We React To NF: How Could You Leave Us (THE HARDEST REACTION YET)

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@mainster13 2 жыл бұрын

This is so interesting to me... I've followed Ronnie Radke for 10 years and have loved his work... I've joined your journey with NF for 10 minutes and love his work... Music is such a powerful thing guys, thank you

@sannyjohnsen2540 2 жыл бұрын

I agree , I followed theese guys , cause off FIR reactions , which i love seeing , and is one off my fav reactors to that band ! But NF !! damn didnt listened to him , until theese reactions , and i fing love it !

@brandimachulis7820 2 жыл бұрын

My son played this song for me 5 years ago. At the time I was at the bottom of a ten year opiate addiction. I felt all my kids pain in Nates eyes and words. It was the push I needed to finally seek treatment. I've been clean ever since. NF couldn't save his mom but he did save me and I am forever greatful. I've been a devoted fan ever since and this is the reason I feel that Nate is a prophet.

@FishermanMike253 2 жыл бұрын

Brandi!! Love as always!

@rykerroadMOM3123 2 жыл бұрын

We're so glad you're here with us on Rykerroad, Brandi!! 💚

@nikkimichelle2451 2 жыл бұрын

You are Amazing Brandi. I don't know you personally but i am very proud of you for getting clean and getting your life back. Congratulations 🎉🎉💖💖

@milleslong6549 2 жыл бұрын

Praise God!! That is awesome!! Way to go Brandi!!!

@jayhop 2 жыл бұрын

I'm so proud of you for getting clean!! If you haven't been on the other side of the equation you will NEVER understand how much it meant to your child but just know it was the most impactful decision you ever made. Addiction is the only disease that ruins everybody else's life too. Congratulations and I hope you continue to be that mama your kids deserve, keep it up ❤️💚💛💙

@SchroederN8 Жыл бұрын

The most heartbreaking part of this song is throughout the story, he leans on how much anger and resentment he holds towards his mother...but he still ends it with "I wish you were here".

@cs-gj3yf Жыл бұрын

and now in his new song, he forgives and understands her

@coolgirl14799 Жыл бұрын

@@cs-gj3yf yeaa

@brockweaver346 7 ай бұрын

This song destroyed me the first time I heard it, I had so much resentment to my dad right until it was regret and I couldn't do anything about it, granted I was a kid but God damn did NF see right through me with this

@ggmariiee2.0 6 ай бұрын

he truly encompassed how now matter how much a parent hurts you, no matter how angry you are with them, at the end of the day all you want is your parent(s).

@butterflymama0838 2 жыл бұрын

He wrote this song when he was like 19 or 20, shortly after she died. He said in an interview that he wrote this from that little kid's perspective. He has since, as a grown man, understand her as the addict better than when he did when he was little. she gave her kids absolutely ZERO stability. They bounced between their dad, their mom & (mostly) his grandparents. He has said he gives her more grace now and has since forgiven her. There are a few great interview videos out there. One is like an hour long and is about 5 years ago or so. Thatbis the interview that he talks about forgiving her now as an adult. Great reaction guys! I absolutely LOVE NF so much!

@aurora_1x Жыл бұрын

Can you give me the link to the long interview? :)

@butterflymama0838 Жыл бұрын

@@aurora_1x I can't remember the name of the guy that interviewed him but if you just look up "NF interviews" on KZfaq you will probably find it. He doesn't do many interviews so just watch them all.

@atty_grey1514 2 жыл бұрын

When Nate recorded this in the studio I’m pretty sure that he wanted everyone to leave for that last part. And from the beginning I think it was supposed to be a complete verse but Nate broke down and just cried into the mic instead. But they decided it was so emotional and fit so well in the song, so they kept it

@Leotheconstructionguy Жыл бұрын

❤❤

@thomasmacdiarmid8251 Жыл бұрын

In that regard it's like with the original video for James Blunt's Monsters - he would not allow the autotune or technical clean-up; the rawness and flaws make it perfect.

@MommaOsoIrish67 3 ай бұрын

True dedication to his artistry and his healing journey.

