My grandparents took me in when I was 2 months old. They were elderly she was 61 and he was 65. I could never thank them enough they were precious to me and I’ll miss them everyday of my life

I received a beautiful hand written letter from my sister today she lives in Australia and I in New Zealand . We are in contact everyday but opening the letter I was so excited she wrote about her day included a recipe card with her favourite cookie recipe. It was like I was sitting at the kitchen table with her I was so happy and all I could do was cry . I miss her so much I have tried not to focus on that but all of a sudden we were sisters in the park reading books together sharing our dreams . I felt your sorrow today Nikki and I appreciate the way you let us see it . Your heart is full and bursting with love . With love comes loss. In Jesus we must rest with this knowing like him love is infinite 💖

💐 Nikki, Thank you SO MUCH for just sitting and visiting for awhile!!! I really needed this today. I would give anything to be able to watch my Grandma go into the kitchen first thing in the morning, squeeze her half of a lemon into a glass of hot water and drink it. I saw this continually growing up. It was just part of her daily AM routine. One time when I was an adult, it suddenly dawned on me, “Why does she drink this”? When I asked her, she said that years before she heard this would prevent arthritis. I don’t believe she ever had it either and she lived to be 93! It runs in the family too because my Mother got it. And I also battle it some. I never saw my Mother or my Grandma with their hair not fixed, their faces powdered, and their dresses on once they got up. To this day, my Mother, who is 96 with Alzheimer’s, gets up and showers and tries to fix her hair and powder her nose and she can’t remember what happened 1 minute ago. Her lifetime habits are still there. Thank you for making me feel better today 😊👛👠💄💕🌸👍

The delight of my day is to see my husband (who has rarely smiled this year due to stress) smile and laugh in his interactions with our little puppy. It's a little blessing that I'm so thankful for.

My mom passed last year and my sister last week, it’s so important to cherish the time you have left. You’re doing a great job caring for your family and putting together such quality videos. Hugs and prayers 💕

"Self care is not a luxory, it's a priority." For anyone who needs a reminder. Specifically us Mommas💞

I love hearing how you honour your grandparents and love to spend time with them. If they are up to it, it would be lovely to see a video featuring them.

Oh my word Nikki, bless your heart! ❤️. God has blessed them with such a caring, wonderful, sweet granddaughter! These will some of the memories that you will cherish the most. God Bless

You have such a giving and caring heart. It's very inspiring to see someone like that, because I honestly don't have anyone like that in my life. Thank you for being that inspiration 💛

May God bless you with strength as your roll changes with your grandparents. Life is so hard, but so so rich when we step up for the hard challenges.

You're so very blessed to have your Grandparents so close by. I live in Canada and my grandparents live in Germany. Once every 2 years they come for a visit but it's just not enough. I call them once every couple of weeks and it's so hard being so far away from them. I miss them not being here with us for the special occasions or even for just a random visit or a piece of advice over a cup of tea. That's my priority for tomorrow, to call and chat. My little thing for today. We are raising our Kids to love God and to know that they can come to him for every little thing that comes their way. So this evening he went to Bed and somehow banged his hips. He got out of Bed and complained, I told him that it'll be alright. He left, only to appear a few minutes later and ask us to pray for him for God to heal him. He'll be 4 in February ❤️ So thankful to experience these little moments and glad to see these lessons take root in his heart.

Absolutely cherish your grandparents!😊 I miss mine terribly & they’ve been gone over a decade 😔❤️

What a beautiful message on mindfulness.

Nikki I feel so much peace when I watch your videos your such a soft warm hearted person & I really feel Gods love from you. I am so pleased your taking time with your Grandparents unfortunately I never knew mine as they passed before I was born but I would have loved to know them. Cherish your time & keep spreading your love. Thank you❤🙏

My sweet Nikki.....l enjoy watching your videos so much!!! I appreciate that you are genuine, authentic....that through your videos you help us improve ourselves and become better people....you remind us of God's love and care for His children! He is our strength! Our Father! Thank you soooooooo much from the bottom of my heart Nikki! Sending you my love and a big big hug!!!

The beautiful thing that filled my heart today was I finally was able to admit to myself that I needed help with something. I am always the capable one that is there for others, but I realized in this one situation, I needed help. I phoned up a dear friend and told her my troubles and asked for help, and without hesitation she said she would be "honoured to be there for me." That just meant the world to me.

