Funny how she's telling everyone to be honest with themselves but she's not honest to herself or anyone else about her ED 🙄

The nerve she has to talk about self love and and honesty... 😳 Wow. She's more delusional than I thought.

I feel like she’s always talking to her audience as if they’re a bunch of kindergartners

Here faster than Eugenia can say Jeffree is amazing and nice in a live stream 🏃🏻‍♀️

It's weird how she says a lot of words but doesn't ever end up actually saying anything at all

Her "panic attack" was the result of being hit with a ban at the beginning of this live she did last night. It didn't last very long but it left her SHOOK. Claims she was being false reported by some haters again.

I think she must have heard Deb say Hydrangea but with Deb's Boston accent Eugenia thought it must really be Hydranger LOL

When you’re in the ED headspace, “doing better” IS regression. Saying “we can always do better” is an outwardly positive message to her audience, but it’s really a little nod to her ED. “Doing better” to her is not gaining weight, it’s being even skinnier, it’s staying restrictive. She strives for that and she’s proud when she accomplishes it. It’s like a drug.

Often big churches do a breakfast or coffee/donuts after, she of course would avoid that. Her "positivity" always strikes me as condescending.

She certainly was on the verge of crying.... Clearly someone struck a nerve. Maybe she was already feeling some kind of way, prior to this clip and whatever someone said, almost made her cry. She seems to be struggling with the , having to do the appropriate thing on her channel and it could be due to various reasons, loss of views/ popularity... Her not being able to wear what she wants.. what does she expect when she comes online like she was and doing the most disturbing things for views and wearing things that showed off her E.D and kinda was glorifying it. She's giving off " spoiled brat", "Life's not fair" and then to sit there and say she's been doing everything right and it seems "it" to her isn't or hasn't changed anything, in a good way for her. She clearly needs therapy in a bad way. As a mother of 4 daughters, I just cannot fathom how DEB let her daughter get to this point and it seems has been against any kind of treatment oe help for her daughter. To me that's wild and disgusting, I'd do everything I could to help my daughter's get better if they had this problem,not encourage/allow it as it seems DEB has for far too long. Makes me really wonder why that is...!!??! DEB I'm sure doesn't mind raking in some of the profits her daughter has made online and has continually let her live there and do as she pleases. She's an adult now and still "stuck" at what seems to be in her teenage years. There is definitely something more to this whole situation and honestly I think DEB is partly responsible for the state of Eugenia. It's sad, sickening and just so messed up.

Her obsession with JS is so strange. She doesn’t have any birthday plans but CANT WAIT for her trip to JS store…… lol wtf

I bet they have coffee hour after church, and she would rather not be near food.

She need to get off social media. She needs to see a psychiatrist and get her shit together. She is almost 30 and basically has done nothing for herself, which includes taking care of herself.

Take a shot every time Eugenia says “and” or “like” Immediate hospitalisation 😂

If you have an ED, it definitely becomes your super power. My sister, who is in her late 50's, has been b*limic since her teens. She does get therapy, and will be fine, sometimes for years, but eventually the throwing up and the "forgetting to eat" for 2-3 days in a row returns. And it always happens when her life gets very hectic, and she feels like things are out of her control. It's like, the b*limia is the one thing she can control, and that control makes her feel strong, it's her super power.. After all, we all know how it feels to be hungry because we miss a meal...you must be strong if you can fight that feeling day after day, denying your body the nourishment and nutrients it's literally begging you for. It's heartbreaking to see someone you love doing that to themselves. Or, at least, it should be. The fact that Eugenia's mother can look at her daughter wasting away in front of her, and not be heartbroken is monstrous.

The fact that she can’t ever give any example of what being “the best person” looks like or what “being honest” means makes everything she says meaningless.

When Eugena switches back to her normal voice in 8:52. She spoke so clearly and didn’t even use her weird voice pitches.

