A Wonderful Day Alone - Quarantine Vlog

A Wonderful Day Alone - Quarantine Vlog | Toxic Tears

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Important! - I want to make it clear that while doing this I was still extremely careful and stuck very closely to social distancing rules. I was literally further away from people during this than I would have been in my own back yard, I stayed out of areas that others were gathering in, and crossed the street if I needed to pass by anyone. I needed a day out for the sake of my mental health, but we all still need to do everything we can to stay away from others and stop the spread. I hope you're all safe!
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@emilyhedgehog547 4 жыл бұрын

Everything you do reminds me of a friendly witch in a children's book, you even have a black cat.

@carmencitap99 4 жыл бұрын

Imagine looking out the window and spot a lovely cottage goth lady with a picnic basket and flowers... I'd ask her to be friends once lockdown is over

@Wild-Moonchild 4 жыл бұрын

Same

@TheGothicKratos 3 жыл бұрын

agreed 😄

@itsyourfriendlyneighbourho7281 2 жыл бұрын

Yeah same, I’d wanna join

@shogpei7054 4 жыл бұрын

This made me feel so warm and cozy. I want to bake little snacks now and have a picnic in the sun. 1000x yes to more little vlogs.

@Infiniteio 4 жыл бұрын

Yes more vlogs... we love you kaya!!!

@pennywisethedancingclown2702 4 жыл бұрын

That would actually be really cool if you did videos in your different fashion styles and the hobbies that go with it. Like a mini series.

@kellyv6075 4 жыл бұрын

This is so wholesome. You'd LOVE Guernsey. It's a little island like a fairytale with beautiful forests and an amazing history of witches folklore and being known as the land of the dead to the Normans 😍

@chantelleosborne8068 4 жыл бұрын

Hail from.jersey its neighbour 😂😂

@maneskinnnnn7190 4 жыл бұрын

this in uk?

@kellyv6075 4 жыл бұрын

@@chantelleosborne8068 helllooo neighbour! 😁

@kellyv6075 4 жыл бұрын

@@maneskinnnnn7190 technically in Great Britain but not the UK haha. In between England and france, closer to france

@TheGothicKratos 3 жыл бұрын

that sounds really nice :)

@Amber-jy9wf 4 жыл бұрын

This video was so peaceful, it honestly put me in such a nice place since I can't really leave my home right now. It made me want to dry out some flowers. Good thing I have a ton of daffodils growing just outside lol

@Gooberpotomous 4 жыл бұрын

When you put it into words it sounds strange, but it's definitely a thing: new aesthetic brings with it a whole life style. I'm glad you're open to a change (even when I know it'll be good for me, change freaks me out--ALL the anxiety) and I'm happy you're starting to feel better

@greenoniongirl143 4 жыл бұрын

I just want to say you’re a big inspiration to me! I’m 14 years old and exploring gothic and alt music and clothing! You’re so pretty and seem like a really cool person!

@gothempress 4 жыл бұрын

She is such a genuine sweetheart and good person. You have found a good role model. You sound very lovely too!

@ronnielera7122 4 жыл бұрын

Mwahahaha welcome to the dark side! (Pun intended)

@kelliesmith2411 4 жыл бұрын

A bit of a tip: don’t be afraid to just go for it. I see all over the place, people being afraid of doing something or experimenting and I say: if nobody is getting hurt just do it either you like it or you don’t but you’ll never know unless you try♥️

@jaimereynolds258 4 жыл бұрын

Your floppy fabulous hat reminds me of my dream. I one day want to own land and have an apple orchard. Just walk around in my floppy hat with a basket while tending to my trees lol

@nekobat1962 4 жыл бұрын

That was so soothing and relaxing. I was so bored and stressed, but seeing a picnic under the trees made me happy. The plant music was so hauntingly beautiful.

@Nivgrace 4 жыл бұрын

You’re so pure and must be protected at all costs 😭

@rubysclera9021 4 жыл бұрын

I see makeup and fashion as another form of artistic expression. You want to feel calm, cottagecore/happy kitchen witch is what reflects that! Be happy, relax! Love you!

