Escape - Shannon

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3 жыл бұрын

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These adults come from different parts of the country and are struggling with addiction in Philadelphia. They agree to share their insights and experiences with drug addiction.
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@ginger-rr5qn
@ginger-rr5qn Жыл бұрын
I just wanted to post here that Shannon passed away on 08/12/2022. She has children and family who love her and are devastated. Please keep her family and loved ones in your prayers. 🙏🏼 RIP Shannon Marie - you will be deeeply missed. 💕💞💕💞
@josauryfaneite-diglio3009
@josauryfaneite-diglio3009 Жыл бұрын
Terrible sad Mal
@MariaS-Philly
@MariaS-Philly Жыл бұрын
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@sonyaleonard9251
@sonyaleonard9251 Жыл бұрын
Almost unbelievable...God bless her. It's the rest of us are doing bad. One day at Living
@Mim795
@Mim795 Жыл бұрын
My condolences to Shannon’s family and friends 🙏🏻❤️ So sorry to read this news 🙏🏻
@as_creates
@as_creates Жыл бұрын
May Shannon’s memory forever be a blessing for her loved ones🙏🏻
@BeautifullyBronzeGoddess
@BeautifullyBronzeGoddess 3 жыл бұрын
A lot of people who are battling addiction honestly have the biggest hearts...it’s a shame because a-lot of so called normal ppl are heartless...Malcom is the Good Samaritan the Bible speaks about💖💖
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
God is at the center of it all 🙌
@bmarissa1399
@bmarissa1399 3 жыл бұрын
So true!! 🙏
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms Malcolm, you are helping so many people! Many of us on your channel are in Recovery. Your videos really help me Not to relapse. Thank you so much for Everything you do. Much Love and Respect Always!!!♥️
@fernandapartridge5174
@fernandapartridge5174 3 жыл бұрын
Absolutely agree. I honestly think the person who get addicted are some of the strongest too. There’s a lot of darkness in this world and good people with good souls struggle with it. Mal, this channel is so awesome. Not just the content, but also the community. Lot of people that watch this channel can relate to the people on it.... And I’ve never seen so much love on a channel before. It gives me hope for humanity. ❤️
@bmarissa1399
@bmarissa1399 3 жыл бұрын
@@fernandapartridge5174 I was just thinking that as I read your reply! Don't see too many trolls or keyboard warriors on this channel. Those "kind" of people that just like to argue are so draining to me! 🧛‍♂️
@nikisawyers7559
@nikisawyers7559 3 жыл бұрын
I know Shannon. She really is a good person. She knows a lot about sobriety and what it takes. She's caught up. That's it. She can get it all back.... she can. It just takes to make that decision and do it. If you see this Shannon, keep your head up. You got this.
@Sarah-qn4sw
@Sarah-qn4sw 3 жыл бұрын
Same, this breaks my heart. I hope she finds it in herself to make the right choice and get help. It doesn't take long to get on the right track. The hard part is making that choice to go. If she can do that I believe she will be in a much better place
@nicholaslandolina
@nicholaslandolina 3 жыл бұрын
Anything you lose you will never get back
@avadaily6378
@avadaily6378 3 жыл бұрын
@@nicholaslandolina you must not be in recovery. As long as we are breathing still, we have the opportunity to get MOST things we have lost, back. The only impossible thing to get back once we have lost them ...LIFE!
@nikisawyers7559
@nikisawyers7559 3 жыл бұрын
@@nicholaslandolina wrong. I got everything and more. Beyond anything I could have imagined. If I made a wish back then, and it came true, I would have sold myself short. I got my health back, my sanity back, my family back, my peace of mind back, my humor back, my humility back... material things, I have more than I could have asked for and I have to watch for my tendency to slip into being ungrateful. Taking things for granted. The only thing you don’t have a chance to get back once lost, is this life.
@trinaedwards1200
@trinaedwards1200 2 жыл бұрын
Shannon has a glow around her ✨. She has to fight 😤 she can win
@ellenh6471
@ellenh6471 3 жыл бұрын
Some of your newer questions are really terrific. I like that you ask her what she loves about herself.
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you Ellen.. Teamwork makes the dream work. If you any questions you want me to ask please email me. Amlfilmsofficial@gmail.com
@dimechick
@dimechick 3 жыл бұрын
That “occasional” use changes quickly & in the blink of an eye you’ll have a story like this woman. SAY NO TO DRUGS 🛑
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
I agree
@AngelaEmmanuela
@AngelaEmmanuela 3 жыл бұрын
I completely agree. I also hate when people say that people should know better when they first try drugs because they know that they’re gonna get addicted and know the consequences. Even though some people do already know this, the majority of people start young and they don’t even know what addiction is let alone withdrawal. That’s why a lot of times and the stories you hear people took drugs for a couple weeks and then all the sudden felt sick and had no idea what it was until someone told him it was withdrawal. Parents should definitely teach her kids about the consequences of drugs especially the fact that they are addictive and that once you’re addicted there is withdrawal and it is extremely hard to stop once you get to that point. Not only parents but schools, mentors, etc.