@calebwagner3670 Жыл бұрын

This is a song where it doesn’t matter how many times you listen to it, it will always hit you the same as the first time you heard it

@callmefrog76 Жыл бұрын

It really does, it’s so hard to revisit this song/video. I love that NF has allowed himself to be so vulnerable

@chrisbrantley82 5 ай бұрын

Facts

@Witherstorm667 Ай бұрын

I still tear up listening to this song and I've listened to it 20 times. It still hits me like a ton of bricks.

@floridalife8874 7 ай бұрын

Finally two dudes that get it. Thanks for not making the rest of us feel like little babies for crying too… ❤

@McIntosh.R Жыл бұрын

10:10 "I'll edit this to make us look cool" absolutely cracked me up!! You both are champs

@travis6080 10 ай бұрын

I was crying and that part uplifted to me a little 🤧

@GaryHicks 2 жыл бұрын

Been waiting for this one. This song destroys people emotionally. Just so you guys know. That last part where NF is talking and crying, the song was getting to be too much for Nate so he asked everyone else to leave the studio and he just let it all out. The talkin/crying part is the result of that.

@stephanlarson6631 2 жыл бұрын

Should totally reword that bro, this song doesn't destroy people, it heals people, anything that comes from the heart is meant to heal not destroy. The power of music and the power of the words in the music.

@rebeccaprice7313 2 жыл бұрын

No bro, it dosnt destroy, it saves, I'm one that it saved . His music brought me through being clean and sober from heroin. It absolutely saves

@GaryHicks 2 жыл бұрын

@@rebeccaprice7313 Relax I didn't say it in a negative way.

@GaryHicks 2 жыл бұрын

@@stephanlarson6631 didn't mean it in a negative way, calm down.

@DAMIENTATE4593 Жыл бұрын

@@GaryHicks I agree whole heartedly, this song absolutely destroyed me. Both of my parents and my step parents are addicts. Granted most of it is alcohol, I grew up with my dad getting fked up everyday. Drinking over a case of beer and any pill that he got his hands on. Put me through hell but he was my hero, ‘why?’ Cause he is my dad. But I cried and begged him to stop a million times and I would literally get laughed at. I mean, him and his brother were fked up and fighting and a gun got involved and he ended up getting shot in the head…. And he is still alive and luckily has quit doing everything and only occasionally drinks. My mom is a bad alcoholic and me and my sister have cried and begged her to stop and it never slows down. I’m 30 years old and still cry and beg her to at least slow down cause I do not wanna lose her, especially over some damn alcohol. So yes, long story short from the child’s perspective at least, this song completely dismantled my entire soul. But it doesn’t mean that this song doesn’t heal. This song has saved people and people are clean and doing amazing because of this song. But just because it didn’t ‘destroy’ you doesn’t mean this song didn’t destroy someone else. But just like Gary said, I’m not saying that in a negative way at all. Sorry for the book 😅

@miguelsepulveda-vt7ti 11 ай бұрын

"music is the only place i can go to speak to you" That line has such a deep meaning and i can relate to it.

@faithk13 2 жыл бұрын

I haven’t listened to this song since Nate and his wife had their son. The ending is even harder to listen to now 😭😭

@briandaniels8945 2 жыл бұрын

This song honestly saved my life, I have 3 beautiful children and still wasn't ready to grow up, this song destroyed me in the best way, nf will always be the realest rapper.

@rachelp3388 Жыл бұрын

So glad you’re alive, Brian

@dwightholden7847 Ай бұрын

Good because you matter more than you may ever know Brian!

@Purplekitti04 Ай бұрын

This song is a beautiful and tragic reminder that our kids need us. And not only need us but need us to be RIGHT and good in the best way we possibly can for them. ♥️

@josephthalhuber413 2 жыл бұрын

Its more or less things you hear from interviews and just NF himself. He talks about it in intervals. One huge thing is that this song took him i think almost 2 days to finish recording because of how hard it was. He recorded the first half, then his producer stopped, and took him to a movie, out to eat, etc. Then the very end NF asked everyone to leave the booth so he could record it.

