*How do you like to calm down after a long day?*

I tried making an account for venting on youtube a while ago, but I had to take it down almost immediately because I was getting harassed and bullied in the comments and when I showed my mom the comments she just got mad at me because the vent was about her, even though I only referred to her as my mom so literally no-one would know it was her anyway

Just a small vent. So, my little sister had come to me today and asked for me to help her with singing (I've been in many musicals and I believe I'm decent at singing). I agreed to help her. We worked for about 20 minutes before she went to look at her phone. I really thought she was having fun. She left. So there I was, sitting in my room, feeling like crap.

3:31 been doing it since i was 8, 12-14 now (not saying age). And it still hurts, how an 8 year old child had to learn it the hard way as their friends slowly drop like flies. One by one... No matter how hard the little child tried... not a single one could be saved... an 8 year old... forced to be as mature as a 20 year old therapist... Now look at me! I'm in the same state as what my friends were. Of course I had to learn the hard way, I had to lose them, the ones i considered family... Oh boy, how i miss them. Oh well, Time flies by and things change...

wall of text/vent sometimes i still think back to middle school. even though I had friends then, I didn't feel like I was a good one, or that I deserved them, since my dad had a lovely habit of saying that i was better than them because i was his. he even disregarded the fact that my friend coming for my birthday had a specific diet. said that my friend could just eat the chips or something. i was wondering why i was alive. desperately obsessing over the existing people in my life to keep myself alive. it was actually some of the worst years of my life. I hate asking for help. the first time I went to the middle school's counselor, because I just had a breakdown upon see that something about my math percentile or something was lower than last year and it all just. spilled out. and all that happened was that he called my mom. i felt so guilty so making her worried, for scaring her. but at least he didn't call my dad instead. the school required that i see a therapist. i went, but i didn't know what i was supposed to be doing and she wasn't great. i stop going. later i get a new one who knows what shes doing. i have to stop seeing her because of covid. i get a different one. she doesn't pay attention, misgenders me, makes uncomfortable comments. i stop doing her zoom calls. i realized that i relate a bit *too* much to neurodivergent people. but my dad just happened to make a shitty and ableist joke, so i didn't ask for anything. just like how after the first time i came out as trans to him, and he said shitty things, i never updated or talked to him about it again. i am so used to doubting myself it took almost a year before i started talking to my high schools social worker about the fact that i thought i may be neurodivergent. i am so glad and so lucky to have such a wonderful social worker and psychologist working at my school. it was during last school year that two things happened. i had a meltdown in front of my dad, my stepmom, her parents. i just couldn't handle the pressure of a 5 min time constraint. my dad said i scared them. her parents. it turns out i took "5 minutes" too literally. months later, on the drive home from school. alone in the car with my dad. i refuse to talk to him about "what my problem is with him." he insults my self soothing stim. i yell at him. i scream at him. and then i stop myself. we're almost home. we're in the neighborhood. he parks the car on the street until i talk to him. i feel trapped. i gave in, i told him so many things. too much. i told, him things i have never told anyone. things i thought i would only ever admit to a professional or my grave. all the things he's done. and he just says that he's sorry. of course i don't forgive him. i don't trust him. he doesn't take responsibility for his actions and doesn't like being corrected. he hasn't earned my respect. i bring up the way he insulted my stims before? and he just says that he was "tired" and "wasn't thinking clearly." i was so angry. i am so angry. I'm mad at him for manipulating me to get me to talk to him like that. but I'm angrier that i caved. that i fell for it. i let myself be vulnerable around him when i promised myself that i never would again. and now. i finished the forms, the adhd, the gars-3 asd, the anxiety disorder one, i just have to bring them to my next appointment. just looking at my honest answers, it's so clear that i am not neurotypical. i have needed help, and hated asking for it, i have struggled for so long, i have felt so alien for all my life. the happiness of knowing that i wasn't wrong. the absolute joy of knowing that i am one step closer to getting a diagnosis, and later, accommodations. the way i'm falling apart at the realization that i spent so long doubting myself, him making me doubt myself, letting myself struggle instead of reaching out. i rarely cry. i rarely let myself cry. i'm going to let myself cry me to sleep tonight. i deserve it for being too strong, too "mature for my age", for so long. thank you for reading this stranger.