@CmonstoleCmonstole
@CmonstoleCmonstole 3 жыл бұрын
You are correct "dime" chick
@carolgoodwin2585
@carolgoodwin2585 Жыл бұрын
Oh Bless her, R.I.P precious Shannon, you truly touched my heart with how broken you felt about your life, I could see the pain when you spoke about your daughter 💔 😢 I send prayer's for her family at this tragic time.YOU MATTERED SHANNON IN THIS HARD LIFE🙏💜💜💜🌟🕊🤲
@saberalgeriano
@saberalgeriano 3 жыл бұрын
_"it can affect any home, any person, race, age , identity, whatever.. like it doesn't matter what you look like.. anything.. it can affect anybody.. i've seen it, been there, done that .. nobody is exempt from being a drug addict"_ i concur
@ingevonschneider5100
@ingevonschneider5100 3 жыл бұрын
Bullshit. It cant happen if you dont try opioids.
@manuelfg2902
@manuelfg2902 3 жыл бұрын
@@ingevonschneider5100 thats the objetive point of view, so obviously What she meant is subjetive....... Inge, i like that german name, is it your real one?
@robertrudick2492
@robertrudick2492 3 жыл бұрын
@@ingevonschneider5100 Amen. The true words are spoken. Dont indulge with drugs. Its trash! Ur 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯% Right. Amen
@nshannon81
@nshannon81 3 жыл бұрын
What about people who come by it honestly? Who were prescribed something then had it ripped away? Big pharm is responsible for this and every dr who are prescribing this crap for every ailment.
@manuelfg2902
@manuelfg2902 3 жыл бұрын
@@nshannon81 very true
@ms.sherlock
@ms.sherlock 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon you are only 35 -you have your whole life ahead of you - do not give up! You have the strength to take your life back. God Bless You! Please try to love yourself. You are worth loving. You are worthwhile. Try to never forget that. Tell yourself that over and over until you believe it because it's true.
@crystalgayle3993
@crystalgayle3993 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for giving these forgotten souls a voice. You'll no doubt be rewarded, hopefully in this life.
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Glory to God ❤
@kristoyens1441
@kristoyens1441 3 жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏
@MoonChild-po9du
@MoonChild-po9du 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon We will love you until you can love yourself And watch what happens when AML family starts praying for you 🌅
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@markswoman2134
@markswoman2134 3 жыл бұрын
I'm not religious but I love this ❤.
@user-xw4in7kq6v
@user-xw4in7kq6v 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms you had a very interesting interview with Mickey i order you to have an update on him tomorrow go and find him and make a new interesting conversation with him again . I really enjoyed that interview. He is such a really lovely boy , there arent much angles like Mickey in this cruel world . Dont forget go and make an update on him im waiting
@user-xw4in7kq6v
@user-xw4in7kq6v 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms you are getting close to 100 000 subs Big Congeratulations
@user-xw4in7kq6v
@user-xw4in7kq6v 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms i want to add that you are doing a new job different from others at first ur voice is Unique your voice is innocent and i like it the next thing is you show addict girls that are hot sexy and classy it shows that addcits are not from low society addicts can be from very classy rich or educated families
@katarinaolstad9709
@katarinaolstad9709 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon; it's a good idea staying away fr men, until you're strong enough within yourself. Love yourself first. Put you first, not men. God bless you. Love fr Katarina 💗💗💗💗
@maggiefisker994
@maggiefisker994 3 жыл бұрын
No matter how many times you try Shannon I have faith in you . Your children are safe and in a good place ..
@dreamstay24
@dreamstay24 3 жыл бұрын
She really gets into the hearth. Really hope she’ll make it and get back with her family. My prayers are with her ♥️
@robinsnestradio
@robinsnestradio 3 жыл бұрын
That was such a blessing to be a part of a chat that is rooting for Shannon. I was inspired to help someone today. I'm helping my neighbor clean her apartment since she is moving this weekend. We all need help sometimes.
@5thdimension625
@5thdimension625 3 жыл бұрын
The happiest are those who live their lives in service to others
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you.. Let's keep making a difference 🙌
@finolaomurchu8217
@finolaomurchu8217 3 жыл бұрын
Good for you Robin🐦i couldn't find a robin emoji😄
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 жыл бұрын
That’s so sweet!!!💘
@stevenmcgee6076
@stevenmcgee6076 3 жыл бұрын
Sexy Chocolate My neighbors not worth 2 dead flies.All they do is fight and talk crap through the apartment.I see why they made that show "Hate Thy Neighbor".