@FFighterforlife 2 жыл бұрын

Don't normally comment on videos but seeing yalls reaction helped this song hit even harder. Thank you for being transparent and not holding back your own emotions. Seeing your empathy, how even you guys let your heart be on your sleeve during this video was truly beautiful. Thank you Kyle and Eric. Yall are awesome. Edit: IDK if you guys do requests. There's a pretty strong song called "The Patriot" by Topher

@Rykerroad 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for being a part of this journey with us.... and let us get through some more NF and some patreon requests and we can. Just remind us lol

@tuwainpowell7263 Жыл бұрын

"Enought to make a grown man cry" it hits deep we may not go through the exact situations but we feel his emotions and can tell it's as real as they get

@matthew9626 2 жыл бұрын

Something I've come to learn in my 46 years of life, is that it honestly does not matter that NF may have had a worse situation than you two. All that matters is that you went through something of your own. I've had a total shit life myself, but it doesn't matter how much or how bad. If a situation arises that is the worst thing that you've ever had to experience, then you understand. There should never be any discussion of trauma vs trauma and who had it worse. Most everyone has their own trauma of one kind or another, and even though we are all different, having gone through our trauma makes us all the same as broken souls. Love and respect to you both, and can't wait for the journey to continue!

@Dyre05 2 жыл бұрын

The best song that nobody ever wants to hear twice.

@roxannatorres2916 7 ай бұрын

I remember finding NF (I was 14) and this was the first song I’ve ever listened to from him. I’ve been a fan ever since. He really came into my life when I needed it

@sourangel467 2 жыл бұрын

Fun “ish” fact about this song, after he recorded this song he asked everyone to leave him be for a moment so he could talk to his mom in the studio, afaik.

@demikats 2 жыл бұрын

This masterpiece as he has said ,is the most authentic he ever wrote. Everyone had to leave the studio at the end of the song. Also he said that now that he has become a parent ,he has taken the place of his mother and has forgiven her. Incredible touching reaction, thank you guys. There are songs you listen to and songs you F E E L !!#NFREALMUSIC

@inheritmyshoes9559 3 ай бұрын

I am a addict mom, clean for many years. I am a step mom of three BEAUTIFUL girls who lost their mom to OD And i grew up in foster care, lost my mom to cancer 7 years after she got sober when i was 18. This song is....devastating. and beautiful.

@aguynamedmark499 2 жыл бұрын

You guys are a couple of real, beautiful souls. I really appreciated your emotional honesty and I think it goes a long way to show people it's okay to get emotional over real situations and real human suffering because we all go through it. Wanna hear the good news? The next song is more of a hype song so you've made it out of the woods! 😆

@zevric7524 2 жыл бұрын

Not gonna lie... the first time I heard this song a few years ago, I had to go see my mom and grandma and hug them. This song will hurt anyone that listens to it even if they haven't experienced anything to this level. If anyone ever needed proof that his music is "real" this is all the proof you'd ever need.

@stephanlarson6631 2 жыл бұрын

Not meant to hurt, it's meant to heal. The power of the music and the lyrics.

@danielleforet8057 2 жыл бұрын

I was waiting for y'all to come across this one. This one hits so hard for me. My daughter is 6, and my son is 4. For almost 80% of that time I've been in and out due to my past drug use. It took me hitting a pretty serious bottom. Being incarcerated about a year, missing all the major holidays and birthdays, and having to process all of it with sober mind, for me to finally understand what I was doing. I've been out since the end of November of 2021, and it's been a no brainer turning my back to that toxic lifestyle. I'm just thankful to be able to be with my kids and celebrate birthdays and holidays with them. Not all addicts see way out, and I always pray that the next addict finds their way back from the edge. There were too many times that I should have died. This song tears me up harder than any song I know, but I listen to it to remind me of where I came from, and where I could go, should I ever let my guard down. Much love to you guys. And much love to the other addicts out there who are trying to pull themselves out of that dark place.

@meghanowens7815 Жыл бұрын

❤❤❤❤

@Dysphoric4life 2 жыл бұрын

Oh no. I've been waiting for this one. This one hits me right in the dick. I lost my mom to a drug overdose at 12. I relate to this one so much.

