This. x1000.

Her mums a mess so probably doesnt get it either... pair of them are delulu

Agreed but I'd like to add wtf about her father also .

So true. A lot of people are trying to claim it's just a top & skirt. But the outfit is literally sold as a 'sexy Santa' outfit. It's obviously not meant for public viewing!

@@pimpstrong333exactly. I think about her father a lot. Like, how does he move confidently through his day knowing his daughter lives like this? Do his business associates know about her? Is he just fine with all of this??

Totally agree. People are defending her it almost seems like everyone is going easy on her for that

Esp w her body looking so shocking, she’s got it all out theyr

Esp as sick she looks it’s going to ignite some interesting conversations that I don’t know if parents parents are ready to have with said children

Why doesn't someone just complain to the Mall security & insist the lingerie "girl" be removed,?

I used to work as an elf at one of those Santa's grotto places and Eugenia wouldn't have been allowed in.

😂😂😂😂😂

Don’t forget to add in a half dozen “hey guys.”

Lol lol

I literally heard her voice in my head as I read this

I could actually hear her voice in my head when I read this. Uncanny 😂

😂 but 😮

a horrifying x movie

Or morbid

Honestly feels like some sick fetish like girl why you need to be half naked on Santa who is even into that

She already got a photo with Santa last year. Wearing this outfit

🎯🎯🎯🔥

It should be 'Snowmen' as a plural but if she's referring to multiple snowman emojis maybe she's saying it to express that it's multiple snowman emojis, not sure because I haven't got to that point in the video, I'm just assuming ✌️

She makes my brain bleed.

@@artscrafts4685it would still be snowmen.

@@daynasafranek7807 I agree 💯

Well said!! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

Agreed, this is how I feel entirely! Another year and I do not see how she can still be moving around and flying places what does she take adderall??

Yes, it was SHOCKING to me when I found out she’s 29…

It’s called arrested development and it happens when a severe trauma occurs. Trauma causes brain damage and haults brain development because it shifts down function to survival mode. The base of the brain gets set in default as the control mode of functioning. When the brain is in long term fight, flight, or freeze, there’s no opportunity for learning, growth, enrichment or maturity.

Sheltered, or suffocated? 😢

@@SuzanneZacharia both

its her act, se is beyond her age a looong time

I think she is full aware. She just fully doesn't care about anyone else's feelings or well being. The only reason she preaches "be nice", is so everyone is nice to her! NOT vice versa

A fkn wildebeest 😂😂😂😂

😂😂😂

:) I agree 💯 She wasn't raised, no education, no social awareness Im sure she didn't understood elmo it was obvious, no women who understood would ve behave lthat way... If you pretend to not understand you change the subject, and most of us would've acknowledged how inappropriate it is to speak like that to a woman, even if Elmo knew her it's not funny and most of all mainly in front of children... She has really basic awareness, she is really really d**b And really selfish... Like an unaware child.

@@wordswritteninred7171 she may be aware that she’s getting a reaction from ppl, but totally unaware of how desperate and ridiculous she looks.

Absolutely!

For sure - if a healthy woman did this, everyone would be irate. But she has mentioned that people in her town know of her - so they're probably just thinking oh there's that poor woman again with some mental health issues. She gets away with a lot.

It's just disgusting. Attention w* much? I feel sorry for the kids

If an OF model went out in public in lingerie people would have shut the place down

Exactly jus cause shes bone thin doesnt mean she can go to kid places in lingerie it should be the same w normal/bigger weight women too

Thats my biggest problem with her. Hey, live how u wanna live BUT when U dress, show this much, then it becomes an influence to others. I mean she looks painful, looks like "it" hurts omg

I would hope so!

I don't really consider a crop top and skirt lingerie but yeah it's probably bad to wear lingerie to a mall if its lingerie

Idk. I saw a video of three chicks walking into a store in bras to steal stuff one time....and then they didn't even bother to steal a shirt.🤦‍♀️

I think because she has no boobs or butt it’s not seen as sexual 🤷🏼‍♀️ but it would definitely make people uncomfortable just to see someone so ill walking around like you would call the police if you saw someone like that because they look abused or kidnapped Especially the vast difference between her and Deb

Hey im in recovery myself. Be proud of yourself and keep strong. You got this and you deserve to be happy ❤

Go girl! Good luck in your recovery and remember to be proud of yourself ❤ it's been 9 years of sobriety for me from h and it never felt possible but it is- even if you slip up- you've got this 🫂 cheering you on from afar! You're so strong!!!!