I always look forward to when you post, it's very comforting to watch these videos and relate

Hi! I’m the creator of one of the TikToks in this video (at 2:40) One of my friends notified me of this compilation, and I just came by to check it out. I hope you and everyone in the comments are doing okay. ❤️

To anyone going through any of these (events in the videos), remember someone will always be there for you. You might not know it yet but someone is thinking about you right now. To anyone reading this have a great day/afternoon/night ♥️

3:55 this hit way too hard

1:45 hit me like a semi-truck and I have no idea why

Hey y’all. I want you to listen to me real close alright? I am proud of you. I don’t care if no one else is. I am so proud of you, and you are so insanely strong for getting through what you did. No your problems may not be as big as someone else’s, but they are still a struggle for you. And you made it through. It doesn’t matter how small your issues feel, they are hard for you to deal with, and they are valid and important. You are loved by so many, and you make so many peoples days and lives better just by being in them. You might be going through a hard time, and y’know what? That’s okay. If you’re doing SH? That’s okay. I know it’s hard to stop, and you are so strong. I know it’s hard to get help, and even realizing you have an issue is and extremely big step in the right direction. Now remember to eat and drink water, that you are beautiful (this is coming from a chubby person with body dysmorphia, trust me, you are absolutely stunning and gorgeous) it’s okay that you need help, and that you matter

It’s kinda sad how I trust the comment section more than my own parents.

I find it really comforting to watch these videos and I can relate to a lot of them. Especially with all the shit that I a have to deal with currently, it’s nice to just get a break

the flowers one is relatable for me..

small vent I had a panic attack today in school in front of the entire class and I think everyone saw... so that's fun

I want to make vent art but I'm worried I'll forget to put my sketchbook away when someone is visiting. I trust my parents, but other people don't seem to understand sketch book boundaries

finally one that doesnt the same 5 videos used in every one of these comps. those ones always make it feel like my feelings are just recycled scrap material.

I subbed to you at 294, simply because I wanted it to be 295. But I started actually watching your videos, and I have no regrets. You grew so fast! You deserve every last sub you get

Minor TW: addiction to s/h It’s hard when friends and family don’t understand addiction. Taking away things without helping me is just going to give me more ways to do it.

3:35 This is a painful moment. Truly painful.

I’m super stressed for literally no reason rn like oml- I’m just gonna put this (not really) vent here cause I just wanna pass time yk- I’m currently on my summer break rn and I feel like I’ve been doing nothing productive. Just reading or doing any homework is an accomplishment for me. Im thankful that I can get up in the morning, and actually feel like doing something like drawing but I just haven’t been doing anything with my life. I’m anti-social af and going outside is super scary for me, but whenever I do go outside I’m always so happy- But the past two weeks have been dreadful. The only thing I’d call being productive as is me going to mosque, but when I come back it’s always the same flipping thing over again. I hate knowing that I’m wasting my life by not going outside or at least trying to have some fun. As I’m writing this, all of my family is outside in different shops and stuff having fun and I’m just here doing nothing. Whenever I wake up I always feel my stomach turn because of this never ending cycle of pain that I have to endure. Tbh this paragraph means nothing to me, or probably to you, and I’m absolutely crap at explaining things and I’m really sorry. I just feel like garbage. I just hope you reading this has a great day, and can drink and eat something. Idk what my point of writing this comment was, but hey I passed a good 30 minutes. :,)

I like vent vids cuz I relate so much to them, but I think I might relate to them to much. I don't know if I'm hurting myself by watching these things. But anyway hope you're doing well. ❤

these are one of my strategies to vent out. just watch vent videos and relate to them

2:10 THAT HIT LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN… I hope their doing ok now :((

