well, my flabber has been gasted😅

A spanking sorority

Are you going to have relationship with your roommate

Did she take dirty to Him when she was pegging him

I can totally get off being pegged

6:35 20/20 genthis kahn

The tree was my fav

ayahuasca retreats/centers are rooted in ancestral wisdom and knowledge. they are not cults. it was brave of her to post this and she's probably taking a step back because everyone comments are so rude.

come home the kids miss u :(

This is too much. How'd we get here from fan confessions? Weird when someone you really like says and does questionable things like this. I don't know which type of concerned i should be lol

Im here now bc I was wondering what happened to her, I used to watch her vids all of the time, she was hilarious. I can't believe it's been a year. I honestly hope she gets help and leaves this cult.

Just now I randomly thought, damn i haven't seen her post for a while. So i look and theres been no posts for a while. Hope youre okay ❤

TMI but i was sitting on the toilet and remembered you existed and all i wished for was that you were alive and doing well. i think this counts?

Where you at girl

I miss your content sm I was sitting thinking abt what I had to watch and thought abt you and was like wow it’s been a minute I must of missed this upload too so like I hope you’re doing good I miss you’re contenttttt

as a mormon who gets told i’m in a cult everyday i’m not just gonna call this a cult without knowing anything about it. it seems to have no bad intentions so i don’t know why everyone is so worried when none of us actually know her. this is literally the smallest glimpse into her life.

Funny you said that cuz my ex girlfriend cheated on me and I found out why seeing a porno she made with her new boyfriend so I did the same thing I handled it my ah now you have no power over me

i really miss you.

2024 anybody?

Drink and eat, but don't drink just because people people say bottom's up, and please eat after your drunk, or it's going to be bed the next day, remind you Jesus turned water to wine and they said it was the best, but he also said don't be a drunk idiot

I looked her up because I wanted to quote her iconic homophobic song word for word (seriously it'll be in my head for the rest of my life), and the word that came up on Google after I typed in ayydubs was cult, and I was like ??????? because I haven't really caught up on her videos for a while, so I watched this, and honestly, if she's happy and she wants to be there, it's ok that she's in a cult. She's a grown woman, she can make her own decisions. It's sad for her friends and family, of course, but ultimately, it's her decision. I do hope she's ok though.

I have never done such thing am here to understand why people do it 😂

Every now and then i keep coming back to this video 😂 IT’S JUST TOO FREAKING FUNNY

I JUST LOVE THAT PASSEGER LOL 👍😂👍😂👍

why was Alyx arguing with her brutha

Well that was brave for both of you. My cat would make your cat look tame and tranquil, lol.

I hope you got the help you needed, can't wait for the video where you talk about your experiences in the actual cult

why does ayydubs elect to traumatize herself x)

where are you ?

Ayydubs, it's me again... I've been trying to call you already 5, 6 times, you're not picking up your phone and I'm worried..

I died when you asked if you could take a bath with him

Hope she's alright jesus

i’ve came back to see if there was anything new from her, i’ve loved her for years and i just hope she’s ok x

I love the lady! She has boundaries and isn’t scared to verbalize them. She’s inspiring

8:38 3 Years Later and this still gets the top prize for best secret in this one. 🤣😭❤️

8:00 Weirdly enough, this is my favourite secret for this part. It has everything you want in one of these videos. Disturbing and graphically detailed visuals (at least the text gives you those visuals, which is ummm…yeah.), more unhinged than everything else these videos usually gives in these secrets (which is saying a lot), and it seems a bit too real, almost detailed enough to believe it, unless of course, they watched A Serbian Film, The Human Centipede 2, August Underground, Mother and Requiem For A Dream in a back to back horror movie marathon and decided to make a story out of it lol We may never know with these people. 😳🤔

1:57 Is this person who posted this secret living in the song “What I Go To School For” by Busted or possibly the universe of Billy Madison, because that’s what it feels like. 🤣😭 Anyway, best secret for this one. 😂

6:40 Yep, hands down the best secret for this part. I have no words, but it still gets the top prize lmao 🤣

It’s been 3 years, and 3:48 is still my favourite secret for this part, because it’s like something Bender from The Breakfast Club would do. 🤣😎

7:04 Best secret, in my opinion for part 5. “it helps me RIGHT essays…” Can’t beat the legendary dad joke at the end, too. Pure classic in this series. 🤣

3:58 Revealing my favourite secret right here for Part 4: It’s the Billie Holiday one, and I only like it because it’s like “Why would someone have that?” But at the same time, it’s the most interesting. (The WTF kind.) Also, the 👀 at the end lmao

4:27 Couldn’t stop laughing at this one. Definitely my favourite for part 3. “I don’t think my brother is hot…I KnOw He’S HoT!” Confidence is a wonderful thing lmaoooo 👀

4:46 Yeah, definitely my favourite juicy secret for Part 2. I couldn’t stop laughing, and I don’t even know why. Maybe it was the “oOpS” at the end lmao

8:11 Probably going to share my personal favourite secret and moment from each part in this series, and Alyx, i hope you’re well. ☺️ Anyway, this is probably the funniest bit, in my opinion. 🤣

Her reversing the car, Stevie chasing after her and the balloon flying HAHAHAHA

XDD

Where did you go? Haven't uploaded in a year 😕 miss you

kitties are cool !😇