How long do you think she has?

@@susanjacobs6461 I thought she was already living by the grace of God at this point so who knows!

😥😥

agree ..as a cardiac parent I see this a lot .. her hearts in trouble and her sats must be very low .

thats why i was livid when jeffree got up in the camera and cussed everyone out saying she absolutely does NOT have congested heart failure and that she does makeup and was dancing the previous night smh he isn't a doctor and his reasoning was moronic "heart failure isn't pretty look it up" yah well some of us know what the signs look like.. and yah it isn't pretty....i even said he is gonna eat those words...rich lux also by saying she is sitting up and talking so she is fine...these people and their enabling is actually terrifying and they are giving off ASPD vibes.. they say the internet needs to stfu..but actually they both need to stfu.. their weird lies and patronizing behavior is annoying and insulting...

Oh very much so!!

She literally looked like the skelington she has in her room. Her teeth look bigger and bigger as she disappears.

It's not just "for some reason" You have eyes to see & ears to hear. Predictive programming.... it has to be shown to us. It has to, our eyes, brain, energy, consciousness, etc are needed. Without it they are nothing, so they'll get it through the guise of "entertainment" if need be because they wouldn't have our attention otherwise. why I gave up the tv over 15 years ago & "movies" "tv shows" "video games" etc This (youtube) is a form I have to be careful with but no other social media platforms Trust your gut/intuition dear - you called it with hunger games edit:typos

Basically the same thing happening sadly

JS is DYSTOPIAN!!! His whole existence is DYSTOPIAN 😓

Let's hope he doesn't read this. We've already got Gwyneth s candle 😮

LMAO

*reads comment in chat* “jeffree’s new palette smells and looks like literal feces.” ew, that’s gross. *face shows disgust, sits back from phone* i-i know some of guys in chat are coming on here to say jeffree’s palette smells like…um…like “feces” or whatever but jeffree always makes the BEST *slaps knee* makeup palettes. honestly jeffree doesn’t deserve this, he’s literally such an amazing person. *gasps and puts hands to mouth* thank you genxrenegade for the galaxy! you just made this stream so much better haha *SHARP INHALE*

​@@bl0odtealmao😂😂😂😂

She sounds like another typical sellout

And it wasn't just her hand her entire shoulder looked discolored as well. It's so scary.

God, it was like a corpse touched her face, it didn't even look like her own body

She has to know how bad it is. Otherwise she wouldn't use the filters.

Not enough oxygen / food &water

100%!

Thank god none of them have kids.

The children aren’t dumb, they’re just children. It’s predatory practices that need to be banned on these platforms.

Damn u right

She sits on lives for hours.

That may be accurate. I can imagine her being driven around to "fun things" just for a few pics and videos, then immediately getting back in the car and going to the next one. All the beach videos have that vibe. Like they packed up and left the second the camera stopped rolling.

Um DUH. We been known this. She can't possibly have the energy to do multiple things a day

Too be honest lot of people do it because it saves time but for her its when she has the energy that makes sense

The first time I tried weed both smoking and edible it made my heart race so bad I literally had the worse panic attack of my life and had to dial 911 and I didn’t have an ED or by no means was underweight. This was just about 6 years ago. I haven’t touched it since so yes you’re right. It can cause increase in heart rate and that’s so scary to think about for her with an already weakened heart. Situation is just so sad

Exactly- and weed raises your blood pressure, which is why you shouldn't go to the dentist after hitting your pen a bunch of times. ....or so I'm told. By....other people

@@emigon11 It's just unwise without a doctor's consent.

@@PrettiPetty24 Exactly, it seemed like it was her first time if she didn't know it could make your eyes red, which means they had NO IDEA how her body would react. It could've gone really badly.

There is vast difference how sativa and indica react with the body.

100% Agree 👍.