In recovery as well. Coming up on 5 years in a couple months. Stay strong and keep at it, it does get easier. I absolutely agree with you on Eugenia....she has to want help though and because of her money and lawyers, the system is failing her.

Congrats all 😎😘🤗

Congratulations!! its so hard but so worth it

True

Exactly 👏🏽

I'd seriously give him an A+ in his understanding of human psychology. The nuances of her disorders a4e many but that understanding is key in recognizing motivations and deciphering the difference between choice and disordered behaviors

Omg he’s so emotionally intelligent I can watch him review her for hours because it helps me not bang my head against the wall.

Seriously! The insight is unmatched

Idk how she did it, I'm in Virginia and it's cold AF. Running to my warm car

Well, some folks have Krampus, some have St Nick, but some poor mall in Connecticut has this every year. That’s the saddest thing I’ve heard this Christmas. 🥲

I have to find this video - just to see said looks on people’s faces. 😂

I saw that and it's wild. She lives off the negative

She's a Narcissist.

😂😂😂

He seems like the only honest person when it comes to this situation. And it is upsetting no one else has the balls to call this out. Because vulnerable little kids ARE watching. Which is def why we are all here! ❤💯

cuz like yano, i mean.. just yeah he’s the greatest and just so sweet and… yeah so awesome, like nicest person i’ve ever met and i’ve known him since 2008 guys so

😂 but fr, he really IS. like the perfect new age, gorl, sassy anchorman. he gets all the pretzels.

Hahahaha I love all these comments

As a agoraphobic person also I can agree with you. Take care❤

​@@EstellaLynnI concur.

as far gone as eugenia is do you think that she has enough brain mass to have insecurities or fear? I heard of back then people get rid of part of their frontal lob for medical reasons and they literally do not have nightmares or fears. I wonder if her stage is different from many others with Ed. Sorry I'm just curious what you think about her thinking.

@@fishdoodlez process: when white matter shrinks your cells lose way to communicate/gaps start to form between folds in the cerebral cortex = loss of memory, language, reasoning, and decision making (similar preform in epilepsy, schizophrenia, and autism) the shrinkage of gray matter does then impact frontal lobe and left insula where emotions (fear) are housed along impulse control, attention, and social interactions. would nightmares be numb if panics still at the mere thought disappoint/upset deb/jaffar, different areas of the same. should mention brain ability/form/mass can amazingly return to normal as we nourish/replenish.

@qest6889 thanks for this!

Oh, I love that - "pink twilight zone"

Yes. We have entered “ the twilight zone” dadadadaddaddadada

And all we have are the small glimpses she chooses to show us. I'd kill to know what goes on when the camera is off

It is just chip buzz and Deb eating down stairs while she sees Reddit and vids about herself in a diaper

Its a fetish. Much of her audiance is IN to it...if u know what i mean. This is CRINGYAWEFUL

This has actually given me an "ah-ha" moment in my own therapy journey. Thank you for wording it like that!

Does this work for people who have been diagnosed with C-PTSD ? I feel like whenever I lean into my anxiety I just re-traumatize myself. I.e. looking at a picture of my r*pist or visiting the area he lives in still causes me the same amount of anxiety and grief several years later. It fluctuates in intensity but there are days where it feels just like yesterday.