@IPONJ 4 жыл бұрын

I have a strong feeling you're helped lift the spirits (or raised the dead, not sure yet) for a lot of people. You should be very proud of yourself. I am. I know it doesn't feel like it now, but one day you will know just how much you've helped people through this mess. Cheers little one, and good vibes. Good vibes to all.

@adriennegonzales2636 4 жыл бұрын

Cottagecore... witchy lifestyle vids... herbalist recipes... all hitting the spot right now, I agree!

@Celestial_Kumiho 4 жыл бұрын

Girl I identify so much with the things you say and the way you feel. You and Jake are a huge inspiration to me and you make me feel like I’m not alone.

@floydpinkerton1703 4 жыл бұрын

For some reason I laughed when you said "I also picked up, like, a clump of moss." I think because that's exactly the kind of thing I do. When I was a kid, I used to pick up every rubber band I saw on the pavement lol

@mr_selfdestruct 4 жыл бұрын

I totally feel you on the "clothes arent just clothes" statement. I always need to have a specific mindset for what Im wearing! Like a certain mood or aesthetic.

@didithegob7381 4 жыл бұрын

I'm about to go to college and I can't wait to experiment with the goth fashion, I already love the music and literature. I hope you read this and know how much you have inspired me since I was 12

@melaniemurphyofficial 4 жыл бұрын

You've just introduced me to 'cottagecore' (I'd never heard this word before) and OH, MY GOD. I love it I love it I love it I love it! This video was so lovely x

@witchyotter9820 4 жыл бұрын

I absolutely love this video. All your videos give me the “warm wholesome feelings” one would get from talking with a lifetime long friend. 🥰🖤🖤

@Luna11111 4 жыл бұрын

Your the most loveliest person I love how pure you are. Sending you love and healing for difficult times. It saddens me someone as sweet as you feels so much sadness. ❤️❤️✨❤️✨

@gothempress 4 жыл бұрын

I love how happy you looked sitting in the sun! You deserve those moments and don't let anyone take that away from you. You were being safe and it does a world of good for your mental health.

@ghostlyvel 4 жыл бұрын

This was really relaxing to watch and inspiring! Thank you 🖤

@livingkings 4 жыл бұрын

👻 🐇

@theoriginalbelfrybat1319 4 жыл бұрын

The return of the queen!

@orbitalmucus7875 4 жыл бұрын

This is the kind of cottage core I can relate to. 🖤

@The_pendrag0n 4 жыл бұрын

5:00 do that video! I feel the exact same! I’d love to see yours!

@mrsmetalhead666 4 жыл бұрын

omg i loved this! i bet you felt great after being out in nature for a while, it does me wonders but since all the craziness its hard to find anywhere to be alone and peaceful, there are literally more people out now then ever before! i just want to be alone in nature :(

@ninjamuffinattack3494 4 жыл бұрын

The music makes me feel so happy and soft

@AngelLeosAdorkableUniverse 4 жыл бұрын

These out and about videos of you alone at a park or wherever have always been my favorite. They are so relaxing! I love them!

@gemmahamilton2565 4 жыл бұрын

This was soooo relaxing to watch 😍 do whatever you need to do to stay happy during quarentine. I too struggle with staying in. Nature and going out for walks definitely help with my mental health so I totally understand where you're coming from. Take care lovely lady 🖤

@VioletWood 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for making this video! It was so peaceful and full of joy. Just what my heart needed. You’re so sweet and I love watching your channel. Thank you! 🖤

@thewellbeingscymru7764 2 жыл бұрын

I've just found this video after the latest video you posted. You have randomly appeared in my feed but I'm super inspired by this video! Totally immersing yourself in an aesthetic and creating days full of joy sounds wonderful and something I'm going to try and do more of. I love it. ❤️

@trinapenuliar5451 4 жыл бұрын

This was such a nice video. I love that you're so yourself, it's really inspiring. I've been struggling through bad feelings during quarantine too, so ideas on soothing things to get into is so helpful!