Are you in the north east of the US? I'm in Pennsylvania and this weather is awful and I normally love rain. This rain/ice though for the last 24 hrs has been miserable along with the wind making it so much colder. I'm struggling to leave my bed this morning. My 8 yr old doesn't have school today and he would be in bed with me but he has level 3 Autism and I swear it gives him super human powers that keep him from getting cold lol. He also has ADHD so it's hard for him to sit still. He hates wearing clothes though and all summer in our house he's usually in his underwear. Even in the winter he refuses to keep clothes on at home. I have a long sleeved shirt on with a sweat shirt over it and thermal pants on with sweat pants over them. My house is 71 degrees so its not freezing in here but I just can't seem to get warm. There's my son though in his undies completely fine. He's sitting at my bedroom window too where it's more chilly watching cars drive by taking pictures of them (his favorite thing to do).

@@Xessa82north east here too and it’s been raining here non stop!

This made me feel better about myself

Me too...the phony life seems meaningless and empty

I’m so sorry for your loss. It must’ve been horrendous for you to have to watch her pass in that way. Eugenia can turn things around, but frankly, I don’t think she wants to.

It's possible Eugenia's been prescribed some type of pain med. Maybe not super strong ones like oxycontin as those could potentially kill her but maybe something like percocet? I can't imagine the chronic pain she would be dealing with on a daily basis without some type of relief.

It's the illness. She's not like this when she's not in such bad shape. The real Eugenia is gone. It's very sad.

​​i think she's always been narcissistic and manipulative, and now that Jeffree is pretending to be her friend, she's showing her true colors even more. She CHOOSES this. I don't feel bad for her at all. You reap what you sew.

I'm so sorry you went through that and you have my deepest sympathies. We went though something similar with my mum this year. She suffered a stroke, it was a ventricular hemmorage. She was in hospital about 7 weeks and just slowly went downhill until eventually she couldn't even talk anymore. Doctors took her feeding tube out and gave her morphine for her comfort and to assist the process. There's really nothing as awful as slowly watching the person you love slip away knowing there's nothing anyone can do.

Well said!

Agree...not amazing. There are many things in this world but a man, who wears more makeup than I do, with razor blade nails, obnoxious wigs, and dresses is not amazing. It's too bad Eugenia didn't get to see the moon, that is amazing. 1:21

​@mary-melissatyree4003 I couldn't agree more!! Maybe if Deb woulda let her see the moon she wouldn't be with these freaking people

A man in makeup is the least of her problems its his personality

He is a self-absorbed monster.

Like I don’t know guys. I’m confused. 🤣

It's really a cognitive distortion for her. Cutting her off would likely do the exact opposite and she'd just go full force into the direction she's already on. When you haven't adapted to society, being tossed into it is one the most brutal experiences ever. There's an endless rotation of people always telling you that you aren't like them, or the others. Even if you manage to get through this on top of healing, you likely have new mental health issues to deal with. Love, patience and honesty. Listening, checking in and not giving up especially when they already have can save a lot of lives. When you are dead on the inside, each hurdle against you suddenly looks like a blessing because it's a way out. Indirectly. If she doesn't want to help herself, she's not going to. None of us know her battle. We weren't there when she chose the slow dive path she's on. It's scary to watch but probably very awakening for many more.

​@@NativeVirgoNah, I agree with the OP.

She's needs to get away from that crazy momma. She ruined and hindered her development. She's better off away from Deb. I had a psycho mom that ruined me with abuse. The second I got away, my life got better. She'd have to relearn social skills like I did but she needs to get away from Deb

That's really not how eating disorders work, that's like saying "just eat" that doesn't work, nor will forcing her to "grow up" she's cognitively impaired, it isn't as simple as just being immature !

I think both can be true. If eugenia was forced out into the world and had to act like a normal 30 year old instead of the perpetual adolescence she seems to have chosen, that's the only situation that MIGHT make her change her behavior. She'd have to. It would be either sink or swim. She might choose to continue how she's been, or get worse- which, lets be fr, would just be speeding up the inevitable. But she might also be forced to reassess. For one, I think getting away from her childhood home (away from Deb's influence) would best for her mental health. Actually being an adult takes a lot more energy and effort than she spends currently, being forever 17. From personal experience, my ed improved alot when i moved into my own apt with my partner. Because once I was in charge- of my life, of my groceries, my cooking, my meals, my home, EVERYTHING- I felt more in control of my life and felt less like I needed to restrict and have that insane control over my eating and body image. Not like my experiences are universal lol. but tbh I think that Eugenias in a death spiral, and she's either going to die before she sees 40 or have a major health crisis and maybe be forced/persuaded into treaatment. But if shes forced into it again like last time, again it probaly won't take. I see actually changing her life is the only meaningful way to change her behavior.