Different approaches work for different people, also depending on how experienced with anxiety the client is/how long they have been dealing with it, their age, and any other existing conditions or disorders. Best to have a large toolbox when trying to help people move through anxiety issues, imho

@@Manicluv555 there are definitely certain cases where leaning in is not the best approach. I think revisiting memories as close as you describe does have the possibility of re-traumatizing that is best to be avoided. Usually in cases of PTSD or C-PTSD, rather than using contrary action to revisit those things, take the contrary action of living your life to the best of your ability in order to continue processing the events. If it feels impossible to move through on your own, definitely reach out to a therapist. EMDR is an amazing form of therapy for PTSD healing ❤️

@@lizaceline6383 your welcome!! I’m glad I could help ❤️

I relate to this so much!! I have PTSD and anxiety/panic attacks a lot and struggle daily to make myself go out and do things, but when I stay home too much it makes things worse, when I push through and go out and work and push through the anxiety it feels so great even though the anxiety can be very overwhelming and trying to make me think the worse is going to happen/I'm dying, I have learned to call the bluff. I fight daily to get better whether it's with eating, being in public, being productive and going out to work, but I will do all it takes to try to get my life back to what I know I deserve. Its never good to completely shield yourself.and.stay in a comfort zone because it will keep getting worse from babying it. I'm proud of you!

@pt4222 proud of you too for sticking it out! I love to hear it! I'm diagnosed with Bi Polar 2, Borderline Personality Disorder, Panic Disorder/Anxiety and I have PTSD as well. It's great to hear you can push through too because it takes people like you and me to speak out and say hey, it can be done, it sucks and it's a struggle, but YOU CAN DO IT! Thank you for sharing your story it's an inspiration too🥰

I've also developed agoraphobia after my teen years. I guess I had a little of it because I did have a certain fear and anxiety about being lost. So I never went anywhere alone or take public transit. As I got older it got worse. I still left the house and went to work, but never alone. Then it progressed to the point I didn't like big open spaces and crowds. I avoided going out and doing things like concerts and amusement parks etc. One big thing I avoided was driving because if I got my licence then I would be forced to go places alone and possibly get lost. At the age of 40 my father forced me to get my licence and get a car. My husband was a bit of an enabler because he didn't mind driving me everywhere. I'm 44 now and I have my own car and force myself to go out places, my bubble is much bigger now but I still have severe anxiety when I have to go outside my town for something. The anxiety gets so bad if I know I have to go outside my bubble that I start throwing up and have diarrhea 😢.

I relate so much. I've struggled so much throughout my life, and push myself daily just to do regular life. I hear you.

I had to cut off a friend because she was protecting her agoraphobia onto me. I was visiting my home town to bury my parent who passed and also visit from friends, my agoraphobia friend has been increasing difficult to visit because she doesn't leave the house or sit outside so she has lost her sense of direction and our conversations in person are about people staring at her (they are not) and her general fear for being outside, she also has a new BF who unlike the others she had, seems to be not doing anything to help, I don't even know his name, their relationship is unlike the 2-3 boyfriends I knew her to have who all didn't let her stay indoors. During my visit, I arranged days to spend time with friends but she was the only one who kept putting me off until the last minute where I had to squeeze her in, which it looks 30 mins of her not Knowing where she lived and her inability to give directions, so making me late and could only spend 10 or so minutes cause I had plans to meet someone else. Also she didn't come to my parents funeral(she was pregnant and her pregnancy was another way to add more excuses not to leave the house) Well few days later she messaged me and claimed I was the one who she had to force to get out the house and blamed me for spending only 10mins, all the while I just buried my parent. Needless to say I just told her ok, didn't fight back and eventually blocked and deleted her. My question is, is this common? I don't know anyone else with agoraphobia, is projection a thing, it hurt me deeply that i tried my best to be a friend despite is slowly turning into a one sided friendship as her agoraphobia got worse, only to be blamed for her own inability to fight back on her illness.

I have this too

this is the best explanation of what goes on in my head that i’ve ever seen.

@@mickey-marshall I get nervous to feel exposed , when I have a panic attack I hide. I don't want anyone to see me like that, I feel weak and helpless. I hate feeling exposed