The fact that they buy all those hanging flower pots and leave the hangers in but keep them on the ground..😳😵‍💫 I hate it. Also noticed all of the dead flowers in with the new ones in the patio area. Seems more like compulsive garden purchases rather than actual gardening. And it’s really rich coming from her telling her followers to treat themselves well and love themselves after her christian church service, when she treats her body the opposite of a temple. The hypocrisy is astounding

I caught a glimpse of this live, she had her prior live that day shut down and she started freaking out about doing something wrong. I think her panic was over losing TikTok again. Kinda wild that something like a social media page can make her whole life turn upside down

She got her account banned for like 20mins. Thats why she was freaking out. She was wearing her robe, got banned then came back on in a jumper.

Bet she doesn’t even go into the church. Sits outside on her phone 😂😂

Everyone is talking about her calling them HYDRANGERS, but nobody is talking about her saying FOWERS. It's driving me nuts. But at least it made me finally look into it, because there was something odd about it. She said "tanks for da bits" for so long, I started to think she has a lisp type speech impediment that she was born with, but there's no lisp that messes up L's and TH's. After research, I figured out it's not a lisp, but an articulation disorder (which a lisp is a type of anyway). It's caused by changes in the muscle or bones used for speech, or damage to the nerves or parts of the brain that coordinate speech. So it's not something she was born with, it's caused by her disorder. I just don't know whether it's her muscle loss, nerve damage, or brain damage causing it. Hopefully for her, its a muscular problem, because the other two can't be fixed.

From digging around a little I think what happened was she had a live stream warning from TikTok that the live was flagged for something, and she went into total panic mode. I believe Jeffree had something similar happen to him the other day too. People possibly reporting the live and TikTok’s automated system is probably telling her to stop doing whatever she’s being reported for? But the thought of having TikTok taken away from her again, you can see the absolute panic and worry that happens.

JORDY. You KILLED me with the Deb impression. 😂😂😂😂

has anyone ever thought, that her eating disorder is the only thing she has control over so she does it because her body is telling her to eat, but she rather have control and say no. does that make sense to anyone?

I saw someone’s comment from Reddit that said if Jeffree stepped foot in a church, he would go up in flames 😂

She is definitely loosing her hair big time!! Good morning everyone

Go go hy-drangers lmao..I can’t with her..she thinks that if she portrays a certain image and covers up that somehow negates the elephant in the room..this tic tok is so dangerous for her health and she doesn’t even see it. It’s scary how much her life is tied to an app

Euginas entire life she’s never been told no.. this is like the teacher telling Deb she needs to explore her interests and cut back on her obsession with Bratz dolls and Deb takes her out of school and buys her more dolls.. add it to the list of ways Deb set her up to fail in life.

The quivering voice about to cry with the "I'm just a kid" song in the background 😢

I missed these kind of videos! Love that ur bringing it back! I always like to have it on as background noise :)

'Be a good person in life' abuses and starves herself.

I often stop and smell the high dangers. Very peaceful.

She has no life of her own to the pint she has to make video based on her mom’s interests.. gardening, golf, grocery shopping and buzz.

Has she ever heard the saying “practice what you preach?”

that's a really good point about how deb treats the flowers better than her own daughter.

Her audience means nothing to her but money. She knows that she has to stay relevant to be able to keep Jeffree’s attention.

Something has struck me lately. Something in Eugenia's face. The filters aren't filtering. I see certain details such as *more* facial wrinkles and also more thinner hair + the shape of her head. Something is off... The filters no longer work properly. Sometimes you don't notice it as much when you often see Eugenia in this "condition", or you no longer become so aware of it (get oblivious), but I have noticed it a lot lately, does anyone relate this too?

Oh no... Preacher Lynn has somehow made it to Eugenia lol.

She’s had Ana since she was a teen. She’s turning 30 and still struggling with it. The body can only take so much. This is when things start to take a turn for the worse, similar to Amber but on the opposite end.

Just the fact that Simple Plan's "I am just a kid" playing at that moment @ 21:49. Couldn't write this stuff.

She was upset about a short ban. That’s it. Bc she’s not doing anything wrong yada yada and she thinks it was false reporting.

She was definitely trying not to cry.

ED is like having an addiction and addiction thrives in denial, enabling, hiding, lying, basicly putting on a front all the time. That part of you never wants to get better and loves it. After a while, it becomes your normal, comfterble way of life so its very hard to convince someone to get better.

