Everyone always tells me how great I'm doing when I'm at my utter lowest. Just shows how alone one can truly get,yet still be in plain sight.

I’m going for a trial run tomorrow to potentially get my first job! There’s lots of other people but if I’m lucky and work hard I’ll get it!

The fact that it's raining and I'm watching this makes me wanna cry

0:10 this one hit hard I burst into tears when I saw it

Vent TW I had a friend for 3 years who sexual harassed me and after I finally cut him off things didn't get better because I think I'm hypersexual and all my friends think I'm disgusting even though they sexualized me and my mother and they sexualize each other. And I hate having such a dirty mind. I'm disgusted by myself and my thoughts...I have no friends and all the kids at school either hate me or think I'm weird cause I'm into Slenderverse stuff and horror movies. Also I told my parents but they didn't really do anything I wanna change schools but I can't :/

I utterly despised the look my dad gave me when he found out about how I feel. How bad it is. He told me that that's how people who end up locked in asylums, start. That I'm going to become crazy. Even if it may or may not be true, it makes me cry every time I remember that.

I sort of have a problem with the one at 1:30. You shouldn't use vent art for views or popularity. Vent art is for expressing the bad parts of your life and how you feel about it. Not something to capitalise on. I find these kinds of people disgusting. Don't you dare capitalise off of something used to help people dealing with horrible things. (I meant that on the tiktok not the compiler of the tiktoks.) That one just made me really mad and upset.

ive just been telling everyone at school i have a cat so if they ask me why i have scratches all over me i can just say its my cat without *sus* picion

I am 11 and I am going through the things older people do. Like suicidal thoughts, serious sh, social anxiety and eating disorder :(. Why am I so messed up :( I literally attempted 8 times

People used to tell me that I had a lot of friends but at that time, I hated being around my friends, and it never helped that it felt my best friend had replaced me. I had never felt more alone.

I hope everyone is doing well and is safe. Remember I support you no matter what. It’s okay to not feel okay and if you need to cry, cry. I support you and care about you no matter what. How are you today?(Feel free to vent, I’ll listen 😊)

I recently (a few mins ago) came out to my brother and turns out he is bi and I am really happy.Too happy for my parents calling me a disappointment and saying B’s are bad

...yk its bad when you have already watched every one of these tiktoks somewhere else already. each and every one of them.

Oh i am yay I’ve been waiting for this moment love your vid they help me draw

This is a lil vent and if you don’t want to see it don’t I respect that and have a nice day/night Okay so, I think some people think that I chose to be non-binary, but you don’t just choose to be something with no feeling about it, I hate being non-binary, I could’ve been a pretty successful aesthetic girl with lots of friends but no, I had to be this. I had to be non-binary, I just HAD TO BE LIKE THIS

Great work here. Such a cool project.

Vent: In school and I get Bs and Cs. And what I have been taught about getting Bs and Cs? That Bs and Cs are TERRIBLE. I'm never good enough, no matter how hard I try and how long I study, I will always be no more than useless. I suppose that's all I am; *_useless_*

Everyone having really serious issues and stuff (not saying I don't but yk) Me, just being jealous of how talented these people are, like how do they draw that good???

Hearing the ddlc music at 00:34 almost made me tear up. Goddamit monika you just had to ask and I would have gladly tried to help.

Thank u for this means a lot

6:48 I can't help but the voice remind me of pearl from steven universe. It reminds me how much i connected with her character, and how much I related.

Idk what "vent" is but 1 minute in it has scared me for life

This is a vent :) its about me and my mom, i have social anxiety so that means i stutter alot and my mom won't convince herself that i have anxiety so when i stutter my mom gets angry at me and says "why do you always stutter like they are not going to eat you" or when she sees someone speaks perfectly she says to me "look they ate her!" Even when the teacher does something unfair my mom blames ME once she knew its the teacher fault she blamed me she didn't even apologies she just was looking at me when i cry about it she told me that "I'm a crybaby" and she always says to me "i wish I had 10 sons instead of you" or " you have a ugly voice y'know?" Because of my mom i got insecure :)

i didnt expect to see my vent video in a vent tik tok comp

How do people even make vent art do good, if I'm crying at 1am then I get up to get it off my mind I just automatically lose all motivation to do any art, I mean I do draw good art sometimes, but why can't I do it at that time

Cool 🙂

I immediately knew that 5:35 was Kokichi!