I just relized a few days ago how abusive my mom is, when i was young she used to lock me in my bed and only feed me bread and water. I was 5. If i left my bed she whopped my ass with a spoon, and made me go back to my bed and didnt give me my next bread and water. She doesn’t physically harm me and my siblings now bc she relized we would relize shes fucking abusing us so she just manupulates us and tells us she loves us and would so anything for us and we make her so happy and that we make her heart stop from joy everytime she gets near but in reality she only cares about herself and dumps all her problems on us and doesn’t think to ask if anyone is ok doesn’t think to ask why ive been locked in my room all day why i stop eating for weeks why ive broken it off with most of my friends and when i dont do smth how she wants or how she likes she takes my phone wich is the only want for me to talk with the only person who i can talk to and be myself around and when i ask for it back or tell her she took it for no reason she takes it for longer says im being the victom tells me im just being a moody teen and that she sacrifices sm for us but in reality she does nothing. Oh and the only reason shes with my dad is bc if she divorces him shes gonna b on the streeets.

I was here only bc I wanted to see one of those compilations again, but oh boy, 3:31 is hitting hard

3:44 I personally like this artstyle

Man. It sucks when your therapist advice (good) is to take sleeping medicine to avoid urges at night because we both know my parents won’t do sh*t.

Idk why but I am absolutely in LOVE with the intro, it’s just so ✨Calming✨🥰🥰

Here’s a vent: I’ve always wanted to have a girlfriend (I’m lesbian) since I was 10. Yea, I know. I knew I was lesbian since 10. I never came out to my dad, as he would be the one to say, “It’s a phase”. What made my heart break even more is that everyone else got to date in middle school and i had to wait till 16. Everyone got to have sleepovers at 12, when I can’t even today. My parents always told me to be grateful, but the only thing I’ve EVER wanted was to have a cat, have a partner, have a bestie I can go out with, have a crop top, have a healthy body and not be fat (I’ve always had a big belly). U know how hard it is to be “more mature for ur age”? It’s not fun, it’s exhausting. I never got to do teenage things, since I was only 10. U know how hard it was to go to school, seeing everyone being so skinny, while being the only fat one in 400 entire students. 400! I’ve never felt good about my body besides my freckles and a little payphone thing on my wrist. That’s all I like about my body. A stupid payphone on my wrist and dots on my face. I’ve had to go through years of torture because I had social anxiety since I was 5. I only had one bestie in my entire childhood. One. Just one. I always look back at the game I made as an innocent child….”Agent Kati” (my name was Kati but I go by Charlie cause yea, I even hated my name) I would pretend I was a spy and I would do things. I was the only player in that game..the only player. I remember how I’d say it..”A-gent Ka-tI!😎” Those where the good days…then I got traumatized, Went through some torture, and here I am now, just a random person off the internet ur prob thinking is weird and gross and cringe

9:12 this one …

JUST FOUND OUT MY EX GOT TOGETHER WITH MY ENEMY AND THEN BEFRIENDED ME TO RUIN MY LIFE so I thank you for this post helped me block out everything

I hope everyone is ok you are an amazing person and I am here for you

1:35 I went through that when I was younger before finding I'm genderfluid. Even though I can't come out as pan or genderfluid because I know my mom won't accept it. So I have to be bi and a girl, so yeah. Feels great!

Not even after school it calms me knowing I’m not the only one feeling like this.I’ve related to nearly everyone.

0:29 literally reminded me of draco and that one iconic bathroom scene

I hope y’all stay safe and have a good day/night. I’m proud of y’all and I care about all of you no matter what. You are valid no matter what. You are enough. You are loved. You are beautiful. How was you day/night? (Feel free to vent)

I hang onto my friends because I fear that if I try and let go I’ll feel even worse even though all they ever do is pull me along into their stupid little games that I’ve been pulled into and been forced to act like them just so they wouldn’t call me ‘Weird’ ‘Freak’ or ‘Stupid bully’ and I only understand people that are older then me but they end up dumping me too so all I’m left with again is those stupid fake friends.