@ashleywhitney2839 4 жыл бұрын

i been having an rough time in quarantine but your Vlog reminds me how much i love to read in the sunshine even tho its been snowing you made my day so much better, so i think when i am feel down I am going to make my self feel petty and read a book next to my window so i can get sum sunlight . and thank you for making my quarantine sweet and happy,

@lodemaiofslovakia 4 жыл бұрын

Never heard of cottage core! That was cool. Definitely lends to cottage witch vibes. Made me happy to see you out enjoying yourself!

@blairsbaby97 3 жыл бұрын

I'm a new fan. I started watching you about a month ago and quarantining has only gotten harder now that I have unfortunately gotten covid-19, but just watching your videos has made staying positive a little easier and brought so happy to this not so happy world. I wanted to thank you and I really appreciate you. I hope you continue to keep make videos and send blessing for you and Jake. ❤

@anthony_lovett 4 жыл бұрын

First off, your hair looks sooo nice in this video?? I mean it always does, but wow. Second quarentine has been so so hard for me, i would consider myself an introvert, but not interacting with people is killing me. I happy you're feeling a little better 💚🌱🌱

@meagain177 3 жыл бұрын

This was such a lovely video. It is so nice to see people promote self care and self awareness. You can see it your face just happy, content you were spending a day just being. I hope you do more of these videos in the future even after quarantine is over.

@MandyMoon999 4 жыл бұрын

I needed this video. Your garden style and videos are the best and make me so happy inside

@V01D.mp3 4 жыл бұрын

That was such a lovely video, Kaya! Thank you for taking us with you on this little adventure. 🖤 I would also love to hear you talk about your different aesthetics and moods / hobbies connected to them. That really spoke to me. 🌻 take care

@fizzlecat3663 4 жыл бұрын

I love that you put here comes the sun by the beetles in the background, it made me smile!

@kellyv6075 4 жыл бұрын

Want you to know that I'm nodding along and smiling while I hear you talk about fashion aesthetic being a whole set. And your whole video tbh. And I just think your whole vibe is rad. I think we'd be friends

@michellekelly-anne2716 4 жыл бұрын

You could grow the moss in your bathroom, I made a moss patch with fake toadstools with little cute fairies and knomes in a corner of my bathtub/shower rack. 😊

@leighnicole100 4 жыл бұрын

This was so lovely and wholesome and you can tell you needed and enjoyed that sun and time out in nature!

@rachchchchchch748 4 жыл бұрын

Hey girlie, love this video! It was really lovely, you always inspire me to get back to nature. And whenever I get super tired from being in the sun I'll either drink a bunch of water or a pedialyte if it's really bad and it helps sooo much. Love you, stay magical 💜✨

@laurettadelmar2781 4 жыл бұрын

It was nice that you spoke in a really soft voice for the whole thing. Made it even more enjoyable to watch. I wish more people would do that

@247kelz 4 жыл бұрын

So wonderful to see this. I've been worried about you beautiful lady 🖤 what a perfect little adventure. Sending you lots of love xx

@MareaRayneOleander 4 жыл бұрын

Yes!! Mini series of your different moods would me very much worth watching!

@steeliahmann3276 4 жыл бұрын

This was the wee slice of pleasant i needed today ❤ thank you, you have rejuvenated my soul a little

@headshot959 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad to see you again and that you're feeling better. I miss you. That video was so peaceful.

@stonehouseitunes2058 4 жыл бұрын

Fuck this warmed by heart so much I'm in a puddle of happy vibes. Seasonal Affective Disorder kicks me around but the sun out here, and seeing you enjoy the sun over there just gives me a big ol' smile

@brittanywiggins3247 4 жыл бұрын

This made my soul so happy. It was much needed, thank you for being so lovely. 🖤

@jessicaharrison4719 4 жыл бұрын

I really related to this video, especially the beginning. Today was the first day I finally felt a little bit better after a week of feeling anxiety and upset. I loved watching your lovely picnic. I have been working on a lovely shawl that has a skull motif, and tending my sourdough starter like a beloved pet. Your strawberry swirls look lovely! Hope you continue to feel better.