The mom is a nightmare

I think Deb would’ve if they’d let Deb fly with them. I really do.

The only time deb parented correctly

And sick one.

@@mariahspapayashe might be a nightmare, but she is smart enough to put her foot down about Eugenia traveling with people that have no idea of how to act in an emergency, or could spot signs of health trouble. Even everyday people have health issues triggered by flights. It feels weird, but I’m on her mum’s side here. EC is not wholly independent (for better or for worse), she does need special treatment n some areas.

Do you still talk to your mom? Were you glad to get away? Mine put me through the ringer with abuse and was beating on me when I tried to leave. Its OK to cut ties.. That's why I want Eugenia away from Deb. She's ruining her. I'm actually glad mine is in a retirement home, doesn't know what day it is, and can't bug me anymore. If you don't talk to your mom, that's ok because of stuff they've done over the years

@@dollymae3383 we have a better relationship now that I don't live with her a. I think she realized how bad she was now, but never learned how to address tough issues maturely or how to apologize so now she's just trying her best to be nicer. I also realized she was a slave to her work and to my father and she had a crazy amount of emotional issues she was never able to address, so it's not like there was no Once I healed and found a partner and a family that loves me, I just didn't have the energy to hate her anymore. I now only feel pity for how miserable her life was and still is, but she could have easily made me exit early if I stayed with her much longer.

I'm happy for you girls💕

Has anyone reading this w/ a NM had any success w/ grey rocking or NC? 💛

This is a very interesting comment. I'm so glad to hear you got better. I agree with your last line and I have a weird fear of that for Eugenia - that Jeffree will lose interest in her and she will be crushed.

Right. I was surprised what she wore to the party. Maybe she didn’t want to look “better” than JS.

That was not on the day when the launch party was? She wore 2 different dresses on his birthday pary and the launch party at his store.

Insipid is my favorite word, and it fits so well here.❤

You’re absolutely right. It’s so mind-boggling. Yet.. we are here watching. I suppose it is better to watch through Jordy than actively watching their streams? That’s how I rationalize it to myself anyways hahah.

Like real-life Black Mirror!

​@@SamlovescornbreadYes. I don't have Tic Toc and have avoided watching anything with EC in it. Jordy's video just popped up on my KZfaq feed and I was shocked to see how much more skinnier EC has gotten from the last time I saw her on another YT commenters site.

We are definitely doomed.

"Friends".

Yep my 13 year old daughter is one of them

Wow. I’m sorry and yes I agree

yeah i've seen people on twitter idolize her (and say she is the 'ideal' in terms of body type) and i want to say so badly that their hair and teeth will fall out and their skin will turn a certain color and you'll look old but i doubt that will do anything so i shut up but there are too many people that look up to her and other girls who have extreme ED's because they don't look as bad on cameras and with filters as they likely do irl

I agree. It’s very deceiving. Even with the filter, you can see how sunken in her face is. Her bones protrude from her face now. People need to see what she actually looks like.

I was a young one that thought she was beautiful, and she is, well. Could be. Beside the point, I wanted to be skinny like she was because it was everything on social media, I stopped eating and everything, I now realize that she is NOT a beauty standard and it IS okay to be yourself no matter how u look. But it scares me that other young girls like me could do the same thing, think she’s our standards now that’s she’s #1 on TikTok, there’s young kids on there and some don’t know any better🤷‍♀️ like I once did. It freakin scares me.

What time is it? I'm getting bored...

​@@BestLifeMD46:56

@@invadrkatthank you so much! I just don’t have the patience or time to sit through the entire livestream so you are a lifesaver!

Thank you he talks too much untill he gets to the point .

​@@invadrkatThank you sooo much! I was just about to ask for the timestamp because God damn! I was going to give up with the irrelevant rambling.