I haven't fully vented to a real person ever, so here we go. I have so many problems and literally nobody cares. Starting with my parents, I have always been the gifted, overachiever child, and it's really hard on me. Like I read an old diary from when I was 7 where I pretended that my stuffed animal was in school and got an 89% and that I was incredibly disappointed bc thats how my parents always were with me. My grades have always been so good, but as I grew it became harder and harder to keep up to the standard that my parents wanted from me. Like I once came home with a 92% in math and my mom told me that that was disappointing. My parents yell at me when I get grades lower than a 90%, especially my mom. My dad sometimes jokes and tells me "where did the extra 3% go" when I get a 97%. Like why can't they just be happy for me? I'm so tired of it. It has led to my anxiety. I literally cried the entire way home from school to my dad about how my mom was going to kill me because I got a bad grade in school. Spoiler alert: she yelled at me and told me that that was disappointing. I just want her to stop yelling at me. She yells at me not only for school, but for other things too. Especially if she's in a bad mood. Sometimes, she might be having a horrible day and I just say one word like hi and then she yells at me and calls me useless I'm not even kidding. She calls me useless like all the time. And it hurts so bad each time lol. Also, she started telling me when I was 3 that if I ate sweets I would get fat, and now I have gone through 2 eating disorders (binge-eating and early satiety due to anxiety). I told her when I was about 11 that I hate when she talks about my weight and she proceeded to call me "fatty" as a joke at literally every family gathering. Sometimes, we would argue and she would bring up my acne, telling me that my face looks really red and stuff like that. She also calls me fat. I told that to one of my friends, who laughed at me telling me that that's ok bc i'm skinny, and that it's all just a joke. For me, it isn't a joke. I look in the mirror and want to rip off my skin. And then when I told my mom about my early satiety, she told me that it's good that i don't want so much food anymore because I would eat more than her and my dad combined, and that if she had seen me actually gaining weight she would have stopped feeding me. My mother literally told me she would force me into an eating disorder!!! Also, she put a scale in the middle of our hallway for me to "use whenever I need". She also told me that she doesn't understand how I weigh just a kilo more than her when I'm taller and fatter than her (these are her own words). She laughs at me when I cry from my anxiety, and during my depression last year she told me to just suck it up and be happy, because I'm so privileged. She also calls me stupid all the time, which has contributed to my low self confidence. I also love to draw, and my mother hates it, so I can't do art. When I do, she criticizes my art, usually ending up with me crying. She criticizes both my father and i's every move, and it's so hard. I feel bad for my dad, but at the same time, he also calls me fat. But she calls him fat too, and I can see it get to his head. Plus, my dad is ACTUALLY joking, unlike my mom. My dad has a temper, but my mom relentlessly pushes his buttons. They argue constantly. And I can't take my dad's side ever because then my mom will get mad at me. My mom literally talks about all her marital problems with me, and it's so hard because my dad makes so much sense and I feel bad for him. Like every argument is my mom being really mean to my dad and my dad just yelling once at her, and then she guilt trips, gaslights, and manipulates. It's the same with me. Because of this, I say sorry about literally everything. I think everything is always my fault. It's so hard on me. I remember once, when I was twelve, my mom criticized my art or something I did and I exploded. She got so mad. She told me that she would rather not have a daughter than have a daughter like me. I got really sad and started hitting myself and pulling out my hair. My mom proceeded to yell at me bc apparently i should stop crying before she gives me a reason to cry. I'm also biromantic asexual, and she's a bit homophobic. She also has the highest standards for everything I do, including dating, and literally made a list about exactly how the guy should be. A few days ago she told me she hopes I never get a wife and i'm still closeted lmao and have a crush on a non-binary person. So yeah that's great. My mom also really wants me to become a doctor, and I literally hate biology. Like if there's one branch of science that I hate it's biology. And I want to do physics, astrophysics, or chemistry. And both my dad and my mom are super adamant about me becoming a doctor. They literally told me that they would be really upset if I didn't become a doctor. And I really dislike biology. My mom's also in denial about my anxiety, because she's seen me have so many panic attacks and still tells people that I love taking tests. No I don't!!!! They make me want to vomit and make me shake!!! Why can't you understand that????? Don't get me wrong, my parents love me. They tell me that they're proud of me and tell me that I'm beautiful. The only problem is that they also tell me that I'm disappointing and they compare me to others, including themselves. This makes me love them with all my heart, but also hate them for causing my depression. They can't even comprehend how sad I used to be, how my arm used to look, and they continue making comments to make me feel worthless. But they also make me feel like I deserve the world. On top of my parents, I have also been bullied in the past. And that started other insecurities. Instead of comforting me on my insecurities, my parents would joke about them, or mention them telling me I was stupid for not having confidence. BRO YOU'RE THE REASON I DON'T HAVE CONFIDENCE!!!!!!!! Anyway, that's most of my problems. I'm really stressed with school right now, and my anxiety's acting up. I love my parents, but it's hard. Also, people keep on telling me that my life is perfect. Is my life perfect??? Because according to this, it's not. Today my friend told me that the two hardest lives to live would be being the "smart kid" and being the "smart kid's sibling". THANK GOD my parents didn't have another child. That would have been awful. For both me and the child. Anyway, that's my rant. Sorry for writing so much. I love you all and btw, I survived my depression and am clean from both my eds and sh. I survived it and I swear, so can you. Listen to music and relax a bit, it's going to be ok :)