I'm an extreme agoraphob! I can relate to all of the comments on here. It's a really harsh way to live your life especially when you watch the time just fly by. It's very depressing also, but anyone who's ever had a panic attack knows exactly what it feels like to have the feeling that something terrible is happening to you physically. Fear of impending doom. Fight or flight. That hot cold flash that goes through your body at the beginning and then you start to lose your mind and freak out. It's very embarrassing as well. I've probably left the house 20 times in the past 5 years and that's to go to the doctor's appointments. He's talking about exposure therapy, I would agree with him on that if it wasn't for the one time I had a really REALLY bad panic attack and went to the hospital and my heart rate was almost 200 beats per minute and I went into a full blown grand mal seizure. My blood pressure was extremely high as well, it was dangerously high that they had to give me medication for blood pressure which I've never had a problem with. If you have moderate to mild anxiety I would say that you could conquer it. If you have moderate to severe anxiety and generalized panic disorder and have had it for over 20 years, I would say that yes you could probably conquer it but you would need a lot of mental help, psychiatrists psychologists etc. And on top of that I also have adult onset scoliosis, I'm way too young to have all of this happen and I would love to find a way out of it but unless anyone has never had a panic attack they don't know, because that crap will drop You to your knees. I didn't realize how long this was but felt good to vent! Positive vibes going out to the universe for those who struggle with this on a daily basis. It's not the life we want to live, it is the life that's living us. And so many doctors (PCP) are not equipped or taught to deal with these and are very uneducated about mental health in general. It pretty much shoots to the bottom of the list if you have any kind of anxiety or panic disorders.

@@djajt1 I get it , believe me. I don't go out much either.

I showed my 86-year old mom too and she was shocked.

Right what would be shocking would be to see her at a normal weight!

She did it last year already

She is friends w Shane Dawson and Jeff has his own history w minors . Birds of a feather …

She PURPOSELY targets children with her content by using tags and titles that will show up in the kids programming and by vehemently REFUSING to age-restrict. She IS a predator. And I would go as far as to say she is a pedo. I don't think that kids that come across her realize she is almost 30 years old.

I mean it is a pedophile thing because she has had groomer ex mods on another platform that she was aware of and backed up, and has some rich pedophiles on tiktok that are supporting her. She caters to pedophiles because theres a big overlap with the ED "struggle" porn she does. The evidence for this is on "Top Posts of All Time" on her subreddit too, including someone groomed by one of her ex mods

for me, it’s because it’s weird as hell to WANT to wear lingerie in front of kids. like why??

"Argue for your limitations and sure enough, they're yours". A quote from a book by Richard Bach.

I’m so sorry as well. :( Thank you for sharing your situation. I also have a similar situation. My parents both passed, I became the enabler for a few years until I said no more. The end result isn’t pretty and I doubt my decision still sometimes. But I try to remind myself that it was the most loving thing I could do for her too. Her best chance at actually living life. :(

Absolutely. I spent years doing exposure therapy with my trauma team. It is hard as hell. It's the only way.

The lazy man is full of excuses. “I can’t go to work!” he says. “If I go outside, I might meet a lion in the street and be killed!” Proverbs 22:13

​@@---kx1xc people with agoraphobia often genuinely feel like they will die if they go outside. I don't think they say that as an excuse to be lazy. Calling someone who avoids panic attacks lazy does nothing but make them feel even worse

Unless you have adrenal fatigue, or other cns burnout, also some stomach conditions. They can all be triggered and cause severe problems with broadsword-like exposure techniques. I’m not saying there’s nothing to it, (not at all, fundamentally the principle is sound), but maybe it’s more effective say, with younger people, who haven’t got years/decades of entrenched disordered behaviour-reactions.

I did this a lot with my OCD growing up. Telling myself just do it, fuck it, we’ll see what happens. (Open the microwave before it hits one. Open the microwave before it hits one. Open the microwave before it hits one)

Totally agree with you - I’m 97 lbs and it’s always cold even in air conditioned places. Trying to gain weight that I’ve lost from a recent surgery hopefully that’ll help keep me warm,

@@beargurl6499rt im 97lb and im FREEZING

I’m 120 lbs at 5’4 and even I freeze so easily😭

She needs Deb to hold the camera and film walking in a mall giving people shock trauma. There's always more than 1 motivation

@@ThatGirl-tg7wdabsolutely, I felt the same about her in a bikini at Disney. Not appropriate

Eugenia has carefully curated this lifestyle and circumstance.

@@alaskapeach kati needs to loose her medical license in my opinion.

​@Poopiepies I'm actually shocked if she does have one. Not sure what the standards are, but apparently, they're low.

Everything jordy said about Shane and the doc is 💯

A LOT of his past content revolves around glorifying ED behavior if you google “Shane Dawson bulimia “ . She learned from the best !