I agree 100 bruh!!!!got all that cash and dude can't stop looking at himself and touching their hair,dudes delusional, rich and that cake looked aweful,warehouse aweful,cold,no live music,entertainment, dancing,just in that live camera looking at themselves, you're right if I was there I'd be like wt literal f,where's entertainment!????😮😮😮😮❤

Yes, definitely not what I would expect if I was told I'm going to a flamboyant millionaires party! I didn't fully realize until now. Like not even a fog machine?

This wasn't even a party even for rich ppl there was no entertainment or decorations just a room full of self obsessed ass kissers filming themselves begging for money smdh 🤦🏽‍♀️

​@@jacquelynsharp9354he already look and act creepy asf like he's a female or sum lmao he literally just used this as an opportunity to beg for more money how u be so rich & don't even use your money to enjoy life?? Just stream 24/7 to beg for more money I just-

But him having a party like that would require him to spend money. He doesn't spend money unless it's some type of investment. Even though he likes to show off the wealth, there is a method to the madness.

Yeah exactly. Keep in mind she is always in heavy makeup and looks like she has microbead extensions...

Maybe Jeffree is a help to her. Haven't seen Eugenia wear clothes with this much cover up to them since she started hanging out with him. That is a good thing!

I agree, he might be what she needs. He got her out of the house and away from Deb. Only that is a big step for her.

This is what I hope so much. Idk if it’s what I believe but it’s what I hope is happening when we can’t see. I know that he and I have WILDLY different morals but I hope our morals at least line up enough to at least see that Eugenia needs help and she trusts him enough he might be able to help her

I appreciate your willingness to have some different insight. But, could it also be that maybe he's using her platform to allure and win over his audience, keep him relevant, PR scandals, negate his mean bully reputation, and solely to line his pockets? Although, could it be too ..that he is just as lonely and used as the others?

I was so proud of her when I saw that she got stoned with him. I was like fucking finally she's doing something an almost 30 year old would do.

Eugenia standing like a wall flower who nobody wants to approach so really sad to see. 🤔😔

Blaming it on homeschool? She was bullied when she was in school, this girl was never normal

She went to connections academy the same online school as me. It’s super super easy to cheat

She probably has really bad brain fog too, so I think it must take a lot of energy for her to be "on" for days in this condition 😢

They’re all the same, just better at covering their vapid awkwardness with patois. They just have more social grease, Eugenia has sat in a room for years

that makes total sense

I don’t have an ED but have had body and food issues for a long time, for me when im at higher weights my safe clothes cover my body and when im at lower weights my safe clothes show it off, for me it was always about what made me look thinnest, e.g. I hated my stomach but you could see my collar bones so when I was struggling I’d wear baggy tops with wide necks that showed my collar bones. It may be that showing any bones or things people point out are skinny is a way of validating herself. I always needed to show the skinny parts and hide the rest so as I lost weight my clothes became a lot more revealing which would make sense for her too (I was never as skinny as her or wore clothes that revealing but like I would switch from baggy hoodies to crop tops)

Hope it gets better for you. You can beat this.

I think so, probably by now, its mostly extensions and not much of her own hair, its getting thinner and thinner, might be reason she throwing whats left of it over one shoulder, to try make it look thicker, its not working, and as for her hairline, om days. @@alaskapeach

wears it over one shoulder now, not enough hair for both, hairline receding also.

And that's likely WITH Extensions

21 year anorexic here. Yes, we do get exhausted, we do get weak and we don’t feel good. Unfortunately, the disorder eventually becomes so strong that the physical symptoms don’t matter anymore. Eventually your body begins to make decisions for you, like it or not, and then you have to be able to decide how badly you want to get better. It’s a constant battle. I wish you all the best and hope you have a full recovery!!!

At some point feeling like shit, hearing your stomach rumble, headaches, numbness.. you start to like it in a sick way. It’s like “punishment” for the way you look as fucked as that sounds. In my case especially I knew I shouldn’t be indulging in my disorder, and the physical side effects felt like what I deserved. Feeling your stomach rumble feels like a win in that state

⁠@@Peachyknn420that was incredibly well said! It’s messed up that our brains can do that but so true and you said it perfectly! I hope you can recover someday! 🙏🏾

The brain and body adjust to the calorie deficiency. Your stomach shrinks, your brain gives up sending signals that you're hungry. She may take daily vitamin supplements to help support her.