I was able to spend a quiet evening with my husband tonight. Having time without the children is such a special time for our relationship.

I suffer from cognitive impairment, and I feel like I’m getting worse. I hate thinking of being a burden to all my family. God bless you for loving and helping your grandparents.

What a beautiful story about the gentleman, a kind smile or hello can brighten my day to. I have lost my grandparents when I was very little, one of my grandmothers died when my mother was pregnant with me, I always wonder what our relationship would be like. So nice to see that you have such a good relationship with them. I also love your set up in the bathroom, makes me want to find beautiful containers for my lotion. I am from the Netherlands where it can be dark and cold and the seasons change quickly. When I am watching this video, the sun is setting and shines on my garden. That is one of my favorite things about autumn, together with the trees changing colors.

This new video series really makes me stop and reflect on the blessings in my life, and refocuses my priorities. Thank you! And thank you for being so vulnerable. I am praying for your grandparents.

thank you so much for this, I lost my grandmother 3 weeks, also on the day she passed we lost an aunt, they died hours of each other, 2 very strong women of the family and we pray we make them proud. My grandpa has been in Heaven and I talked to him that day, told him he had received his wife and sister on the same day. I truly feel your sadness, we miss them tremendously, but we realize they lived such blessed lives, 92 and 102 respectively. My mind knows their well but my heart isn't there yet. God bless you, you too are not alone.

Acts of service is my love language. When my husband does something for me like that, I love it and appreciate it so much

Nikki, I took care of my grandmother in her last year of life. It was tiring, but I'm so glad I did it. I remember she told me that she knew she would be ok because of me.

This video was so alive for me. It touched on how I feel .We are women helping women stay strong!

Laughing and crying are my favorite emotions. That's what Dolly said in Steel Magnolias. It's all ok Nikki. Grandparents are such special people. You are very grateful to have them💕🤗💞

Nikki, I think that the time you’re spending with your grandparents has become a blessing for everyone. 👩🏻‍🍳❤️

You are such a pure soul. My grandparents were everything to me. Praying for you. Hugs 🤍

Good morning Nikki, I pray you’re having a good day thank you for sharing your heart. Yes Lord‘s been working on my heart lately to be more present with the people that I love and the ones that I am caring for, we will never be able to get those moments back and I do not want any regrets. I want them to be able to see the love in my eyes and feel the love in my hugs. I am so proud of you keep up the great work you are a blessing to many.😀👍🍁🍂

Happy belated Birthday, darling lady. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and your life 💕

What an inspiration you are. Thank for focusing on what really matters in a season where people are living in fear and need somebody to be brave enough to care about them.

Yes cherish parents and grandparents I no longer have parents or grandparents. I miss then so much especially in this world right now. Glad you had a nice birthday you deserve it your as pretty on the inside as you are on the outside . Blessing

You are a blessing to your family. Thank you for sharing your true feelings and emotions about your grandparents. Your relationship with them is sweet...very kind. I love to see the respect you and your husband show each other and your children.

Just beautiful Nikki, I have shared with you before that I cared for my for Grandmother the same way as you care for yours and I held her hand as she passed away. She has been gone just over a year and not a day goes by that I am not greatful for the special moments we shared and the priceless values it taught my children just like it is teaching yours. My children are now 10 and 11 and they have such respect and time for their family and elders and I am so proud. You should be to ❤

It’s like this in all of life I think. Thinking back to when my children were younger, I miss those days. We are always busy doing something and before you know it the time has passed. I lost my 2 Grandmothers within a month of each other 2 years ago now. I have their photos on my dresser, and look at them regularly and talk to them. They were 94 and 95. I know they had to go but I miss them. I guess the lesson is to try and live in the moment more 😍

Hello, it is so beautiful how you are helping your grandparents. You are right, time flies so fast, so enjoy the present instant with them as often as you can. And also gently talk to them while you are with them, even if it's about little things :) If they can hear your voice, it means so much to them. And most of all, if they can talk with you, and wish to answer your questions... ask them about everything you would like to know - things about their past, their parents' or grandparents' past, beautiful or special memories, their thoughts and advice on things. Because one day, you may wish you could ask them, and it won't be possible anymore. I'm a grandmother too now - still young and in good health - but I often wish I could ask things to my parents or grandparents today - if only I could travel back in time, even for a little while! They gave me so much, offered me so much, so in a way I feel they are still with me everyday in some way, but there are still things I'd like to ask them, and I miss them so much. What helps me is that I truly spent all the time I could with them, I was there for them in every way I could, and have millions of wonderful memories with them. So cherish these precious moments and find comfort knowing your grandparents will always live with you in your heart. Thank you for this very touching and personal video!