@avadaily6378
@avadaily6378 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon is sober still, and kicking ASS ! She’s removed herself from Philly and is in a recovery house. We are SO PROUD of her !!!!!! Sending you love from my family 💕❤️
@kellyhaff5135
@kellyhaff5135 3 жыл бұрын
Omg thank god!! I'm so happy to hear this. She is an awesome person. And deserves to be happy.
@avadaily6378
@avadaily6378 3 жыл бұрын
@@kellyhaff5135 update … she’s back in detox and planning to go to rehab from there. At least she is safe !
@sidtreesin904
@sidtreesin904 3 жыл бұрын
Don’t know her or you but your comment made me smile. I climbed out of that hell hole, after failing many times. I know how hard it is, respect to you and her.
@avadaily6378
@avadaily6378 3 жыл бұрын
@@sidtreesin904 thank you! I’m very proud of you ! Most of us don’t make it out of there. Keep it up 💕
@people_watcher
@people_watcher 2 жыл бұрын
Ava, thank you so much for the update. I knew she could do it and I'm happy she did ♡♡♡♡♡♡
@michaelgallick4617
@michaelgallick4617 Жыл бұрын
My heart and prayers go out to Shannon. She was part of our "family ". She didn't deserve this, and this should have been dealt with sooner"! I pray she's with Our Lord and free from pain! God bless her family and loved ones. May God watch over her loved ones as they mourn her passing. Thank you Mal and AML for the update. Shannon will be truly missed by many! With 🙏's and ❤, ("Such a Sad Story")!
@shannonbradley4699
@shannonbradley4699 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon, you can do this. Don't let that man define you. That part of your life is over. It's time to rebuild. I am praying for you. You're beautiful.
@lvl8806
@lvl8806 3 жыл бұрын
🙏
@Chris-qg8ss
@Chris-qg8ss 3 жыл бұрын
Drug test the next boyfriend. And ask him for references!!
@elinmansson5535
@elinmansson5535 3 жыл бұрын
The problem with these people is that they have so much resentment... so when they are sober reality becomes too much for them. In the 12 step program geting rid of resentment is key to recovery.
@boundsgarneff5157
@boundsgarneff5157 3 жыл бұрын
Yes! Resentment/Grudges /Unforgiveness. So they can't recover 100% .
@HandbagDiva
@HandbagDiva 3 жыл бұрын
As well as shame for the things they’ve done while using. Learning how to forgive themselves needs to be part of rehab & continued therapy
@Bootsyfruit
@Bootsyfruit 3 жыл бұрын
I loved the questions you asked in this interview! You always treat your interviewees with dignity, compassion and empathy. Hopefully Shannon will find the strength to see her worth and battle those demons and get back to her children. She has so much more to offer in life.
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Sending hugs❤ i appreciate you
@maureent8653
@maureent8653 3 жыл бұрын
Hang in there Shannon. Get clean and give your kids the mother they deserve.
@lynnhexler-haan3357
@lynnhexler-haan3357 3 жыл бұрын
Ever present.......Thank you, Shannon for sharing your truth,your story. Word's we are familiar with... Drug's do not discriminate ! Don't give up, don't give in hope is alway's on the horizon.
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
🙌🙌🙌
@kristoyens1441
@kristoyens1441 3 жыл бұрын
Her honesty is admirable ❤️
@AREP90
@AREP90 Жыл бұрын
Shannon was my downstairs neighbor growing up when she lived with her mom the first time. She was a very beautiful, Straight A student, overall nice girl. Its so sad to see, this could happen to anyone. RIP
@Theresa_52
@Theresa_52 3 жыл бұрын
Malcolm earth angel 😇💜
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Glory to God 🙏
@Theresa_52
@Theresa_52 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms Amen and God Bless!
@SivaJivamukti
@SivaJivamukti 3 жыл бұрын
God bless the grandparents. I’m sure this is not how they saw living their out their golden years. Shannon, you could still have a great second act. Don’t give up. Get clean or on replacement therapy. You have a lot to live for, people who love you.