Things I hate about myself: I cry so much that I’m used to it I’m too s3xu-l. I’m the “therapist friend/that one friend that has to understand everything” I hate myself I only make people around me cry/mad. I’m so used to being sad that I’m “meh” when I’m “ok”. Tbh I’m just annoying and/or too loud. “Why can’t you be like (--)?!” I’m trying to be like them..!!

Anyone here feel like a brat when they cry? Cause I do. 👍

Is it just me or whenever someone gets mad at me it feels like their insulting me ALOT especially if they raise their voice at me and I get scared

You ever go through these tiktoks, watch the whole thing...watch a few more other complations...and then realize perhaps there really isn't and will never actually be someone that understands? Perhaps no one ever would. But that doesn't make you weird, or wrong, ungrateful, it just means you are different. Difference isn't bad. Make sure you know that before you lose yourself. You better promise, because I will find you and make sure you know >:)

No matter what happened or what didn’t or what actually did You were a child You didn’t know They can’t blame you Because you We’re A Child

tw // childhood abuse, sa, murder attempt, animal abuse, physical abuse, self harm I just feel so alienated from others. It feels like there's this glass between me & them, yet at the same time I'm terrified of how people stare at me. I'm terrified of them hurting me. But I'm terrified of them leaving too. And the worse thing is I know why, but no matter what i do i just feel like i keep sinking, the world is just made of gray, that's it. There's probably soemthing wrong with me. I don't even feel like what happened to me actually happened to me, it just feels like it happened to someone else. It's so blurry in my mind, and even though I can't remember everything entirely i still remember enough to know what happened. it took me 10 minutes to write it down, but I know that my mom S.A me every night since i was a kid for 10 years. That she would hit me. That she burned my skin. That she would put my head under water when she wanted me to confess because i had done something bad. That she starved our old cat to death. I don't even remember what he looked like.. It's crazy hahah, apparently i used to play a lot with him back in middle school. But i dont even remember what he looked like hahah.. or i can try to imagine it based on the infos i know, but i can't remember it. I knwo that apparently he had a black furr and yellow eyes. But i can't remember any of it. It feel sl like hes missing entirely. and its all my fault hahah. If i had been a better kid, he would still be alive, because it was the contract, wasn't it? I'd let her abuse me and i'd cry for help, and in exchange he would be alright, huh? But i couldnt smile during it and she didnt like it and she became mad and i couldnt do anyhting id just freeze each night and hed just call for help and keep meowing but i was zso useless and in the ned he died and its all my fault. If i had been able to shut up if i had not be so slefish then maybe my family wouldnt be so shattered if i didnt say anything if i had kept it quiet then everything would have been alright fro them at least hahah... I know deep down she would have killed me hahah. She tried to stab me in the throat that day and missed from so close... I wish i would have died hahah. It would have been easier for everyoen this way. Its weird, i cant move on. i still see lal of it i feel it imprinted in mt skin not only the bruises and i ffeel so dirty and i dont evel feel likle myself anymore or if i had self in the first place it just got broken again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and it never stopped hahah. It couldnt have happened to me right? And mom never did anything right? She couldnt have done that theres no way she could have done that yet i know what happened but i cant be mad at her and whenever im scared shes still the one i call out in my mind, except shes no there anymore, because shes gonna go to prison all because of me. i cant stop thinking about it, "hey, let's go home alright?". It was the last time i heard her voice before she & i got taken apart ? She sounded like a little kid, she sounded so scared and it was all my fault. i feel so sick of myself i just want to destroy myself and i just cant stop imagining myself stabbing myself again dna again and again and again. I stgarted self harming again; i think deep down i jist want to being punished again and again for being such a bad kid i just want to end myself but im not allowed to have such relief i dserve nothing good. Im sorry to my therapist, shes the one wh o contacted the authorities, but im nt able to get better, i cant. its crazy, i longed to being saved and what broke me was that little 'no' when i asked to go to the police and every single day from tjere i couldnt stop wondering why no one was doing anything, i knew it wasnt because no one knew they all did, and then i realized that.. its because i wanst worth saving? and then she saed me. No one had ever done such a thing. Yet im wasting my life away. Im so sorry to her, i dont thikn i can be fixed? I dont even feel alive or human anymore. It got all taken away hahah. I dont know i am neither? I feel like a scared child who cant stop crying but at hte same time like a cold hearted adult but neither feels right i dont even know how im supposed to feel and i cant tell what im feeling neither, it just feels like im falling slowly and endlessly. Im just sure of oone thing, its that everyone hates me. I know they do hahah. And im all alone again hahah? My mom would alwaus try to kill herself and the onyl way she was ok with staying was if she could do that, but in the end, she got taken away too, it was all for nothing wasnt it? Im not worth enough for people to stay near me, im not worth eough for people to like me and i cnat blame them i hate myself too sm, so how could they ever love me? Its not possible hahah, not any of it i should just kill myself hahah

