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Thank you Diane 🙏🩷🩷

Thank you Bertha, read the comments and even just saying hello to someone struggling with their life will make a huge difference in their day. You’re a beautiful person. 🙏🩷🩷🩷

That truly is how it is. I want more people to reach out and if l can do it, l know they can. I want to create a safe place with my videos and show others that there are so many beautiful people out there who are genuinely wanting to help and support others, it is incredibly really the response I have had and count my blessings everyday. 🙏🩷🩷🩷

Thank you. You scream at god, you can argue with him when you’re angry about what has happened to you, then tell him how this has been the hardest years of your life, to give you a little peace, from that pain. He is happy to listen. One never recovers from the loss of losing a child, though no comparison and why l struggle everyday, my daughter is alive but I had to walk away from her and l miss that little girl l dreamt about having in my life, a daughter who l loved (love) with all my heart. We will always remember them together till we pass away, because we were their mother, we cherished them but we cannot forget that we are still here right now and what is our purpose. If your dogs are yours lm so grateful for them being in your life and grateful to have you be here to talk to me because you are important and lm sure to others around you that are in your life. You are allowed to be happy, remember that it doesn’t mean you have forgotten that child you lost. You are not alone, l will always be here. 🩷🩷🩷

@@AVanADogAndMyself 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I’m glad I found you on KZfaq xx thank you for your beautiful words 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

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A friend you are and lm so thankful to have your friendship. I am so glad l started this journey with you and l will continue to do this. We can certainly help others as a tribe and support each other through the good and the bad times. You’re a beautiful person and l am so lucky to have you in my life. Much love to you 🙏🩷🩷🩷

Hi Joan, thank you 🙏 Stormy and Tonka big hugs and kisses for your mum, she is a beautiful person. Stay cool over there and l keep myself warm doing the gardening here right now as it’s rather chilly 🥶 Much love 🩷🩷🩷

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Anna be proud of yourself too, you have been through a lot yet you are here supporting me, you are beautiful. Thank you 🙏 🩷🩷🩷

Thank you Theresa, that means a lot me and honestly is what I will always give.🙏🩷🩷🩷

Thank you Angela, trying hard to create paradise but lm slow, if only l was 10 years younger 😂 I will get there and love sharing it with you Wish l could have you all around for a night with a fire going, where we could sit and have a chat. 🙏🩷🩷🩷

@@AVanADogAndMyself I wish I were 10 years younger too. I was dreaming about being there, that would really be something. Hugs 🫂🤗

Thank you and very true, the reason for stress maybe different but still has an impact on us. 🙏🩷🩷🩷

Thank you Jessica, l am so grateful to the tribe l have here, the most supportive people and l will never be able to thank everyone enough for this. I will forever welcome you into my heart and life and keep my videos sharing who l am and going forward help others as much as I can. Griffin and myself are loving our new space and lm trying to make it welcoming to all my friends to come and enjoy. How l wish I could have you and all my tribe come together here. Hope your day is filled with love and joy and lm sending my love to you. 🙏🩷🩷🩷🤗

That is so true, a nice place to soak up the sun and watching it all come together. I struggle too, but I may feel the pain but I like you push myself, I think our love for it pushes us. A little sense of at least achieving something. Look forward to hearing from you on Saturday and any gardening tips are appreciated as lm sure you’re better at it than you think you are. 🙏🩷🩷

@@AVanADogAndMyself 100% , thats my goal most day's...push myself in little burst to get things done. Same as you I like to finish what Ive start (ill just pay for it later) but at least I accomplished something or finished what I started even if it took me forever...along with a lots of funny noises from the pain as im doing stuff. I'm also learning when my body just can't, and instead of beating myself up or get frustrated, im working on self care and just letting my body/mind rest when needed. 🌱🦶Make sure your kicking off your shoes and get some of mother earth grounding, so helpful with sleep, inflammation, healing the body/mind...at least 30min a few days in a row, its amazing. 🦋🌻As for the garden, I found a bag of organic chicken poop fertilizer and man ohhh man...its the bomb. Now I focus on plants for the butterflies, bee's & birds. I cant handle much more these days, so im grateful I cant look out for mother nature creatures. Here in Chicago I do milkweed for the monarch butterflies, parsley for the black swallowtail butterflies and sunflowers for the chickadees and bees. Stay strong, you got this...💛

Doing as much as l can, lm slowly getting there as my energy runs low these days too but lm in no rush. Every afternoon I have a tree full of birds next to me and l do sit and watch their antics, it does lighten the soul. I’m just finding my way back into living with moments of peace and digging through the garden gives me that. Lots of breaks in between too. 😊 Much love to you 🙏🩷🩷🩷🪴

It sure is and thank you 🙏 🩷🩷

Thank you Jill, stay close to me it means a lot to know your there. 🙏🩷🩷🩷

Thank you 🙏 appreciate you taking the time to watch my videos, means a lot to me 🙏🩷🩷🩷

Thank you and you help me more than I can ever say. 🙏🩷🩷🩷

Absolutely Jill. 🙏🩷🩷

Hi Estee, sometimes we tend to forget that but hey, we are not perfect. We are not being selfish, we are simply being honest about our feelings to ourselves and the main thing is to then remember how it affects others as well and be mindful it hurts them to see you hurting. Never feel guilty though Estee. Acknowledging that is good for everyone. Yes so true, the therapist should be about you, your feelings, let them know that conflict of selfish and selfless behavior you feel, that is importantly something to understand in moving forward. Much love 🙏🩷🩷🩷

You make my day so good, to know l have you right there with me, virtually holding my hand and I love you for doing that for me. Such kind words that fill my heart with gratitude for the ability to see me and the world needs more people like you. I am pretty ordinary as an individual but with the people l have connected on here we will make a difference to others who are struggling more so than me. lol, they are our cuddle bugs, and all they ask in return is to loved by us, a full belly and a bed to sleep on, which we do. So many people don’t have any of that and that makes me sad. Let us do what we can and be kind and caring to others. Much love my friend 🙏🩷🩷🩷

@@AVanADogAndMyself much love right back to you. 💙🤗

I’m so glad my videos are able to inspire others, that is what keeps me going everyday. You are inspiring to me and I will always support you find peace and happiness as long as am trying to do. You have the same beautiful kind soul, and I love connecting with you no matter where you live in the world. Why KZfaq is amazing for us to be able to share and interact with like minded people. Thank you for being there for me. 🙏🩷🩷🩷

Than you very much Kriss 🙏🩷🩷

Thank you for joining me as apart of the tribe and the community as a whole, lm so grateful to you. I will not change my videos and will continue to share my life as it unfolds and the effects of abuse that l still struggle with daily. I think more so when I am alone with my thoughts, especially at night. I keep myself busy, rain, hail or shine during daylight hours but l also feel exhausted at times. I need to slow down a little bit and lm trying to do that but then the hurt hits me. With everyone’s support I can do this and help others to find some peace within themselves. Keep sharing, I will always be here for you too. Much love my friend xx 🙏🩷🩷🩷