@Rykerroad 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for being open about such a hard personal thing. The fact that you're here today and able to talk about it says a lot about how strong you've become.

@rykerroadMOM3123 2 жыл бұрын

David, my heart goes out to you with Mom-Love. Thank you for being willing to go down this path with Eric and Kyle knowing what was coming, and I'm so glad to have you here with the Rykerroad family. 😊

@Dysphoric4life 2 жыл бұрын

@@Rykerroad I appreciate both of your reactions to this (and every other video) and how open you both are with your emotions. I've learned a lot from his music, but the most surprising is how what you thought was your biggest weakness can actually be the strength to move forward. Loving the journey!

@Dysphoric4life 2 жыл бұрын

@@rykerroadMOM3123 I really appreciate the kind words, they mean a lot. They both seem like the most relatable men to me, guys I would have a beer with. Love their videos. Would love to see you in more videos by the way!

@steelersgrl2772 2 жыл бұрын

This is my exact childhood. Every bit of anger and tears he has I’ve had. This song made me feel so connected to him and made all of his songs and journey make sense. Great reaction guys!

@riccicastaneda2000 2 жыл бұрын

The Raw Emotion is what hits the hardest. It's feeling it with him. I empathize with him as my bio dad was similar. The pain never goes away and I feel comfort listening to his music. I love y'all's reaction. Y'all are beautiful people. Mental health is important.

@nivrag00 2 жыл бұрын

Man I cry every time...

@MgALordX 2 жыл бұрын

I have watched so many reviews of this video and song and I will just say this; I have never cried so much watching 2 guys looking at a video more then you 2 right now. Well Done!! There is a video of NF doing this song in Las Vegas live, you can see the pain in his face still.

@Rykerroad 2 жыл бұрын

Omg he does this live? Wow

@jacobjohnson117 2 жыл бұрын

Yes this reaction definitely made me shed a few years along with them because they really did make this song hit harder cause usually don't see two dudes show their emotions like that and I give them props and absolutely wonderful reaction!!!

@bradenroark7528 2 жыл бұрын

My Mom died because of pills when I was 7, this song came out a few years later and really helped me through it, I have been following NF since his first album years ago and I am really glad he has not only helped me through my pain but millions of other people, keep up the great work guys

@MandatoryFruit 2 жыл бұрын

Ah yes... Pain

@akillingfrost 2 жыл бұрын

I avoid this one at all costs. It breaks me every time I hear it. I wasn't going to let y'all suffer alone. You've made it past the hardest song. Great reaction as always. Love from Cali

@Normiteeee 2 жыл бұрын

The last part you can hear NF cry.. he had told the team and producers to step out for a sec while he speaks from his heart.. that is also the crying in background through the song.

@LauraPemberton-Collins 2 жыл бұрын

I am a grown ass woman who cries every time I hear this as he sings what was my life..One of the most powerful songs I know Thank you both for your reaction

@lillaaa001 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for being brave enough to actually record this and let it all out. Also, bless Eric for trying to break the ice and bring the humour. A couple of other people have already commented about the “behind the scenes” stuff and I’ve heard the same things too. It’s interesting, NF doesn’t do many interviews at all but I suppose we know so much more about his life via his music anyway.

@hannahsvendsen11 2 жыл бұрын

Music is SO powerful man 😭🥺 Nate is an absolutely talented musician & person. The way he brings his story into his music is incredible.

@iambecomejeff Жыл бұрын

The only song that makes me legitimately cry every time; it hits so incredibly hard and is so genuinely authentic you can FEEL the pain and how much it's affected Nate

@bobbygarcia2164 2 жыл бұрын

I’ve been listening to NF since 2017 and this song brought me to tears. It’s been a long time I heard a song that made me emotional. NF is a great artist.

@Die2self99 2 ай бұрын

"I'll edit this to make us cool" 😂I've watched this reaction probably 3 times before and I keep coming back because you two have added so much to my NF listening experience over the last few months. Thanks, guys, for being REAL.