Once your body is starved enough, it starts to produce adrenaline. You won't go crazy energetic but it's enough to just live a normal, not really eventful life. That's how it was for me, at least.

💯🎯‼️

Absolutely agree!

He’s a good guy

I agree, better be out with Jeffrey than staying in her room

right? like maybe she'll realize that eating a little is worth it if it means she has the strength to fly out to see him and go to these events and things

I’m still sitting on the fence as to him gaining her trust then trying to help her. I change my mind daily at this point. You’re right tho, it’s got to be making her think…. If he said eat a burger, I think she’d eat a burger. ( I know she can’t right now but u know what I mean).

Pointless, her organs are all shutting down, there is no coming back.

LMFAO im dead

😂😂😂this right here🙌🏼🙌🏼

Not everyone gets the munchies. I never did when I "watered the plants" when I had disordered eating.

I'm so confused. Is watering the plants code for smoking weed lol? Why are we using such weird code phrases for it? Also I never got the munchies from it, I don't have disordered eating either just to clarify. It just made me super paranoid. My partner has his medical card and he definitely gets the munchies from it. I was encouraged to get my medical card due to severe social anxiety, generally anxiety, agoraphobia and other mental health disorders but weed just makes me feel worse. I've tried CBD and Delta 8 and that didn't make me as paranoid but also didn't do much to help me. Now my partner, he definitely gets the munchies.

Ha! That was clever, love it

😂

I'm so sorry this happened to you. I hope you and your daughter are doing better/ hope you can figure things out ❤❤❤

Same as a child my daughter had therapy and I made sure she got it. But as she became an adult she refused it and I couldn’t do anything about it. It was all anxiety related, she’s ok she’s moved out and has a fantastic partner but she isn’t living her full life over it all and it’s really soul destroying. You only want the best for them, but as they turn adults it’s out of your hands.

Jaxl with the galaxiesss lets goo❤

Let’s gooooooo 😅😂you guys are so funny!!

Let's gooooooooo❤️❤️❤️

You are AWESOME ....yaaaaaaaasssssssaaaa

@@BettySpaghetty2008 🤣🤣🤣 heart hands!!! 🫶

​@@AmyraBatyaBeing live on the internet is literally just her job. She can quit this job any time. I'm guessing (as a former anorexic) she hates comments that say she looks great! This can often lead the sufferers to "work harder" ie get thinner. Other than that, if she didn't have truth tellers ("haters") what the hell would she have to talk about?? Current events? Lol no.

@@JahJahbone I agree 👍🏼

I def think she's on the spectrum. That may have been the whole "Brats Doll" phase and homeschooling debacle where Deb wanted to be overprotective with her then she NEVER grew up.

I’m so sorry to hear that, I hope your child gets better soon ❤ and I agree with you about her mum, I think she’s just trying to make her happy in what she knows will be her last few years

I disagree about the mom...she actively encourages Eugenia's behavior. Filming her, being involved in videos, cussing out Jacklyn when she tried to commit Eugenia....very strange behavior imo.

I dont know you, but your situation feels similar of what ive experienced.. im very sorry, you are important and you shouldnt handle these types of things at all, you should be taken care of...❤

@@Dianechan1 thank you very much! It means so much to hear from others with similar experiences, sometimes I forget that it will get better but knowing people like you have made it through is comforting. Have a great day!!! And Thanksgiving 🦃

I’m so sorry you have to deal with that. I grew up with alcoholic/drug addict parents (one passed ones in prison) and I’m 24 now and a mom to my own daughter. Take care of yourself and your mental health, set some good goals for yourself and your future and do your best to stay focused on them 🩷

Take care of yourself, I’ll be thinking of you

Hey! Whatever you're going through, you're not alone in. You're still young; you're gonna get there. Much love

I agree, they're both manipulative. Deb is the parent and should pull back though. But I can't see it happening🤷🏼‍♀️

I wish my mom knew this. She doesn’t understand that a kid learns responsibility by being given responsibility. She was always the one who decided if we were “ready” for something solely based on how we acted and apparently thought, which you can see would never get us very far :/

I have 2 adult children 30 and 32 and there is no way I would be enabling this because I love them and would do anything, even if they never spoke to me again to help them live. That streaming wouldn't be happening in my house and I certainly wouldn't be following my daughter around taking upskirt shots for youtube. If that was my daughter I would be terrified and desperate. I know you can't force your kids to do what you want but you can control what you do and allow. Debs is a poor excuse of a mother.