@jackierosado1777
@jackierosado1777 3 жыл бұрын
Love yourself Shannon, you are a beautiful soul!! 🙏 PRAYERS GOING UP
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Prayers up 🙏
@kimberlyannesmith3450
@kimberlyannesmith3450 3 жыл бұрын
Omg this is so so sad 😭😭😭😭 sending lots of love hugs and prayers to everyone who is battling addiction, I'm a recovering alcoholic and drug addict myself and totally understand that it's literally hell on so many levels but definitely know that you are not alone and that you are all loved!! If you feel alone pick up the phone and I will give encouragement and cry with you and do what I can to help those who need help, God literally saved me from myself and I want to spread the love of God to those who feel lost, the sun will shine again keep your chin up and have faith in God 🙏😇💜
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@kimberlyannesmith3450
@kimberlyannesmith3450 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms I would love to be able to help you guys help these amazing people are going through tough times I'm doing some serious spring cleaning and I have tons of women's clothing books, magazines, shampoo's and conditioners and blankets please let me know if you want them, I would rather give them to those who really need them, thanks malcolm 🤗🦋
@terywetherlow5980
@terywetherlow5980 3 жыл бұрын
With God all things are possible.❤
@shellsoul429
@shellsoul429 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon, my heart n prayers are with you! Your a beautiful soul. You need to this for yourself, your children n your family! Baby steps one day lead to big steps..we are the AML family, theres a lot of love amongst all of us..I think I can speak for many, we are here for you! If you need anything let Mal know n he will let us all know..you stay strong..were all right behind you...much love n warm hugs from ohio...🌹💞✝🤗🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💞
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
🙌🙌🙌❤
@shellsoul429
@shellsoul429 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms ❤🤗✌🏻✝🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤🤗✝✌🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@ruthiemonroig1614
@ruthiemonroig1614 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon is a sweetheart..sending Prayers that she is successful in turning her life around and finds herself reunited with her family 🙏💞
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon, You would make a Wonderful Drug Counselor. Your experience can help save many many Lives! Please don’t give up!♥️
@RiseAboveWLove
@RiseAboveWLove 3 жыл бұрын
The intro’s are always incredible 👌🏼🙏❤️
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you ❤
@kristoyens1441
@kristoyens1441 3 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@JenDoe1
@JenDoe1 3 жыл бұрын
Aww Shannon - you are not defined by that man, don’t let that loser of a man define you! I know you can do this 🙏 I’m so glad you let her talk, Mal. She really needed someone to talk to. You’re a blessing for so many people. You’re in my prayers, Shannon. I have faith in you, I believe in you. ❤️🙏
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤ sending hugs
@_kimiadventures
@_kimiadventures 3 жыл бұрын
Wow she is so incredibly smart. There’s a lot of hope for her. I can see her getting clean and helping others.
@triple_gem_shining
@triple_gem_shining Жыл бұрын
Unfortunately she just passed away
@avadaily6378
@avadaily6378 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon .... this is Tony’s daughter Chelsea who had your daughter recently while you’ve been away. You know I’m in recovery and have been where you are. Your babies love you SO MUCH and we will help you in any way! You can do this Shannon. Carlee NEEDS you !!!!! Please reach out! Please take this ride to detox Shannon! You know we will get you there. YOU CAN DO THIS 💕
@phoebeb.332
@phoebeb.332 3 жыл бұрын
Wow. This would be an amazing opportunity for her perhaps. I hope someone can get word to her.
@KM-me6ev
@KM-me6ev 3 жыл бұрын
I hope she reaches out for your help 💕💚💕💚💕
@Sarah-qn4sw
@Sarah-qn4sw 3 жыл бұрын
Pain brings hope!! Shannon, it doesn't matter how many times you been to rehab, it is the safest place for you to start getting better. I look foward to seeing you(sometime in the near future) post a picture of you and carlee back together.. I was just on your fb page the other day bc I realized you had not posted.. And now see this😭😭 my heart breaks for you I know your pain. You need to start somewhere though. Make the right choice get help get your life and baby back!!
@SuzanneDeniseB
@SuzanneDeniseB 3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@avadaily6378
@avadaily6378 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon is in detox. My dad drove her in, and we haven’t heard from her to come get her. So I believe she’s doing the damn thing , y’all!
@kaylaaa317
@kaylaaa317 Жыл бұрын
Anytime I see you post someone passing away, I always try to watch their videos if it’s ones that I’ve missed and it just breaks my heart to see this face to hear this voice this story and know they didn’t make it out 💔 There’s a lot of good souls behind them addictions !!