I’ve been wondering about your gramma. I hadn’t heard you mention her lately. I’m so glad to know that she is still with you. Even those little things like washing the face is huge when they begin to decline. My mom died about two months ago and I helped her daily during those last days. Love those bathroom shelves. I like the idea of decanting more of my personal products.

This was a beautiful heartfelt video. I loved your insight about doing things the way they would do them. It is so difficult to watch loved ones deteriorate. You are a God sent blessing to your family.

I completely understand what you are feeling. I have lost my grandma, two dear aunts and finally my dad in the span of a year. I have quietly withdrawn.....have become more pensive. Trying my best to live each day well. The little thing that made my day was witnessing the beautiful sunrise as I was driving to work, made me wonder how powerful yet so beautiful and gave me a feeling of gratitude.

You are such a lovely person inside and out. It's wonderful to see how you take care of your grandparents. There are so many who are forgotten or ignored. I lost both sets of my grandparents many years ago and still miss them. Enjoy yours and know that when the time comes that they're no longer around you'll have the memories to carry you through. Thank you for all that you give us. Bless you.

The fact that you remember your patreons names and that you do a little happy dance every time someone buys your stationary was just the thing I needed to convince me that o HAVE to be a sponser ❤️ just signed up and so excited to see all your extra content on patreon.

Happy belated birthday, Nikki!!!! You are SO SPECIAL!!!! XXOO

We just don't know how long we will have the people we love. And when they are gone, we will never regret the attention and service we gave them. In fact, it won't feel like it was enough. Nikki, what I appreciate so much about you is how you put all of your heart and energy into the places that matter most: your family and your home. And you do it so beautifully and with so much love. You truly do inspire me to be a better woman.

I got a sweet letter from my sister today, and also a surprise box from my aunt with some fabric and a doll dress made by my great grandma! I felt so blessed that she entrusted it to me! I also got the chance to write a few notes myself and that made me feel very good inside. I don’t get the chance to write letters as much as I did when I was younger but I still love snail mail!

God gave us tears for a reason. In being vulnerable yourself, you encourage others to be vulnerable as well. Being strong is being real, living and feeling all the emotions in our lives. Sending you a hug and a prayer.

Ah, i cried in this video. You reminded of my parents. I took care of them many years ago. Both my parents died of brain tumors! But, I remember all those few special moments I spent with my parents! Thank you for reminding us how precious life is! Cherish every moment! 🌹🤗

My Mom will be in heaven 20 years on the 24th of this month. I still miss her so much and like you I took care of her and it is a very hard thing to do because you love them so much,and watching them slowly leave this world the only thing that got me through this is I know she is in heaven no more pain are suffering. The story you told about the man you would see walking and you had a sadness because you did not see him for a few days that is the compassion I would like to see in this world again. I am so glad he is ok.That is so why I love watching your video's. The way you care for your parents and grandparents and your children are so precious and we need more acts of love and kindness like this. I hope you have a successful yard sale. Praying for you and your family.

Nikki, I’m glad that you mentioned your grandparents in this video. I’ve been meaning to let you know how inspired I was by your caretaking for them. I began praying for a small ranch house within walking distance to come on the market for my in-laws so that I could temd to them as they age. One finallly did and they are so happy to be close by and my children get to have a stronger relationship with them now. Your modeling of the importance of this kind of honoring is a beautiful example. It would be wonderful to hear more about your journey with them as time goes on. Thank you