@tattastrophicwitch6337 4 жыл бұрын

I’ve missed you! And I love that you put here comes the sun in this...🖤

@kyle-to6xm 4 жыл бұрын

ok but i love this so much, its so wholesome. youre just like a little gothy witch in the woods and i love it

@meeriplathan5564 4 жыл бұрын

I definitely found a new feel-good video! This made me so relaxed and joyful, I love the homey witch vibe. And no wonder you were so tired, you did so much stuff and filmed most of it! The bread looks amazinggg. I'm so relieved that you're doing better. Spring is unquestionably my favorite time of year since the weather gets better and the nature wakes up again after a long time of seasonal sadness. I can't wait to see the first bumble bees and being able to show off my bumbly tattoo on my foot!

@rosyteadeer6729 4 жыл бұрын

so glad youre doing better Kaya! I was in a bit of a mood from being stuck in an apartment but this video cheered me right up

@tattoomeagain 4 жыл бұрын

This video filled my heart with joy and hope. It gave me hope of a silver lining after all this is over.

@honeybearchan123 4 жыл бұрын

I'm doing pretty well staying safe as of lately until yesterday I cannot stop myself from going outside to plant flowers and my veggies. But vlogs like this felt extremely calming and was a must need! Please do another one soon but also be well and safe.

@purplejanew 4 жыл бұрын

Yes please to more vlogs! This was indeed a very wonderful - and relaxing - way to spend some time with you. Thank you xxxxx

@breeonnaoberg1771 4 жыл бұрын

Yeah this is what i was hoping you would do. Aesthetics are a lifestyle, and you have so many. Id love to see more videos of what you do when you're feeling gothy 💕💕 love your videos. I hope doing stuff you love made you feel better!

@cheyfrost 4 жыл бұрын

Honestly, my brain works the same. With certain style I change what I do most often, and other activities, etc, basically what you said! So you're not alone to think like this! I also like styles that are so opposite from each other it's crazy

@moonshybat 4 жыл бұрын

I really wish these videos got more views, I love them so much 😭 they are so relaxing and peaceful

@KreeZafi 4 жыл бұрын

This is the sweet wholesome content I need!

@skaarup33 4 жыл бұрын

That video you were talking about, sharing your fashion and everything that you do, listen to, read so on and so forth. Basically how your choice of fashion effects your every day. That would be an awesome video, it will give us a little more insight into you and your life. I would definitely enjoy more vlog videos. 🖤🥰🖤🇩🇰

@user-bw4mk7fc8c 4 жыл бұрын

This video is so relaxing and fun🖤 I was having hectic day... night.. I work night shifts... and found you while watching one Jake's videos. Definantly subscribing🖤

@Motherofpearl_ 4 жыл бұрын

Ooh I would love a video about all your different styles and everything that comes with it. It sounds really fascinating

@averiesoto4042 4 жыл бұрын

Yay!! Great to see you! Your videos are the best and they are really helping me get through quarantine here in the U.S. Keep it up! Sending much love!! :)

@kaelandavid8084 4 жыл бұрын

Stay strong kaya!! If your like me and have been stuck at home with your other half, it can be grueling. Both of you keep your head up and keep that smile going strong. All the best love to you and Jake ❤️

@vampireotaku4172 4 жыл бұрын

It blows my mind that this quarantine is worldwide. All the way in America I feel connected with you and Jake while watching your videos. Like so far away we experience the same struggle.

@royaljester9918 4 жыл бұрын

This is so comforting!!!

@Dreamerkaty 4 жыл бұрын

This video made me so happy, it looked like you had a lovely time, we’ll all get through this! Keep smiling :) xx

@gabriellacarstens 4 жыл бұрын

I've been watching your videos for so long now!! you are so amazing .

@blondeinblack1550 4 жыл бұрын

This is exactly what everyone needed, thank you so much 🖤

@BlackIDove 4 жыл бұрын

This was so sweet! ❤❤❤ Glad you were able to get out a bit. Stay safe love!