@LoriJames1162
@LoriJames1162 Жыл бұрын
Shannon is my daughter, I’m heartbroken. Thank you for acknowledging her passing. I am still in disbelief and heart is in a billion pieces 😢💔
@joannagiuliano2239
@joannagiuliano2239 Жыл бұрын
Rest in peace sweet angel, you are missed ❤️💔😇
@LoriJames1162
@LoriJames1162 Жыл бұрын
❤️💔😢
@deborahnieling2315
@deborahnieling2315 3 жыл бұрын
What I love about this videos about this channel, All the Addicts get pulled out of the place of darkness and anonymity, to get their voice and story heard, and sometimes it really really helps them, we saw it here!!!! SO TO ALL OF YOU LOVELY PEOPLE OF KENSINGTON, DON'T GIVE UP ON YOURSELF!!! When you fail, don't give up, try again! It is not failure, it is a hard fight against Addiction!! But you CAN win! Love to all of you out there! 💜❤️😍🌺🌺🌺
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Love your perspective
@deborahnieling2315
@deborahnieling2315 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms Thank you! But I really feel that way! Nietzsche once said: A mistake only is a real mistake when you never correct it! And you Mal, reach these people, connect with them, bring them to us viewers, that is priceless! ❤️
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
@@deborahnieling2315 i am grateful 🙌
@Niko-pi3ks
@Niko-pi3ks 3 жыл бұрын
I’d be her friend. She’s cool. Real. I pray she gets back on track. I wish her sobriety and happiness.
@miketan8857
@miketan8857 3 жыл бұрын
good interview MAL Shannon you can do it were survivors We Out There
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤
@miketan8857
@miketan8857 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms of course
@voicesinyourhead4204
@voicesinyourhead4204 Жыл бұрын
New to the channel and I love the respect you show these people. RIP Shannon xxx
@AverageJoeShmo
@AverageJoeShmo 2 жыл бұрын
The interviews are very well done! You let people see the person under the addiction and can almost visualize then before the drugs. Simply by getting there background growing up and what caused them to go the path they did and then simply ending with questions to show that there like everyone else. Well done. Helps break down the barrier of looking at addiction one way with negativeness. Let's you see that can happen to anyone at anytime with one wrong decision and the power of addiction over people.
@melhay9969
@melhay9969 3 жыл бұрын
Mal, you have such an empathetic nature. You’re a true hero. The way you speak to everyone is truly beautiful. Keep doing what your doing 🙏🏾&❤️ Mel
@KM-me6ev
@KM-me6ev 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon Methadone or anything that keeps you off the streets, safe and with your kids is nothing to be ashamed of … you can get your life back 💕. We’re here to love and support you I hope you’ll ask for help when you’re ready 💕
@katmum6172
@katmum6172 3 жыл бұрын
Malcolm , you are a very gracious host. So polite. You put so much into your videos..the music is always on point. You are doing such an amazing job.God bless you
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks to the help of my wonderful audience members like you ❤
@msr305
@msr305 3 жыл бұрын
Mal, we are not the 'audience'! WE ARE THE AML Films FAMILY
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Perfectly said ❤❤❤❤
@kristoyens1441
@kristoyens1441 3 жыл бұрын
We out there!! ❤️🍀🙏💪
@terrifanning3444
@terrifanning3444 2 жыл бұрын
Mal, she seems like such a beautiful person. Thank you for being a light and caring for these people who society would discard.
@lynnforti246
@lynnforti246 3 жыл бұрын
Mal, you have come so far with your format , content,editing etc.. !!! Your doing amazing work ! Shannon, wish you , what you dream for.💓🙏💫
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Aww thank you. I appreciate you ❤
@tammycappelli7886
@tammycappelli7886 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon please do the right thing for yourself...you deserve everything good in life, treat yourself! Praying for you! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💙
@Mister-Reno
@Mister-Reno 3 жыл бұрын
my prayers out for you shannon 🙏🏾
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
🙏🙏🙏
@fernandapartridge5174
@fernandapartridge5174 3 жыл бұрын
Benzo withdrawal is no joke. This is a lovely woman. Really am rooting for her here.... she’s had a rough time, God bless her. ❤️
@michele21auntiem
@michele21auntiem 2 жыл бұрын
It is hard. I was put on one for anxiety disorder. Got myself off of them. But it is a big challenge. I had to taper down.