@thebeardedviper7357 2 жыл бұрын

This is THE song that gets me right in the feels. Every time I hear it my heart just hurts. My mother passed away from an overdose in 2015. Growing up for me was incredibly similar to how his up bringing is depicted in this video. All the emotions are raw and exactly how he explains them. Smelling marijuana reminds me of my mother, and how she would get so high from that and pills my sister had to take care of me. The remorse of having that be the way I remember my mother weighs a heavy burden. There were so many times I had to be watched while I showered because my mother was turned in to family services. She passed when I was 21. She never got to meet my three children. She never got to see me excel at my job and get so many promotions. She never got to see me being as homeowner and owning my own land. This song is spot on to how it feels. I'm so excited that you guys are understanding how great NF truly is. I cannot wait for more NF reactions. Hopefully you guys will react to some stuff off of his mix tape.

@djgilmore3608 2 жыл бұрын

This is the rawest emotional song I've ever heard. Hits deep every time. NF asked his producer/team to leave the studio. They continued recording and he flat out cried and talked through his emotions that you hear at the end. This is the toughest one to listen to. We promise, it gets much much better.

@topdoggjb 2 жыл бұрын

This was a tough one to watch, I lost my mom to pills 10 years ago. I appreciate how sincere you both are with your comments, thank you for the reaction!

@Rykerroad 2 жыл бұрын

Omg I'm so sorry.

@brandyirizarry3827 2 жыл бұрын

I survived 4yrs of pills, I never lost or left my 2 kids but I lost our trust and bond. They still don’t fully forgive me and I understand. They’re 26 & 18. But I will never put anything before them ever again!

@auroramichaels8953 8 ай бұрын

Lost my mom to the same thing, this song destroyed me when I first heard it 💔

@minhnhi111 3 ай бұрын

Awesome honest reaction lads - nothing unhealthy about shedding some tears at a beautiful piece of art.

@ericj4550 2 жыл бұрын

Great reaction guys. I listen to NF on constantly, to the point where my daughter says “what a surprise, it’s NF” in a sarcastic tone. But this song always gets to me. I don’t cry much at all and never been through something like this, but this song ALWAYS gets me a little watery. But great reaction and if it helps, I don’t think there is any other song this deep. Lots of great tracks ahead. I don’t know if it has been mentioned but I guess he told everybody to leave at the very end when he was talking. It’s a very sad song but in the journey it’s a very very important piece of the puzzle

@gatornation1209 2 жыл бұрын

Eric - "Well this is fun" Hilarious. This was a tough song to watch you guys react to, but you made it through it. The rest of the journey will be much easier.

@dom101184 2 жыл бұрын

This track is so hard to listen to. I cry everytime i hear it. It's so powerful. And when you know how it's been produced that makes it even more impectful. Great reaction guys

@chrisk9911 Жыл бұрын

I’ve never heard anyone in my life in any genre be as real and open in their music as NF

@adurnaheflin9209 2 жыл бұрын

My sister showed me this song years ago, we went through this so it tore me up and I still cry when I hear it. It's an amazing song but as much as I love it, I agree with you. I try not to listen to it unless I have to

@markb4021 2 жыл бұрын

You guys did a great job. This is the saving private ryan of songs… great, but devastating. This song is a testament to show the wreckage left by parents who fall into addiction. It's also a place for those children or adults with that past to have someone speak to their pain. Hopefully this also helps those who have a connection/relationship to someone who is struggling with addiction to take a stand and have an a group intervention, if not for them, than at least for their kids.

@nunomuacho446 2 жыл бұрын

The go to when it comes to depth

@jesrush 2 жыл бұрын

I normally don’t watch reactions for this song….but here we go. Well we all cried together and it’s good to see boys have feelings. Thanks guys.😔

@jeffstern2501 2 жыл бұрын

This one has always hit REALLY close to me and always use it when I need to feel something. I remember the first time I heard it I had a mental breakdown infront of all my friends.

@echow4rrior429 2 жыл бұрын

Ive been waiting for y’all to react to this for awhile

@thesparkedbrain 2 жыл бұрын

Listen to it, over and over. It's ok to have feelings and feel compassion for another human based on their experiences. That is what God meant for us, and what the world fights against.

