I Am Living With A Fake Identity - Revealing Your Secrets Ep. 4
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Күн бұрынWelcome back to everyone except the person who killed their grandma! Just kidding all are welcome here. It’s episode four and we’re talking boyfriends that want to eat you alive, collecting corpses from the side of the road, and googling 200 of the greatest gay bars in the world. Plus, Alyx hears the craziest thing she’s maybe ever heard!!! Spoiler alert: that means it’s PRETTY PRETTY CRAZY. Amen.
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0:00 - Introduction
0:31 - Why I Roll My Eyes
4:17 - Voicemail Submissions
4:21 - My Roommate Caught Me Touching Myself
10:21 - Ad: Function of Beauty
12:19 - Ad: Manscaped
14:33 - I Killed My Grandma
17:52 - My Old Friend Is Into EATING PEOPLE
22:18 - Written Submissions
22:21 - I Caught My Dad Cheating With A Man
27:33 - Ad: Apostrophe
29:11 - Am I Polyamorous Or Not?
38: 18 - I Took Bones From A Lifeless Corpse
43:16 - My Ex Came Into A Page Of the Bible
44:38 - Going Public (I Am Living With A Fake Identity)
1:13:19 - Quasi-Confessions (Revealing Your Secrets on Chatroulette)
1:13:43 - I Peed My Pants At A Concert
1:16:01 - I Ate My Shoe
1:18:22 - I Drink My Period Blood
1:20:47 - I Have A Thing For Armpit Hair
1:23:20 - I Ate My Shoe… Again
1:25:46 - On The Hunt For Armpit Hair… Again
1:31:23 - Round of a Pause
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I Am Living With A Fake Identity - Revealing Your Secrets Ep. 4
• I Am Living With A Fak...
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@ayydubs 2 жыл бұрын
You’re only as sick as your secrets…so share them with me! Fill out the anonymous submission form HERE- forms.gle/xvNWvk4w84FxmcC48 Leave us a voicemail HERE- www.speakpipe.com/revealingyoursecrets
@sage9996 2 жыл бұрын
love you alyx :D
@devongenesis1625 Жыл бұрын
17:57 I know who that is. It’s very clearly Amy ordman! You should do a face to face with her and talk about it on your podcast or her podcast
@rachel-ig7yc 2 жыл бұрын
as a british person i can confirm we are all just uncomfortable all the time
@ayydubs 2 жыл бұрын
😄
@localfairy_1113 2 жыл бұрын
Ik
@macycollin-doyle7537 2 жыл бұрын
Based
@blackmoveimgaywidow2484 2 жыл бұрын
Yeaaaah we are
@beth__charlotte9008 2 жыл бұрын
Literally
@effiekeane5714 2 жыл бұрын
That second secret was... A lot to process... Something about the fact they were just able to admit it on voice note to thousands of people on a podcast, showing absolutely no remorse makes me feel extremely uncomfortable. I hope that was made up because listening to someone say those words, and admit that they killed their disabled grandma with no remorse makes me feel gross.
@starlined2351 2 жыл бұрын
Definitely made up
@leahwilson8982 2 жыл бұрын
@@starlined2351 I hope so 💀
@melissamoronta3390 Жыл бұрын
She deserves to go to jail and rot in hell.
@nglover934 2 жыл бұрын
i’m just still so confused on how he managed to get so deep into the fake life. why did it start and why did he keep going. he could’ve ended it at the beginning and passed it off as a funny joke. im completely in shock like that’s truly one of the most insane things i’ve heard.
@honeybear5792 2 жыл бұрын
He's probably done it in the past to cover things he's embarrassed about, or to save himself from conflict from a situation. I've never done it to this extent but I remember I used to lie about my uncle being my dad, the type of house I lived in, what I owned etc. I made up this whole persona and in the end I would forget lies I told and quickly remember and catch myself when someone brought them up. It ended up being all for nothing because my friends never talked about my personal life or gave much interest in it, because my personal life wasn't what connected us, my personality was. I could be 100% wrong about the dude who confessed, but me constantly making up personas to be accepted has caused me to lie about things that legit don't even matter.
@kaileecannady 2 жыл бұрын
I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING. I think because he was running from his old life it was easier to throw away his old identity with it and just reinvent himself completely.