2:29 Hey, quick question? Do you know the song for this one? Gotta admit it’s nostalgic. Btw thanks for making us feel better in the intro 😊😊😊

Hiiiii ur at 2k now congrats!!

The 6th vent hit me hard. When that video popped up, I couldn’t help but pause the video. I just thought about my absent father, and the fact I wish he was better and could be my dad. The fact that I’m so mad at him, for everything he’s done. He never tried to be there for me or my brother, and now my brothers taking his side. It makes me feel so stuck and upset.

I posted a vent a minute ago this makes me happy

Nah all of these are *too* relatable

8:04 I have an autistic and non-verbal brother and just thinking about losing him I cry

Didn't read the title and assumed this was an art tiktok compilation. I'm very sorry to anyone who's ever had to express themselves like this..

TW I am panicking rn because I can’t find my vent/ suicide note book and there is a chance that my family saw it

Watching this after a stressful day of decisions about my mental health :') i have to decide if I want to go to therapy, which I definitely do want, but also I was told to decide a year and a half ago, agreed and then proceeded to get lied to that I was on the waiting list for 6 or 7 months. Now I basically have to decide if I want to go and see this neurologist I hate whos going to tell me the same bullshit she did last time but might manage to push me forwards on the list, or if I want to stick with my schools crappy councillors who tell me what I'm worrying about is "Normal" even though it definitely is not, normal people don't have psychotic breakdowns over exams that mean nothing so... Basically, my choices aren't great, I've been crying all day, I am so mental tired of trying to get help for 2 years straight because every time I ask for help I get some bullshit answer like "well we have more important people with worse issues to help with". I asked my friend how they got into therapy and they had to attempt sewerslide to get help, but got kicked off the programme after 3 months because "they were feeling better" UK mental health organisations are pretty shitty, all I want is someone to stop the constant anxiety that prevents me from living my life, because its pretty shitty feeling scared of every little thing.

I go to school to 7:00 to 3:30 so I been tired

h-hahaha!! Jokes on u I’m not even going back to school yet!- **me looking intensely at my calendar**

I know im not the only one whos parents yell at them and say "YOU NEVER TRY" and then get mad when you reacted to them straight up bullying you right?