I know this will sound funny but the small thing I am thankful for today is that my son got sick. I was up late last night helping my husband get ready for a hunting trip with our oldest child, so I overslept this morning. When I woke up some of my children were already awake and fighting. I called them in so I could find out what was going on, but they just continued to fight. My smallest curled up next to me in bed, seizing the opportunity of a cuddle and then got sick all over me. Poor baby! But something wonderful happened... my fighting children instantly got their eyes off themselves and began to care for their brother. They helped me get him in the bath, made him a bed on the couch. Got him a drink, and all of their previous complaints about each other were completely forgotten. One of them even went a step further and when the toddler was all clean a settled saw to making breakfast for everyone else. I love my children! And honestly I was starting to fall into the same complaining attitude that they were in until I too got my eyes off myself to count my blessings and cherish the moment! Your videos the last few days were a timely reminder! Also in case this is helpful to anyone. I have the exact same Gal Meets Glam dress. I am 7 months pregnant and can still wear it because of the higher waist and I get compliments every time I wear it. They are great dresses!

Holding you in my thoughts Nikki. Inter-generational love and support is what keeps the world going and you're dealing with the struggles of age and grief of what is already in the past with such dignity and care for those around you and yourself. Blessings.

I wish I could give you such a hug right now. I miss my grandparents so much.

Nikki, you have such a beautiful spirit 🕊. Please know that I'm/We're praying for you and we uplift you during your journey with your grandparents. God is so pleased with you and how you serve your them; which is a reflection of how you serve our Heavenly Father. Your message touched me so much and I could feel your hurt and pain through your words and tears. I'm sending you comfort and love 🤗🙏 ❤️

You are such a wonderful person, dear Nikki. Watching your videos makes me feel like I am chatting with a friend. I love the deep & meaningful conversations. Thank you, for this beautiful channel! 😍😘

Thank you for sharing your feelings today Nikki. Sending you big hugs and a belated Happy Birthday. I really like these new episodes. My heart goes out to you, such a gift you are giving your Grandparents and yourself. My 86 year old Mother had a very serious surgery three years ago and has never been the same since. I really struggled with how to cope with this at first but I find taking things day by day and embracing and cherishing each and every moment with Mom and giving it all to God helps. Have a lovely weekend!

Yeah feeling through everything is the only way to even relax in the end... Being vulnerable in this feels for me like really living. And also its so special to me how we are all different with our families and attaching to and loving them.

Oh I could feel your pain talking about your Grammy. These indeed are very special bitter sweet moments. My favorite quote is “ your only job is to notice the sacred moments” and that’s exactly what you were doing as you watched her. Thanks for the shout outs. Also I might add to your viewer who sent the question about launder care is when in doubt was in the coldest of water. Warm to hot water does shrink natural fibers but not synthetic. My little moment was working out on my treadmill thinking about how one year for Halloween my girls were dressed as fairies and we surprised my dad and knocked on his door for treats and I thought I can’t do that this year and the tears just flowed. Moving ones body helps push out emotions trapped in us, that’s what I keep discovering. 💗

You are a sweetheart. It is hard being a caregiver. My dad passed from cancer 10 years ago. It was rough stuff. Not only are you helping them, but you will find that you will be blessed thru the experience.

Happy belated birthday Nikki! You are thoughtful and so humbly reflective. I appreciate all that you share. This is my next favorite series, next to walking in the Word, that you do. The little moment for me today was realizing the peace I found as my youngest son returned physically to school today as our county opened up. I’m thankful he has such a wonderful school and teachers and the best principal, but this uncertain time in the world brings anxiety with any little change. I was thankful God blessed me with peace today and it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. Thanks for helping me find gratefulness in my day! Can’t wait for the next little things video!

Thank u for your words. They really are conferring. We put our dog to sleep yesterday. We are grieving for Peluche. My heart aches. Life is not always joyful, but I know is a season. Enjoy your grandparents, cause is a season. I know, I'm a caregiver. Is so wonderful caring for the elderly, but it hurts went they are close to u. Bless day Nikki

Thank you Niki for expressing so beautifully the things of the heart. Being present makes all the difference in the world. It also makes for the best memories.

Absolutely in this time we need to thank God for the little blessing and taking the time to really be present in every thing we do this reminds me of a child’s song at church count your blessings name then one by one count blessings see what God has done 🙏 amen

I like this style of video.