@anjalik4628 2 жыл бұрын
Same and honestly, even tho he wanted to start a new life I think he should give a general explanation about why he moved and stuff and then if his new friends have a problem and don’t accept that it wasn’t his intentions then they aren’t really his friends imo
@jaydenicholofficial 2 жыл бұрын
i feel like this is smth that maybe bpd or something else would trigger
@aamu7169 2 жыл бұрын
It’s hard to stop when you start. Sometimes you want to be something else, have something you don’t have and it feels good. You keep going for just ”a little bit more” and it gets harder and harder and harder. Even if it’s a small lie, it can be super hard to confess to lying, since in that moment it’s usually easier to keep on lying. This is coming from someone who struggles with compulsive lying. Not proud of it and I’m working on myself all the time, but that’s how it is
@CherylMcMinorrr 2 жыл бұрын
The guy who walked into the room when she was saying she doesn’t see a penis 😂😂😂
@ayydubs 2 жыл бұрын
LOL. I KNOW 💀
@TheNoiseySpectator 2 жыл бұрын
@@ayydubs Who was that guy, who came through the booth while she was searching up gay bars named "Penis"?
@CarsonLovesYou12 2 жыл бұрын
The fact that these people come on here and actually admit to murder… and get away with it? What? 😳 Edited to add, I wonder what Alyx is writing down in her notebook during the going public segment. 😂
@mauryguzman3100 2 жыл бұрын
lmao i like to imagine she’s writin lil notes that she thinks a therapist would jot down
@chloelee6180 2 жыл бұрын
I was so surprised like an actual fucking confession 😭
@alexia3552 2 жыл бұрын
I really hope Alyx is sending the voice notes to the FBI, like...
@antnmu Жыл бұрын
i think she is just writing notes on what points she wants to talk about / address so she doesn't forget.
@Zoe_LaRynn 2 жыл бұрын
If I had a nickel for every smothering a grandma with a pillow secret submitted…
@amirrhodesve791 2 жыл бұрын
The lack of empathy, remorse and regret makes me think she could EASILY do it to someone else more aware and younger. Just sayin
@ofpine 2 жыл бұрын
@@amirrhodesve791 ikr, disturbing af
@AB-ux5sm 2 жыл бұрын
atp it kinda sounds like some people are just making it up...
@madziin 2 жыл бұрын
I’d have 2 nickels which is not a lot but it’s weird that it’s happen twice right
@Zoe_LaRynn 2 жыл бұрын
@@madziin thank you, I was waiting for someone to reply with this lol!!
@kelseahinze1705 2 жыл бұрын
can people please stop murdering their grandparents 😭😭😭😭
@jakeywakeyeggsandbakey 2 жыл бұрын
💀💀 that fact that it has to be said
@nugget3680 Жыл бұрын
They sound pretty young and extremely immature she needs mental help
@M4R1ESSUBS Жыл бұрын
Ong
@xxrazorbladeloverxx Жыл бұрын
No
@KarineElsa16 2 жыл бұрын
Um... the story about the grandma... This is murder and though she was sick, it doesn't mean she deserved a horrible, scary and painful death. Her saying she was ''disabled'' and ''crying all day'' and no one wanted is heartbreaking... Of course she was crying all day, she is struggling to live a normal life and no one wants to help her navigate that. I feel so sad for her that her own family did not want to help and ultimately went as far as causing her death... And the person who did this needs therapy. This is not normal.
@carly1954 2 жыл бұрын
If I was that guy who’s pretending to be Scandinavian, I’d admit it to my new friends but I’d tell them that it was because of my ex and that’s why I moved country and I was so scared of her stalking me that I had to basically start again to prevent her finding me but now that it’s been a year I think I feel more safe ??? Honestly it’s a tricky one lmao
@brizilypuff 2 жыл бұрын
YES THIS HE NEEDS TO DO THIS
@not0ka955 2 жыл бұрын
i feel like if the friend(s) who dont get the imposter Scandinavian and leave them, then i think that they arent exactly true friends!
@tara_madigan 2 жыл бұрын
Thisss!!
@Playlist1250 2 жыл бұрын
@@not0ka955 Would you stay friends with someone who lied about everything tho?
@bunnycrofts8127 2 жыл бұрын
Lies beget more lies. I agree with the commenter above me.