@rykerroadMOM3123 2 жыл бұрын

Woww this was rough for sure. God Bless this young man for being able to put it all out there and let the healing begin! Sometimes you just have to. I know your reaction was honest and true, that's what these fine people come here for and you always deliver. I love being your Mom! 💜💜

@Rykerroad 2 жыл бұрын

💪💪

@extraordinaryworld4002 2 жыл бұрын

this is the lowest part of the journey...the healing now begins. My favorite rapper

@Witherstorm667 2 ай бұрын

NF really struggled with that last part it tore him up really bad and i can relate to his pain losing someone hurts a lot.

@Skybreak31 2 жыл бұрын

such a crazy train of events for me.. i started at one reaction channel a few months ago, just looking for new music i could get into... happened to come across a couple of Falling in reverse vids on said channel ( i had heard of falling in reverse, in name only) so i watched those and was just blown away by RR's voice, watched his vids reacting to content creators, basically leading me here. so my point to all this rambling is that i am thoroughly loving this channel! i had never heard of NF before, so this is my first time hearing this, and the power and emotion of this song. wow... just wow! The thing is.. i prob wouldnt have heard this song unless it just blew up or something like that, but through the chain effect of music it happened and i'm grateful! Music is healing, Music is my higher power! @Rykerroad, keep this up guys, ya'll effin rock!

@Rykerroad 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much..... im so glad it has shown you more music, especially NF.

@durky4891 2 жыл бұрын

I can honestly say I never broke down hearing a song till I heard this when it first came out.

@riccardobada3191 Жыл бұрын

I'm re-watching this after "HOPE" and it's something even better now. In this h says "I don't say I forgive you, cause it doesn't happen" but the in HOPE he forgives her and I'm literally crying my heart out...❤️ btw love your videos pls keep it up❤️❤️🫶🏻

@mikaylascarman3828 Жыл бұрын

I felt this pain. I lost my mum at a young age, but it wasn't drugs, but I completely felt his emotional pain 💔 😢 I love NF, and the way he has done this song.

@laronabernathy9701 Жыл бұрын

This shit hits home to me SO HARD. Hearing this as a broken child and now listening to it as a father of 3 boys… I don’t know which point of my life it hits harder.

@darylmingone2013 2 жыл бұрын

Great reaction as always guys. This song is so sad but beautiful. I bawled my eyes out the first time I heard it. It reminds me of my relationship with my dad when I was a kid. It helped me focus on being there for my children and always jetting know I love them.

@suuperlonely 2 жыл бұрын

I think we all cry listening to this song, thanks for this reaction. You should listen to "remember this" from him

@madagi 2 жыл бұрын

I don't usually watch the reactions to this song but I love you guys and just subscribed to your patreon to support your channel and follow you on the NF journey. I turned 40 today and man, I wish I had NF when I was growing up. His vulnerability and genuiness is relatable on so many levels. Not gonna revoke your man cards for the tears cause I was right there with you! Don't worry, some serious bangers are coming up.

@luv.yall82 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you my fave too and i found him just 2 month ago

@ttownsend85 2 жыл бұрын

I have been low key dreading this part of the journey because I knew it was gonna smash everyone's face in the cement. Whether it's the first time or thousandth time theyve heard it, it simultaneously tugs heartstrings that are freshly born and the old as fuck ones with deep roots. Its raw. Its disgusting. Its beautiful. And its real. I'm a single momma with 3 kids. Ive been thru more in my life than most people and that was BEFORE I had my kids. The ripple effect of trauma never really ends. Its what you do with it that matters. When I get in a dark place, I watch this video on repeat. The amount of beautiful sobbing that happens every single time you watch it, heals. It helps somehow. Thank you for going on this journey and being 100% in the dark the whole time. It makes the reactions that much more authentic and beautiful. Love you guys. I really do. Im here if you need a shoulder or a chat. I'm a pretty dope soul. And dope souls inevitably find each other. Its science. Thanks again for this. Im gonna go cry for a while and feel better after. ❤

@justinleathem977 Жыл бұрын

This is genuinely one of the best songs for emotion, impact, or anything that I only listen to like once or twice a year. The pain dripping from this song is overwhelming for me and others that have not even been through something like this.