@@vexu7366oh those standards are lower than the 7th ring of hell.

This sounds kinda like my sister and mom. My sister is fully convinced she can’t take care of herself at 28 years old and she either needs to stay living with my parents or get a caregiver if she moves out. And it still goes on because my mom lets her stay there 🤦‍♀️ trust me, she’s more than able to do everything on her own, she just doesn’t want to. So she delulus her way through life instead and convinces everyone, even herself, that she can’t

Not always. I live alone. I run errands. I leave the house most days. I still have agoraphobia and panic disorder. I'm doing the best I can. Been fighting for over 15 years and trying my best.

@@monaelias2154 very proud of you for fighting against your disorder. I’m more so referring to the people who are able to escape into a fantasy world bubble and allowed to stay there. I realized that I was doing everything for her and I was putting my own life on hold to enable my family. I had lost friends and was staying in just to make her happy/ keep her company/ if I left for too long out of the day I would be guilted or she would feign a medical emergency.

@@johannasweet1120 enablers are almost as bad as the people they enable sometimes 🫣 failure to launch is becoming more and more prevalent though

It could be a lot with the wind. I am thinking maybe a more “gothic” or “Shakespearean”idea.., lifted to heaven or by brought to life by the emptiness of wind? The whole soundtrack is old and tired.

They also are usually very cold

Yes, I find that odd too. When i was dealing with an eating disorder I always wore baggy clothes... but that was more because i thought i was huge and would always tell myself "ill wear nice clothes once im at the right weight" I never got there ahahha

I can only assume her body dismorphia is telling her she's larger...who knows?...I was under the impression that Anorexics were NEVER satisfied with their bodies enough to flaunt them...she's quite an Enigma.

@@plushypuppy2024no. She knows that she is emaciated. When you have anorexia like that… you know. But you also don’t want to stop. I was not as emaciated as Eugenia but I was severely underweight from my anorexia. I knew. I saw the number on the scales, I could feel my body, I took endless photos and I also did everything to make myself look thinner and show off my thinness. As a brag. I wanted to be scary - like scarily thin where people would be concerned just by looking at me. And I was. And I scared myself. But I kept going. People with eating disorders aren’t stupid. For a while yeah you may keep seeing a distorted image of yourself but at some point you do know that you are extremely thin, worryingly so - because people tell you all the time, you can FEEL it, you see it in photos. I would layer up like crazy when I had to see my mum because I wouldn’t want to worry her but everyone else… tbh I showed off. Not in like skimpy outfits lol but definitely things that only enhanced my thinness like I remember this cold shoulder top I wore all the time because it showed my really really grossly bony shoulder. It was freaky. People with Ed’s like anorexia love to brag… it’s just the truth. Even when we’re in recovery and we talk about our eating disorders - it’s hard to not BRAG. Because we’re sick. We think we really accomplished something with our anorexia. I guarantee this is Eugenia’s mindset. I guarantee she thinks she is better than anyone who eats normally, I guarantee she thinks she is so strong and powerful because she was able to do this to herself and most people couldn’t do that to themselves. Then obviously we get to a stage where it’s so scary and miserable we want to get out and we either can or can’t - she’s not there. Or she is but she can’t let go of that mindset. I mean she is living an anorexic’s dream. She doesn’t have to do anything for herself, just chill all day, live-streaming will distract her and stop her from eating and keep her busy, clearly everyone in her home is under her thumb… she doesn’t have to work a normal job or function like a normal person. Why would she get better? Wtf that turned into a tangent. I just wish people understood eating disorders particularly anorexia more… we’re not stupid and unaware. Anorexia makes you incredibly manipulative and OVERLY aware of everything haha and very anxious especially about how people perceive you, but it also gives you a major power trip which makes you feel weirdly superior to ‘normal’ people even though actually… you’re just living a very very sad existence. If you know what I mean?

i wouldn't generalise it like that

yeah at this point I literally picture Jeffree just sitting there cackling with maniacal glee as he hits the send button on the gift knowing exactly what the outcome will be.