@sadiaislam0023 2 жыл бұрын
She’s rly spoiling us with these vids
@Andre69626 2 жыл бұрын
The pillow confession?!? Did the person who submitted that years ago come on here again to repeat their secret or is this another murder case of killing an elderly?!?! 😂
@emmmuhhhleeee 2 жыл бұрын
The Australian girl who called in was hilarious LOL
@ayvon1111 2 жыл бұрын
That second secret made me so sad her grandmother went there to find a safe haven what must she have thought in her final moments
@mels7443 2 жыл бұрын
I know. That poor woman… I wish the family would have tried to make her feel better. Given her something to do with her hands and spend her time on. Like clay to make things with. Lino print stuff is pretty cheap, so she could carve pictures or words or whatever she wants. I wish they would’ve gotten a little alarm clock radio and turned it up enough that she could feel the vibrations against her leg or something while she made stuff. Off the top of my head in less than a minute I thought of those things. I’m sure there are way better ideas and lots of ways they could’ve helped her and maybe made her less sad so she wouldn’t have been crying all the time. What an awful way to go..
@gabriella7140 2 жыл бұрын
she must have been so scared and confused, not being able to hear and see and all
@moabbi6440 2 жыл бұрын
my dad cheated on my mum 20 years ago with a man, she found them and they divorced basically immediately, my mum tried to take her own life and now here we are 20 years later with my mum on her 3rd marriage, 3 kids and an alcohol problem and my dad is living his best life with his longterm partner 😭 my mum and dad don't talk to each other at all after a huge argument last year and they have to sit with each other at my graduation in 2 months 💀
@theodoram.6119 2 жыл бұрын
That’s why cheating is not ok no matter what! I do enjoy Alyx and most of the stuff she makes but cheating is still cheating and hurting someone that doesn’t deserve it. Also, good luck on you graduation and congrats for finishing school/uni!
@alexismay470 2 жыл бұрын
why does it sound like you support your dad cheating :(
@moabbi6440 2 жыл бұрын
@@alexismay470 I don't support cheating generally but him realising his sexuality was so important for the rest of his life :)) I worded it in a happier tone because my mum is abusive and I don't get on with her
@sydney5463 2 жыл бұрын
Honestly I feel like with the double life secret like if someone told me they had done that I would be shocked, but I would get it. I feel like they might understand if you told the full story, especially because you emphasize so much how you don’t want to hurt them or make them feel dumb and how you’ve been lying so much BECAUSE these new relationships mean so much to you🤷♀️
@emilyjane9901 2 жыл бұрын
That guy's double life story reminds me of my daughter's bio mom ! She pretended to be british for the first 3 months of her relationship with her (now ex) husband. She was all in. He caught her one day and she just was like "yep i was lying and idk why. Didnt think we'd get this serious." But he did still marry her later on 😂😂😂
@leoefford99 2 жыл бұрын
I genuinely love how honest and personal alyx gets on this podcast. She has no obligation to share her own experience and narrative but she does and im sure it helps so many people
@indigoriver5409 2 жыл бұрын
holy shit alyx you’ve just described what i have experienced my entire life. i literally have tourtettic ocd and ive been looking for an explanation my entire life lmfao. it’s like this weird burning or tensing sensation that makes me NEED to do something, i have the eyerolling thing too.
@mmalove98 2 жыл бұрын
You should talk to your doctor about it cuz lots of other neurological problems can cause tics, good luck and I’m glad you found an explanation!
@xaricosplay 2 жыл бұрын
same i thought i just had a couple tics but her saying that just like opened my eyes lol it’s like a sensation that forces me to do something and then do it again in another way “balance “ it it’s hard to explain
@TheLoonyLovebad1 2 жыл бұрын
@@xaricosplay YES!!! I have found my people
@emilyflood5041 2 жыл бұрын
I've always wondered what that feels like. Is it like when someone tickles you and you have to recoil or like a really terrible itch?
@sarahdelaneyy 2 жыл бұрын
@@emilyflood5041 like a terrible itch for sure. It’s like you don’t need to scratch it but your brain tells you to so you just do it. I used to have to blink really hard every once and a while just to kind of “reset” in a way if that makes sense.
@jennycarl3939 2 жыл бұрын
AOH- “Vegan, cruelty free YOLO” had me laughing
@natalieisanerd 2 жыл бұрын
The first guy on Omegle was so wholesome in his response. We must protect him at all costs. Also the guy who said “in my house” as a response to Alyx asking where he lived 🤣🤣
@insane_cookie 2 жыл бұрын
She's on chat roulette not omegle 😂😂
@natalieisanerd 2 жыл бұрын
@@insane_cookie ok?? they’re basically the same thing.