@atty_grey1514 2 жыл бұрын

I’ve been waiting for this for weeks!!

@forgottenredemption4970 2 жыл бұрын

I was abused in many ways during my childhood. My mother abandoned me after a year. This song hits home. A lot of people don't understand nf. They call him a Christian rapper when he's just a rapper who is Christian. He doesn't reject those of us like me who are atheist. We can bond with him about his pain and struggles because so many of us have had similar struggles or different pains. Things we still carry with us. He does wonders for my mental health but I know he's also looking out for him. I respect him and that's something I can't say for a lot of people especially those in the music industry.

@DevonWapskuJohnson 2 жыл бұрын

Almost no matter how many times I end up seeing reactors do this one, it always gets me. You guys are troopers and the rest of the journey should be a bit easier past this one. You'll really start seeing NF improve and progress as you go through the albums and I'm here for all of it 😊 Keep on Keeping on!

@christbland 2 жыл бұрын

You guys are the realest!

@mahanmakoto8035 2 жыл бұрын

The moment I saw the paper towels I was like that's not enough Great reaction love you guys

@meghaton1 14 күн бұрын

A real song with a real human reaction. NF is magic.

@nunocouto6297 2 жыл бұрын

Thanks to your reaction to this touching and heartfelt song. Even a person who doesn't pass this situation, can feel the pain and the suffering of NF. The crying simply rip our inner core and make us feel the reality of this world. Sometimes it's so good to let some tears drop of our face. Thanks NF and thanks you guys for your feedback. I'm looking forward to keep accompany you on this wonderfull journey.

@ASLLover666 2 жыл бұрын

i had to watch this in 2 parts. the empath in me was screaming

@tallieoverred7 2 ай бұрын

Shivers, chills, tears. Every time I listen.

@saphira18408 2 жыл бұрын

Realest musician and realest reactors Thx for that!

@ajwinter1598 2 жыл бұрын

Here we go 🖤😢

@cecesrcs1592 Жыл бұрын

I remember when I first found NF I was like 8 years old…..now I’m 15 and this song always gets me in tears.

@callmefrog76 Жыл бұрын

This song will never not make me cry. I don’t listen to it anymore but I do enjoy seeing reactors videos. Thank you for being so honestly emotional; this song just hits like a tank

@amberhoward7807 2 жыл бұрын

You should have edited you guys putting eyedrops in every time you guys had tears... haha! But yeah it is a hard one! I love how you guys knew it was going to be a hard one.... But you can know and still not know how intense it really is until you listened to it. Thanks guys for doing this one! It means a lot to me honestly!

@Rykerroad 2 жыл бұрын

Omg I didn't even think to do that 🤦‍♂️ and yes this was a very hard one to get through. This journey has been amazing.

@BAMbng Жыл бұрын

He cried in the booth a long time after recording and they took the sounds of him crying and layered them into the song. This song is 100 percent emotion

@luv.yall82 2 жыл бұрын

Omg this gets emotional love u both

@luv.yall82 2 жыл бұрын

Awwww i didnt knew u were brothers wow .sorry for commenting so much.fave reaction channel thats why

@lauriwest435 2 жыл бұрын

Y'all... whew!!! I'm glad we're done with this one now. It is SO hard, and thank you for keeping it real!! Sending a 'mom hug' to both of you AND to your mom! You being willing to be vulnerable with us, in my opinion, says a lot about your mom. #boymom

@rykerroadMOM3123 2 жыл бұрын

Oh Lauri, thank you for your kind words. 💜 Like Eric said this can definitely relate to many reasons and emotions. We've had our hard times, some my worst times, but God brought us through it and kept us close and I never want to take that for granted. My boys are truly amazing. Thank you for supporting Rykerroad, we're happy to have you here! 😊🤗

@lauriwest435 2 жыл бұрын

@@rykerroadMOM3123 My oldest son (31) and I watched together... he got me started listening to NF in 2020 and it took off from there. We're like kids in a candy store when we get a RykerRoad notification, lol. LOVE watching your boys!! It's relatable for us because my son's wife left him in the middle of the night with two small children at our house 4½ years ago. She hasn't contacted us in over 2 years and we have no idea where she is. Drug related on her part... and she grew up in foster care because her parents were on drugs. We tried (when she asked) to help her... got in a good rehab, she left after 17 days. We're praying this doesn't become the kids' story 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 They are only 5½ and 8½ now. Give your boys a mama hug from me please. Love and hugs from Texas.