And then she will "gift" it right back to him. They do it to make others think they are so happy the each others content. Equally boring

I gotta disagree with that one, she kinda freaks me out without it. I think if she was a healthy weight I’d agree. Without the makeup right now it’s showing how bad she looks doing what she’s doing with her body.

Because she’s so deep in her ED that’s what it has convinced her. It has convinced her she’s fine and healthy and that anyone who says otherwise is either lying or a hater. But I think there’s a lot more going on mentally with EC than just her ED. She is a very troubled girl specially by the real world and being an adult. Something bad happened to her in her past and a lot of her behaviour is because of that and the ED. I don’t think her mother abused her or even her dad but her mum specifically does enable her. However EC has to want the help and want to get better. There is always hope that she will come to some kind of rational realisation that she’s desperately I’ll and needs help. I think she’s also very depressed and on occasions especially lately she’s shown it without coming out and admitting it. Whatever trauma happened in her past is something I think she’s likely afraid to deal with so this fantasy life she’s created is keeping her safe. We may not like it and it’s sad to see it happening in real time online but if it wasn’t EC it would be another person with an ED or other MH issues. Also worth considering is how much damage the ED has done to her brain. She doesn’t have the ability to think about things and question herself like other adults. I’ve never seen a case of ED as severe as EC’s and since I’m currently moving into the MH sector (for a career change) from elderly/dementia care it’s certainly interesting for me. Im learning from what I’m seeing when I watch Eugenia as well As doing a lot of reading and research. It has also crossed my mind that EC might have other health issues physically that have contributed to her ED and it’s severity. Metabolic conditions or perhaps she can’t eat normally (or as well as other people) whatever the reasons it has to be her realisation and her decision that she’s in a dire situation and needs to get help. The human mind is a strange and sometimes evil thing that works in ways that people think are possible. As I look at EC I see the closest thing I’m probably ever likely to see to a demonic possession minus the religious aspect and speaking in tongues. I don’t think he mean girl think is intentional on her part either. I think there’s a lot of factors at play there but her ED is boss and controls how she thinks and what she says. My menopausal brain fog is preventing me from making this long assed comment into a novel so I can’t add anything else to this rn. Not without repeating myself anyway.

@@layla-loon75 You made a lot of good points. The mind and the body are constantly communicating with one another and the gut is like a second brain. Social anxiety really enhanced my ED because I would get so sick with anxiety that it was impossible to eat around other people. And with her fantasy world well fantasy is a VERY powerful defense and coping mechanism. I think of phenomena like Stockholm Syndrome where your mind tricks you into liking your abuser in able to survive and cope. Stood out also how you said it’s like demon possession because I was thinking the same exact thing the other day. I’m not a spiritual or religious person but the more I watch her the more I’m in disbelief of just how much of an empty shell of a human she has become over the years (been loosely following EC since like 2015). You can hear it in her voice and see it in her eyes. Like it’s Invasion of the Body Snatchers or something. It really does remind you of something you would see in a horror movie.

@@hellraisinhamster yes it does. It’s sad to see. I watch her lives quite often and recently watched some of her old videos from about 10 years ago it’s like watching two different people. Her eyes are a combination of sadness and emptiness imo. You can see she’s struggles especially like the other night when she eventually had to go on sub only chat because of the questions she was being asked. It’s such a shame because regardless of some of the idiotic stuff she did when she was younger she was such a bubbly, intelligent girl who would have had a bright future if she had put her mind into something. Her mental illness has turned her into an unamusing caricature of herself. It’s tragic. Unfortunately the denial is part of her illness and a lot of people don’t understand that. When she gets asked questions about her health or her image and she denies and deflects it’s her ED answering the questions. I hope that the worst doesn’t happen and that she realises she does need to get help or her life will be over. I think something like a health event (heart attack for example) might give her the kick up the bit and reality check she needs. A new hobby or two that she could do on livestream would be good as well then at least she would be doing something that would warrant people subscribing and giving money. I’ve often wondered with EC mother whether she’s just got to the point where she doesn’t know what to do anymore. I do think her mother loves her despite the odd dynamic between them. It must be soul destroying to see her child wasting away knowing that she doesn’t want help or even believe she has a problem.

Don’t know why this popped in my head but the part where she talks about Deb not saying anything to her face but texting her that she’s crying in her room over ECs state just keeps popping in.