@Sam_win58 2 жыл бұрын
Every Thursday you release these just in time for my hr lunch break and it ALWAYS makes my day better
@XtremelyGay 2 жыл бұрын
Ok but like now they CANT change the time of release for these videos✨
@sarahdelaneyy 2 жыл бұрын
I’ve always wanted to reinvent myself like the British Scandinavian guy did. I used to dream about going to college and pretending to be British and creating a whole new persona. When I went to college I didn’t end up doing it and hearing his story, I’m glad I didn’t. That sounds like too much mental work for me
@grogill 2 жыл бұрын
I feel like the person who killed their grandma would get so mad at their baby if they had one and would end up suffocating that poor kid cuz all the kid did was cry 💀
@amyavila2749 2 жыл бұрын
23:23 he walked in at a beautiful moment…
@TheNoiseySpectator 2 жыл бұрын
I wonder who that is.
@sophia-de1ds Жыл бұрын
that “i murdered my grandma” story was literally almost the exact same story from a few years ago in a reading your secrets video
@cricketandgraham8644 9 ай бұрын
That's what I thought too. The details seem kinda different though, so maybe not.
@matt-chew-of-steel 2 жыл бұрын
The peeing in the pants at a concert secret is hilarious. The whole interaction just had me cracking me up!!
@mikaylakindler7062 2 жыл бұрын
Opossum and possums are actually two separate animals (both marsupials tho) !!!the opossum I believe you two were talking about is the Virginia opossum which can be found in the Americas and some people do sometimes refer to them as “possums”. But there’s also actual possums (and several different species of them!!) that can be found in Australia and Oceania :)) Not that it really matters that much, but I thought Id mention it in case anyone else was interested lol
@13._.1 2 жыл бұрын
Hi Alyx! You have been one of my favorite KZfaqrs since 2018 and I have OCD and Tourette’s. They’re not related but it’s so amazing to see a creator I look up to so much like me. Keep up the good work! Love you alyx
@Katiegirl2603 2 жыл бұрын
im more of a night time person
@elmoismybf 2 жыл бұрын
Brave for you to say it🤣
@mondler107 2 жыл бұрын
I'm about halfway through the episode but I just have to say these episodes mean so much to me. I have SO much feedback and response to everything that it's honestly too much for me to type, but just know I really appreciate you as a human, the way you speak to people and speak about things, makes me feel really validated, safe, understood etc. The way you discuss topics is extremely thoughtful and intuitive and meaningful and open and genuine. I wish I had people around me like this in my real life. I need a person like you to encourage me and support me and lift me up in being able to be myself and work on myself and f*ck anyone who holds me back. I just appreciate you a lot is what I'm tryna say!! Thank you Alyx!! ❤️ PS. In your video awhile back where you photoshopped your fans photos, I was the girl in the picture with my nephew, and you put money in my mouth because I was wearing a Vegas shirt and you put a trophy in my nephew's mouth for being so cute 🤣 I was sooo excited when you posted that and it forever be appreciated and bring me a lot of happiness and joy 😍
@arianavail 2 жыл бұрын
It’s a nighttime activity unless a partner is involved - then anytime is fair game
@roo7667 2 жыл бұрын
Hey alyx! im super early but im so glad you changed to a podcast because its so much more interesting! most importantly, you seem to like it a lot! i wish you the best as this podcast grows. :)
@paigecarlson8782 2 жыл бұрын
that first chatroulette interaction was surprisingly wholesome 🥲
@JustAnzia 2 жыл бұрын
I feel like I can help this pretending to be Scandinavian guy actually pass as a Scandinavian, as a Scandinavian myself I think it’s durable
@animalsandiphones 2 жыл бұрын
People just want that Viking blood
@jodoodlyboi2963 2 жыл бұрын
I’m also Scandinavian lol
@cherriesinsoda 2 жыл бұрын
your transparency when talking about non monogamy was great and could definitely help people realise that it’s not a weird or gross feeling, it can be quite normal and should be de stigmatised. it sucks but i feel like there hasn’t been much of an improvement on the views of non monagamy in the public eye, or even with most locals. so i applaud you for being open with your struggles with it and making it known that it is okay
@elsalanchester8495 2 жыл бұрын
I have never heard of someone else with the double identity thing going on. I am going through literally the EXACT same thing, it all started as a stupid joke and now I'm fluent in a whole other language and have mastered even the slang, geography, films, music, culture, you name it, of the nationality of my alter ego. I almost cried hearing his worries and struggles, I thought I was the only dummy out there that made such a huge mistake.