@jeepgirl9592
@jeepgirl9592 3 жыл бұрын
That uncontrollable weekend laugh is one of the greatest feelings on earth.🤗👍. You can get it all back, but u have to start with a few changes, one day at a time. I hope things work out for u and your daughter. I bet she misses you so fricken much.😇 and my b day is aug20, and yours is aug 21! I know birthdays are lonely when ur using, make sure ur getting sober before your birthday so u can spend it with your daughter
@jessicalund5190
@jessicalund5190 3 жыл бұрын
Beautiful words, this made me smile! Have a great day and mine is Aug 31st! That's a week of celebrating Shannon 🙏
@MoonChild-po9du
@MoonChild-po9du 3 жыл бұрын
Leo women are frickin warriors ♌ Big 💕
@AngelaEmmanuela
@AngelaEmmanuela 3 жыл бұрын
Sorry if I didn’t understand, but what do you mean by an uncontrollable weekend laugh? 😊
@jeepgirl9592
@jeepgirl9592 3 жыл бұрын
@@AngelaEmmanuela its when u spend ur whole week working and being serious, and u let loose on the weekend with your best friends and have a big ole uncontrollable weekend laugh, i hope u have had ur fair share of them.🤣🙌🏻🤗
@AngelaEmmanuela
@AngelaEmmanuela 3 жыл бұрын
@@jeepgirl9592 thank you for explaining, yes I know exactly what you are talking about. Currently I am dealing with a very big loss my fiancé passed away suddenly almost a month ago and it’s feels like forever ago that I have one of those laughs except right before he passed we got to celebrate my birthday and we officially got engaged so I’m happy that we were able to spend those moments before he passed. It’s been the hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through. I can’t even go into our apartment and I am moving out by June 20 and I still have not found a new place, not only that but my place of employment gave me time off to grieve and then “Fired“ me because I guess they don’t care about their employees so now I am a single mother with no income and since I’m cutting my resort I will not be getting my security deposit back. But I am putting it in God’s hands and I will trust that He will lead me through it. Again thanks for explaining it good great smile to my face I hope things are going well for you and God bless
@kayabriggs3821
@kayabriggs3821 3 жыл бұрын
Stop having babies in addiction 😩😢
@DetroitFettyghost
@DetroitFettyghost 3 жыл бұрын
It's Tragic beyond tradgedy.
@networkdude1332
@networkdude1332 9 ай бұрын
Don’t just stop having babies in addiction. Stop having babies if you don’t have your life in order And are in a good position to provide a good life for that child
@terywetherlow5980
@terywetherlow5980 3 жыл бұрын
I sure hope she climbs out of this mess soon.......seems like a great gal underneath all of this mess. I'll be rooting for you Shannon. Tee in New Mexico
@cherylguenther8920
@cherylguenther8920 3 жыл бұрын
Praying for you Shannon! Just hearing her speak, I believe she will accomplish sobriety. Beautiful woman in a dark place right now, keep fighting sweet girl, you speak what you know you need to do, release that demon and run towards the glory of God! Mal, you are amazing and you made an impact on her. I love the kind words she said about you and I hope that someday soon she can be a shining light to others, just as you are. ❤️
@daniellemarie6059
@daniellemarie6059 3 жыл бұрын
Almost at 100k Mal!! Don’t forget you promised us to share your story lol. I didn’t forget!!! Shannon you can get back into recovery ❤️❤️ I believe in you
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@Faithmadelegacy
@Faithmadelegacy 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story with is Shannon you're a beautiful soul... I'm praying for you and sending love ❤
@Leandatastic
@Leandatastic 3 жыл бұрын
Hi Shannon - sending love from Australia - well done Mal as ever - WE OUT THERE.
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 жыл бұрын
Malcolm’s Birthday is December 1st. I’m going to remember that Malcolm.♥️
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Aww thank you ❤ what's your birthday ?
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms June 12th.
@grammamarth6681
@grammamarth6681 3 жыл бұрын
Hey Shannon, sounds like you know what path you'd like to take... helping others? Now make that your goal. Sit and get specific about how and what exact capacity you'd like to do it, write down your steps to reach that goal and start out taking them. Don't get discouraged if there are stumbles along the way, keep at it anyway. It will turn all you've been through and done into a great advantage to you and help for others. You're meant for it and will be amazing and terrific at it! You got this! Praying for you!
@lacey977
@lacey977 3 жыл бұрын
The opening shot coming up through the grass was so cool. These keep getting better. I feel like I'm watching tv.
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you
@picilocarnal
@picilocarnal 3 жыл бұрын
I like your questions. They’re more impartial and unbiased than other interviewers.
@blackmonday738
@blackmonday738 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon yr eyes are the color money, sweet lady. Thank you both for yr Time Given to share.🕊
@epicplayz6522
@epicplayz6522 Жыл бұрын
RIP Shannon! Amazing video to leave a legacy for hope for others to stop the drugs. Your children are so loved and praying for them!
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 жыл бұрын
It’s never too late to turn your story around. It’s a fight but it’s a fight worth fighting. Please don’t ever give up!!! Reach out for help.♥️
@bridgettroup7946
@bridgettroup7946 3 жыл бұрын
Mal you are so immensely creative talented I mean come on!
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Aww i appreciate you ❤
@bridgettroup7946
@bridgettroup7946 3 жыл бұрын
U 2
@teresaharte1176
@teresaharte1176 3 жыл бұрын
Sending you love hugs and prayers Shannon from Ireland.
@angiy8381
@angiy8381 3 жыл бұрын
Awesome interview. Prayers to you Shannon. You can make the change Shannon. You got this Shannon
@SuzanneDeniseB
@SuzanneDeniseB 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon, i see the light of hope in your eyes. You can DO THIS! You are strong and smart. Sending love and hope your way. You deserve to be happy. Drugs are an equal opportunity destroyer. ❤❤❤
@gloriaerol7675
@gloriaerol7675 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon I know you can make it, your love for your children is very strong you can do this!! Praying for you to recover from this disease.