@@AmyraBatya I have read the first bit, can't be bothered reading a novel. She absolutely DOES take upskirt shots, go look at videos from last Christmas. She also follows her around half naked in the middle of winter outdoors to make ridiculous dancing content. And lets get the facts right Debs had no choice but to get Eugenia treatment or she was going to be sectioned after the 5150, she also withdrew Eugenia early.

@@AmyraBatya Not lazy, just couldn't be bothered. If you can't get your facts right in the first sentence, not going to waste my time reading the rest.

I'm so sorry about your Mom. Much love to you. May you find peace 🕊️❤🙏

Omg yes!! Deb is like Gypsys mother

Society isn’t good enough for anyone to give up every vice. Every single person is using coping methods, because we need them to live in this shitty nightmare. It’s ok to have a few bad habits. 🤷🏽‍♀️ life is about balance and living as best as you’re able to. It’s not about being perfect. How could it be, in this imperfect world?

Psych wards also do a lot of irreversible damage.

@@creatrixZBD progress, not perfection, right? it's okay to have bad days and for us not to be perfect. we just try our best and try to maintain balance so that our bad habits or vices don't take over to the point of pushing the good things out of our lives. and when we do have those good days where we get to do fun things, we savor those. i think the above advice is solid though. engaging in hobbies, thins we like that bring us joy or fulfillment, that is important. and those things will be different for everyone. But life SHOULD include doing things we love and enjoy (so long as they're not harmful). but we definitely need our coping methods too, cuz like you said, life is hard. the fact is, not every day will be good. and we need to acknowledge that too. we need to be able to say, yeah, it's a bad day, and reach out for help if we need it, and still show ourselves compassion when things aren't going well. and if we're lucky and we learn/people teach us well, then our coping methods can be healthy instead of self destructive. but we definitely all need ways to cope sometimes. that's not weakness or imperfection, it's just being human

Plus body checking! Seeing if the clothes are looser or tighter on you than the day before.

Omg right on...... Weird to me ...

Anyone of them on screen wouldn't be my type of friend just saying

PARTY PEOPLE!!! 🍾🥧🍗🍠🍗🥧🍾

Happy thanksgiving!

@@thisolcowgirl 🫂❤️

"Wow we NEVER saw this coming! SEND ME A GALAXY TO HONOR EUGENIA" I can see it rn smdh

@@niamphdollieofficial EXACTLY THAT😭😭😭

Hadn't noticed - but now its all I see!!😂

I can’t get passed that 😂 I never noticed, but yea, I’ll forever see that now lol

That’s not being a manipulative person that’s having a mental illness that seriously altered your mind

@@dd4850 she’s definitely mentally ill, mental illness doesn’t stop someone being manipulative though.

The way she seems to always get her way to dress how she wants, despite having a conservative mother, and being online all the time and dressing in lingerie, despite the fact she is extremely skeletal, gives me all the signs that she is in control. And her behavior online to people, always trying to act innocent and sweet when they’re actually very mean, and I’m sure her mom has seen that. The way the mom looks away from Eugenia and kinda talks around her gives me the impression she’s trying to people please Eugenia. I say this because I used to be mean to my mom, because of some issues. This makes parents meek around their kids. And they’ll try to be more careful and “decent” around their kids to they don’t lose them. And seeing as how very sick Eugenia is, it’s not in Eugenia’s favor to leave the house. It’s not like her mom doesn’t want her to get help, she knows she can’t get her help because Eugenia is a liar and she can’t force a daughter like her to get help. The only reason she even did the recovery was because she had her hands tied by the internet and she needed to look good for her reputation. Or, tbh, cause Shane Dawson probably reached out to her and she realized that would help her. Like Eugenia said, it was all scripted.

