I’m definitely fortunate to have family and some great friends in my life. It can be a challenge but we do the best with what we have. I would like to go up to the warmer weather but for now l will tough out the cold as emotionally I am better off here at the moment. So glad you enjoy watching and l appreciate your support. You take care 🙏💜

I use a blow up air mattress from Kmart only $25 sooo comfy had it for a few years now l just covered it with a blanket so my dogs couldn't pop it with their nails - just have to fill it up with a bit more air every now and then as l do like it blown up all the way 💜

That’s actually a good idea I will take a look 💜

@@AVanADogAndMyself 👍🙂

Yes l need to be myself and certainly not what others want me to be, I am trying hard to get better and let go of the fear of being judged as l was for a long period of time. Thank you for your kindness and having the dogs around always puts a smile on my face. 🙏🩷

Thank you Tammy 🙏💜

Big thank you Kayla, everyone has weaknesses but we all have incredible strengths that we find when need them. I want to share my life with the hope others see me as just another person dealing with the pain of losing the things l loved but being grateful for what l do have. We all deal with it differently but our struggles are the same. I’m tired too, though lm not trapped anymore except lm trapped living with trauma. That I know l can overcome in time but l know that feeling of being trapped and that can’t change till you can feel free. Freedom is wonderful. Please don’t feel embarrassed, you are doing what you do to survive, that is hard and why you’re tired. Yes we do have a lot of wetlands and yes there are some swamps as well. Crocodiles are more common up the top of Australia, so I haven’t run into any thankfully. 😅 Sending you love and appreciate you sharing with me 🙏🩷🩷🩷

I remember myself, a difficult age for any child, thank you 🙏 💜

It truly worries me. He has had a tough life but lm hoping he will get some help and support from the people around him Thank you 🙏 💜

Thank you 🙏 💜

Thank you for your kind words, they mean a lot to me. Love to you 💜🙏

Hi Joan, thank you so very much and so glad you love my videos. Hugs to you from myself and Griffin. 🙏💜🤗

That is true, l am trying to make changes in my life and I have reached out to my grandson but at this time he is still angry. When l left, l left him and I just couldn’t avoid that due to my what was happening to me. I hope as he matures he will understand why. I am not going to tell him exactly what happened to me, as l feel this would be too much at this time. He is a teenager and the most difficult time in his life. I love him dearly and always will, he will always know that. Thank you, the van is getting there to make it home for me. 🙏🩷

Thank you 🙏 yes I am definitely going to try and through this being around people l know care very much for me. I am as faraway as possible, though it was home to me for 34 years and I miss it but having this distance was the best thing I did. Appreciate your kindness 🙏🩷

Thank you 🙏 and thank you for watching 💜

They are difficult and such a difficult time for them to get through. My grandson has not lived the best life with his mother and l worry about that a lot. You’re right in what you say, if only his mum took the time with him. I miss him everyday 🙏💜

Thank you 🙏 yep that’s what l need to do 💜

Thank you 🙏 🩷

Thanks hon, love you 💜💜

Thank you Louise, he is adorable and can be very cheeky. 🙏💜

@@AVanADogAndMyself yes he looks it 😊

Thank you and yes l will shine again and get past all this in time. 🙏🩷🩷

I am thinking about it 🙏🩷

Much appreciated thank you 🙏 🩷🩷🩷

I think that is something that would be a great thing to do for him. 🙏💜

@@AVanADogAndMyself it is a true blessing for those who have them Stella is now able to destract me long before an attack even starts she is able to smell the beginning of them, she is also to alert up to nine hours before to a migraine coming and also to blood pressure going too high or too low

Yes they certainly do 🙏🩷🩷

I have faith in god to keep me strong but my spiritual beliefs are important to me as well🙏💜

@@AVanADogAndMyself Jesus warned us NOT to do that(spiritual stuff) ........ sorry I hope everything goes well for you.

Stop it.. it’s fine! I love it and so does she.. Blessing to all ❤

@@maura6375 she WON'T love it when it's time to be judged

If you believe in God and Jesus, then you know that you are not the one who should be judging anyone. You are to worry about yourself, and not push your ways or opinions on others. It is everyone's choice to live as they choose, not as others want them to live. Have you listened to her back story? If you had, then you would not be judging her. She has escaped from a very abusive situation, and if surviving that isn't being hardened, then I don't know what is. Perhaps take a moment to be compassionate, loving and caring to others, as our God would want you to be.