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon, You are a very Strong Person. A Warrior. You Can Do This. Please reach out for help. I’ll help you in any way that I can. I have detoxed cold turkey. I live in South Carolina. Reach out.💘
@bmarissa1399
@bmarissa1399 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon you have a beautiful soul! I can relate to the pain and anger we hold onto from abusive men. Please know you are better than that loser and have so much to offer. Your children miss you dearly....you are NOT better off without them. We will be praying for you girl! 😘🙏
@tresm1963
@tresm1963 3 жыл бұрын
Hola Mal, acabo de suscribirme a tu canal, soy de Argentina. Gracias por darles un espacio a todos ellos, donde los escuchas y les das la posibilidad de expresar sus historias, llore mucho escuchando la historia de Shannon pero me alegra que por lo general, cuando dan un mensaje al mundo, la mayoría siempre aconseja a que NO HAY QUE DROGARSE..eso es el mejor mensaje que ellos pueden dar y vos lo haces publico, SHOUT OUT TO MAL!!!
@jonblaze2634
@jonblaze2634 3 жыл бұрын
I live about an hr from kensington. Mal you are so inspirational. I would love to just follow you and help you do whatever you need and soak up your energy. Just talking to down and out people is sometimes enough to chamge the tide if life
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Teamwork makes the dream work
@nicoleshelly1225
@nicoleshelly1225 3 жыл бұрын
I live 25 minutes away from Kensington ayee
@KiTt3NcHaos
@KiTt3NcHaos 3 жыл бұрын
Love all your videos Mal and your soundtracks are always 🔥🔥!
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤
@trinabina4279
@trinabina4279 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you Mal 💖💜
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
i appreciate you ❤
@nicolleevenden4225
@nicolleevenden4225 2 жыл бұрын
As someone who has been raising another woman’s child for the last 11 years (my stepdaughter is 13 now) I can truly tell you your daughter is not better off with you. My daughters birth mom is and Has been in active addiction for her entire 13 years of life. She only ever had custody of her for the first 6months of her life. She has been coming in and out of her life for years now. Recently she contacted my daughter in December and that was the first time in almost 5 years. My husband and I went against our better judgment and allowed her to see her and it was only 2 visits for her to blow her off once again and disappeared since January now. It took almost 3 months to help our daughter cope with that abandonment yet again. So speaking from this side of things, I can honestly tell you don’t be in active addiction and try to mend that relationship with your daughter cuz it’s hell on the kids to go along this crazy roller coaster ride of addiction (which I can speak from experience we used to struggle really bad with crack for almost 4 years) but PLEASE get help for YOU and then reach out but don’t ever think your kid is better off without you.
@AverageJoeShmo
@AverageJoeShmo 2 жыл бұрын
She was a very good interview! Has alot of knowledge and experience getting sober. I feel she can get there and just not to give up. Those kids need her whether she feels so or not. Every child deserves to know the mother and who the real version of her is. You got this!
@christa7773
@christa7773 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon, I remember you from being in treatment together! I'm sorry to hear things aren't good right now but I also remember how kind, intelligent and strong you are. If anyone can turn it around, you can. Sending prayers for safety, recovery, and being with your kids again. 💛
@trinabina4279
@trinabina4279 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon you are so beautiful, honest, and kind.. You are strong!! You are worthy and you are loved 💖🙏
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Sending hugs ❤
@alzirapereira5046
@alzirapereira5046 3 жыл бұрын
Loved listening to her. I will keep her in my prayers. Hope she gets clean.
@shannonlynchtravers3635
@shannonlynchtravers3635 3 жыл бұрын
Praying for you Shannon I feel your pain. LOVE FROM SHANNON
@marydavis2695
@marydavis2695 2 жыл бұрын
Shannon, I look deeply into your eyes past the pain and trauma and I see and feel the immense strength your spirit holds ✨. SHANNON, YOU GOT THIS GURRRLLL 👍🏽!! Stop questioning it, You already know you can do it 💪 Love and Light to you your precious little girls and your family and friends too sweetie.
@melissarobbins03
@melissarobbins03 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon i have all the faith in you that you are going to be a fighter for your sobriety and your children, we will love you and pray for you and help you through this, stay positive and fight for your life girl. We got your back. You are a beautiful girl. #weoutthere 💯❤ 🙏
@laurenhill1394
@laurenhill1394 3 жыл бұрын
Mal - I love your page, I’ve been following since the beginning. I have loved an addict for years - the other side of addiction for the loved ones is just as ugly. Our stories would make for great content as well.
