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Its nice listening to xqc talking seriously about his thoughts and his feelings without hearing attention seeking spamming donos.

2 hours of xqc trying not to open up ms paint and show what he means

dr. K ‘you ARE a thousand dollar bike’ félix: ‘pog’

20:37 When he talked about wanting to shave off viewers while he was playing badly, this clear image came into my mind of him picking McCree, inverting the video output horizontally, maxing out the color saturation, switching to the bad quality mic, cranking up the volume and adding deafening amounts of reverb. I guess some people did leave in those moments of tilt as that shit was almost unwatchable, but I would stay and laugh my ass off every time. Pepega Clap.

feel like the language barrier stopped xqc from expressing his true thoughts at some points. still nice to see him do this and be open-minded about it edit: hope you all have a lovely day :)

Everyone: Felix is actually very smart Dr. K: sit up straight Felix: 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘶𝘱

As a wise man once said: Jam a man of fortune and J must seek my fortune. Henry Averys, 1994.

That story about Felix's dad disregarding his excitement about those subs made me really sad.

The Crossover I thought I'd never see

It's scary how much stuff is in common between these streamers, that isn't visible to the naked eye until examined at a closer look. We have seen small glimpses of what Felix has going on in his life, but the way he lives and the way he believes he's perceived and his mental state makes me feel thankful that we have someone like Dr K who is helping these streamers open up a little.

i feel bad watching an xqc stream cause literally everyone is just making fun of him and i dont think thats a healthy thing no matter how thick you think your skin is

Dude Dr.k is killing it. Never thought i'd see him talking to my boy XQC.

This was so chill. Normally whenever I'm watching pvc there is music blasting and 20k people spamming big schnozer LULW in chat.

First time hearing him talk normally

I wish this guy was around before Etika left us

I WATCH XQC ONLY FOR FELIX HIMSELF. I DONT CARE WETHER HES REACTING TO JUBILEE VIDEOS, PLAYING TOTALLOCKDOWM OR ANYTHING ELSE. I WILL WATCH YOU ALWAYS XQC, XQCL. I ENJOYED MY STAY.

Damn this isn't xQc... It's Felix edit: To clarify: I don't think he puts on a persona but I do think that when he streams he is very focused on trying to do everything at once, read chat, play the game, react to dono's and it can end up being very chaotic. I also think the reason he sometimes trys to talk so fast on stream that nobody can understand him is that as he said im this interview he hates wasting people's time so he wants to get his thoughts out as quickly as possible and constantly wants to deliver content and entertainment. But here in this interview we see a very different side of him, he talks slow and collected, takes time to think how he wants to word stuff, he really listens to what Dr. K says and trys his best to give a good answer that Dr. K can work with etc. I honestly think this is the first time I have seen him like this. That's why I commented that. It feels like what we see here is not xQc with 50k viewers trying to make everyone happy, and do everything at once as fast and efficient as possible... this is just Felix having a relaxed conversation with Dr. K and I think it's really cool to see.

Dr. K - “You are a $1,000 bike!” Felix - “Pog.”

"i just need a second to think about how much i should engage your mind." man is on a different plane of thought for sure

The man doesn't understand why anyone would watch him unless he's the best gamer available to watch. He doesn't like that people would want to watch him for any other reason, he doesn't grasp any other value in himself. That is so insightful into his character, since he's someone so often perceived as being egotistical and narcissistic.

Xqc if you’re reading this,I watch because I enjoy you and your personality.Your recent streams have been games I would never play myself or watch anyone else play tbh but because you’re playing them and making them fun I enjoy it.Thank you man.

It's kinda weird to say, but the reason I like famous KZfaqrs more than other types of famous people is that they're usually much more open & vulnerable with their audience *_I actually feel a sense of connection instead of just idolizing them like famous movie stars_*

I really hope he comes on again, I think doing this a few times could really help him because anyone who is a big fan can tell he's got some stuff under the hood that would be good to work through. Loved this talk, was really good.

Dr. K should really consider interviewing El Goblino next, I think there's a lot he can discover through that rabbit hole...

Every Interview: Dr.K: "Does that make sense?" Streamer: "Yes" (no)

Dr. K: So how are you feeling? Felix: The zing is like the boom to stay in the zone!

"If I can't admit my defeats, I can't claim all my victories." - Félix "xQc" Lengyel, At the end of the day he's a human too and it's cool to see this other side of him

I’ve seen this guy (Dr.K) on twitch clips and stuff and I never liked the idea of it to be honest with you. Something about talking about this stuff on stream rubbed me the wrong way but I see now I was wrong. This interview was fucking amazing. Not only did we get an insight into parts of XQC we didn’t have any idea existed, but I learned some things about myself and my own life. This was really amazing.

Ok, this might sound crazy but I feel like the reason why Felix doesn't feel like he deserves something could stem from that one skating sponsorship when he was younger that he won and all the kids at the skate park were mad at him because they feel like he didn't deserve it since he wasn't the best skater there and got sort of bullied because of it. I don't remember that story time too well so sorry if it isn't correct and Idk if that's a direct cause but I think it could be a contributing factor

"There have to be people who are better at Overwatch than you. Right?" ... "Yeah..."