@Ragnaran 4 жыл бұрын

This was such a soothing and wholesome vlog, I’m really happy you had such a nice day and decided to share it with us

@vibinbrb 4 жыл бұрын

Love this, genuinely chilled me out so much 😊 Also the music while you were picnicking was awesome 😍

@darkisis22 4 жыл бұрын

What a pleasant and delightful day! You’ve inspired me to do something similar Kaya! Happy 10th to you and Jake. Sending love from Pennsylvania!

@romantichorror5289 4 жыл бұрын

What a lovely, delicious, and relaxing day. Thank you for taking us along.😊

@ozvioletbutterfly 4 жыл бұрын

I really enjoyed this video,and i coule really see you were in your zone! You resonated so much energy and peace.x

@camilamagro4768 4 жыл бұрын

This is so cute to watch! Thanks Kaya 🖤🖤

@waxestlowa732r6 4 жыл бұрын

Good to see you in better health!🌸

@NemiNoxwood 4 жыл бұрын

Dude, this is lovely. Watching this makes me feel so much better about life

@comrade_furby 4 жыл бұрын

This was so nice to watch. I especially loved seeing your animal crossing stuff 🥺💗

@jooknf 4 жыл бұрын

This was a great bday present! Its hard for me to get out and about where I live too many people. Thank you for letting me at least virtually enjoy a outdoorsy day.

@MerryMoss 3 жыл бұрын

I know this is an older video (I'm catching up ^^) but I would LOVE to see a video-mini-series where you talk about all the different styles and sources of information that you like & talk about/show the different hobbies and things that go with it. I would seriously LOVE that - 'cause I'm also like you, where it's not just about the clothes, but about EVERYTHING around it... music, foods, hobbies/activities, make-up, locations... yeah ^^

@HeavyMetalCrone 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for this video. Just what I needed during quarantine today! 💜

@tiffanyg2102 3 жыл бұрын

ugh your witchy/goth/cottage core aesthetic is to die for.

@mariclements 4 жыл бұрын

So adorable, I love this! Everything about this video was sooo cute! 🖤 you Kaya!

@chrismcwilliams3552 4 жыл бұрын

What a lovely day! Thank you for taking us with you✨💕✨

@kale__6665 4 жыл бұрын

The little video montage when you were packing the food in the basket, just AAAA it made me smile it was very cute! This entire video was just uwu 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

@northerlyartemis 4 жыл бұрын

Awww so great to see you happy again Kaya! More vlogs would be brilliant!

@reflexxuns4065 4 жыл бұрын

It was wonderful to have a picnic with you and I could practically smell your perfume! Mine is Ralph by Ralph Lauren. You look so beautiful in this video. Even more than you already do. I live near Phoenix and our back yard is mostly rocks so to have a virtual picnic in such a gorgeous, verdant place was very pleasant! Thank you for making our days in lockdown that much better. You are an amazing young woman.

@xdark_shadows666x6 4 жыл бұрын

Hope you and jake had a happy 10 year anniversary (regardless of the quarantine) ☺️❤️❤️

@JF0x 4 жыл бұрын

Absolutely loved this, thank you. So calming.

@janiemorgan5041 4 жыл бұрын

What a lovely vlog 💜💜 So relaxed and cosy feeling 😊 You looked so much more your positive self and happy, I'm glad you had a lovely day, you certainly needed it 😊 Thank you for sharing your day with us and I hope you get the chance to have many more during quarantine 😊 Take care and stay safe xxxxxxxx 💜🖤🦇

@aurorarora5929 4 жыл бұрын

I absolutely love cottage core ! I wish I had a garden. 🌼🌿🌱 loved this video

@Marasovsbuttcheeksareblu 4 жыл бұрын

I just love you u are an amazing person. You made me cry with happiness. I’m going to see if I can get some plant music to see what it is like I think it will help me as I’m not feeling so good at the moment but watching that helped me. All the best to yourself and Jake n hope you have a good move to Barcelona.

@xdark_shadows666x6 4 жыл бұрын

KAYA ❤️❤️❤️

@hannahkozlovic1715 4 жыл бұрын

if you can, please do more videos like this! i fricken love the aesthetic and it was very calming and wholesome and lovely and i was sad and stressed before but now i feel happy :)