So imma leave this vent here bc I literally have no where else to put it since this is a somewhat sensitive topic with the person I trust most- trigger warning of potential sh, mental disorders, abandonment, and eating So my step mom finally moved out about a week ago. Just went through a second divorce within not even 10 years. It made my trust issues worse and now I feel like I can barely trust someone new in my life even if I want to trust them- this has caused me to eat less and I barely ate today- the only thing I ate was a small meal at dinner- I even picked at my skin and that’s one of the habits I formed while going through this- I’m pretty sure I had a hair pulling mental disorder back in 5th grade during the first divorce but it was never confirmed bc my mom doesn’t believe in mental illness and therapy- I’ve been showing so many signs and she barely does shit. She’s a nurse and can’t even tell when her own child is mentally unstable? How ironic. I just want my step mom to come back and tell me this was all a giant prank she pulled on us, but as much as I want to believe it, I know it’s not true. She’s never coming back. She claims that she loved my sister and I but it doesn’t feel like it after she left. I want to take down all of the things in my room that remind me of her but I just can’t. I just want to be told that everything is fine and I’m still loved even if I’ve been abandoned by more than one parental figure-

I recently broke up with my S/O after realizing I was aroace. This made me feel better in a twisted sense. Ty!!

love u gorl 😻😻

VENT TW mentions of SH and scars I’m really close to relapsing I told My best friend I liked her She told me she only thinks of me as a friend and she isn’t gay and I’m suffering alone rn I’m moving out of my home of 3 yrs longest I’ve been in a house since foster care and I haven’t SH in bout a month and my scars are fading I’m yelled at constantly for being tired and barely doing work of cleaning and packing and I’m losing all my friends and myself. :(

hoooo yeah buddy time to make vent art to this videooo

Sometimes sad people make the pretties of art I do art when am sad or having a break down cams me dawn so I just draw and draw and draw every day for hours people ask why I draw so much I say I just like to I draw most of my character happy but give them a sad life idk why PS if anyone feels sad just remember that someone loves you and if you say or think no one loves you remember God will always be by your side and when you need a hug he will always be there if you need a talk listen to you hope you all feel better 😊❤

thank you.

The only thing that kept me from depression I realized was friends and my older brother , Not my parents, My older brother because when I didn’t know I was depressed but I very much was he didn’t make fun of me for getting bad grades.I wasn’t depressed when I actually came to school and had friends.But one toxic friend who didn’t stand up for me I now cut off .And they keep asking me to be friends even though they took (almost) my entire friend group to the guidance counselor because she was crying for no reason cause I talked to a friend alone and she was “being left out” and the sub just has to be involved and that could’ve gone on my permanent record apparently for “bullying” .I just need help if I should tell her the truth or not.I’m struggling and this is a small petty thing but I don’t need the drama and headaches and guidance counselor

I wanna vent so bad but nobody ever wants to listen and they get mad at ME but I cant control it and I don’t wanna seem like an attention seeker and I feel like I’m putting pressure on the person I’m venting to so I just talk to my dog or draw those are my only escapes

i know im not alone in this but seeing everyone live their best life while i struggle is hard any piece of advice

TW SUICIDE Today a KZfaqr I watch killed herself. It feels kinda stupid to be upset since they were a fairly small gacha club channel and I didn't even know the person, but I still feel guilty. Yesterday she posted her suicide letter, essentially, on her community tab, and I scrolled past it. I assumed she'd fail and I'd wake up to see she posted something about how she was depressed and quitting yt. She didn't. She drowned herself in her family's pool. I know nothing I would've said could've convinced her but I feel terrible. It feels really insensitive ME venting about this, I didn't know her, I didn't know her family, I didn't know any of her friends, and they're the ones who are affected. I still really hope it's a prank or a fake or something.

God bless you!

Not me watching this after school

TW: Daddy Issues, Sm0king, Fighting families, favoriting Even when I was born he was gone, he was sm0king outside of the hospital room. He got a wife and didn't tell me till they were already married and had their wedding. He favors my step siblings more than me. He always called my mom to pay for stuff or my grandpa on his side. Now what he does is pay for my step siblings, How about pay child-support.

3:26 aw :(

5:58 this song, officer it’s him.

2:50 my life in a video.