Thank you for showing the items in your bathroom. It all looks so lovely. I've been cleaning my bathroom today and now I am inspired to make it more elegant like you have :)

Hi Nikki, it's so difficult to see our loved ones get old. My dad has been slowing down the last two years and I don't like thinking about it. I know that I need to treasure the time I am with him, ask family history questions, and most importantly, take a lot of pictures. My dad lives for his great-grandbabies. They should be coming into town next week and we are going to surprise my dad. He hasn't met the youngest of his great-grandsons, who will be turning 1 in December. :)

HI 👋 NIKKI I LOVE ❤️ YOUR VIDEOS👍HAVE A BLESS DAY😉

My in laws live with me n its hard. But what you said about observing their way n reason in their maintenance resonated with me. And working through the emotional aspects of this phase of life.

When you first came out with your paintings I ordered a rose painting and have it framed in my home office. My home office has lots of pink and feminine touches...I have been very inspired by you to go for that look in there. Recently, I ordered your stationary and I keep it on my desk so I can easily write a quick note when it occurs to me. I even saved to packaging and note you sent because it’s so pretty and inspires me to take time wrapping things in a beautiful way. I bought some wax and seals and use that on the envelopes of my stationary...and I got some beautiful floral stickers for the front of the envelopes.. and I even got a calligraphy pen 🖋 to try and learn to write more beautifully when I’m addressing letters. So...the point is...a simple stationary order has really been a big shift for me in terms of trying to be more gracious with sending beautiful letters sometimes for no reason other than I was just thinking of the person. But knowing that the package arrives so beautifully...like your package arrived to me...makes me feel good. 😊❤️

You are such a wonderful example for us all. Thank you🌹

Thankful for the growing friendship with a family from homeschool co-op and our family. Very dear gift.

I love your videos Nikki! I look forward to each one. You have such a calming way about you, your voice, and just how you move. Thank you for sharing life with us.

I was so so excited to get onto KZfaq today just to watch your video! 🥰

oh my goodness Nikki... It is so terribly hard to see parents/grandparents deteriorate ... Your emotions are completely normal. You are to be commended on giving your time to care for them. (as well has helping out the gentleman from your church group).. Sometimes these things can seem to be burdensome; but it's amazing how much more uplifted and positive we feel once we're there helping and being in their presence. I admit, I'm equally guilty of burying my nose into my phone when looking after my elderly parents; and do need to check myself for the exact reasons you mentioned. Moments to be cherished. How adorable are your children to create such a lovely set up with tea-lights for your cake!.. Children have such untainted enthusiasm for such things, which helps brings out that childish joy in us as well. I admire your bathroom set up Nikki.. It must be the most wonderfully scented room .. Roses are such healing and loving flowers.. And I agree, the silver decanters are perfect... it adds a slightly more "antique" look which blends with your style. We would love to see you share some more of your pretty vignettes around your home.. Today, my "little thing" was capturing a few moments of total stillness that enabled me to stop and listen to my heart. I was so surprised, you read out my comment.. Your poise and voice made it sound beautiful. Thank you. Sending you best of luck for the yard sale.. There must be some treasures in there for sure. :) Helen x

Nikki, what a blessing that you are able to care and spend that time with your grandparents, God will reward you a hundredfold for all the good works you do and with so much love and care! Cried with you, so important for us to live in a present especially as most people as you said are just with their heads down on their phones, let's try to be more present in our daily lives, lots of love and hope yard sale goes well x

Wow, this was powerful!

Belated birthday wishes to you Nikki. Hope you have a wonderful year ahead despite the trying times. Savour the little things. I have realised that the little things bring us more joy than anything else. It is also the little things that can disturb us and wreak havoc in our lives. Every video that you put up is so graceful and calming. You appear so confident and poised. You inspire me to do better and give more attention to the little things in our lives that can make everything better for everyone. Your theme of 'Little things' is so apt to your personality as well as to the kind of things that should be in focus especially during these trying times that the entire world is going through, whether it is for you in the U.S or me here in India. Looking forward to your frequent videos through which we can all draw inspiration from the little things that you share. Thank You

Beautiful video...thanks so much for being so vulnerable and making us all cry!!! I love the way you are so authentic and real... Also, thanks for the tip about care labels.....who would have thunk !!!

You are such a selfless person! Happy Belated Birthday!

Happy belated birthday Nikki.

This is so beautiful! The Lord is reminding me to call my grandmother. :) Lovely dress that matches your eyes!

Bless you and your family.