@Ilikechickenuggets22 2 жыл бұрын
hey if you gotta cry let it out! you are not a dummy. if you can recognize its a mistake and be aware you want some sort of change, it will not be easy, but you can do it. i hope you know you are not dumb and can find peace within
@elsalanchester8495 2 жыл бұрын
@@Ilikechickenuggets22 Thank you! first of all, I already was learning the language before i started my lie, which just encouraged me to learn more, luckily I've moved away from telling those lies and living a doube life, but am now learning a third language and have found it something I truly enjoy doing. I never want to be caught in that situation again, but am grateful for the lesson because now studying language and other cultures is a hobby of mine.
@Gafafsg 2 жыл бұрын
HOLY SHIT TOCD? TOCD OH MY GOD THATS A THING ? ALYX I DO THAT TOO I didn’t even think that’s what it was but I do the eye rolling thing too I should’ve assumed 😭
@Chris_xo 2 жыл бұрын
Here's my not so anonymous secret: My life is slowly falling apart
@mondler107 2 жыл бұрын
LMAO SAME. sending hugs though 😭
@user-du2tz3pi8m 2 жыл бұрын
Same except I have a very obvious bad day when I eat more than like 900 calories. Like I don’t know but my day just coincidently goes bad when I eat more than that set
@gracie0508 2 жыл бұрын
@@user-du2tz3pi8m we are absolutely in the same boat-
@tjgray191 2 жыл бұрын
@@user-du2tz3pi8m thats not healthy, you need more than that to live. ed's are so dangerous dude please get help
@emrysmoon9192 2 жыл бұрын
I loved hearing you talk about your views and curiosities surrounding ENM! I found the aspect of compulsory monogamy (and also comp-het cough cough) to be very true for my experience as well and so suffocating! It can be hard to imagine having a happy and fulfilling relationship outside of monogamy when you've only been shown that route and made to believe it's the only option. Finally choosing to step outside of that comfort zone allowed me to explore a whole new world of what it means to be in consensual, caring, respectful and honest relationships with other humans. Anyways, thank you again for speaking about this and I hope everyone gets to discover and explore what style of relationship works best for them💗
@lecookiemonster2939 2 жыл бұрын
“alright let’s get into the voicemails” ad: *MMMMMM* that is some responsible bacon 😏
@Looselimbsmcgee 2 жыл бұрын
Another take on poly thoughts:- I grew up in a household of two broken parents coming from horrible childhoods that had a broken marriage. It hurt me a lot growing up. So going into my first serious relationship (not my first relationship, but first deep one) I thought my partner was amazing, that love didn't get better than that. So I was very upset when I'd fantasize about other people. After I broke it off, bc I began to realize that if that was what love was I didn't want it, I realized what we had wasn't a healthy love. It was a bad relationship, but I didn't know bc it was still "better' than what I had with my parents. Now later in life, with a healthy relationship, with a good partner, I don't fantasize about others, I'm very happy being monogamous. I realize this isn't a truth for many feeling this way about relationships, but I wanted to share my experience Edit: I realize "fantasize" sounds only sexual. I wanted to clarify my thoughts weren't just sexual, I would fantasize about every part of a relationship but with others. Dates, deep talks, meeting family, etc.
@bythewayitscocop4786 2 жыл бұрын
How to solve the problem tell them you went deep under cover to hide from a dangerous person almost like a movie plot but, honestly its mostly true you did do it too escape your ex and plus it allows you to keep the accent if you please or get rid of it if you want and you could just reintroduce yourself as the real you, if it were me I wouldn't be mad if you told me the truth just me though
@jaydenicholofficial 2 жыл бұрын
i was thinking that too
@starlined2351 2 жыл бұрын
The fake identity one, is genuinely the most fascinating secret on this channel. I’m invested
@Whateverable111 2 жыл бұрын
32:22 this convo about monogamy was so relatable and well said oof thank you
@lisa.66 2 жыл бұрын
I was just watching a true crime documentary where these women killed their dad by putting a pillow over his face and they got away with it until later when they confessed it to a friend and the friend went to the police. The women obviously went to jail. People, just because someone is old doesn't mean you can murder them...I wonder what Alex's reaction would have been if that person used a different excuse, like that they murdered someone because they were mentally disabled and never talked and were a burden to people...all of the sudden its not so funny...
@noahrouble7608 2 жыл бұрын
Listening to the fake identity story I was literally thinking "I think this is the craziest thing i've ever heard" and then you said that like ten seconds later!!
@erinisabella576 2 жыл бұрын
the fake identity guy seemed like a really lovely guy and i think he really just dug a really deep hole. the fact that he would want to go back to his dangerous last life than hurt anyone of his friends really says something about his personality. i think he needs to come clean and explain his past and that he needed to get away, i think his friends would be shocked and need some space but if he really explained what happened they might get over it but if it’s goes south he could just move again.