I either come here to feel something because i litteraly am numb or to just feel guilty and remenbering trauma to (torture in a way) myself for things i have done.

TW: sh I don’t understand that about sh when you talk to somebody and you tell them that when you did it you actually felt something. After being numb for so long you actually feel something. So you keep doing it. Then the person ask “why?” Did you just not listen to what I said before?? I literally told you why but instead you tell them “I don’t know” because no matter how many times you tell them they’ll always ask “why?”

i forgot to close the youtube vent tiktok tab on my laptop when i went to my friend house and my mom went trough my laptop and found this complation ive been watching and now i think im dead tho she hasnt talked to me for a while

hope everyone is doing well! make sure you get something to drink, and something to eat. take care of yourself remember, you’re beautiful, you are loved, and it’s gonna get better, trust me. if you need to talk, i’m here to listen ♡ love you all! have a good day/night. sleep well, and have a new start tomorrow replying to @PencilMan! they’re right, you may be ugly, annoying, stupid, and every bad thought you have about yourself may be true, but, those traits are what make you 𝚢𝚘𝚞. you need to own what you have cause it’s not gonna change. stop trying to change cause your friend has a flatter stomach than you, nobody cares. you may think everyone is going to look at you but guess what? you’re 1 person out of the BILLIONS of people in the world, nobody’s gonna walk down the street and judge you, you’re not the most important person in the world. you only live once so stop wasting you’re time trying to be something you’re not.

6:50 okay but....BAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAA

Am i the only one who watches these and cries bc i relate to them ?

VENT: TW: ABUSE, TEASING (ig), CUSSING My parents are absolutely TERRIBLE. They love and care for me sure, but they make fun of my insecurities and opinions. And whenever I cry because their making FUN of their own child, they always say “OMG ARE YOU CRYING!? WE WERE JUST TEASING YOU [weird nickname].” And whenever I cry normally, they tell me to stop. My real dad isn’t any better. He gets drunk at night, and if I’m up at night (10 or later) he usually beats me up. They’ve told me how “InTeRnEt” is dangerous and they will bully you, when most of my friends are actually virtual. They’ve been ABSOULUTE bitches for my WHOLE life.

I love these (Tw for the next section: mentions of S/H, ED, SA,a nd relating subjects) I have alot of problems relating to my trauma from my abusive dad,I'm constantly pressured by everyone to 'eat healthy' I have to force myself to eat, it's hard to remeber to, sometimes I don't let myself, I'm getting better, sometimes I USED to s/h, I'm luckily ok from that stage, I've been clean for a while, last time was when I was last SA'D, sometimes I overs3xuqlize myself, because I see it as normal from what happened to me, I'm 8n a better 0lace then I was, and I wish you the best!

Tips to help clam down-hold your breath drink water take a shower brush your teeth watch happy videos or sad ones listen to music vent to friends family or here in the comments if I think of any more I will add and remember there are pll care and love u and if anyone doesn’t have anyone who they think they care or love them well then I do I care about so much I love you and remember there always something worth livening for I love and care about you you are amazing thought of another one it’s do something that’s productive like cleaning a small or big part of your room do homework etc

more parts pls i beg you

3:10 yes

Everyone I did it I did it I am happy I know who I am I so fing happy why I’m here telling you this is because you can do it I telling u I love u and I’m proud you are the best this is one of happiest moments in my life so far I love u

What is the intro song called? I absolutely love it- Also I love your vids!

I want to give every single person in the comments and in the video a hug, I’m more of a happy person so I cannot relate to anything at all but that screws with me so idk anymore. I might just go around hugging people now- I love every single one of you guys and I hope you have a better life starting from this day forward, I’ll help! Just come talk to me, I can give a way to contact me if you are willing to vent to someone in the comments! Love y’all!!

