Kpop groups who have individual better vocalist, or more talented dancer, and strong bonds and beautiful sould, but there is just this spark, the Chemistry that hits differently with BTS. I AM GRATEFUL TO HAVE LIVED LONG ENOUGH TO EXPERIENCE AND ENJOY BTS.💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

people praising Jin and his personality is my secret kink.

whoever recommended max to react to this, owes me a box of tissue.

bts members have this habit: if one of them starts crying it's very likely that others will cry too. like children. and it did hit taenhyung (V) hard, even after the ceremony he couldnt give any speech and in all photos he was crying non-stop. bts released an album that touches upon the topic of their disbandment and one of the very showing songs there is "outro:tear", it really makes you understand why V and other members cried so much when Jin mentioned that period of time. during that time bts went on some kind of hiatus and after that many people in the fandom still were feeling like something was off, and then we got the answer during this speech. they wanted to disband because they didn't expect this amount of exposure and responsibility being layed on them, being constantly in the public eye of millions and millions of people, being a role model for so many (i remember SUGA telling that he cried after the AMAs in the bathroom because he was hit with the realization of how huge they are now and it was scary), while also enduring hardships both in the home industry and outside with xenophobia and racism. but at the same time they all love music and they love each other, they feel like family, so i can only imagine how painful that period of time was for them to go through

Generally weep rm, hobi and jin not often.. namjoon also had tears🥺

They went through A LOT in 2018, so they were v overwhelmed of still being there and together. Poor Tae once he starts crying he cant stop, and his hair color was melting, you wanna give him a hug

If you learn about the earlier years you will surely understand why they got this emotional. There is also RM and JungKook's speech when they recieved Album of The Year on the same award show 9

Namjoon (rm ) trying not to cry in the back is just too much for me 😥

This was such a great video to react to! I think this was actually such an eye opener for a lot of us, especially when they brought up thinking about disbandment. It really shows that you NEVER know what is going on behind the scenes and we should just love and support them until the end. After watching this back in 2018 i think it just made me more all around grateful for these 7 men. The hard work, the endless sacrifices they make everyday since they debuted. I can’t imagine how hard it is. My support for them is endless.

I like to think that the jokes Jin brings and the way he is joking w others is his love language. He does it so much especially with ppl who are close to him and he can take some "hits" too from those ppl. But he also uses it as ice breaker. On the other hand he is very thoughtful and listening to him is just so Inspiring. And Yeah, SUGA isn't the type to talk much in public unless you bring on a topic he digs. But he can also be so goofy and loud, its adoring. The more comfy he feels, the goofier and louder he can be.

I liked what you said about Suga. He has gone through so much. He has been through depression, social anxiety, people cheating him for the music he wrote, a shoulder injury, etc. I am amazed at the person he has become after going through so much. :) In many of his raps, he talks about his experiences with himself and the world around him. He is also a fun guy as well. In Run episodes, and reactions they do, more of his fun personality and smile comes out. I believe it has a lot to do with his bond with all the members of BTS. ;)

I've been watching MAMA live solely for bts since 2015. I cried so hard for the 2016 and 2018 show.

i watched this live and when hoseok started crying oh my god i just felt destroyed. i also started to cry, even though i couldn't understand anything they were saying, it was like i could feel everything they were feeling. the last time i felt something like this was when they won Artist of the Year in 2016

I remember watching this live... The fan translations come a little bit delayed, so at first many people didn't know why they were crying... But then the realisation of what "disbandment" ment hit us. We know and knew back then also, that they don't really share their struggles, but I think in general nooone expected that it was this difficult for them that they actually talked a possibility of disbandment, a year before their contract renewal noneless. I think it is telling that all of them mentioned some vague struggles in their speeches, but only Jin actually said it directly - not RM, the factual leader, but THE hyung took this role on himself. When everyone thought they were at their peak and should be basking in their success, they showed us their most vulnerable side. Connection between us Armys and BTS is a parasocial one, true, but moments like these cement its genuity as well.

Jungkook the main Vocalist of BTS at this stage around 17 - 18 years old calm and quiet Gy ,but still matured in professionalism , I am proud of him to achieve lot of wins in such a young age

I know I'm finna cry... this vid makes me cry just by thinking about it

I was there in person, at the time I was a fan of Wannaone and knew very little about BTS, it was quite expected that BTS would win this grand prize but I was still disappointed about my favourite team at the time not getting it, I was shock to see BTS being this emotional over a prize that almost 90% of chance they could win, as I didn’t understand anything they said and knew nothing about their struggle, alongside with my disappointment I was kind of pissed about that. About half a year after this award show, I started to learn more about BTS and I immediately fell in love with them, then I realised it was almost the biggest regret of my life to have such feeling about that, I wish I could turn back time and be the proudest fan and cry together with them😭