I think her Ed is starting to show real symptoms now and its bothering her. Hair thinning, Ed face/teeth... Her face has changed drastically in the last year and no amount of filters and lighting can hide it anymore

long time eugenia watcher and former twitch mod here: so the panic attack in question… the thing about eugenia is, she absolutely has the motto “the show must go on” … she doesn’t cough, sneeze, drink water, go to the bathroom. she just doesn’t. even when she’s had “medical scares” in the past, she minimizes her symptoms 100% and would deny herself a moment to break from streaming and get herself together. so with that being said, i feel like this is one of those moments where she maybe needed to cough, or was having heart palpitations but she just ignores it and the show goes on. i don’t know what the context of the convo was, but this was definitely a moment where she was feeling something going on with her body that she just simply ignored to continue streaming. in my opinion, i don’t think it was a panic attack, but who knows with her. edit to add: i watched a little bit more and realized she was frustrated, so this could be one of the instances where she WANTS to cry, but she’s ignoring it and trying to move on, so her voice is cracking

Hello Jordy's Elbow!

How does she have the energy to even get up and go to church?? I still say she gets some kind of intravenous fluids .. those people with money can do stuff like that..

Eugenia: remember to accept yourself! Also eugenia: so unhappy with herself that she feels the need to destroy herself to look a specific way. Make it make sense.

F(l)owers and hydran(geas)ers. . . - a 30 year old woman. 2024.

The person named John Titor in Eugenia's chat is a reference to a military time traveller by the same name who back in 2000-2001 claimed to be from the year 2036 lmao.

I’ve had this theory for a long time. Her voice has been shaky and strained for a while. “Essential vocal tremor is an involuntary voice disorder, and it can cause rhythmic voice shaking. The voice of someone with essential vocal tremor might sound labored, unstable, and as if they are nervous.” and since it’s neurological it can absolutely be related to the aanorexia.

I guess the only thing she ever swallows down is her emotions instead of any food 😢

Tik Tok is her “job” so she should expect criticism. Most of us receive feedback at our jobs, both good and bad. Even in our personal lives we receive criticism and accolade from family, friends, maybe even strangers. Life isn’t a bowl of cherries no matter how much we try to follow the rules or be nice to everyone. This girl - woman - just doesn’t want to accept the real world for what it is.

She's not referring to her ED. Performative. Trite affirmations and life lessons in that after church video. Giving her own sermon while completely distancing herself from the actual words. They have no meaning to her. Just lip service. As far as her crying video, no one should be deliberately abusive or mean but I have little sympathy for people who put themselves out there and expect that they won't get criticism or negative commentary. It's just part and parcel of the whole thing.

If you’re going to preach to love and respect yourself. First you need to love and respect your own body. And essentially if you’re not fueling your body, you aren’t respecting yourself…. I’m sorry but I smell hypocrisy from Eugenia. To come on a social media platform and essentially try to enforce respect and love from people, is attention seeking and selfish. Pls check yourself before you put yourself in a position to be judged. And if Eugenia had self love and respect for herself, she wouldn’t need to post a video like this… because she wouldn’t need to prove it to anyone. Her inner peace and soul is just enough. She’s essentially craving for attention

Good morning Jordy and party people!!

Hello Jordy’s elbow 😂

The way EC was talking about "weaknesses" and "doing better" gives me the idea that she's applying those sentiments to her ED. But not in a healthy way. I think she applies it to her "mistakes" in her rigid ED diet and undesirable body/facial features. Like, everyone makes mistakes- "I had too many calories today, but tomorrow I'll do better at restricting!" 😬

Is this what Jeffree suggested to her with this phoney goodie goodie two shoes? Yeah shes just repeating herself. She isnt at church. She should be, but shes not.

She is very cunning and shrewd knows exactly how to manipulate her fans and trolls

Is it just me or dose her face look it's definitely gotten even thiner to the point of skeleton thin

Her hair looks like it’s thinning really bad now

I'm turning 40 in july 😫 can't believe i'm 10 yrs older than her but she looks/acts like a teenager!