I am so tired of pain I am so happy for rain, case it’s the only thing that doesn’t hesitate when it touches me And I stay awake at night just staring into the roof of my bedroom But I don’t try to fix it, Cause I’m just tired of everything, I’m not lazy, I’m in pain

Well I don’t know how to vent…because I don’t have anyone to vent to.. I lost my grandma when I was young it was really hard for me because a few days before that I lost my dog and I get bullied for a lot of stuff and it’s hard you know? People just bullying you for nothing… it’s annoying! And I cant tell anyone because I’m scared that they will tell my parents and what if my parents get mad at me for not telling them…

0:46 TATAKAE IYKYK😂😂

Vent: I sometimes spend hours of artwork that I never post because I have adhd, if I try, it ethier 1. Gets no views or likes cause it’s not my usual content 2. Gets more dislikes then likes Why must people be overrated?

3:31 been doing this since like 7.5 y/o

I have a question. Important. There is this girl I know from extra classes i take. I sit behind her. She's quite cheerful, nice, but the thing is i saw cuts on her hands. I don't know what to do. I hope she's ok, I haven't talked to her much and i didn't know how to react but this was before summer holidays. I hope I'll meet her at the beginning of the year, but even if i don't I'd love to know what to do in such situation. So here's question to everyone who knows and wants to help: what should I do? As I said, we don't talk much so i don't want to just start by asking about it and I was thinking, maybe i should Ask her friend? And to people who cut themselfs (now or before): what would you want to hear in a such moment? Would you accept and kind of support from person you know just from extra classes? I really need to know, i know there's lots of people with this problem and i want to be able to show support if i meet Someone like that. If you can, please help 💖 Love yall ❤️ i Hope if you're struggling, you'll get better ❤️

A small vent It’s 1:57am I cannot sleep I have way too many thought in my head and I wanna get them all out all I hear is tik tock tik tock

So today was my birthday and my parents didn’t even notice me and that it was my birthday they also treated me like poop and they praised my sister I also always get bullied at school and I have no friend I can’t take it anymore so I’ve just been sitting in my room watching tts and yts 👇

less "calm down after a long day at school" more "make you relapse after almsot reaching 12 hours"

I think I just lost one of my closest friends and idk what to do they have started to kinda be mean to me but I didn’t tell them bc I was scared so a few days later we start to argue and I yell at her and hang up the phone now she won’t reply to my text and I’m trying to apologize we have school tomorrow and I sit next to her and I’m scared what she’s gonna say I feel I can’t fix this but I wanna bc we have been friends since preschool but I feel so bad and this is the second time I have ruined a friendship like this and idk what to do

Just cried earlier Why? *Because I thought of how many people love me*

Hold on my comment is in one of the videos : O

damn i hope you all feel better soon because... that doesn't sound fun

This tiktok always makes me cry 4:53 does anyone know this song? if you do please tell me! :3

Oh lord here we go. I’m gonna make a vent here in the comments bc I don’t have anyone to talk to So I’m in middle school and I have 2 not so close friends, nobody actually knows me, and I’m self conscious about almost everything. My brother doesn’t understand what personal space is so whenever I am on my iPad he will try to look at whatever I’m doing. I can’t make vents or anything unless it’s at 12:00 am secretly under my covers. I have nobody to talk to and I feel so alone. School is usually fun, but lately it’s been torture. It a feels like so much work without anyone to do it with. I always doubt wether my friends are real or not or just because they pity me/use my answers. I want to sleep but I can’t, every time I try the thoughts in my head are too much and I have to go to KZfaq/drawing app to vent. I usually stay up until 1:00 or later. Ik it’s bad for my health and I’ve tried to stop but I can’t and I’m too scared to open up to my family and friends. I’m scared of everyone finding out about my problems :(

Can anyone help me find the 1st video on the thumbnail? I can’t find it!

My sister committed suicide on September 5th... This is her old youtube acc. I miss her so much. Don't kill yourself It just moves on the pain. I'm also suicidal and was before her death. I might do it tonight. But I know how painful that was for me. And I don't want our brother to go through what me and lia have/did. I won't commit Just don't do it. I'm proud of you S t a y. I C a r e A b o u t Y o u Fly High Sis

Having a mental breakdown rn 🫢🥰