Thank you so much for answering the question about laundering the gal meets glad dresses! I thought they were not an option for me because of the dry clean only label... But that's helpful and exciting... Because now they are an option for me!

Dear Nikki, happy belated birthday 🎁Thank you so much for what you do! You help me to focus on the important things: my family and to trust God. I often think of you, you make me humble and grateful for the thingsI have! I’m looking forward to hear about your day💐 Greetings from Germany 🇩🇪

"Moments That Matter" from "Aaron Lines": Chorus

Enjoyed the lovely video. 😘

Wonderful video Nikki! I have 3 Gal meets Glam dresses and I wash them in the washer on delicate cycle as well and they are good! I hope this helps Jean as well! 🌹🌿

Really enjoying this style video.

Your dress is lovely!

Ok ty kindly Nikki. I will check out how to become a patreon and I will check out ur store, I would love to support you and ur channel as much as I possibly can.

For my birthday today, my youngest made a banner that said Happy birthday and a sign for the window seal ..it had a pumpkin colored on it and said happy birthday as well. I got several sweet drawings and homemade cards (my favorite) the my order daughter did the decorating of the cake ( she is 12) I had a performance put on for me and part of that was the give mommy 75 hugs event. Just a real sweet day

TFS 😊. Happy belated birthday 🎉

Aaaawww my darling ☹😢

Would you mind linking the bath products you use? The brand and so on or show us the bottles?

Dear Nikki, I can feel your sadness and your fears for your grandparents. And I am so happy to see, that even in these very tough times, you can find some beautiful moments to be grateful for. For 8 years I have been the punching ball of my ex-husband (with several stays in hospital) when I finally had the courage to escape with my 5 kids, I had a burn-out and I had to quit my job as a teacher (because I was no longer able to teach). I then went back to university and (as an at that moment single mom) made another degree and switched my career (I now work in a palliative care unit in a hospital). Then (1 year after the separation) I found out that my ex-husband, not only has been violent and abusive with me during our marriage, but he also had rapped my 2 daughters. And finally now in March (when lockdown started) my ex-husband finally kidnapped my 2 youngest sons and I haven't seen them since March. Nevertheless, I try to not lose hope and my faith. The dying patients I accompany on their last way, have so much to show me, that I am still able to find beauty and hope in the small things. I wish you and your whole family all the best and may God bless you 🥰

It's the little things that you miss and wish you can get back. On June 20th my sweet son will be gone 2yrs, he died on his 25th birthday from a drunk driver going the wrong way on the interstate. She hit my son's car head on killing him instantly. Losing my parents was hard, losing my late husband of 28yrs was harder, but losing my son was the hardest thing I ever had to deal with. Thankfully the Lord, my new husband, my other 2 sons, some family and friends have helped me get through it. I miss him so much, his smile, his laugh. Please cherish the little things cause one day that's all that you'll have left. God bless you, love your sweet videos and your caring heart.

My mother is caring for her mother who is only 14 yrs older than her. It's kind of scary to me actually, to see the swift decline of her mind. That's not that long from now for my mom. And I am so close to her.

Happy late Birthday ! My b-day is the 16th.

You are lucky because you realized all this know and you have time to spend with them. Some people realize that late...

So difficult, I'm so sorry.

Good morning 😊 I wondered what are the ages of your grandparents? Also, (not judging, just wondering), if your Mama helps you in taking care of them on a daily basis? You have a lot on your shoulders. God is blessing you. 💙

I hope that you'll inspire more people with your words.

My husband's grandmother passed away last week and her funeral was held two days ago here in Las Vegas. She had 21 grandchildren, 36 greatgrandchildren, and three great, great grandchildren. It's a great testament because she was going to commit suicide and murder her six children years ago when they were yet small because of hardships. That day that she was going to commit that atrocity, a neighbor knocked on the door and told her that Jesus loved her. Those words impacted her and changed her life and legacy forever. She gave her life to Jesus, was used to lift up a church in Mexico, had three children who are pastors, and left lots of offspring, and an eternal heritage of love for Christ. Edit: I forgot to mention that one great grandbaby was born today bringing joy and life this sorrowful week. Nikki, I saw grandma's health decline, and I was able to help the family during this time. May the Lord strengthen you through others. It's okay to weep because it is definitely part of the healing. Enjoy these moments with your grandmy and cherish your family.