1:35:17 so genius how Dr K take's felix's unexpected answer and uses that to bring it back to his point: he needs to recalibrate his value and meet felix in the middle, just like what needs to happen with felix and his dad.

That story about xQc telling about his sub count to his dad is actually pretty sad

This was such a nice stream. I always saw xQc talk about how when he died in a difficult part of a game, he always wanted to switch games because its not content if he dies. In reality, we enjoy him because of him not because of the games he plays. Seeing Dr K talk to Felix was so nice.

This was genuinely amazing to watch for a lot of different reasons as an xQc fan but around 2:03:08 when your daughter came in I just lost it, reminded me so much about the guy in the news who had the exact same thing (x100) happen to him

Hearing "is your dad proud of you?" hurts me so much

1:32:11 “he needs to judge you for who YOU are, not who he expects you to be" that hit me like a rock

I think this is the longest period I've seen Felix stream without slamming his desk.

“You ARE a thousand dollar bike” “Pog” That was such an amazing moment for so many reasons.

Really impressive to hear XQC open up and talk so honestly about himself

I've never played a single match of Overwatch in my life and couldn't give a shit about the game. No offense. I 100% watch his stream for him. He is one of if not the funniest Twitch streamer on the platform. He is genuinely a funny, entertaining, charismatic person and seems like a good dude. It actually boggles my mind he thinks people only watch him for gameplay? That's sad. Have more confidence in yourself man. You're awesome.

Hi (sorry for bad english)

1:49:34 Dr K: "Sit up straight" xQc: *stands up*

only in moments like this we get to see felix for once and not xqc

NEVER DOUBT THE GAMING GOLEM PVC FeelsStrongMan xQcPeepo :Hand:

first chess now psychology, he is turnign into a 5 head

“J am a man of fortune, and J must seek my fortune” Is one of a million reasons why i watch Xqc, not his gameplay or community, it’s just his vibe, humor and personality

"You're a smart guy Felix" of course, he is one of the best carpenter from harsvard.

What a guy, kudos to Felix for being so vulnerable in front of so many people. Much love!

Dr. K out here with the aoe heals again

These are so powerful and relatable exchanges! I'm so happy to be able to see this! Thank you so much!

Just wanna say that this was a great interview that really helped me a lot on issues that I struggle with myself. I really appreciate what you are doing Dr. K, this truly was helpful! :)

It feels so good when xqc is giving out his opinions without the chat spamming question marks and then xqc slams his desk.

I've been watching this video since it came out and I personally relate to Felix saying how he felt accomplish for reaching 212 subs on Christmas and saying how his father shut him down. Happened to me as well, I felt like I did something good in my life and told my dad about it and just shut me down and made me feel like shit. I still think about what my dad said to me to this day because hearing something like that from your parents hurts. So I applaud Felix for talking on stream about this. Good shit Felix.

You are such a blessing for this community and have been an immense help personally through your stories and care. Thank You!

This was incredible. Sometimes when we watch streamers on Twitch we disregard their feelings, things they may have gone through, or things they might be dealing with internally. It can be hard to remember that they are people, and just because they have a level of success it doesn't mean their problems go away. It's kind of the real definition of "money doesn't buy happiness".

"That feeling deep inside you hidden away" monkaW EL GOBLINO?

Felix's response after he was asked if his dad was proud of him almost made me tear up because it seemed like he was maneuvering around say no

Felix: "I build up a rank and lose it to get it back" Me: *COD flashbacks*

I'm so glad I watched the whole thing. Not only did I related to some of the stories but the meditation technique going to be the key to me actually achieving meditation.

I have been considering going to see a professional for my problems but I am kinda scared/don't want to but Dr. K is making it seem less formal to me. Really making me consider it❤️

4:00 Very well articulated on Dr. K's part. I feel like Felix was thinking from a "content" perspective, almost like he didn't want to inconvenience Dr. K by potentially making his stream less interesting.

Thank you. This really helped me think through and process things.

I started watching you on youtube a year or so ago because you have a good heart and are funny. Youre personality. You deserve the stage, it's yours

oh gosh, that "can i see your face?" broke my heart. right in the feels.

I didn't think i wanted this but I'm happy to see it

The meditation was so fascinating. Actually all of Dr. K's 'therapy' sessions are so fascinating. I've been binging them, which is difficult bc they're so long 😂 but it's also so nice to witness people have revelations about themselves and their thought patterns. The meditation exercise seems like such a useful tool for people who have racing thoughts or who are always 'on'.

This is the first vid ive seen from Dr. K and this dude sounds life changing tbh, he hit so many points that are relatable I cant imagine having a full session

This is poweful shit man. I got all up in my feels watching Dr.K realize and understand Felix's mental path.

12:53 PepeLaugh @xQcOW HOLD IT IN

yall should do a part 2,if it worked out that would be great. good content but also seemed like alot of actually helpful insight.

This was a really great episode, thanks for doing it.

I’m not gonna lie I watched the entire video, it’s just so nice to see x talking, sharing genuine thoughts and talking about himself without dono spam as funny as it is.