Genuine question for the first one, what do you do for someone in crisis besides tell someone who can potentially help?

aaa I love the person I’m with but I can’t handle what’s going on in my head I’ve got brainrots easily and gender dysmorphia ocd a hellp meeeee :c

I'm honestly too done to care anymore. I'm at the lowest point in my life, I'm hiding literally everything, I've made realizations about myself that I didn't want to make, and it's just not going...great. Yeah. :/

I want weed.

This is a vent comment so if you don't wanna read it then don't There has been a lot of stuff going on in my life lately, and I'm realizing a lot of things about my past as well as the present, lik, the fact that my mother has been manipulating me and stuff and both of my parents guilt trip me for no reason other then to get me to make them food, and I get it bc their both disabled. My mother is legally blind and my dad has anger issues and war PTSD from being in the army, and lately I've been having really bad intrusive thought about what life would be like if I wasn't here, I feel trapped and I can't just talk to my parents about it bc they already have to deal with my brother who also has anger issues, I feel really insensitive and selfish about these feelings because there are people with even worse thing happening to them. I feel like I'm overreacting and just being lazy. And these feeling always come in little "episodes" like most days I'm feeling like crap, and I can't do basic things like taking care of the animals, and others I feel really good and such.

i’m going to the doctor for possible insomnia in a few days

Okay so this isn’t really a vent more a cry for help,basically my partner texted me my adress and location and said Pinterest showed it to them,idk how to disable it and I’m really scared and idk if it’s normal for Pinterest but please somebody help

was feeling fucking dead until 0:19 villager movies :)

Can someone tell me the name of the song used in the vent from 4:31 - 4:49?

1:37 timestamp for myself

pls somoene told me or link me the audio of this, o have been searching for this for so long 7:54

0:12 same:(

4:31 whats that song

4:13 what is the sound from

I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW YOU ARE AMAZING NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE OR WHAT YOUR GENDER IS OR WHAT GENDER YOU LIKE YOU ARE LOVED AND VALID have a good day/night 😊

What the song at 0:16

No estés triste - Spanish ná bí brónach - Irish Sief net traureg - Luxembourgish Don’t be sad - English

That one in the start saying why wasn’t I born a boy? i actually say that because I have a pretty hard life, My family is struggling and I wish I was a boy and I wish I was older so I could help my family, so I could be less of a mess. If anyone has this problem then know that you are good enough just the way you are because I just learned Im great and I love myself and you should too! Have a good day/night!!!

What's the song playing at 2:34?

I would always get criticized my my friends and family

all these people are so talented and i’m shit compared to them

I have a question, I have a toxic friend that vents to me about every thing, but when I try to vent to her she doesn't listen and tries to make about how hard her life is. What would I do? I don't want to leave her cause shes my longest lasting friend. What should I do

Ok, i don't know if this works for everyone, but it does for me. If you're ever feeling really sad, and drawing vent art didn't help, try drawing your favorite character from a show you're into, or a book, or even your least favorite. (Whenever I'm really sad, I immediately start drawing a steven universe character and i feel better. :) )

5:35 Kokichi?? lol

I’m gonna make a vent TikTok compilation compilation then make a vent TikTok compilation compilation compilation

Is it ok to feel sad for no reason? Nothing in my life is bad and my family is ok but I moved recently and I miss my friends and I keep thinking about what could’ve been… I keep thinking I’m being dramatic and I’m faking it but if I talk to my parents about it my mom will just say “well talk to me, I’m a therapist” but I don’t want to talk to her about it cuz she might say I’m being dramatic….

If anybody wants to join a venting Discord Server, we have unlicensed therapist, helping, and available, and we will not judge, it is a safe place, and we accept alll

What’s the song at 3:45 ?

i know these are vents and stuff but.. what does the arrows mean? like-

Even my best friend is tired of me...

2:27

10:37

First?

I'm so close to hurting myself. So close, I'm sitting in the bathroom rn having a razor in my hand. I'm so close, I want to, i want to, i want to.

I mentioned self h@rm to someone and they said "Get your cr@p together and you're good"