having to be a therapist friend to everyone even though you are wayy to out of motivation for everything and you have so many issues of your own but you don’t want to vent to anyone because you’d feel like a burden

Seeing your best friends hanging out with someone else knowing that they might not choose you at all in a room full of people..

Yesterday I was about to cry while listening to a sad song that played on my playlist (Jealous-Eyedress) but then You're Too Slow by Odetari played and my mood was instantly lightened lol

Things are getting better for me but before it quieting down a bit, struggling with grades and autism basically not taking care of my body well, with having to need to go to a safe space to get away from household situation, depression, social anxiety, new phobias showing up out if no where, coming out as trans and pan which did not end as I would hoped it would, no one to talk to about what’s going on, toxic friends(made me bully people or else there would be consequences), feel like real friends will leave me, therapist friend, therapist blaming me, being exposed, and SA by the closet person to me at that time betraying me giving my trust issues and not being able people to hug/tap me/etc. luckily things are way better but it was a lot, if you read this thank you and hope your doing well feel free to vent ❤️ (think the hardest thing is learning how to accept you need help and you have gone through some shit either that be little t trauma or big T trauma it’s still trauma and you need help)

Vent Tw My mom says that she loves and accepts me, but it doesn't feel like it. She yells at me and sometimes makes fun of me or calls me dumb, but then says she loves me. On the way back from the mental hospital, she yelled at me for not telling her what was wrong, knowing that it is a trigger of mine. She said it's cause she loves me, but i don't think that is the right way to show love. While she was yelling at me, she was complaining about how much it hurts her that i am struggling and making it all about her. I love her, i do, but sometimes i feel like she doesn't love me at all, and like i am just a burden in her life. I want to tell her, but i'm scared she'll yell at me and say that i am being rude to her. I'm so scared to tell her about anything cause i don't want her to yell at me. Sorry for venting.

I am like the therapist friend, but I need a therapist friend for myself because of how horrible school is

Everyone can vent here

If the notes app was a person boy would it have some stories

12:42 Can anyone tell me the Artist and song name?

I’ve been clean for 6 months, I want to relapse. I’ve been alive for 12 years, I want to die.

3:09 - hate that >:( 3:16 - fr after all that I felt better cutting my hair :) 4:05 - man that sucks (not rudely) 4:31 - NOOOOOOOOOO 6:40 - :( 7:31 - creepy 7:55 - noooo :(( 8:24 - yup 10:56 - hehe what 11:20 - hah yeah so :( 12:16 - ?????? 13:19 - wow fun :( 13:40 - .

You know what 4:07 really screamed my life…