@Bellabo0p 2 жыл бұрын
To the guy living the double life… probably the best way to get out of that pickle (while not hurting others) is probably another white lie. Which is still not the best (morally) but….tell others you were trying to get away from your ex and make sure they couldnt find you, so you tried to develop a whole other persona, and it got a little too far.
@my.beautiful.kryptonite9829 2 жыл бұрын
I mean, if you think about it..he put himself into his own kind of "witness protection program" when he completely changed everything about himself
@Cobaltoad 2 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU FOR ENLIGHTENING ME TO TOURETTIC OCD HOLY SHIT. i got dx with OCD as a young teenager and had no idea that the tic-esqe things could have something to do with it. THANK YOU
@L0f206 2 жыл бұрын
Lmao for me its like any time of day ( or night) works for me as long as i dont have anything else i have to do 😂
@benballs7621 2 жыл бұрын
people that search up gore videos should be treated the same as people that search up child porn in my opinion. because even though they haven’t done anything they still have the urge and potentially the capability to do these awful things, which is the same principle with pedophiles
@paigerinker7384 2 жыл бұрын
I don't necessarily disagree. But, to play devil's advocate, one of the reasons for imprisoning people for looking at child porn is that real children are being harmed in the making of that. I am assuming that no one was actually murdered in the gore he was watching (but if so, then there's definitely a problem...)
@angelinay0520 2 жыл бұрын
@@paigerinker7384 there are real gore videos out there - ive seen alot on reddit .. its real deaths but theyre natural and just so happen to be caught on camera . child porn is a whole trafficking ring and just wrong doings all around
@spookyboopers 2 жыл бұрын
in my own personal experience as someone who used to watch gore; it was never really an “urge” to kill people like this dude. it was more so of a shitty coping mechanism where i imagined it was myself and/or trying to desensitize myself to death due to the amount of death i had been surrounded by. but yeah no that guy is horrible, there’s fetishes that are extreme and there’s morbid curiosity but that guy is genuinely so concerning.
@osirisaxe 2 жыл бұрын
Um no.
@tyraalleyne4975 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah no… For the most part most people that see gore videos are using it as a way to scare themselves and kind of push their limits in that boundary. It’s really just a mix of curiosity and liking the feeling of to be thrilled. So many people see and enjoy legal gore every day a.k.a. horror movies. Many horror films depict hyper realistic shots of death/murder. but you wouldn’t say that someone who is really into horror has the capability to mirror what they are watching. You can’t really say the same for CP though as the only way to see anything remotely close to that is literal CP.
@alexia3552 2 жыл бұрын
I am so fascinated about the fake identity story. I really would love to hear an interview between him and a psychologist. I wonder if it felt easier to be "someone else" in the new life because then if they rejected him, they weren't really rejecting "him," they were rejecting the other identity? So maybe there's an underlying fear of rejection in there? And if that's something he's dealing with, I can understand how the thought of pulling the curtain away for the people in his new life would feel extra terrifying. I hope that he's able to speak to a therapist about it, and I don't mean with the intent to make him confess to his friends or change or anything, but to process the stress of going on like this, process any latent fears or past hurts that may be plaguing him and/or that drove him to this, and I'm sure it would feel immensely relieving to be able to speak to someone regularly who knows both sides of you.
@alexia3552 2 жыл бұрын
I genuinely want to be his friend too lol. I hope he can come back on the show in the future
@uhsalt6388 Жыл бұрын
Coming from an ex-bone collector, taking animal bones from an already dead animal (assuming it’s roadkill or died of natural causes) is the most ethical way to collect bones
@claraestes7232 2 жыл бұрын
I've been in a poly relationship for a long time now, ironic as my mother is a paster so you can assume how pleased she is with me, but my partners and I have rules that are kept and honored so that we keep a healthy communication open, of course sometimes we all get jealous but talking about it and honoring each other's boundaries and opinions are what help keep the relationship extremely healthy.