What channel did she do that on?

@@justbeatingtheelderlyabuser kati Morton is the name. Even wilder that the video is still up but she turned the comments off 👀👀👀

She was so uncomfortable that entire video. Her body language was recoiling

I just looked up on KZfaq, Katie Morton: the corrupt KZfaq therapist and 😱

Right? I wouldn't be able to walk in there dressed like that smh

Agreed, it gives me a sick feeling in my tummy. Kinda triggers me as a survivor of SA.

@@brandylovechild5548It’s called lingerie for a reason.

@@vanessacallahan3515 oh my, I am so so sorry for your past. Please take care of yourself and remember you are so strong and so wanted in this world. Xx

@@brandylovechild5548 never! She is completely delusional to think that’s ok .. all for views, it’s sick!

I was impressed as well. :) He’s basically describing exposure therapy and honestly, exposure therapy is the only thing that’s ever really helped me personally. I’m neurodivergent and talk therapy/CBT doesn’t work very well for me because of how my brain works. I’ve had a few therapists get pretty frustrated because I have extremely circular logic lol. :( Exposure therapy is HARD but it’s one of the only things that has helped me create new neuropathways and thinking patterns.

her ED and her social media helped each other grow. more views and comments fuels her ED. her ED brings in more views and comments. i don’t think she knows any other way since this is all she does with her life

@euuuughhhh7799 makes sense. I could never relate to being that way so it's interesting seeing it from different point of views. Id be terrified to always be showing my face or go live. She really needs to implicate some changes in her life.

@@LoveHestia_ totally agree. also congrats on recovery! proud of you 🫶

@euuuughhhh7799 thank you so much. It was a long battle. Ur words mean a lot. We need more kindness in this wild world. Take care of yourself. ❤️

For real tho. I got in the habit of wearing tights all the time with shorts and skirts because when I was anorexic I hated my legs and thought they were huge. Now when I look back at photos when I was very sick I can't comprehend why I felt the need to cover up as I was very thin and not in any way huge. Its been years and I still can't get out of that habit because now my legs actually are bigger since I am no longer that sick. Its wild to me that Eugenia willingly shows off her body like she does. But not everyone with anorexia has body dysmorphia so I guess she doesn't and she just likes how she looks

My son doesn't find her attractive at all thank Gaia. I was watching one of these videos and my son came up and poked his head over my shoulder and said "that's disgusting!!!" and wandered off. He's delayed from being born so early and stuff but is 15 and mentally more like 10. He knows she isn't healthy. That was the first time I had heard him say something "mean". So we had a discussion.

@@vixxenreigns My son said something very similar. He knows how I feel about body shaming so I just had to give the look. I was concerned about the boys that are suffering from similar issues as EC. Unfortunately, this issue is crossing gender lines. I think she's dangerous.

Yes! I’ve had crippling anxiety for as long as I can remember. I don’t remember a time in my life where I didn’t have anxiety. It’s a part of me now. I can still work and do adult things but it’s very difficult and everyday is a challenge

I guess the best way to explain it is telling someone to do something harmful to them that could cause their death, their body will immediately react to stop their death. They don't have easy control over that it would be almost impossible to override survival instincts. Anxiety is survival instincts wired into the wrong cues

i've dealt with severe social anxiety my whole life too. i worked for years with my therapist on exactly what jordy was talking about, "calling the bluff" or exposure therapy basically, among other things to help me and medication. and it helped me immensely. we started with very basic stuff and over time worked our way to the things that i dreaded more. but each time i managed to do small stuff, my confidence grew and i remember thinking "oh. so my brain IS lying to me" (that's pretty simplified here, but you get what i mean) i'm still anxious and i'm still on medication years later and i still get panic attacks over social stuff, but 98% of the time it doesn't stop me from doing what i want or need to be doing like it used to before therapy

I really appreciate this! Thank you so much!

I cant imagine anyone being anything but shocked standing next to her

She did one of those awkward “shop with me” videos at TJ Maxx in that Santa outfit, complete with thigh high tights 🙄. It was painful to watch people’s reactions in the background.

In TJMaxx people were looking at her like she was out of her mind