Anorexics have lots of control. At my most manipulative, when my husband got our house forclosed, i actually told him, " fine. Thats another 15lbs gone". He did something awful but i hurt him by worrying. After that when he did something wrong, i would tell him how much weight i would lose. Gross, i know.

@@dd4850i think it can be both

to be fair it doesn’t make any sense to me either

I ALSO THINK THOSE THOUGHTS.🤔

Same here 😂

smoking weed lmao

Smoking weed

I have a history of relapsing the same disorder for over 30 yrs. Totally 👍 agree with you. I was sick...definately NOT a victim of parent, spouce etc. At 29 i was married with kids and was the family controller and organizer. 🙄No doubt. 😊

I love you too ❤

Plus she's a grown woman and 29 yrs old, legally there's only so much she can do and it amounts to pretty much nothing. In chronic cases, sometimes ppl have to choose btwn either having the person in their life or not, and part of having them in your life means adjusting your expectations from getting acute care to trying to maintain somewhat of a goal weight, enough to keep them out of the hospital.

@@RavingKats That's very true unfortunately

this disorder brought out the worst of myself honestly. i didn't wanted to be a manipulative, lying assh0le but i was qnd didn't realise then.

Yes, the House of Horrors. It was the 17 year old that finally escaped. They were interviewed on TV last year. Really twisted situation.

@@thisolcowgirl so sorry you went through all that. That wasn't right or fair. I had a violent, controlling, narcissistic mother who physically and psychologically a*used me well into my late 30s, once beating on me even as a married woman. I severed ties a few years ago, and still have trauma. Those types are really good at hiding their manipulation until they get caught. I got un-brainwashed finally, after living under her cult-like dominion for years. She was very convincing. Like Mother Grothel. Wouldn't let me have friends at age 18-19, and wouldn't let me date until I was almost 22, and even then I was under a heavy rule of thumb. I most likely have undiagnosed Autistic ADHD, so I suppose she took advantage of that, as she was well aware that crushing any amount of self esteem or personal identity was the way to control me. I guess crushing me physically wasn't enough. I endured in silence for decades until I found my voice close to age 40. I'm very protective of my family and personal energy now I've been nonstop educating myself on the psychology of Narcissistic Personality Disordered prototypes and a*usive parenting. I'm growing my hair as long as I can now just to stick it to her and for myself; I wasn't allowed to have long hair. Hey, have you heard Jodi Hildebrandt's niece Jesse's story? I relate. My mother was like Jodi and Ruby Franke combined in some instances. May justice be served to all the people who were kids and teens and young adults who have their unspoken stories of truth against these psychopathic monsters.

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Aw shit😂🎉.

Yeah she repeats same sentences OVER&OVER&OVER OMG KIL*ME ALREADY😢

She says nothing yet can still talk all day lmao it's so annoying I swear my brain starts hurting listening to her fake high pitched unnatural voice using the same words over and over.. ugh bruh

Her vocabulary reflects her shrinking circle. Oohing and aahing over tawdry products. I don't think she will make it through 2024.

Happy thanksgiving 🍁🦃🍽 !!

Agreed

Look what uses it..... Enough said... weirdos to me

I was on the same train of thought.. Those Chinese must think we're all like this.. stupid with no skills Idiots begging for money with their minions bobbing around in the background

Agree!

Eugenia has said before that she wont leave her mother because her mother has told her that if Eugenia leaves her , her(mom) health will go down. But i do agree with you in your waypoint

Genuine question: if this is the case, why do you think Eugenia hasn't just...moved out? She has enough money to live on her own

@@hannahp1108 I feel it was a fever dream but I swear years ago I saw videos of eugenia with her own place, I remember a paved brick driveway, it was in California near those trendy retro shops which is why she would make videos there for a while. I could be making this up from false memories but I feel I saw something like this.

@@snapplegu6100 I've heard that apparently she lived in LA briefly, like a year, and then moved back home, but that was before I was aware of her and I haven't seen any pictures or videos from that time. So it's just like...if she has the control, why do that?

Truly. I’m beyond caring about her personally. She’s made her own decisions. What I care about now are the thousands of young people literally calling her beautiful and striving to look just like her.

47:11 if you want the exact moment to view Eugenia with out a filter.

Doing the lords work. Thank you