@eirhg97136 2 жыл бұрын
THIS IS MY HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY I LUV U AYYDUBSSS BEST PODCAST EVERRRRR
@milster999 Жыл бұрын
I have to admit it, I’m actually a bit of a morning gal but then I’m also a bit of an “anytime of the day” gal too 😭🤣
@billiemoon 2 жыл бұрын
both. at all times, depends on the day, never more then 2 times a day tho. depends on my mood at the time and my schedule
@guisellelanfran 2 жыл бұрын
The only thing I do is wait for this podcast, literally yours is the only podcast I listed to, and I fkn love itttt 😍🥰💖✨✨
@starbaby2734 2 жыл бұрын
i love this new podcast so much 😭
@ashleywilliams4665 2 жыл бұрын
Not to stress them out, but I feel like if I knew someone who changed their name, or someone who just recently moved to my country from Scandinavia, I’d be questioning them real quick…especially if all the details added up lol
@PbCelery 2 жыл бұрын
This podcast is genuinely phenomenal 🙌
@solivagant6715 2 жыл бұрын
been contemplating putting my pronouns in my instagram bio and just coming out to everyone completely, since im in this sort of like half-in half-out stage of my indentity, and when you said "that thing youre thinking of right now" i literally had the dumbest look on my face. theres no concidences, so here i go.
@aspiringtentacle 2 жыл бұрын
The minute I turn 65 I'm getting rid of all my damn pillows
@ayydubs 2 жыл бұрын
🙃🥲
@michellefishhead 2 жыл бұрын
LMAO
@mondler107 2 жыл бұрын
Wooohooo just got home after a stressful day, anxiety is high, took an edible and about to listen to my fav podcast 😌❤️ thank you as always Alyx!!!
@lilyhelena3351 2 жыл бұрын
alex!! I love the new podcast for secret submissions. I have been watching your videos for years and loved how lighthearted you always kept it but listening to your podcast feels so much more real and getting to know you more makes me even more of a fan!!
@buttons256 2 жыл бұрын
I’m not even kidding that guy with the new identity sounds exactly like my ex who moved country last year and blocked me and he’s close with his mum and sister too and plays games online with his friends 😂😭😭 really hope it’s not him and if it is I swear I’m not the ex he was escaping it must have been a different one 😂 (nvm it’s not him)
@destinytheshorty2086 2 жыл бұрын
Best podcast to smoke up to!
@laismoura6625 2 жыл бұрын
yayyy I took a while to listen to the last one (finished yesterday) so I am pretty happy to "receive" this one day later hahah
@Leporidaez 2 жыл бұрын
very happy about the polyamory and non monogamy talk!! makes me very happy as a polyam / non mono person!!
@soup8900 2 жыл бұрын
I just finished the last episode so this is perfect 🥰🥰
@roniburkman241 2 жыл бұрын
I’m not technically practicing non-monogamy but i am seeing different people at the moment and i have feelings for all of them but i have different relationships with each of them. I’m so happy and I’m possibly even in love with one of them. it’s crazy but I’ve never been more satisfied in my dating life
@roniburkman241 2 жыл бұрын
well i guess intentionally practicing cause i didn’t go into it thinking i would like all of them
@BrookeKatherine. 2 жыл бұрын
Do they also know about you seeing other people? :)
@roniburkman241 2 жыл бұрын
@@BrookeKatherine. i told them that i was also seeing other people but that i wasn’t looking for anything serious. so they all just seem fine with it but i haven’t had a proper conversation
@soraya-3530 2 жыл бұрын
i cant get over the full on murder confession like w her voice and all😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@alfie3910 2 жыл бұрын
THE AUSTRALIAN PERSON KILLED ME AHDHSIDKJAHGKJSF
@sage9996 2 жыл бұрын
i love this podcast so much, my new addiction
@dinaaida7991 2 жыл бұрын
"i dont like my neighbors, sometimes i eat their mail" LMFAO
@lisa.66 2 жыл бұрын
Being attracted to other people while in a relationship doesn't necessarily mean you want to be polyamorous, its actually completly normal and happens to literally everyone. Lol
@ceceliaellis863 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly I wonder how many people thinks that
@missmidn1ght Жыл бұрын
True, but that isn't the same as you wanting to have the freedom to act on it
@Whateverable111 2 жыл бұрын
thank you for sharing about your tourettic ocd! I did think at first you were rolling your eyes but then saw it also happened completely unrelated so just ignored it. I hope you didn't feel weird or pressured to tell us this
@mondler107 2 жыл бұрын
LMAO THE QUASI-CONFESSIONS WERE AMAZZZZZZING TODAY 🤣💀
@mezoO28_ 2 жыл бұрын
U r literally the only podcast i watch, i get bored very easily but this is gold
@ivand8702 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your personal stuff it's good to know that there are down to earth normal KZfaqrs that's like everyone else loved the video.