Been subbed to xQc since his first ban from Overwatch League. I am glad his stream blew up

I've watched this for 4 mins and I subbed to you. This is what gamers need.

This was really wholesome. Thanks for doing this with Felix because I feel like he really needed to hear it.

hope i found healthygamer earlier and watched this video right when it got uploaded. if ur reading this xqc just wanna let u know that i love u for ur personality and nothing else. ur one of my biggest inspirations for streaming :)

I believe from the way he makes statements about not "deserving" others views. He had a strange relationship with authority in youth, maybe that is too "scripted", but he clearly does see others as more accomplished, and truly does not like that people like him, because he is unsure how to love himself, and may even become violent when he is doing bad at videogames because it is so deeply/subconsciously rooted that other people are better than him for some reason. He has actual mental triggers when he loses. He has an addiction to his ego, but may be an emotional person. His being says, get off the camera, work on that man, If he does other things that don't have people watching and that won't feed his ego he feels his ego has a problem attaching itself to the flow of his affairs later on. When he mentioned that he does not feel he is interesting it felt to me that was a tell tale giveaway that he was neglected as a child. I felt the same way as I was growing up, and looking at my life in retrospect I have imbalances that played hand in and with my neglect of attention in childhood. This is a community of people (mainly young) that put themselves out there so people will see them... That is the mindset of a lonely boy or girl who grows up and feels the pressure of being seen, because an authority figure never gave them the time of day. I think that that is one big causal link that streamers/youtubers have as far as mental well being goes. It is young people who constantly seek attention. Do you think that if their parents taught them value and raised them understanding that they deserve to be happy without other people saying so. that they would constantly seek attention or be chasing clout or making asses of themself? I would hope not... These are a generation of sad people who want to share their smiles with people and be the best so they don't feel hurt or emptiness. They are then confused about why their great success is so confusing day to day, when truly their desires come, typically, from a very innocent place.

Its only been a day, and I have watched this 3 times now. This relates to me so much. This helped me too.

So excited to see you connect with so many of the streamers I watch. Specifically Félix as he is Canadian as well.

this was really refreshing and wholesome

@1:14:51 Was such a great moment Dr. K: "You don't have a broken chain, you ARE a thousand dollar bike." Felix: "... pog!" Dr. K: "... yeah!" 😂

Dr. K,. i just discovered you. your Content is great. sometime i straight see the Problem where it is and want to point it out. but you instead hold on, and ask. so they realize themselves. very well done. nice work

This was crazy interesting to watch, first time watching one of these but won't be the last

I picture chat spamming “so bad lulW” when he tries to match his breathing with the stretches

The part about validation really hit home. I'm an illustrator and I used to feel that my stuff isn't great, even though everybody around me - friends, family but also strangers - told me my work was great. It got a lot better once I started freelancing because I could use the fact that people were willing to pay me as empirical evidence against my own low estimates. Even later, I started "tricking myself" by creating an imaginary scale on which I'd rate my own artwork, but add an extra 2 to 3 points if I couldn't tell what I found wrong with the piece. Essentially, I started "correcting" my own estimates based on the knowledge I had about myself being way too harsh. Really reduced the amount of validation I need and also how I view it. I actually accept it now as "data to feed into my scale". It's really weird talking about it, but it somehow works.

This was such a great watch, thank you for doing this! It was cool to see xQc latch on to concepts; as always very enlightening!

What a fantastic conversation. I really resonate with how Felix comes at these things

Dr K's face in the thumbnail perfectly resembles the face of those who are watching pvc for the first time 😂

12:54 U KNOW FELIX THOUGHT OF ANELE CLAP HAHAHA LOOK AT HIS FACE

I also come from the school where whatever I am doing needs 100% of my attention. Sometimes I find myself torn between improving in my games of choice and listening to your content in one go. Part of me wants to practice while I listen but I know that my practice and my learning would be hurt by this. I think I need to develop more of a schedule with your content. (Schedule to consume)

I found this really helpful for my own personal situation, thank you.

He talks so calm, I like it.

Hopefully the stars align and GGX and Dr.K can collab eventually. I feel like that would be a super interesting conversation. Greek has such a unique way of expressing his troubles and I feel is more open minded that he shows on stream.

Man, watching this really calms me down. Good video Dr.K

I loved this so much, thank you Dr K!

Holy shit watching this just gave me a revalation when K was talking about meditation and listening to so many sounds. I listen to lofi with alot of background sounds and that relaxes me more than anything. I love listening to the sounds going on and speeding up my mind. Wow my brain. IK nobody cares but I just felt I had to write this, perhaps you felt that too,.

When I first saw clips of Dr.K I thought it was just a guy roasting people and testing their endurence with toxicness or something, but when I went and look closer into that channel, jesus, this is the best dude ever, and I hate that I misjudged him.

For some reason, whenever I watch Dr. K talking with streamers I enjoy watching and it shows a side of them we as viewers usually don't get to see, I feel oddly motivated to start taking things into my own hands and start working on myself again. Thank you Dr. K!

These conversations are profound to me. Thanks for putting them out.