I said this so many times and I get attacked by her supporters, If she loves her followers so much. So happy they support her, then I’m like she didn’t go live once and she could have and chose not too because she couldn’t receive gifts and battle! That shows her true colors

The amount of gaslighting she does, my goodness

lol @ my name is Hank hill and I sell propane and propane accessories 😂😂😂

Hey- bringing her camera to the back garden was nice. I support it. She’s trying to find and share healthy interests? As a recovered ED gardener, I appreciate it!

I wish she would grow up & do something productive.

Does anyone else find it sad/disturbing that in the clip at 26:19 she’s listening to the song, “I’m Just a Kid” by Simple Plan? I’m the same age as Eugenia and for her to still connect to music from when we weren’t even preteens says so much about her psychological development.

Eugenia cares waaaay too much about compliments and criticism. I think She only likes tiktok so much because people give her more compliments. Part of the beauty about being around age 30 (im getting there myself) is that you really start to give less shits about what other people think. Its sad to see her still so serverly hung up on it.

That’s what a narcissist would say. Setting healthy boundaries and narcissism are two completely different things. One is standing up for your safety and well being. The other is I’m better then you and I’m always right

I simply cannot take her seriously 😳😳😳 with her kid sounding voice 😳

the body language (starts fidgeting, head and eye movement) is interesting when she starts talking about her mom being in videos

Those are hydrangea bushes if I'm not mistaken.

"Hydrangers" 😐 You'd think that if this was really her mom's 'favorite flowers' she would know it's hydrangEA! 🤦‍♀️

The sooner tiktok disappears, the better.

Jordy I love how you said her quotes aren't inspirational coming from her. It's so true. It's complete hypocrisy and I can't take her seriously. It's like an alcoholic trying to be a life coach.

Holy $#!t, a Eugenia vs Chantal battle. How do we facilitate this?!

Good Morning Jordy!!!💗🎉 Eugenia's usual Word Salad. 😂

Yup that's exactly what it is her showing random content with scripture of the day ...anything to stay monetized on TikTok

Genuinely surprised at how long she’s lasted. But then again, I had dementia patients that went from their death bed to 180degree difference where they’re walking, eating talking, etc. but it’s not just a few hours or 1 day, they stay “normal” for weeks then for a few weeks they’d get bad again. It was crazy some of the things I’d seen people come back from.

Hearing her really voice, which is quite deep and clear, only happens when she’s too upset to do a pitch up

I have trouble listening to her voice. She sounds like Minnie Mouse

She was pissed she got reported because she was wearing her bra and robe while doing her makeup and she almost freaked out when her live went down for a second. She loses it when people do that. So she got pissed off and changed into a sweater

In the same breath, without the slightest pause, Eugenia tells us "you can always improve and do better, and just accept yourself". Surely these things are somewhat contradictory.

There's a lot that can be said about her but just seeing how she worships Jeffree is enough to see just how immature and delusional she is.

I use to have ED and it was horrible. I have never met a secure or happy person ED. I see a deeply troubled young lady who is being manipulated by her mother.

Never thought I’d hear sweet lady propane be mentioned in this channel I tell you hwhut

Thanks for doing more vids w/filtering out the fluff for more commentary Jord :)

I’m crying over the hyd- RANGERS 💀

All I can think of when I see Eugenia is that she has experienced some major trauma in the past. She is so stunted for her age and her mother’s behavior towards her visibly ill daughter is abnormal. I’m halfway through to becoming an ED therapist and it saddens me to see someone as beautiful as Eugenia self destruct. I hope I get to see her recover 💜

Isn’t it hydrangeas? Not “hydrangers” 😆

What really amazes me is the tolerance these fools have for Eguenia's "child" inappropriate behavior. If she was a man named Eugene, there would be zero tolerance for an adult man, sitting in a child's room back drop, wearing kids clothes, target kids. A Eugene would have been cancelled for that very behavior. One thing all child predators have in common is their inability to relate to people their own age. Hypothetically, if Eugenia were to go on a date, who do you think she'd be more comfortable with? A thirteen year old boy or a thirty year old man?