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
You're Absolutely right. Your story matters too ❤
@Dpurple28
@Dpurple28 2 жыл бұрын
You should make a storytime KZfaq video
@laurenhill1394
@laurenhill1394 2 жыл бұрын
@@Dpurple28 eh it’s not really something I’d be comfortable with, I’m camera shy lol and to be honest I wouldn’t even know where to start. In my comment I meant for other people to share their stories in an interview, to show all sides of addiction and the awful effect it has on the loved ones. I have let an addiction that is not even mine destroy me, and I know there are plenty of people out there who have done the same. Living their lives in constant panic and doing everything in their power to keep someone else alive. My sons father is sober now for 2 months, but i don’t think I will ever be able sit back and take a deep breath and think to myself “it’s finally over, everything is ok”. It’s a very difficult and traumatic way to live
@lukepeita6454
@lukepeita6454 3 жыл бұрын
You are a very articulate individual Shannon I have faith in you in that you will make it back stay strong God bless you ☮️ Amen 🙏
@stephaniedawson1377
@stephaniedawson1377 3 жыл бұрын
Turn it around today !!1 year from now imagine where you can be .. you can do it even if you have to be on suboxone for the rest of your life ..your soul will heal if you get back with your daughter..
@chichis4363
@chichis4363 3 жыл бұрын
You may feel like your children don’t need you but trust me, your children will always want you and love you and want the best for you to go home. There’s no place like home Shannon. Especially with your children love. Stay strong! Reach out anytime 💕❤️
@NicolemarreeJ
@NicolemarreeJ Жыл бұрын
RIP darling xx
@bjackson9846
@bjackson9846 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon love yourself deeper then no Man will Peace n blessing
@suezannemarie292
@suezannemarie292 3 жыл бұрын
Sending much love and peace your way ❤
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Sending hugs ❤
@kriskay7306
@kriskay7306 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon I can appreciate that you are hopeful that things will work out for the best. I just want you to really believe that you can move forward and make those necessary changes to get back with your kids. It took me a long time and I'm still repairing relationships and it's not an easy task. Patience is needed. We didn't get to the places we did in one day. You are worth more than you have given to yourself lately, maybe, but I'm no judge. Sending g some positive vibe ls and wishing some blessings for ya to come. Hope everyone is staying strong right now. Take care.
@LisaMarieLove1
@LisaMarieLove1 3 жыл бұрын
Sending prayers for you ! You can do it girl! 🙏
@suezannemarie292
@suezannemarie292 3 жыл бұрын
Malcom in the middle! I used to love that show yrs ago.
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@p.g.3419
@p.g.3419 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful testimony, precious document, keep it jealously, one day someone would like to see a mother whose last words were for her beloved children ...
@rosemarielemardy-athmann9244
@rosemarielemardy-athmann9244 2 жыл бұрын
She really could make a good counselor! Her statement about stop "loving how she thinks others do" its actually quite profound if she were able to articulate her words, she is very intelligent. My prayers for her recovery and timely rebound! Good luck Shannon! YOU CAN DO THIS
@moi-Lolita
@moi-Lolita 3 жыл бұрын
Greeting from Germany!! 🇩🇪 Like your Channel so much and I'm watching every Video.
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you. Germany We Out There ❤
@lisawolfe5371
@lisawolfe5371 3 жыл бұрын
Bless her ❤️ she speaks of her life with no feelings behind it. So numb. 😞
@robertmcewin8581
@robertmcewin8581 3 жыл бұрын
Shannon you break my heart, you are too beautiful and smart to be in your situation ,may God bless uou, just wish I could help you to overcome
@MsLisarose
@MsLisarose 3 жыл бұрын
God bless you Shannon 💞😊
@suzyweitzel9056
@suzyweitzel9056 3 жыл бұрын
AWWW thanks for sharing your story my sis, I have always worked very very hard, but by age 16 with a fake picture, I becasme a STRIPPER and then escort in Miami, and I graduated high school early, was on my own and boy did I bank that money, I never been homeless, because I worked in what we call " jack shacks' in Florida and they was all throughout our state for my teens and twenties, hated it, but I was hot and young and proud, but you can turn it all around, u will soon be blessed, I pray for u I pray for HUMANITY.... Bc them of is with a soul, we are different than the mostly useless humans, that are monsters, most of us ADDICTS, take karma a whole different way, bc we know hurt and pain, I love you girl, and tell the camera man to tell me how I can send u things
@trinaedwards1200
@trinaedwards1200 2 жыл бұрын
Miss Shannon i am praying for you 🙏 ❤. I pray that you get help before hurt. Keep fighting. You are worth a great life and you can have it.. Done allow this place to win.💝
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