@iiEaTuNiCoRnS 2 жыл бұрын
Hi Alyx! Huge fan here. I normally don’t comment on things but the non-monogamy bit hit home! My husband and I have been ethically non-monogamous since 2016. Neither of us have ever slept with individuals, but that doesn’t mean we won’t in the future. It’s been one of the BEST things in our relationship. There’s so much honesty and communication that I honestly don’t harbor a lot of negative feelings like jealousy. Him and I are both allowed to explore emotional connections with other individuals (and physical if we want) and it is so nice to not have to worry about the guilt associated with being close with other people. Idk, I’ve seen a lot of my strict monogamous friends be miserable or have a lack of communication in the relationship… and I just don’t experience those things. It’s not for everyone but if you’re thinking about it, definitely give it a go. :)
@josebravo393 2 жыл бұрын
Early morning everytime. Lol no shame it's my energy booster 🤣
@neongreenlion 2 жыл бұрын
I just love the “I gotta go” at the end of each omegle call😂😂
@MPparaci 2 жыл бұрын
I didn't even knew I was thinking too much in polyamorous relationships till I listened to that secret :'u
@casscat7 2 жыл бұрын
i love this one so much! and i need to remember to aoh (accept, own, and honour). in many ways this podcast is so therapeutic, and helpful, even though the secrets can definitely be a lot (yet they're so ntertaining!). im excited for more episodes :)
@emilyjane9901 2 жыл бұрын
Im on maternity leave, and my partner works on Thursdays. Your podcast gives me something to look foward to, and it also makes me feel less alone. Like I'm hanging out with another adult ! Lol
@demu2738 2 жыл бұрын
the skandinavia dude sounds like wilbur soot bc of the voice changer lmao
@petraSwZ 2 жыл бұрын
second person said they killed their grandma like they were saying their peed they pants in public like what the fuck o.o
@k.ontherun 2 жыл бұрын
I can never get enough of theses videos, I literally relisten to them waiting for the other !! Love you 💞
@k4ty886 Жыл бұрын
37:07 But i actually would argue that even that is a function of... beauty 🤣 Also damn did virtually all those chat roulette people seem creepy, not sure you could pay me to go on there 😂
@miaasf._..132 2 жыл бұрын
the person who lives a fake life thats absolutely crazy. he seems like such a genuine person though and i wish the best for him in the future and hope he finds a solution he’s at peace with and doesn’t have to live this lie anymore damn i wish we could stay updated it feels like i just watched a documentary
@glolixirs1782 2 жыл бұрын
i feel so bad for the grandma. i get how it can be frustrating and time consuming to have to take care of someone with such problems, and i get how it can fuck with your patience, but c'mon, at least try to understand her and make her feel like she can be loved even through these illnesses. and just thinking about dying while being screamed at to shut up even if she had no control over herself just makes me angrier.
@riooos1345 2 жыл бұрын
I know! It just makes me so upset that she has no remorse and her family didn’t either.. It makes it even worse that she was yelling at her while she was suffocating the poor lady.. wtf
@glolixirs1782 2 жыл бұрын
@@riooos1345 exactly, and just imagining how scary and confusing it could've been for her that she couldn't hear nor see anything, but just feel that she was being suffocated makes me feel even worse
@JustAnzia 2 жыл бұрын
Best podcast ever
@littleredhead75 2 жыл бұрын
I need either "I'm the sausage" or "We're all sausages" or "We're showing you our sausage" or "Do you wanna see our sausage?" merch IMMEDIATELY.
@alexia3552 2 жыл бұрын
Advice for the bone-collector--bury whatever small animal whose bones you want, then wait several months for decomposition and dig the bones back up. Please fact check this with fellow bone enthusiasts around the web but yeah. Could be a good option.
@proverbialloaf 6 ай бұрын
I have a friend at school who lives in a country area and collect animals bones (from the creatures that die of natural causes-he doesn’t kill them!). He says he has a lil shed where he buries the animal to get the bones later, like you said. Also, bleach afterward to make sure everything is sanitary.
@Skylakota 2 жыл бұрын
Oml the Australian girls secret was so funny 😭
@chelseaofc4418 2 жыл бұрын
I could listen to Alyx talk for hours and hours, I love this podcast series, and I need more!
@nodoubtmisa 2 жыл бұрын
The Fake identity thing kinda reminded me of a reddit story I heard the other day about a girl cheating on her bf and while she was on a holiday or something he moved out and sent her stuff to her parents house and sold their place and moved to a different country, would be funny if it was the same guy xD
@doctorsavage1709 2 жыл бұрын
That is a uncanny coincidence
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