Disney in July sounds brutal, lol. I've taken my son there twice. Both times were in January. Thank god😂

20:27 speculation theory ‼️ As someone with an ED since a teenager and I’m 33.. still battling, yet have all the therapy in the world… when Eugenia’s content changed, the day she ATE FOOD on camera, to gain the only thing important back (TT) it was all over in my mind. It’s a huge set back she can’t afford! Hear me out. - #1 - she’s never ever done that, not for anyone, ever, for years! we don’t know why either. It may have been a trigger to see herself eat. She did it to gain her lifeline. She’s isolated. Alone. No irl experience. TT validated her. All humans want validation some just don’t NEED it. She went to extreme lengths to get that back, eg.. Eating. On camera. One thing she was never gonna do. In her mind she probably felt bullied into by TT rules? - #2 - I’ll say as someone with a ED I saw this MH downhill coming. When some on is “pushed” into a recovery step, ANY step that gains weight or means you have to admit you have a problem. If it’s done too fast, from my lives experience and others I knew too, it has a HUGE BACKFIRE for the person struggling! Massive! One step fwd, ten back after something like that. It’s apart of the illness. -#3- Every time I had to eat or do something that made ME sick or my Ana spike with fear and all the nasty things that come with the mental health condition.. like touch and cook raw chicken (I will have panic attacks and break down fully, over raw chicken 🐔 stupid I know ) I have a huge downhill. It’s like anything’s that makes your Ana voice angry 😡 you take out on yourself. Ten times fold. It’s like the disease thinks you’ve done something wrong and needs extra restrictions ect, as a self sabotage. It’s part of having anorexia. I know it’s fun to bag on her but I’m actually getting worried. I don’t think y’all understand how bad this will be if I’m right. By now if I do, I dare say Eugenia does.. I have weakened heart and irregular, teeth, hair, skin, stomach, bowels, tummy pains, bones go brittle, arthritis, aged me up, left me unable to work, big activities give my heart tachycardia. Walking hurts. Bones grind on bones. Point is. This is deadly. It’s not funny. She could drop at any second. With heart LASTLY 🎉 IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR 😂 Point Is. I have empathy for Eugenia! NO ONE WAKES UP AND THINKS… HMMM I want to SICK, IN PAIN, ISOLATED, HATING YOURSELF, dying! (maybe some young unsupervised pre teens like the bones) but THIS LEVEL of ANA comes from some DEAP seeded issues. Probably trauma, a big one. Young. I dare say. Now her whole life became the disorder when she got famous. She probably has ANA in her ear saying”psst! Eugenia, if you tell them they’ll gate you. You’ll lose it all. Your mums heart!” ECT. She’s trapped in her own mental prison. I know Eugenia is deep down a sweet nice woman. Nieave yeah. Needs help yes. Needs to get healthy and independent yes. Maybe in treatment then inter grade into living alone healthy or shared houses of recovery. Get better and come back stronger than ever. She can do it if she just sees everyone will support her. But she can’t see it. Alone. At this far gone. She needs heavy immediate long term intervention ❤ I say that with love ❤

On Tik Tok she can just sit there and do basically nothing. On KZfaq she’d actually have to do something and make an effort

That gargling sounds like congestive heart failure. I thought it was her brushes falling at first but now I'm questioning if it actually comes from her. If it is her... It really does remind me of patients I worked with who had chf

I literally can’t stand this . She hates herself so much she is milking herself and then she says this bs.

22:13 this breaks my heart because she is trying so hard to do everything right but that’s not what anyone wants.. she is human she is going to make mistakes - we want her to GET HELP. I think she raised very poorly in a way where she is not allowed to speak up, make mistakes, be herself, she’s been under her moms thumb and now she thinks that’s what WE want is her to be perfect. She is a broken child in an adult body and I do not believe her mom will ALLOW her to get the help she needs which we have clearly seen in the past. Eugenia is not allowed to get help - and the community beats the hell out of her for it. She is beat up mentally from every direction. This girl has no safe space and mentally that is going to kill her before her ED does.