@rykerroadMOM3123 2 жыл бұрын

@@lauriwest435I sure will! And I'll be praying for your family ❤️😚

@lauriwest435 2 жыл бұрын

@@rykerroadMOM3123 Thank you SO much!! ❤💜🥰

@tomblancett3041 2 жыл бұрын

Nothing like NF ripping your heart out and dancing on it.

@jettgem 3 ай бұрын

I was watching some therapists react to a few of NF's songs, including this, and I saw your reaction pop up in the recommended and had to click on it as well. I've seen this reaction already but, strangely enough, coming back to you two felt like coming back to a safe space? Just seeing the both of you cry (like I had just been crying) and then listening to you just talk and joke (also my way of coping) really brought me back down from all the high emotions I was feeling and soothed my nerves again. So, thanks for that ❤‍🩹

@ZacharyHarpel 7 ай бұрын

Every time I listen to this song I tell myself that I'm not going to cry. Screw that 😭🖤

@manditoon9627 2 жыл бұрын

The second time I've watched this song cried both times sad but beautiful song NF is a legend x I had to watch your reaction tho so raw and emotional.

@SegunLawal Жыл бұрын

"I'm still 9 years old...I just paid taxes". That's soooo profound! Thanks guys. I absolutely love your reactions

@Edward-km1wv 2 жыл бұрын

True reactors can feel the pain of NF with this song and mostly, they can't control their tears, esp for those who has the same experiences in life. >this is the most emotional song i have heard in my life.

@danschultz4870 2 жыл бұрын

I'm fifty three years old and this ripped my heart out. Thanks? I guess when I can face it once more I will go to his site and show him some love by liking and viewing the original but damn that is going to cost me.

@kaitlyndoherty4821 2 жыл бұрын

I’ve sat and watched all you your videos back to back 😂 you guys are great! I can’t wait to see how much y’all love the newer stuff his progression is INSANE. Very few artists worst album is their first. And it’s still amazing. He has made a huge difference in my life and I’ve had the pleasure of seeing him live on his last clouds tour and he was PHENOMENAL live!

@Fusionmaximus Жыл бұрын

I was at work and this song came on, on pandora. I was unprepared. Bawling at work. Still to this day the song makes me cry. Love that a song can make you feel a situation you’ve never felt.

@savdbygracethatwrks6850 2 жыл бұрын

Love NF!! Thank you for this harder reaction, I've seen an interview where they ask NF about this song, he said he understands his mom more now ( at the time of the interview) I'm sorry I don't remember what interview that was I think I've watched all his interviews by now. His wife posted a video of NF reading to his son for Father's day yesterday. It made me so happy but it made me think of what he says in this song.

@christopherdunlap7028 2 жыл бұрын

I've heard this song dozens of times and it still hits me in the feels. I won't go into details but I relate to this song too much. I love how you guys knew it was coming and still took it. Great reaction.

@instigatorartworks 2 жыл бұрын

Love you two

@ironnar 8 ай бұрын

My mom wasn't addicted to any drugs to my knowledge but she did abandon my sister, myself and my dad when we were just babies. I never knew her until I was an adult and now that I have two babies of my own it always resurfaces that I'll never understand how she could have done that to us. I'm sure she had her own demons and reasons and I have since forgiven her for the abandonment but I will never fully understand and I have suffered the damages from living with the idea that even your own mother doesn't love you and you werent' good enough for her so how could you be good enough for anything or anyone else. It's coming up on one year of her unexpected passing and now my baby girls will never know their grandmother either. This song is so hard to listen to because it evokes so much emotion. That's what makes it great. NF is a special artist.