And after all our blood, sweat and tears, one day our reward will be a box in the ground. What a wonderful life.

Give yourself something to anticipate. A week away from your current surroundings will introduce you to your real self - which is not the person with needless regrets. That will then show you what it's like to be away from the place you currently live - which is so obviously the root of all your fears/regrets, and will spur you on to move away because you'll then see how it feels to be in complete control of what you do and where you go and what you eat etc. That's the fear you don't wanna face and yet when you walk into it, you'll see how small it really is. Time is shaped strangely. You'll meet past selves by going headfirst into the future. But do not stand still, in thinking or actions.

I feel exactly the same Adam, time goes too quickly and before you know it, the best years of your life will pass you by (if you’re not careful)

I saw a documentary about the brain and it asked the question, why time feels that it moves faster as we get older. Generally speaking, one of the reasons is that when we are younger, the brain is still trying to figure things out, such as co ordination, learning to speak and so on, so time moves slower. As we get older, those things become easier to do, thus time speeds up.

I’m so glad you’re talking about this because, when I try to talk about it with friends, it seems like no one is as concerned about it as I am. The fact that time is moving so fast makes me feel anxious. After my dad’s passing 3 years ago and the pandemic I feel like I’ve begun to feel it more and more. It’s like being woken up out of the Matrix lol. It’s scary tbh. Anyways, thanks for sharing this

U have a good radiovoice.. talking, ASMR, late nite broadcast with some laid back jazz music...

"In the end...when it's over...all that matters is what you have done." -Alexander the Great

Glad to see you're doing well Adam! Tuned in to your channel a few months back and love that it's still growing! Best regards, Aidan

Hey Adam. Been following your journey for a while, glad to see your doing well. I've found solace in jornalling. Just quick notes of what you got up to in the day. Almost like a bullet point story. Helps get the past onto paper and let's you move on with a clear mind. I feel You would defintely benefit from better having better organisational skills. Everyone has the same 24 hours, use them wisely. A week day for me: 8 hours work, 8 hours sleep, 8 hours free ( kind of)

Look into the autonomous nervous system. In regards to your resent realisations surrounding your family life, there is a good chance that you have been living under a greater than average stress level, at all times. The autonomous nervous system being over stimulated for prolonged periods of time, is what brings that nagging feeling of urgency, which really comes into the projector light, once you attempt to sleep.

If you take away "time", which is a man made concept, there is no time, past and future, there is only NOW. Forget about the word time and focus on the word now.

"There's only one clock and it doesn't work anyway." So many metaphors that applies to, lol.

You got that right, my mum passed away 9 months ago maybe even longer now & it feels like it’s been a few weeks.

Interestingly, as we age, time appears to pass more quickly due to the diminishing proportion of time relative to our lifespan. For instance, when you are 3 years old turning 4 a quarter of your life has passed . However if you are 49 years old turning 50 a much smaller fraction of your life has passed. The smaller fraction makes the passage of time seem faster.

I think covid has affected a lot of people’s ability to sleep well. I hear so many people say they can’t sleep now. Including me.

Also I think you should look into EDS. There are a number of different types of EDS - it could explain your shoulder dislocation. Its a genetic condition affecting the strength of the connective tissue and collagen.

So excited to see a video from you today!

Each year is shorter than the last.

There are so many distractions in life. Time goes so much quicker when you are only living for the weekend. It’s funny how we know how life is so short and how it can go by the blink of an eye, yet we are unable to do anything about it. We either have to accept that fact of life or find a way to escape the rat race.

I sometimes feel this way. Then I remember people who have kids and work 12-15 hour shifts to keep the money coming in. They have literally no time.

I have the same problem. I’m 34, and I feel like I’m already getting towards the end of the ‘best years’ of my life. I don’t know where the time’s gone. Have you noticed when you most feel like time is going by fast? I find familiar routines tend to merge everything together; therefore, it’s harder to distinguish between the days. Time tends to slow down when you’re somewhere unfamiliar and doing something unfamiliar.

i feel exactly like u man

The word you were thinking of was mundane

Same things but different man.

Its so not your fault that you’re still at home. There is a concerted effort going on to dismantle society as we know it and replace it with a one world dictatorship. It’s affecting everyone. Its not the world we grew up in expecting or our parents generation grew up in.

Hey Adam, another great video. This is an off-topic question but do you ever worry about your friends/family/people you know finding your channel? Especially as some of your vids get recommended? I’ve considered making a channel myself but the possibility of getting found out by people who know me freaks me out lol

I still feel 30 but my body keeps telling me I'm 46 and I hate it

This is good, Adam. Do you like have a Facebook page? I have a friend that wants to know

donny and clarence show

start taking stimulants to stop sleeping duh